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Afraid of Destiny
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Current | |
Adimere | All instruments (2012-present) |
Member(bands): Nocturnal Nightmare, Follia Suicida, Loneliness over Schizophrenic Trauma, Neoclassical Suicide, Vereor Nox, Vitam Nihil Est | |
J.S. | Bass (2019-present) |
Member(bands): Abyss Nöir | |
F.B. | Drums (2019-present) |
Member(bands): And Harmony Dies, Cioran | |
D.D.T. | Guitars (2019-present) |
R.M. | Vocals (2019-present) |
Member(bands): Marbas, Nightmare Slave, The Bleeding | |
Past | |
Ayperos | Vocals (2013-2016) |
Member(bands): Days of Our Lives | |
R.F. Sinister | Vocals (2016-2019) |
Member(bands): Kintsukuroi, Black Faith (live), Solitude Project, Catechon, In Crucem Agere, Legione, Another Day, I Sogni di Dickens | |
M.S. | Guitars (lead) (2017-2018) |
Member(bands): Catechon, Hextar, Wild Bitch | |
Current (Live) | |
J.A. | Bass (2018-present) |
Member(bands): Misfortune, Catechon, Membrance, Primo Vespere, Moloch | |
Past (Live) | |
S.C. | Drums |
J.S. | Bass (2018-2019) |
Member(bands): Abyss Nöir | |
F.B. | Drums (2018-2019) |
Member(bands): And Harmony Dies, Cioran | |
D.D.T. | Guitars (2018-2019) |
D.J. | Bass (2019) |
Member(bands): Deadspace, Cancer, Woewarden |
# | Discography | Type | Year | |
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1 | Demo 2013 | Demo | 2013 | Show album |
2 | Three Names, One Mind | Split | 2013 | Show album |
3 | Tears of Solitude | Full-length | 2013 | Show album |
4 | Life: No More | Split | 2014 | Show album |
5 | ...Click the Switch... End It All...!!! | Split | 2014 | Show album |
6 | Coma II (Austere cover) | Single | 2014 | Show album |
7 | Agony (Promo) | Single | 2015 | Show album |
8 | Hatred Towards Myself | EP | 2015 | Show album |
9 | Rehearsals | Demo | 2017 | Show album |
10 | Agony | Full-length | 2017 | Show album |
11 | An Answer to the Fake Underground | Split | 2017 | Show album |
12 | S.I.G.H.S. | Full-length | 2019 | Show album |
13 | Seventh Day of Madness (Live in Erfurt) | Live album | 2019 | Show album |
14 | Reflecting Under an Ascending Moon | Single | 2020 | Show album |
Demo 2013
Album versions
Release date | Label | Catalog ID | Format | Description |
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January 12th, 2013 | Independent | Digital | ||
January 23rd, 2014 | Depressive Illusions Records | cut 1392 | Cassette | Limited edition |
2016 | Independent | CD | 3’’ CD-R, Limited edition |
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Band members | |
Adimere | Everything |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Adimere | Artwork |
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1. | Nightmare | 01:57 | instrumental |
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2. | Into the Darkness | 04:40 | Show lyrics |
The cold blade of Death Is over my bleeding wrist I’m fading away.... My life’s unfair My heart’s cold My horizon’s far My dark and rotting soul Is lying in the deepest grave Is leaving my unholy life My life’s unfair My heart’s cold My horizon’s far Leave me alone To die by myself In my solitude |
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06:37 |
Three Names, One Mind
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Band members | |
Afraid of Destiny | |
Adimere | All instruments |
Guest/Session | |
Caleb Hennessy | Vocals (on tracks 7-9) |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Neoclassical Suicide - Intro | 01:04 | instrumental |
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2. | Neoclassical Suicide - Imagining My Future | 03:20 | instrumental |
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3. | Neoclassical Suicide - Nostalgia (Nocturnal Depression cover) | 02:46 | instrumental |
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4. | Vitam Nihil Est - Murderous Instincts | 04:49 | instrumental |
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5. | Vitam Nihil Est - Funeral to a Fallen Man | 06:17 | instrumental |
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6. | Vitam Nihil Est - A Soul Traveling in Hell | 06:35 | instrumental |
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7. | Afraid of Destiny - Choice (?) | 06:00 | |
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8. | Afraid of Destiny - I’m Crying (Tears of Solitude) | 07:35 | |
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9. | Afraid of Destiny - Killed by Life | 08:54 | |
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47:20 |
Tears of Solitude
Album versions
Release date | Label | Catalog ID | Format | Description |
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December 1st, 2013 | Independent | Digital | ||
January 7th, 2014 | Rigorism Production | RP155 | CD | CD-R, Limited edition |
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Band members | |
Adimere | All instruments |
Guest/Session | |
Caleb Hennessy | Vocals |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Adimere | Artwork |
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1. | A Requiem to Me | 03:56 | instrumental |
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2. | Choice (?) | 06:35 | Show lyrics |
What did I do that I had to choose between two lovers? Why did I choose knowing I’d lose affections thereof? Is this my choice? Who had made you fell all was through with my choice hereof? When did you know that you would go if I choose above? Where would one be without life’s tree and his holy dove? |
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3. | Struggling with Depression & Suicide | 07:30 | Show lyrics |
Days of endless struggle. More hopeful pills today. Trying to appear “normal” in some sort of way. It seems that the struggle is always here with me. And I wouldn’t be here now if guilt would leave me be. I know there’s been many who’ve had worse than I, but that doesn’t always mean that I wouldn’t say “good-bye”. People say I have a lot going for me. I’m sorry, but I just can’t see. I can’t see because my worst enemy it’s not my life, but inside of me. Always on a roller coaster, not much consistency I’m nothing if I’m not up or down. I’m nothing if just “me”. Very little energy. Wanting to stay in bed, wishing to be enthusiastic instead of feeling like I’m made of lead. Wanting to be excited. Wanting to care for more, but when nothing makes sense, it’s hard to focus on the poor. Cluttered mind, cluttered thinking. It’s hard to keep in touch with what is happening around me and not to worry too much. I feel that everybody is better than me and I can’t do anything right. This is how I’ve felt my whole dang life. It didn’t just start last night. No confidence, no self-esteem. Everybody else is right. To speakl my mind is to be a fool so I just try to “sit-tight”. Any one of these problems would be a very vice. But when you have them all, living seems like a roll of a dice. |
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4. | Intermezzo | 02:55 | instrumental |
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5. | I’m Crying (Tears of Solitude) | 08:03 | instrumental |
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6. | Killed by Life | 09:49 | Show lyrics |
It is in these moments of pain when I understand that my existence is futile and that this has tormented me since birth making me believe that someone needed me. This is the truth... You, life, made me suffer for too long. Now I’m over. I’m over forever. The lesions that you left on me are too serious to be left open by you. One last time I cry bitter tears One last time I suffer because of you One last time I close in myself One last time I take conscience of what I will do The feeling of the blade that cuts my skin is better than what you made me feel. The times you betrayed me are infinite and you made me feel sick, deluding myself. |
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38:48 |
Life: No More
Album versions
Release date | Label | Catalog ID | Format | Description |
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2014 | Cvlminis | CD | CD-R, Limited edition | |
2014 | Cvlminis | Digital | Bandcamp |
Members | |
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Band members | |
Afraid of Destiny | |
Adimere | All instruments |
Ayperos | Vocals |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Adimere | Artwork |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Unhappy - Happiness Is a Sharp Razorblade | 10:37 | |
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2. | Unhappy - My Cold Body | 08:17 | |
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3. | About Abortions - Amputation of Torment | 05:37 | Show lyrics |
Amputation of torment is to die. Amputation of torment is don’t exist. Amputation of torment don’t run from you. Amputation of torment is you best friend. Mankind with staring eyes. Mankind with wide open eyes. Mankind with veiled eyes. Mankind. I Hate Mankind. Amputation of torment is to end it all. Amputation of torment is cease to be lost. Amputation of torment is only dissolve. Amputation of torment just need to me! Mankind with closed ears. Mankind with plugged ears. Mankind with ripped ears. Mankind. I abhor mankind. Today I live, because I haven’t found the way. Today I live, because I haven’t found a legal way to take away from here! No! Mankind with open mouth. Mankind with lange mouth. Mankind with corrupted mouth. Mankind. I Scorn Mankind. You don’t understand my tears. You don’t understand my situation. You can’t understand my screams. You can’t understand my depression. Mankind. I hate mankind. Mankind. I abhor mankind. Mankind. I scorn mankind. Mankind. I fuck mankind with my departure. These are the substance of my psychosis. These are just my psychosis. These are only my dreams. |
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4. | About Abortions - Nothing in Nothingness (atmospheric version) | 06:38 | Show lyrics |
Why can’t I open that? Why all the senses die? And I’ll coming to tomorrow Empty of hopes, empty of awerness. Empty spaces devour me. Empty lies persecute me. I will not reach until tomorrow. Why can’t I open that? Why can’t I open my eyes? Why can’t I open my mouth? Screaming out loud at the sky. Screaming out loud all my cry. Why? Tell me why? Why can’t I open that? Why can’t I open my eyes? Why can’t I open my mouth? Screaming out loud at the endless night, no more senses, no more pride. Only my little carcase expanded in every pieces of universe. And I will die alone. Deep in my house. Deep in my empty spaces. Void of utility. Why can’t I open that? Why can’t I reach to tomorrow? Why can’t I touch the emotions? I’m nothing in nothingness. Why can’t I open that? Why can’t I open my eyes? Why can’t I open my mouth? Screaming out loud at the endless night. No more senses, No more pride Only my little carcase Expanded in every little pieces of universe Why can’t I open that ? Why can’t I reach to tomorrow? Why can’t I touch the emotions? I’m Nothing in Nothingness |
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5. | Afraid of Destiny - Melancholia | 03:45 | instrumental |
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6. | Afraid of Destiny - Reflecting Under an Ascending Moon | 08:10 | Show lyrics |
Waiting for day to end, as sun sets the moon ascends. Reflecting on days gone by: a sadness you can’t deny. Forever remembering in darkness, trembling, this being so cold and sad. Slowly, going mad. The knife, stained, to mirror his pain. For he is hopeless. For he is voiceless. Tomorrow, far away. Time, will delay. Screaming for it to end, hoping for the pain to finally stop. The scars shall remind of days where I just wanted to drop reflections on glass so clear. Anxiety is taking over. Reflections on glass so clear. Depression is dragging me closer. |
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43:04 |
...Click the Switch... End It All...!!!
Album versions
Release date | Label | Catalog ID | Format | Description |
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March 29th, 2014 | Cvlminis | CD | CD-R, Limited edition | |
March 29th, 2014 | Cvlminis | Digital | Bandcamp |
Members | |
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Band members | |
Afraid of Destiny | |
Adimere | All instruments |
Ayperos | Vocals |
Doom | |
Domenico Davoli | Everything |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Adimere | Photography, Layout |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Afraid of Destiny - I Reject Life | 08:11 | instrumental |
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2. | Afraid of Destiny - Hatred Towards Myself | 06:37 | Show lyrics |
I tried to fight the urges. I fell into the darkness. I fought the fight which had no end. I became my own destroyer. I tried, I fell, I fought, I lost. I have no one to blame but myself. My failures are my own doing. In the end it doesn’t matter: I hate everything I have become. |
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3. | About Abortions - Destructive like a Blow | 10:47 | Show lyrics |
Destroy me into my inner, like snow slowly falling. Liquid crystal touch my face, and they caress my oblivion. I have never been so fragile as now. I have never been so fragile as glass My emotionalism makes me vulnerable and my empty cuirass fell into disuse. I need to look for me, and I need to find Me. Into the freezing snow, into the water that flows, into my paguy sobs, into my ripped throat. I don’t have more resourses, and I remain firm to waiting, but I can’t cure my sickness and I grope into my blindness. Destructive like a blow, like the winter snow, like a river that flows. Destructive like my fall. Destructive like a blow, like the freezing snow, like my plaguy sobs. Destructive into my soul. And I can’t touch the myst. And I can’t touch the death. But I can touch only the pain. I can cut only my veins. I can touch only endless rain without know to explain. I despair into my wane. I can’t mould my fate. I run out of my faith, and I stay in wait that everything can make me wail, and I’m so vulnerable. But a word destroys me. Indifference destroys me. My insomnia destroys me. My delirium destroys me. Closed doors destroy me. White walls destroy me. Everything destroys me. Everyone destroys me. My lament in vane barely support itself. My lament in vane asks for help itself. And I can’t change my situation. I can’t change my desperation. I can’t stop my desolation. Destructive like a blow, like the winter snow, like a river that flows, destructive into my soul. Destructive like a blow, like the freezing snow, like my plaguy sobs, destructive like my fall. Destructive like a blow, like the fire burning slow, like an arrow shot with bow, destructive like always feeling wrong. Destructive like a blow, like all the false hopes, like the sound of dead murmuns, destructive like my ripped throat. AndI can’t touch the Happyness. And I can’t be fearless. So I desire the darkness. But I’m maybe only hopeless. Destructive like a blow, like the winter snow, destructive into my soul. Destructive like a blow, like the winter snow, like a river that flows. Destructive like a blow, like the freezing snow, like my plaguy sobs. Destructive like a blow, like the fire burning slow, like an arrow shot with bow. Destructive like a blow, like all the false hopes, like the sound of dead murmuns. Destructive like a blow, like the freezing snow, destructive into my soul. Destructive like a blow, like the fire burning slow, destructive like always feeling wrong. Destructive like a blow, like the freezing snow, destructive like my ripped throat. Destructive like a blow, destructive like my fall, destructive into my Soul. I’m so vulnerable. I’m so vulnerable. |
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4. | About Abortions - Sweet Pills for Profanate My Soul | 09:12 | Show lyrics |
Alone in my desolation. Unholy words for my desecration. Sweet pills for profanate my soul capturing the sense of being still abortions, or about. Gastric Lavage for make me healthy again. My conscience is never been quiet, nor my brain. A few of days after I wake up in a cold bed. I feel lost into myself, and I fel the last. My agony runs through the wards of psychiatric hospital. They say I have mental disorders, and I ask me why. I’m not a mentally ill. I just want rest in peace. Between the alcohol fumes, and memories of my pills, I can’t remember how you are on the other side. And I soffocates me the thoughts that I’m still alive. I soffocate myself with belt in a bathroom. I’m already on the floor, but the nurses coming soon. They save me another time. They save me from my last sleep. But they save only my body, ’cause I’m already dead into my Deep. All the Dreams fade away from me. The nightmares remain. What bad Company. I scream and laugh, I cry and laugh, like a Mad. I scream and laugh, I cry and I beat my fists on my bed. Psychiatry is not an exact Science. My life always in and out from four white lines. When I’ll go out I’ll make a deal with my self-control, and then sweet pills, and I profanate my soul. When I’ll go out I’ll make a deal with my self-control, and then sweet pills, and I profanate my soul. Sweet pills for profanate my soul. Sweet pills for profanate my soul. For profanate my soul. My agony runs through the wards of psychiatric hospital. My life always in and out from four white lines. When I’ll go out I’ll make a deal with my self-control. Sweet pills for profanate my soul. Sweet pills for profanate my soul. |
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5. | Doom - My Sweet, Beautiful, Death | 04:33 | Show lyrics |
Here I am. finally we come face to face. You don’t know how I wanted you my sweet, my beautiful. No more suffering. No more pain. Now I can finally hug you my sweet, beautiful, death. |
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6. | Doom - Wrapped in Silence | 04:17 | Show lyrics |
And there you will find me. The helpless body wrapped in silence. My mind is empty. My eyes brimming with tears. My limbs helpless. I’ll never have peace. I’m intended to set as the sun on the horizon. My eyes turned off don’t will look anymore. Your stone heart don’t will look anymore. And I’ll set like the sun on the horizon. |
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43:37 |
Coma II (Austere cover)
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Band members | |
Adimere | Guitars |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Christophe "Volvox" Szpajdel | Logo |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Coma II (Austere cover) | 06:43 | instrumental |
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06:43 |
Agony (Promo)
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Band members | |
Adimere | Everything |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Adimere | Recording, Mixing, Mastering |
Christophe "Volvox" Szpajdel | Logo |
Tracks | |||
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1. | A Journey into Nothingness (Part 1) | 05:14 | instrumental |
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2. | A Journey into Nothingness (Part 2) | 04:22 | instrumental |
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3. | Hatred Towards Myself | 05:12 | instrumental |
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14:48 |
Hatred Towards Myself
Album versions
Release date | Label | Catalog ID | Format | Description |
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June 18th, 2015 | Silentium in Foresta Records | SIF034 | CD | Digipak, Limited edition |
June 18th, 2015 | Independent | Digital | ||
March 17th, 2016 | Adimere Records | ADR 005 | CD | Limited edition |
March 17th, 2016 | Adimere Records | ADR 005 | Digital | Bandcamp |
Members | |
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Band members | |
Adimere | All instruments |
Ayperos | Vocals |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Adimere | Remastering, Artwork |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Reflecting Under an Ascending Moon | 08:12 | Show lyrics |
Waiting for day to end, as sun sets the moon ascends. Reflecting on days gone by: a sadness you can’t deny. Forever remembering, in darkness trembling. This being so cold and sad, slowly going mad. The knife, stained, to mirror his pain. For he is hopeless. For he is voiceless. Tomorrow far away. Time will delay. Screaming for it to end, hoping for the pain to finally stop. The scars shall remind of days where I just wanted to drop. Relfections on glass so clear, anxiety is taking over. Reflections on glass so clear, depression is dragging me closer. |
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2. | I Reject Life | 08:09 | instrumental |
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3. | Hatred Towards Myself | 06:08 | Show lyrics |
I tried to fight the urges. I fell into the darkness. I fought the fight which had no end. I became my own destroyer. I tried, I fell, I fought, I lost. I have no one to blame but myself. My failures are my own doing. In the end it doesn’t matter: I hate everything I have become. |
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4. | Abigail (Happy Days cover) | 10:50 | instrumental |
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33:19 |
Rehearsals
Album versions
Release date | Label | Catalog ID | Format | Description |
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January 7th, 2017 | Independent | CD | Cartonsleeve | |
January 7th, 2017 | Independent | Digital |
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Band members | |
Adimere | Guitars (lead) |
Guest/Session | |
M.S. | Guitars (rhythm) |
S.C. | Drums |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Adimere | Artwork |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Choice (?) | 04:04 | instrumental |
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2. | Hatred Towards Myself | 04:24 | instrumental |
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3. | Led by Misfortune (Lifelover cover) | 02:46 | instrumental |
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4. | Rain, Scars, and the Climb | 10:09 | instrumental |
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5. | Killed by Life | 08:36 | instrumental |
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29:59 |
Agony
Album versions
Release date | Label | Catalog ID | Format | Description |
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April 21st, 2017 | Razed Soul Productions | RZD 127 | CD | Limited edition |
April 21st, 2017 | Independent | CD | DVD case, Limited edition | |
April 21st, 2017 | Independent | Digital | Bandcamp | |
April 21st, 2018 | Mara Productions | MARA 011 | 12" vinyl | Limited edition |
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Band members | |
Adimere | All instruments, Vocals (lead) (track 8) |
Guest/Session | |
R.F. | Vocals (lead), Vocals (backing) (tracks 5, 8) |
A. Krieg | Vocals (lead) (track 5) |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Adimere | Recording, Mixing, Mastering, Layout |
Maurice Pasternak | Artwork |
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1. | Intro | 03:53 | instrumental |
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2. | A Journey into Nothingness (Part 1) | 05:15 | Show lyrics |
I feel like I’m out of this world. I cannot understand if this is reality or if it is all a dream. Fate is scaring me. What will I become? What will happen to me? I do not want to find out what sufferings await me. I have the constant fear of losing everything and everyone at any moment, without any notice. When that day comes I will disappear with them. Nothing can save me from those moments, and for this I am anxious. Slowly now I fall asleep hoping to never wake up. |
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3. | A Journey into Nothingness (Part 2) | 04:19 | Show lyrics |
I walk alone in a dark field without ever coming to an end. Hours and hours spent walking and figuring out where I could arrive. Fog and anxiety are rising, such as the fear of dying now. Wind howls in my ears while I find my way into nothingness. Thousands of souls are beside me and I step through them without seeing reactions. I do not think they can’t hear me. I call them, they turn around, but they don’t respond. Am I invisible or not? Answer me! Am I real or incorporeal? Answer me! I do not understand where I am. I do not understand what I am. |
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4. | Rain, Scars, and the Climb | 11:21 | Show lyrics |
Tears are falling like rain, and tenderly they caress my wounded skin. I remember everything I lived. Every scar on me is a painful memory. I’m chasing sweet illusions of joy, but it seems I can’t reach them. I’m swallowing Ketazolam pills, for making my mind slowly numb. I’m feeling so empty and sorrowful. I only desire to die in this emptiness. My subconcious is stopping me again from falling down this climb. Let me do it! Don’t stop me again! Let me go! Don’t hold me right now! All the treatments didn’t work, and I’m suicidal again. I wish to sleep forever. I don’t care about living anymore. My last breath will be exhaled into deep, dark, waters. Slowly sinking, dying, and resting in the eternal peace given. |
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5. | Autumn Equinox | 08:54 | Show lyrics |
Autumn equinox in my life came and everything fell to the ground. There is no end to this sorrow, there is no further salvation. Only solitude and emptiness will coat my soul throughout my life. And I am still thinking about you walking away from me forever. Your footsteps on the ground are what remain in my thoughts as the last memory of you, as the last memory of us. Red leaves now cover them. They are covering everything as a red mask on past times, as an happy mask on my face. You see this heart, it’s not ready to settle down. It has been bruised and tossed around. It has been shattered, running after people who don’t matter. It has been ripped apart, torn to shreds. It’s like this pain will never end. Autumn equinox in my life came and everything fell to the ground as leaves from a dead tree, as my body from the bridge. Autumn equinox in my life came and I’m slowly dying inside as my heart is getting shredded from the last words you said to me. |
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6. | Hatred Towards Myself | 05:14 | Show lyrics |
I tried to fight the urges. I fell into the darkness. I fought the fight which had no end. I became my own destroyer. I tried, I fell, I fought, I lost. I have no one to blame but myself. My failures are my own doing. In the end it doesn’t matter: I hate everything I have become. |
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7. | Into the Darkness | 04:45 | Show lyrics |
The cold blade of Death is over my bleeding wrist. I’m fading away. My life’s unfair. My heart’s cold. My horizon’s far. My dark and rotting soul is lying in the deepest grave. Is leaving my unholy life. My life’s unfair. My heart’s cold. My horizon’s far. Leave me alone to die by myself in my solitude. |
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8. | Sweet Illness of Mine (Lifelover cover) | 03:20 | Show lyrics |
The whiskey bottle’s almost empty, as well as the pack of smokes. Been awake for several days now, haunted by the memories. My heart has become colder than this room, long time since I felt joy or happiness. All of the roses you planted have lost their touch and faded away. Thinking back on the good times we had, when we would laugh. The wind blew in your hair as we drove across the country. Not even all of the world’s whores can satisfy me anymore. I’ve lost the spark and light, nothing to hold close to my heart. I keep staring at the chromed .45 lying on the living room table. A moment of silence. |
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9. | Untitled | 01:00 | instrumental |
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10. | Untitled | 02:23 | instrumental |
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50:24 |
An Answer to the Fake Underground
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Afraid of Destiny | |
Adimere | Guitars (rhythm), Bass, Piano, Drum programming |
M.S. | Guitars (lead) |
R.F. | Vocals, Drum programming |
Eyelids | |
F. | Guitars |
M. | Guitars, Bass |
D. | Vocals, Drums |
Miscellaneous staff | |
R.F. | Artwork, Layout |
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1. | Afraid of Destiny - #F57 | 04:42 | Show lyrics |
Can’t you stop talking now? Utter loser and egomaniac Tonight I’m singing about your disease Yes, I swear, this will be the last time On your head a shameful crown Unable to do something of value Rest in peace you and your sexual life We are all laughing at you Reminding how you think you are, an Idealist like Varg Vikernes Someone now is licking your asshole Totally full of the shit you play Silence, I’m now listening to Another demo CD, which kind of sucks! Note by note recorded with a laptop Destroying every facade of professionalism Follow the rules, F57 Keep your claws off the goddamn scene Follow the rules and Kill yourself We both know you’re a waste of life Kind enough to stab in the back Illusive purists with no brain Leave your ego at home Leave your words outside the web You shouldn’t even exist now Overtly grown piece of shit Useless sub human, open your eyes Remind yourself of your nothingness Follow the rules, F57 Keep your claws off the Black Metal scene Follow the rules and kill yourself We both know you’re a waste of life Follow the rules, F57 You’re less "black" than a cockroach The 90s are gone, I don’t give a fuck About some fucking useless bastard like you Silently fading away in the void Ending your life in a black room Loved by no one else other than yourselves Finish what you should have never begun |
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2. | Afraid of Destiny - Hear Me | 06:09 | Show lyrics |
Hear me cry, my Suicidal Angel Why are you so deaf to me? I now invoke you Since you were born You’re condemned to live a life you’ve never asked for Everyday you wake up And ask yourself "why am I still here?" You just want to be alone With the ones with white wings So spread your madness, open your veins You’re not weak as the ones who still breathe Maybe the razorblade could seem cold But I swear to you, It’s still hotter than the people around us Hear me mourn, my Suicidal Angel I know you understand The way I feel right now Don’t suffer for life Nobody forces you to do that You should not think You’re weak thinking about your own suicide ’Cause all of us Have thoughts about her, Death She, the wonderful pale queen of oblivion Cold eyed and white winged Will bring you to the eternal void No more pain and no more bitter taste Hear me die, my Suicidal Angel I’m finally free from life I now can cry blood from my open veins Be brave, be a rebel, be your own god You are the one who can decide to live or to die, now |
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3. | Afraid of Destiny - Il Male di Vivere (Common Grave cover) | 09:16 | Show lyrics |
Greyness Low stare, mind and body separated A vacuous walking A self-moving casing, Full of everything and nothing Slow, the movements of the cinereous clouds Oppressive and heavy, the pressure of the sky Time flows, regardless of the life of everyone Time flows fast outside me He who hesitates is lost He who hesitates is dead Don’t slow down or they will approach Don’t turn back or they will look inside you Unbearable, the weight of the past Excruciating, the grasp that wrings the stomach Il male di vivere |
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4. | Eyelids - End of the Day | 04:22 | Show lyrics |
In all its raucous impudence Life writhes, cavorts in pallid light, With little cause or consequence; And when, with darkling skies, the night Casts over all its sensuous balm, Quells hunger’s pangs and, in like wise, Quells shame beneath its pall of calm, "Ah, at last!" "My mind, my bones, yearn, clamoring For sweet repose unburdening. Heart full of dire, funeral thought, I will lie out; your folds will cling About me: veils of shadow wrought, O darkness, cool and comforting! |
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5. | Eyelids - The Deepest Desolation | 05:30 | Show lyrics |
An emptiness inside destroys me Rain goes hand in hand with my miserable days Maybe, a cruel fate waits for me Leaves fall down all around me... Broken trees The deepest desolation Solitude engulfed me In her darkest void wrapped of melanchony Life breaks down pie ce by piece like a mirror that reflects obscure thoughts Gloomy days are there, an agony that never ends |
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6. | Eyelids - Golden Hair (Slowdive cover) | 05:04 | Show lyrics |
Lean out your window, golden hair I heard you singing in the midnight air My book is closed, I read no more Watching the fire dance, on the floor I’ve left my book, I’ve left my room For I heard you singing through the gloom Singing and singing, a merry air Lean out the window, golden hair |
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35:03 |
S.I.G.H.S.
Album versions
Release date | Label | Catalog ID | Format | Description |
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January 8th, 2019 | Independent | Digital | ||
February 15th, 2019 | Talheim Records | TR020CD | CD | Limited edition, Digipak |
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Adimere | Guitars (rhythm), Bass |
R.F. Sinister | Vocals |
M.S. | Guitars (lead) |
Guest/Session | |
N. | Drums |
B.M. | Piano |
Thomas Major | Guitars (lead) (track 3) |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Laura Zaccagnini | Lyrics (track 6) |
Matteo Pagliarin | Mixing |
Carlotta Bianco | Photography |
Adimere | Layout, Mixing, Mastering |
R.F. | Layout |
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1. | Timor Mortis | 01:13 | Show lyrics |
«So why are we afraid of something that we can’t even understand? Why try to rationalize the irrational? The truth is: we don’t fully know the nature of time, so how could we understand the nature of infinity as it relates to time? Maybe dying only seems like the end, because it’s the only direction that we can see. The greek philosopher Epicurus elegantly stated that "Death does not concern us. For as long as we exist, death is not here, and when it does come we no longer exist." So concern yourself with life. It is all we know and it may be all we will ever know. But time is not simple enough to fear.» |
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2. | Take Me Home, Death | 06:04 | Show lyrics |
Mistress of all the angels Take my hands And set me free Help me to leave That whore they call “Life” Please, show me the way Shined by the night Through the Abyss of Nowhere I wander until the Gates of Nihil Spread your wings... ...and take me home, Death Just take me home, Death Still I gently hide sadness... ...so take me home, Death Just take me home, Death Now I’m seeing Your dark light Desecrating His useless creation I reject all I hate While embracing what I worship Kiss me, my beloved with your cold blue lips Take my hands... ...and take me home, Death |
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3. | Shells | 06:45 | Show lyrics |
(Ghost) «I wish I was there with you But I‘m here, crying with a blue rose And lying on your grave Forever lost» Sweet is the path you fade When you leave this world You won‘t feel alone never again (Ghost) «Softly I kiss your open wounds I feel all your grief Feeling alone surrounded by ghosts Show me how to love a depressed soul» Sweet is the feeling of blood Closing down on your wrists When you slowly fade away Trust me (Ghost) «Softly I kissed your open wounds I felt all your grief Feeling alone surrounded by ghosts Alone, you were alone» (Shell) «I showed you how to love me, Just letting me alone In my own solitude So now please, let me rest in peace Under the earth With the other million empty shells I lived alone and I died alone full of emptiness Like everyone does in this world» |
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4. | Tutto ciò che sento | 02:43 | |
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5. | I’m Crying (Tears of Solitude MMXIX) | 08:03 | |
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6. | Cursed and Alone | 03:24 | Show lyrics |
I will be your pillar of despair When the dust Fall from your eyes And there will be No flowers left to rip apart My tears will be your medal To wet the ground You will destroy This departure is not easy Knowing you are leaving Nothing behind But regret and cold, cold fears I could have been your temple A shelter From the void you have inside But I choose to be what I am and I choose to be cursed And alone |
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7. | Malinconica Venezia | 02:24 | |
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8. | Killed by Life | 09:08 | Show lyrics |
It is in these Moments of pain when I understand That my existence is futile and that this Has tormented me since birth making me believe That someone needed me This is the truth... You, life, made me suffer For too long Now I‘m over I‘m over forever The lesions that you left on me are too serious to be left open by you One last time I cry bitter tears One last time I suffer because of you One last time I close in myself One last time I take conscience of what I will do The feeling of the blade that cuts my skin Is better than what you made me feel The times you betrayed me are infinite and you made me feel sick, deluding myself |
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39:44 |
Seventh Day of Madness (Live in Erfurt)
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Adimere | Guitars (rhythm) |
F.B. | Drums |
D.D.T. | Guitars (lead), Guitars |
R.F. Sinister | Vocals |
D.J. | Bass |
Guest/Session | |
Thomas Major | Guitars (lead) (track 3) |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Invidia | Recording |
Martin Bärmann | Photography |
Stefano Condotta | Photography |
Adimere | Mastering, Artwork |
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1. | Timor Mortis | 00:45 | |
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2. | Take Me Home, Death | 06:20 | |
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3. | Shells | 06:54 | |
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4. | Rain, Scars, and the Climb | 12:20 | |
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5. | Killed by Life | 09:10 | |
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6. | Hear Me | 06:04 | |
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41:33 |
Reflecting Under an Ascending Moon
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Adimere | All instruments, Vocals (track 1) |
N. | Vocals (track 2) |
Guest/Session | |
Silence (R.I.P. 2019) | All instruments, Vocals (track 3) |
Miscellaneous staff | |
J.S. | Photography |
Adimere | Recording, Mixing, Mastering |
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1. | Reflecting Under an Ascending Moon | 08:18 | Show lyrics |
Waiting for day to end, as sun sets the moon ascends. Reflecting on days gone by: a sadness you can’t deny. Forever remembering, in darkness trembling. This being so cold and sad, slowly going mad. The knife, stained, to mirror his pain. For he is hopeless. For he is voiceless. Tomorrow far away. Time will delay. Screaming for it to end, hoping for the pain to finally stop. The scars shall remind of days where I just wanted to drop. Relfections on glass so clear, anxiety is taking over. Reflections on glass so clear, depression is dragging me closer. |
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2. | Reflecting Under an Ascending Moon | 08:18 | Show lyrics |
Waiting for day to end, as sun sets the moon ascends. Reflecting on days gone by: a sadness you can’t deny. Forever remembering, in darkness trembling. This being so cold and sad, slowly going mad. The knife, stained, to mirror his pain. For he is hopeless. For he is voiceless. Tomorrow far away. Time will delay. Screaming for it to end, hoping for the pain to finally stop. The scars shall remind of days where I just wanted to drop. Relfections on glass so clear, anxiety is taking over. Reflections on glass so clear, depression is dragging me closer. |
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3. | Reflecting Under an Ascending Moon (Rotten Light cover) | 05:13 | Show lyrics |
Waiting for day to end, as sun sets the moon ascends. Reflecting on days gone by: a sadness you can’t deny. Forever remembering, in darkness trembling. This being so cold and sad, slowly going mad. The knife, stained, to mirror his pain. For he is hopeless. For he is voiceless. Tomorrow far away. Time will delay. Screaming for it to end, hoping for the pain to finally stop. The scars shall remind of days where I just wanted to drop. Relfections on glass so clear, anxiety is taking over. Reflections on glass so clear, depression is dragging me closer. |
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4. | Rotten Light | 04:21 | |
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26:10 |
Demo 2013
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Adimere | Everything |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Adimere | Artwork |
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1. | Nightmare | 01:57 | instrumental |
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2. | Into the Darkness | 04:40 | Show lyrics |
The cold blade of Death Is over my bleeding wrist I’m fading away.... My life’s unfair My heart’s cold My horizon’s far My dark and rotting soul Is lying in the deepest grave Is leaving my unholy life My life’s unfair My heart’s cold My horizon’s far Leave me alone To die by myself In my solitude |
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06:37 |
Demo 2013
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Adimere | Everything |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Adimere | Artwork |
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1. | Nightmare | 01:57 | instrumental |
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2. | Into the Darkness | 04:40 | Show lyrics |
The cold blade of Death Is over my bleeding wrist I’m fading away.... My life’s unfair My heart’s cold My horizon’s far My dark and rotting soul Is lying in the deepest grave Is leaving my unholy life My life’s unfair My heart’s cold My horizon’s far Leave me alone To die by myself In my solitude |
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3. | A Crawling Worm in a World of Lies | 06:52 | instrumental |
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13:29 |
Demo 2013
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Original line-up | |
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Adimere | Everything |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Adimere | Artwork |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Nightmare | 01:57 | instrumental |
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2. | Into the Darkness | 04:40 | Show lyrics |
The cold blade of Death Is over my bleeding wrist I’m fading away.... My life’s unfair My heart’s cold My horizon’s far My dark and rotting soul Is lying in the deepest grave Is leaving my unholy life My life’s unfair My heart’s cold My horizon’s far Leave me alone To die by myself In my solitude |
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06:37 |
Tears of Solitude
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Adimere | All instruments |
Guest/Session | |
Caleb Hennessy | Vocals |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Adimere | Artwork |
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1. | A Requiem to Me | 03:56 | instrumental |
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2. | Choice (?) | 06:35 | Show lyrics |
What did I do that I had to choose between two lovers? Why did I choose knowing I’d lose affections thereof? Is this my choice? Who had made you fell all was through with my choice hereof? When did you know that you would go if I choose above? Where would one be without life’s tree and his holy dove? |
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3. | Struggling with Depression & Suicide | 07:30 | Show lyrics |
Days of endless struggle. More hopeful pills today. Trying to appear “normal” in some sort of way. It seems that the struggle is always here with me. And I wouldn’t be here now if guilt would leave me be. I know there’s been many who’ve had worse than I, but that doesn’t always mean that I wouldn’t say “good-bye”. People say I have a lot going for me. I’m sorry, but I just can’t see. I can’t see because my worst enemy it’s not my life, but inside of me. Always on a roller coaster, not much consistency I’m nothing if I’m not up or down. I’m nothing if just “me”. Very little energy. Wanting to stay in bed, wishing to be enthusiastic instead of feeling like I’m made of lead. Wanting to be excited. Wanting to care for more, but when nothing makes sense, it’s hard to focus on the poor. Cluttered mind, cluttered thinking. It’s hard to keep in touch with what is happening around me and not to worry too much. I feel that everybody is better than me and I can’t do anything right. This is how I’ve felt my whole dang life. It didn’t just start last night. No confidence, no self-esteem. Everybody else is right. To speakl my mind is to be a fool so I just try to “sit-tight”. Any one of these problems would be a very vice. But when you have them all, living seems like a roll of a dice. |
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4. | Intermezzo | 02:55 | instrumental |
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5. | I’m Crying (Tears of Solitude) | 08:03 | instrumental |
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6. | Killed by Life | 09:49 | Show lyrics |
It is in these moments of pain when I understand that my existence is futile and that this has tormented me since birth making me believe that someone needed me. This is the truth... You, life, made me suffer for too long. Now I’m over. I’m over forever. The lesions that you left on me are too serious to be left open by you. One last time I cry bitter tears One last time I suffer because of you One last time I close in myself One last time I take conscience of what I will do The feeling of the blade that cuts my skin is better than what you made me feel. The times you betrayed me are infinite and you made me feel sick, deluding myself. |
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38:48 |
Tears of Solitude
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Adimere | All instruments |
Guest/Session | |
Caleb Hennessy | Vocals |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Adimere | Artwork |
Tracks | |||
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1. | A Requiem to Me | 03:56 | instrumental |
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2. | Choice (?) | 06:35 | Show lyrics |
What did I do that I had to choose between two lovers? Why did I choose knowing I’d lose affections thereof? Is this my choice? Who had made you fell all was through with my choice hereof? When did you know that you would go if I choose above? Where would one be without life’s tree and his holy dove? |
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3. | Struggling with Depression & Suicide | 07:30 | Show lyrics |
Days of endless struggle. More hopeful pills today. Trying to appear “normal” in some sort of way. It seems that the struggle is always here with me. And I wouldn’t be here now if guilt would leave me be. I know there’s been many who’ve had worse than I, but that doesn’t always mean that I wouldn’t say “good-bye”. People say I have a lot going for me. I’m sorry, but I just can’t see. I can’t see because my worst enemy it’s not my life, but inside of me. Always on a roller coaster, not much consistency I’m nothing if I’m not up or down. I’m nothing if just “me”. Very little energy. Wanting to stay in bed, wishing to be enthusiastic instead of feeling like I’m made of lead. Wanting to be excited. Wanting to care for more, but when nothing makes sense, it’s hard to focus on the poor. Cluttered mind, cluttered thinking. It’s hard to keep in touch with what is happening around me and not to worry too much. I feel that everybody is better than me and I can’t do anything right. This is how I’ve felt my whole dang life. It didn’t just start last night. No confidence, no self-esteem. Everybody else is right. To speakl my mind is to be a fool so I just try to “sit-tight”. Any one of these problems would be a very vice. But when you have them all, living seems like a roll of a dice. |
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4. | Intermezzo | 02:55 | instrumental |
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5. | I’m Crying (Tears of Solitude) | 08:03 | instrumental |
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6. | Killed by Life | 09:49 | Show lyrics |
It is in these moments of pain when I understand that my existence is futile and that this has tormented me since birth making me believe that someone needed me. This is the truth... You, life, made me suffer for too long. Now I’m over. I’m over forever. The lesions that you left on me are too serious to be left open by you. One last time I cry bitter tears One last time I suffer because of you One last time I close in myself One last time I take conscience of what I will do The feeling of the blade that cuts my skin is better than what you made me feel. The times you betrayed me are infinite and you made me feel sick, deluding myself. |
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38:48 |
Life: No More
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Afraid of Destiny | |
Adimere | All instruments |
Ayperos | Vocals |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Adimere | Artwork |
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1. | Unhappy - Happiness Is a Sharp Razorblade | 10:37 | |
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2. | Unhappy - My Cold Body | 08:17 | |
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3. | About Abortions - Amputation of Torment | 05:37 | Show lyrics |
Amputation of torment is to die. Amputation of torment is don’t exist. Amputation of torment don’t run from you. Amputation of torment is you best friend. Mankind with staring eyes. Mankind with wide open eyes. Mankind with veiled eyes. Mankind. I Hate Mankind. Amputation of torment is to end it all. Amputation of torment is cease to be lost. Amputation of torment is only dissolve. Amputation of torment just need to me! Mankind with closed ears. Mankind with plugged ears. Mankind with ripped ears. Mankind. I abhor mankind. Today I live, because I haven’t found the way. Today I live, because I haven’t found a legal way to take away from here! No! Mankind with open mouth. Mankind with lange mouth. Mankind with corrupted mouth. Mankind. I Scorn Mankind. You don’t understand my tears. You don’t understand my situation. You can’t understand my screams. You can’t understand my depression. Mankind. I hate mankind. Mankind. I abhor mankind. Mankind. I scorn mankind. Mankind. I fuck mankind with my departure. These are the substance of my psychosis. These are just my psychosis. These are only my dreams. |
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4. | About Abortions - Nothing in Nothingness (atmospheric version) | 06:38 | Show lyrics |
Why can’t I open that? Why all the senses die? And I’ll coming to tomorrow Empty of hopes, empty of awerness. Empty spaces devour me. Empty lies persecute me. I will not reach until tomorrow. Why can’t I open that? Why can’t I open my eyes? Why can’t I open my mouth? Screaming out loud at the sky. Screaming out loud all my cry. Why? Tell me why? Why can’t I open that? Why can’t I open my eyes? Why can’t I open my mouth? Screaming out loud at the endless night, no more senses, no more pride. Only my little carcase expanded in every pieces of universe. And I will die alone. Deep in my house. Deep in my empty spaces. Void of utility. Why can’t I open that? Why can’t I reach to tomorrow? Why can’t I touch the emotions? I’m nothing in nothingness. Why can’t I open that? Why can’t I open my eyes? Why can’t I open my mouth? Screaming out loud at the endless night. No more senses, No more pride Only my little carcase Expanded in every little pieces of universe Why can’t I open that ? Why can’t I reach to tomorrow? Why can’t I touch the emotions? I’m Nothing in Nothingness |
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5. | Afraid of Destiny - Melancholia | 03:45 | instrumental |
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6. | Afraid of Destiny - Reflecting Under an Ascending Moon | 08:10 | Show lyrics |
Waiting for day to end, as sun sets the moon ascends. Reflecting on days gone by: a sadness you can’t deny. Forever remembering in darkness, trembling, this being so cold and sad. Slowly, going mad. The knife, stained, to mirror his pain. For he is hopeless. For he is voiceless. Tomorrow, far away. Time, will delay. Screaming for it to end, hoping for the pain to finally stop. The scars shall remind of days where I just wanted to drop reflections on glass so clear. Anxiety is taking over. Reflections on glass so clear. Depression is dragging me closer. |
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43:04 |
Life: No More
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Afraid of Destiny | |
Adimere | All instruments |
Ayperos | Vocals |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Adimere | Artwork |
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1. | Unhappy - Happiness Is a Sharp Razorblade | 10:37 | |
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2. | Unhappy - My Cold Body | 08:17 | |
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3. | About Abortions - Amputation of Torment | 05:37 | Show lyrics |
Amputation of torment is to die. Amputation of torment is don’t exist. Amputation of torment don’t run from you. Amputation of torment is you best friend. Mankind with staring eyes. Mankind with wide open eyes. Mankind with veiled eyes. Mankind. I Hate Mankind. Amputation of torment is to end it all. Amputation of torment is cease to be lost. Amputation of torment is only dissolve. Amputation of torment just need to me! Mankind with closed ears. Mankind with plugged ears. Mankind with ripped ears. Mankind. I abhor mankind. Today I live, because I haven’t found the way. Today I live, because I haven’t found a legal way to take away from here! No! Mankind with open mouth. Mankind with lange mouth. Mankind with corrupted mouth. Mankind. I Scorn Mankind. You don’t understand my tears. You don’t understand my situation. You can’t understand my screams. You can’t understand my depression. Mankind. I hate mankind. Mankind. I abhor mankind. Mankind. I scorn mankind. Mankind. I fuck mankind with my departure. These are the substance of my psychosis. These are just my psychosis. These are only my dreams. |
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4. | About Abortions - Nothing in Nothingness (atmospheric version) | 06:38 | Show lyrics |
Why can’t I open that? Why all the senses die? And I’ll coming to tomorrow Empty of hopes, empty of awerness. Empty spaces devour me. Empty lies persecute me. I will not reach until tomorrow. Why can’t I open that? Why can’t I open my eyes? Why can’t I open my mouth? Screaming out loud at the sky. Screaming out loud all my cry. Why? Tell me why? Why can’t I open that? Why can’t I open my eyes? Why can’t I open my mouth? Screaming out loud at the endless night, no more senses, no more pride. Only my little carcase expanded in every pieces of universe. And I will die alone. Deep in my house. Deep in my empty spaces. Void of utility. Why can’t I open that? Why can’t I reach to tomorrow? Why can’t I touch the emotions? I’m nothing in nothingness. Why can’t I open that? Why can’t I open my eyes? Why can’t I open my mouth? Screaming out loud at the endless night. No more senses, No more pride Only my little carcase Expanded in every little pieces of universe Why can’t I open that ? Why can’t I reach to tomorrow? Why can’t I touch the emotions? I’m Nothing in Nothingness |
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5. | Afraid of Destiny - Melancholia | 03:45 | instrumental |
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6. | Afraid of Destiny - Reflecting Under an Ascending Moon | 08:10 | Show lyrics |
Waiting for day to end, as sun sets the moon ascends. Reflecting on days gone by: a sadness you can’t deny. Forever remembering in darkness, trembling, this being so cold and sad. Slowly, going mad. The knife, stained, to mirror his pain. For he is hopeless. For he is voiceless. Tomorrow, far away. Time, will delay. Screaming for it to end, hoping for the pain to finally stop. The scars shall remind of days where I just wanted to drop reflections on glass so clear. Anxiety is taking over. Reflections on glass so clear. Depression is dragging me closer. |
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43:04 |
...Click the Switch... End It All...!!!
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Afraid of Destiny | |
Adimere | All instruments |
Ayperos | Vocals |
Doom | |
Domenico Davoli | Everything |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Adimere | Photography, Layout |
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1. | Afraid of Destiny - I Reject Life | 08:11 | instrumental |
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2. | Afraid of Destiny - Hatred Towards Myself | 06:37 | Show lyrics |
I tried to fight the urges. I fell into the darkness. I fought the fight which had no end. I became my own destroyer. I tried, I fell, I fought, I lost. I have no one to blame but myself. My failures are my own doing. In the end it doesn’t matter: I hate everything I have become. |
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3. | About Abortions - Destructive like a Blow | 10:47 | Show lyrics |
Destroy me into my inner, like snow slowly falling. Liquid crystal touch my face, and they caress my oblivion. I have never been so fragile as now. I have never been so fragile as glass My emotionalism makes me vulnerable and my empty cuirass fell into disuse. I need to look for me, and I need to find Me. Into the freezing snow, into the water that flows, into my paguy sobs, into my ripped throat. I don’t have more resourses, and I remain firm to waiting, but I can’t cure my sickness and I grope into my blindness. Destructive like a blow, like the winter snow, like a river that flows. Destructive like my fall. Destructive like a blow, like the freezing snow, like my plaguy sobs. Destructive into my soul. And I can’t touch the myst. And I can’t touch the death. But I can touch only the pain. I can cut only my veins. I can touch only endless rain without know to explain. I despair into my wane. I can’t mould my fate. I run out of my faith, and I stay in wait that everything can make me wail, and I’m so vulnerable. But a word destroys me. Indifference destroys me. My insomnia destroys me. My delirium destroys me. Closed doors destroy me. White walls destroy me. Everything destroys me. Everyone destroys me. My lament in vane barely support itself. My lament in vane asks for help itself. And I can’t change my situation. I can’t change my desperation. I can’t stop my desolation. Destructive like a blow, like the winter snow, like a river that flows, destructive into my soul. Destructive like a blow, like the freezing snow, like my plaguy sobs, destructive like my fall. Destructive like a blow, like the fire burning slow, like an arrow shot with bow, destructive like always feeling wrong. Destructive like a blow, like all the false hopes, like the sound of dead murmuns, destructive like my ripped throat. AndI can’t touch the Happyness. And I can’t be fearless. So I desire the darkness. But I’m maybe only hopeless. Destructive like a blow, like the winter snow, destructive into my soul. Destructive like a blow, like the winter snow, like a river that flows. Destructive like a blow, like the freezing snow, like my plaguy sobs. Destructive like a blow, like the fire burning slow, like an arrow shot with bow. Destructive like a blow, like all the false hopes, like the sound of dead murmuns. Destructive like a blow, like the freezing snow, destructive into my soul. Destructive like a blow, like the fire burning slow, destructive like always feeling wrong. Destructive like a blow, like the freezing snow, destructive like my ripped throat. Destructive like a blow, destructive like my fall, destructive into my Soul. I’m so vulnerable. I’m so vulnerable. |
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4. | About Abortions - Sweet Pills for Profanate My Soul | 09:12 | Show lyrics |
Alone in my desolation. Unholy words for my desecration. Sweet pills for profanate my soul capturing the sense of being still abortions, or about. Gastric Lavage for make me healthy again. My conscience is never been quiet, nor my brain. A few of days after I wake up in a cold bed. I feel lost into myself, and I fel the last. My agony runs through the wards of psychiatric hospital. They say I have mental disorders, and I ask me why. I’m not a mentally ill. I just want rest in peace. Between the alcohol fumes, and memories of my pills, I can’t remember how you are on the other side. And I soffocates me the thoughts that I’m still alive. I soffocate myself with belt in a bathroom. I’m already on the floor, but the nurses coming soon. They save me another time. They save me from my last sleep. But they save only my body, ’cause I’m already dead into my Deep. All the Dreams fade away from me. The nightmares remain. What bad Company. I scream and laugh, I cry and laugh, like a Mad. I scream and laugh, I cry and I beat my fists on my bed. Psychiatry is not an exact Science. My life always in and out from four white lines. When I’ll go out I’ll make a deal with my self-control, and then sweet pills, and I profanate my soul. When I’ll go out I’ll make a deal with my self-control, and then sweet pills, and I profanate my soul. Sweet pills for profanate my soul. Sweet pills for profanate my soul. For profanate my soul. My agony runs through the wards of psychiatric hospital. My life always in and out from four white lines. When I’ll go out I’ll make a deal with my self-control. Sweet pills for profanate my soul. Sweet pills for profanate my soul. |
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5. | Doom - My Sweet, Beautiful, Death | 04:33 | Show lyrics |
Here I am. finally we come face to face. You don’t know how I wanted you my sweet, my beautiful. No more suffering. No more pain. Now I can finally hug you my sweet, beautiful, death. |
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6. | Doom - Wrapped in Silence | 04:17 | Show lyrics |
And there you will find me. The helpless body wrapped in silence. My mind is empty. My eyes brimming with tears. My limbs helpless. I’ll never have peace. I’m intended to set as the sun on the horizon. My eyes turned off don’t will look anymore. Your stone heart don’t will look anymore. And I’ll set like the sun on the horizon. |
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43:37 |
...Click the Switch... End It All...!!!
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Afraid of Destiny | |
Adimere | All instruments |
Ayperos | Vocals |
Doom | |
Domenico Davoli | Everything |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Adimere | Photography, Layout |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Afraid of Destiny - I Reject Life | 08:11 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
2. | Afraid of Destiny - Hatred Towards Myself | 06:37 | Show lyrics |
I tried to fight the urges. I fell into the darkness. I fought the fight which had no end. I became my own destroyer. I tried, I fell, I fought, I lost. I have no one to blame but myself. My failures are my own doing. In the end it doesn’t matter: I hate everything I have become. |
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3. | About Abortions - Destructive like a Blow | 10:47 | Show lyrics |
Destroy me into my inner, like snow slowly falling. Liquid crystal touch my face, and they caress my oblivion. I have never been so fragile as now. I have never been so fragile as glass My emotionalism makes me vulnerable and my empty cuirass fell into disuse. I need to look for me, and I need to find Me. Into the freezing snow, into the water that flows, into my paguy sobs, into my ripped throat. I don’t have more resourses, and I remain firm to waiting, but I can’t cure my sickness and I grope into my blindness. Destructive like a blow, like the winter snow, like a river that flows. Destructive like my fall. Destructive like a blow, like the freezing snow, like my plaguy sobs. Destructive into my soul. And I can’t touch the myst. And I can’t touch the death. But I can touch only the pain. I can cut only my veins. I can touch only endless rain without know to explain. I despair into my wane. I can’t mould my fate. I run out of my faith, and I stay in wait that everything can make me wail, and I’m so vulnerable. But a word destroys me. Indifference destroys me. My insomnia destroys me. My delirium destroys me. Closed doors destroy me. White walls destroy me. Everything destroys me. Everyone destroys me. My lament in vane barely support itself. My lament in vane asks for help itself. And I can’t change my situation. I can’t change my desperation. I can’t stop my desolation. Destructive like a blow, like the winter snow, like a river that flows, destructive into my soul. Destructive like a blow, like the freezing snow, like my plaguy sobs, destructive like my fall. Destructive like a blow, like the fire burning slow, like an arrow shot with bow, destructive like always feeling wrong. Destructive like a blow, like all the false hopes, like the sound of dead murmuns, destructive like my ripped throat. AndI can’t touch the Happyness. And I can’t be fearless. So I desire the darkness. But I’m maybe only hopeless. Destructive like a blow, like the winter snow, destructive into my soul. Destructive like a blow, like the winter snow, like a river that flows. Destructive like a blow, like the freezing snow, like my plaguy sobs. Destructive like a blow, like the fire burning slow, like an arrow shot with bow. Destructive like a blow, like all the false hopes, like the sound of dead murmuns. Destructive like a blow, like the freezing snow, destructive into my soul. Destructive like a blow, like the fire burning slow, destructive like always feeling wrong. Destructive like a blow, like the freezing snow, destructive like my ripped throat. Destructive like a blow, destructive like my fall, destructive into my Soul. I’m so vulnerable. I’m so vulnerable. |
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4. | About Abortions - Sweet Pills for Profanate My Soul | 09:12 | Show lyrics |
Alone in my desolation. Unholy words for my desecration. Sweet pills for profanate my soul capturing the sense of being still abortions, or about. Gastric Lavage for make me healthy again. My conscience is never been quiet, nor my brain. A few of days after I wake up in a cold bed. I feel lost into myself, and I fel the last. My agony runs through the wards of psychiatric hospital. They say I have mental disorders, and I ask me why. I’m not a mentally ill. I just want rest in peace. Between the alcohol fumes, and memories of my pills, I can’t remember how you are on the other side. And I soffocates me the thoughts that I’m still alive. I soffocate myself with belt in a bathroom. I’m already on the floor, but the nurses coming soon. They save me another time. They save me from my last sleep. But they save only my body, ’cause I’m already dead into my Deep. All the Dreams fade away from me. The nightmares remain. What bad Company. I scream and laugh, I cry and laugh, like a Mad. I scream and laugh, I cry and I beat my fists on my bed. Psychiatry is not an exact Science. My life always in and out from four white lines. When I’ll go out I’ll make a deal with my self-control, and then sweet pills, and I profanate my soul. When I’ll go out I’ll make a deal with my self-control, and then sweet pills, and I profanate my soul. Sweet pills for profanate my soul. Sweet pills for profanate my soul. For profanate my soul. My agony runs through the wards of psychiatric hospital. My life always in and out from four white lines. When I’ll go out I’ll make a deal with my self-control. Sweet pills for profanate my soul. Sweet pills for profanate my soul. |
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5. | Doom - My Sweet, Beautiful, Death | 04:33 | Show lyrics |
Here I am. finally we come face to face. You don’t know how I wanted you my sweet, my beautiful. No more suffering. No more pain. Now I can finally hug you my sweet, beautiful, death. |
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6. | Doom - Wrapped in Silence | 04:17 | Show lyrics |
And there you will find me. The helpless body wrapped in silence. My mind is empty. My eyes brimming with tears. My limbs helpless. I’ll never have peace. I’m intended to set as the sun on the horizon. My eyes turned off don’t will look anymore. Your stone heart don’t will look anymore. And I’ll set like the sun on the horizon. |
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43:37 |
Hatred Towards Myself
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Band members | |
Adimere | All instruments |
Ayperos | Vocals |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Adimere | Remastering, Artwork |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Reflecting Under an Ascending Moon | 08:12 | Show lyrics |
Waiting for day to end, as sun sets the moon ascends. Reflecting on days gone by: a sadness you can’t deny. Forever remembering, in darkness trembling. This being so cold and sad, slowly going mad. The knife, stained, to mirror his pain. For he is hopeless. For he is voiceless. Tomorrow far away. Time will delay. Screaming for it to end, hoping for the pain to finally stop. The scars shall remind of days where I just wanted to drop. Relfections on glass so clear, anxiety is taking over. Reflections on glass so clear, depression is dragging me closer. |
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2. | I Reject Life | 08:09 | instrumental |
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3. | Hatred Towards Myself | 06:08 | Show lyrics |
I tried to fight the urges. I fell into the darkness. I fought the fight which had no end. I became my own destroyer. I tried, I fell, I fought, I lost. I have no one to blame but myself. My failures are my own doing. In the end it doesn’t matter: I hate everything I have become. |
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4. | Abigail (Happy Days cover) | 10:50 | instrumental |
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33:19 |
Hatred Towards Myself
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Adimere | All instruments |
Ayperos | Vocals |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Adimere | Remastering, Artwork |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Reflecting Under an Ascending Moon | 08:12 | Show lyrics |
Waiting for day to end, as sun sets the moon ascends. Reflecting on days gone by: a sadness you can’t deny. Forever remembering, in darkness trembling. This being so cold and sad, slowly going mad. The knife, stained, to mirror his pain. For he is hopeless. For he is voiceless. Tomorrow far away. Time will delay. Screaming for it to end, hoping for the pain to finally stop. The scars shall remind of days where I just wanted to drop. Relfections on glass so clear, anxiety is taking over. Reflections on glass so clear, depression is dragging me closer. |
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2. | I Reject Life | 08:09 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
3. | Hatred Towards Myself | 06:08 | Show lyrics |
I tried to fight the urges. I fell into the darkness. I fought the fight which had no end. I became my own destroyer. I tried, I fell, I fought, I lost. I have no one to blame but myself. My failures are my own doing. In the end it doesn’t matter: I hate everything I have become. |
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22:29 |
Hatred Towards Myself
Members | |
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Adimere | All instruments |
Ayperos | Vocals |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Adimere | Remastering, Artwork |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Reflecting Under an Ascending Moon | 08:12 | Show lyrics |
Waiting for day to end, as sun sets the moon ascends. Reflecting on days gone by: a sadness you can’t deny. Forever remembering, in darkness trembling. This being so cold and sad, slowly going mad. The knife, stained, to mirror his pain. For he is hopeless. For he is voiceless. Tomorrow far away. Time will delay. Screaming for it to end, hoping for the pain to finally stop. The scars shall remind of days where I just wanted to drop. Relfections on glass so clear, anxiety is taking over. Reflections on glass so clear, depression is dragging me closer. |
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2. | I Reject Life | 08:09 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
3. | Hatred Towards Myself | 06:08 | Show lyrics |
I tried to fight the urges. I fell into the darkness. I fought the fight which had no end. I became my own destroyer. I tried, I fell, I fought, I lost. I have no one to blame but myself. My failures are my own doing. In the end it doesn’t matter: I hate everything I have become. |
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22:29 |
Hatred Towards Myself
Members | |
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Adimere | All instruments |
Ayperos | Vocals |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Adimere | Remastering, Artwork |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Reflecting Under an Ascending Moon | 08:12 | Show lyrics |
Waiting for day to end, as sun sets the moon ascends. Reflecting on days gone by: a sadness you can’t deny. Forever remembering, in darkness trembling. This being so cold and sad, slowly going mad. The knife, stained, to mirror his pain. For he is hopeless. For he is voiceless. Tomorrow far away. Time will delay. Screaming for it to end, hoping for the pain to finally stop. The scars shall remind of days where I just wanted to drop. Relfections on glass so clear, anxiety is taking over. Reflections on glass so clear, depression is dragging me closer. |
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2. | I Reject Life | 08:09 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
3. | Hatred Towards Myself | 06:08 | Show lyrics |
I tried to fight the urges. I fell into the darkness. I fought the fight which had no end. I became my own destroyer. I tried, I fell, I fought, I lost. I have no one to blame but myself. My failures are my own doing. In the end it doesn’t matter: I hate everything I have become. |
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22:29 |
Rehearsals
Members | |
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Band members | |
Adimere | Guitars (lead) |
Guest/Session | |
M.S. | Guitars (rhythm) |
S.C. | Drums |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Adimere | Artwork |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Choice (?) | 04:04 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
2. | Hatred Towards Myself | 04:24 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
3. | Led by Misfortune (Lifelover cover) | 02:46 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
4. | Rain, Scars, and the Climb | 10:09 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
5. | Killed by Life | 08:36 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
29:59 |
Rehearsals
Members | |
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Adimere | Guitars (lead) |
Guest/Session | |
M.S. | Guitars (rhythm) |
S.C. | Drums |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Adimere | Artwork |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Choice (?) | 04:04 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
2. | Hatred Towards Myself | 04:24 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
3. | Led by Misfortune (Lifelover cover) | 02:46 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
4. | Rain, Scars, and the Climb | 10:09 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
5. | Killed by Life | 08:36 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
29:59 |
Agony
Members | |
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Band members | |
Adimere | All instruments, Vocals (lead) (track 8) |
Guest/Session | |
R.F. | Vocals (lead), Vocals (backing) (tracks 5, 8) |
A. Krieg | Vocals (lead) (track 5) |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Adimere | Recording, Mixing, Mastering, Layout |
Maurice Pasternak | Artwork |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Intro | 03:53 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
2. | A Journey into Nothingness (Part 1) | 05:15 | Show lyrics |
I feel like I’m out of this world. I cannot understand if this is reality or if it is all a dream. Fate is scaring me. What will I become? What will happen to me? I do not want to find out what sufferings await me. I have the constant fear of losing everything and everyone at any moment, without any notice. When that day comes I will disappear with them. Nothing can save me from those moments, and for this I am anxious. Slowly now I fall asleep hoping to never wake up. |
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3. | A Journey into Nothingness (Part 2) | 04:19 | Show lyrics |
I walk alone in a dark field without ever coming to an end. Hours and hours spent walking and figuring out where I could arrive. Fog and anxiety are rising, such as the fear of dying now. Wind howls in my ears while I find my way into nothingness. Thousands of souls are beside me and I step through them without seeing reactions. I do not think they can’t hear me. I call them, they turn around, but they don’t respond. Am I invisible or not? Answer me! Am I real or incorporeal? Answer me! I do not understand where I am. I do not understand what I am. |
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4. | Rain, Scars, and the Climb | 11:21 | Show lyrics |
Tears are falling like rain, and tenderly they caress my wounded skin. I remember everything I lived. Every scar on me is a painful memory. I’m chasing sweet illusions of joy, but it seems I can’t reach them. I’m swallowing Ketazolam pills, for making my mind slowly numb. I’m feeling so empty and sorrowful. I only desire to die in this emptiness. My subconcious is stopping me again from falling down this climb. Let me do it! Don’t stop me again! Let me go! Don’t hold me right now! All the treatments didn’t work, and I’m suicidal again. I wish to sleep forever. I don’t care about living anymore. My last breath will be exhaled into deep, dark, waters. Slowly sinking, dying, and resting in the eternal peace given. |
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5. | Autumn Equinox | 08:54 | Show lyrics |
Autumn equinox in my life came and everything fell to the ground. There is no end to this sorrow, there is no further salvation. Only solitude and emptiness will coat my soul throughout my life. And I am still thinking about you walking away from me forever. Your footsteps on the ground are what remain in my thoughts as the last memory of you, as the last memory of us. Red leaves now cover them. They are covering everything as a red mask on past times, as an happy mask on my face. You see this heart, it’s not ready to settle down. It has been bruised and tossed around. It has been shattered, running after people who don’t matter. It has been ripped apart, torn to shreds. It’s like this pain will never end. Autumn equinox in my life came and everything fell to the ground as leaves from a dead tree, as my body from the bridge. Autumn equinox in my life came and I’m slowly dying inside as my heart is getting shredded from the last words you said to me. |
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6. | Hatred Towards Myself | 05:14 | Show lyrics |
I tried to fight the urges. I fell into the darkness. I fought the fight which had no end. I became my own destroyer. I tried, I fell, I fought, I lost. I have no one to blame but myself. My failures are my own doing. In the end it doesn’t matter: I hate everything I have become. |
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7. | Into the Darkness | 04:45 | Show lyrics |
The cold blade of Death is over my bleeding wrist. I’m fading away. My life’s unfair. My heart’s cold. My horizon’s far. My dark and rotting soul is lying in the deepest grave. Is leaving my unholy life. My life’s unfair. My heart’s cold. My horizon’s far. Leave me alone to die by myself in my solitude. |
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8. | Sweet Illness of Mine (Lifelover cover) | 03:20 | Show lyrics |
The whiskey bottle’s almost empty, as well as the pack of smokes. Been awake for several days now, haunted by the memories. My heart has become colder than this room, long time since I felt joy or happiness. All of the roses you planted have lost their touch and faded away. Thinking back on the good times we had, when we would laugh. The wind blew in your hair as we drove across the country. Not even all of the world’s whores can satisfy me anymore. I’ve lost the spark and light, nothing to hold close to my heart. I keep staring at the chromed .45 lying on the living room table. A moment of silence. |
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9. | Untitled | 01:00 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
10. | Untitled | 02:23 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
50:24 |
Agony
Members | |
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Adimere | All instruments, Vocals (lead) (track 8) |
Guest/Session | |
R.F. | Vocals (lead), Vocals (backing) (tracks 5, 8) |
A. Krieg | Vocals (lead) (track 5) |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Adimere | Recording, Mixing, Mastering, Layout |
Maurice Pasternak | Artwork |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Intro | 03:53 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
2. | A Journey into Nothingness (Part 1) | 05:15 | Show lyrics |
I feel like I’m out of this world. I cannot understand if this is reality or if it is all a dream. Fate is scaring me. What will I become? What will happen to me? I do not want to find out what sufferings await me. I have the constant fear of losing everything and everyone at any moment, without any notice. When that day comes I will disappear with them. Nothing can save me from those moments, and for this I am anxious. Slowly now I fall asleep hoping to never wake up. |
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3. | A Journey into Nothingness (Part 2) | 04:19 | Show lyrics |
I walk alone in a dark field without ever coming to an end. Hours and hours spent walking and figuring out where I could arrive. Fog and anxiety are rising, such as the fear of dying now. Wind howls in my ears while I find my way into nothingness. Thousands of souls are beside me and I step through them without seeing reactions. I do not think they can’t hear me. I call them, they turn around, but they don’t respond. Am I invisible or not? Answer me! Am I real or incorporeal? Answer me! I do not understand where I am. I do not understand what I am. |
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4. | Rain, Scars, and the Climb | 11:21 | Show lyrics |
Tears are falling like rain, and tenderly they caress my wounded skin. I remember everything I lived. Every scar on me is a painful memory. I’m chasing sweet illusions of joy, but it seems I can’t reach them. I’m swallowing Ketazolam pills, for making my mind slowly numb. I’m feeling so empty and sorrowful. I only desire to die in this emptiness. My subconcious is stopping me again from falling down this climb. Let me do it! Don’t stop me again! Let me go! Don’t hold me right now! All the treatments didn’t work, and I’m suicidal again. I wish to sleep forever. I don’t care about living anymore. My last breath will be exhaled into deep, dark, waters. Slowly sinking, dying, and resting in the eternal peace given. |
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5. | Autumn Equinox | 08:54 | Show lyrics |
Autumn equinox in my life came and everything fell to the ground. There is no end to this sorrow, there is no further salvation. Only solitude and emptiness will coat my soul throughout my life. And I am still thinking about you walking away from me forever. Your footsteps on the ground are what remain in my thoughts as the last memory of you, as the last memory of us. Red leaves now cover them. They are covering everything as a red mask on past times, as an happy mask on my face. You see this heart, it’s not ready to settle down. It has been bruised and tossed around. It has been shattered, running after people who don’t matter. It has been ripped apart, torn to shreds. It’s like this pain will never end. Autumn equinox in my life came and everything fell to the ground as leaves from a dead tree, as my body from the bridge. Autumn equinox in my life came and I’m slowly dying inside as my heart is getting shredded from the last words you said to me. |
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6. | Hatred Towards Myself | 05:14 | Show lyrics |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
7. | Into the Darkness | 04:45 | Show lyrics |
The cold blade of Death is over my bleeding wrist. I’m fading away. My life’s unfair. My heart’s cold. My horizon’s far. My dark and rotting soul is lying in the deepest grave. Is leaving my unholy life. My life’s unfair. My heart’s cold. My horizon’s far. Leave me alone to die by myself in my solitude. |
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8. | Sweet Illness of Mine (Lifelover cover) | 03:20 | Show lyrics |
The whiskey bottle’s almost empty, as well as the pack of smokes. Been awake for several days now, haunted by the memories. My heart has become colder than this room, long time since I felt joy or happiness. All of the roses you planted have lost their touch and faded away. Thinking back on the good times we had, when we would laugh. The wind blew in your hair as we drove across the country. Not even all of the world’s whores can satisfy me anymore. I’ve lost the spark and light, nothing to hold close to my heart. I keep staring at the chromed .45 lying on the living room table. A moment of silence. |
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9. | Untitled | 01:00 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
10. | Untitled | 02:23 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
50:24 |
Agony
Members | |
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Adimere | All instruments, Vocals (lead) (track 8) |
Guest/Session | |
R.F. | Vocals (lead), Vocals (backing) (tracks 5, 8) |
A. Krieg | Vocals (lead) (track 5) |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Adimere | Recording, Mixing, Mastering, Layout |
Maurice Pasternak | Artwork |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Intro | 03:53 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
2. | A Journey into Nothingness (Part 1) | 05:15 | Show lyrics |
I feel like I’m out of this world. I cannot understand if this is reality or if it is all a dream. Fate is scaring me. What will I become? What will happen to me? I do not want to find out what sufferings await me. I have the constant fear of losing everything and everyone at any moment, without any notice. When that day comes I will disappear with them. Nothing can save me from those moments, and for this I am anxious. Slowly now I fall asleep hoping to never wake up. |
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3. | A Journey into Nothingness (Part 2) | 04:19 | Show lyrics |
I walk alone in a dark field without ever coming to an end. Hours and hours spent walking and figuring out where I could arrive. Fog and anxiety are rising, such as the fear of dying now. Wind howls in my ears while I find my way into nothingness. Thousands of souls are beside me and I step through them without seeing reactions. I do not think they can’t hear me. I call them, they turn around, but they don’t respond. Am I invisible or not? Answer me! Am I real or incorporeal? Answer me! I do not understand where I am. I do not understand what I am. |
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4. | Rain, Scars, and the Climb | 11:21 | Show lyrics |
Tears are falling like rain, and tenderly they caress my wounded skin. I remember everything I lived. Every scar on me is a painful memory. I’m chasing sweet illusions of joy, but it seems I can’t reach them. I’m swallowing Ketazolam pills, for making my mind slowly numb. I’m feeling so empty and sorrowful. I only desire to die in this emptiness. My subconcious is stopping me again from falling down this climb. Let me do it! Don’t stop me again! Let me go! Don’t hold me right now! All the treatments didn’t work, and I’m suicidal again. I wish to sleep forever. I don’t care about living anymore. My last breath will be exhaled into deep, dark, waters. Slowly sinking, dying, and resting in the eternal peace given. |
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5. | Autumn Equinox | 08:54 | Show lyrics |
Autumn equinox in my life came and everything fell to the ground. There is no end to this sorrow, there is no further salvation. Only solitude and emptiness will coat my soul throughout my life. And I am still thinking about you walking away from me forever. Your footsteps on the ground are what remain in my thoughts as the last memory of you, as the last memory of us. Red leaves now cover them. They are covering everything as a red mask on past times, as an happy mask on my face. You see this heart, it’s not ready to settle down. It has been bruised and tossed around. It has been shattered, running after people who don’t matter. It has been ripped apart, torn to shreds. It’s like this pain will never end. Autumn equinox in my life came and everything fell to the ground as leaves from a dead tree, as my body from the bridge. Autumn equinox in my life came and I’m slowly dying inside as my heart is getting shredded from the last words you said to me. |
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6. | Hatred Towards Myself | 05:14 | Show lyrics |
I tried to fight the urges. I fell into the darkness. I fought the fight which had no end. I became my own destroyer. I tried, I fell, I fought, I lost. I have no one to blame but myself. My failures are my own doing. In the end it doesn’t matter: I hate everything I have become. |
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7. | Into the Darkness | 04:45 | Show lyrics |
The cold blade of Death is over my bleeding wrist. I’m fading away. My life’s unfair. My heart’s cold. My horizon’s far. My dark and rotting soul is lying in the deepest grave. Is leaving my unholy life. My life’s unfair. My heart’s cold. My horizon’s far. Leave me alone to die by myself in my solitude. |
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8. | Sweet Illness of Mine (Lifelover cover) | 03:20 | Show lyrics |
The whiskey bottle’s almost empty, as well as the pack of smokes. Been awake for several days now, haunted by the memories. My heart has become colder than this room, long time since I felt joy or happiness. All of the roses you planted have lost their touch and faded away. Thinking back on the good times we had, when we would laugh. The wind blew in your hair as we drove across the country. Not even all of the world’s whores can satisfy me anymore. I’ve lost the spark and light, nothing to hold close to my heart. I keep staring at the chromed .45 lying on the living room table. A moment of silence. |
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47:01 |
Agony
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Adimere | All instruments, Vocals (lead) (track 8) |
Guest/Session | |
R.F. | Vocals (lead), Vocals (backing) (tracks 5, 8) |
A. Krieg | Vocals (lead) (track 5) |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Adimere | Recording, Mixing, Mastering, Layout |
Maurice Pasternak | Artwork |
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Side A | |||
1. | Intro | 03:56 | instrumental |
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2. | A Journey into Nothingness (Part 1) | 05:16 | Show lyrics |
I feel like I’m out of this world. I cannot understand if this is reality or if it is all a dream. Fate is scaring me. What will I become? What will happen to me? I do not want to find out what sufferings await me. I have the constant fear of losing everything and everyone at any moment, without any notice. When that day comes I will disappear with them. Nothing can save me from those moments, and for this I am anxious. Slowly now I fall asleep hoping to never wake up. |
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3. | A Journey into Nothingness (Part 2) | 04:20 | Show lyrics |
I walk alone in a dark field without ever coming to an end. Hours and hours spent walking and figuring out where I could arrive. Fog and anxiety are rising, such as the fear of dying now. Wind howls in my ears while I find my way into nothingness. Thousands of souls are beside me and I step through them without seeing reactions. I do not think they can’t hear me. I call them, they turn around, but they don’t respond. Am I invisible or not? Answer me! Am I real or incorporeal? Answer me! I do not understand where I am. I do not understand what I am. |
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4. | Rain, Scars, and the Climb | 11:40 | Show lyrics |
Tears are falling like rain, and tenderly they caress my wounded skin. I remember everything I lived. Every scar on me is a painful memory. I’m chasing sweet illusions of joy, but it seems I can’t reach them. I’m swallowing Ketazolam pills, for making my mind slowly numb. I’m feeling so empty and sorrowful. I only desire to die in this emptiness. My subconcious is stopping me again from falling down this climb. Let me do it! Don’t stop me again! Let me go! Don’t hold me right now! All the treatments didn’t work, and I’m suicidal again. I wish to sleep forever. I don’t care about living anymore. My last breath will be exhaled into deep, dark, waters. Slowly sinking, dying, and resting in the eternal peace given. |
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5. | Autumn Equinox | 08:52 | Show lyrics |
Autumn equinox in my life came and everything fell to the ground. There is no end to this sorrow, there is no further salvation. Only solitude and emptiness will coat my soul throughout my life. And I am still thinking about you walking away from me forever. Your footsteps on the ground are what remain in my thoughts as the last memory of you, as the last memory of us. Red leaves now cover them. They are covering everything as a red mask on past times, as an happy mask on my face. You see this heart, it’s not ready to settle down. It has been bruised and tossed around. It has been shattered, running after people who don’t matter. It has been ripped apart, torn to shreds. It’s like this pain will never end. Autumn equinox in my life came and everything fell to the ground as leaves from a dead tree, as my body from the bridge. Autumn equinox in my life came and I’m slowly dying inside as my heart is getting shredded from the last words you said to me. |
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6. | Hatred Towards Myself | 05:16 | Show lyrics |
I tried to fight the urges. I fell into the darkness. I fought the fight which had no end. I became my own destroyer. I tried, I fell, I fought, I lost. I have no one to blame but myself. My failures are my own doing. In the end it doesn’t matter: I hate everything I have become. |
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7. | Into the Darkness | 04:48 | Show lyrics |
The cold blade of Death is over my bleeding wrist. I’m fading away. My life’s unfair. My heart’s cold. My horizon’s far. My dark and rotting soul is lying in the deepest grave. Is leaving my unholy life. My life’s unfair. My heart’s cold. My horizon’s far. Leave me alone to die by myself in my solitude. |
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8. | Sweet Illness of Mine (Lifelover cover) | 03:20 | Show lyrics |
The whiskey bottle’s almost empty, as well as the pack of smokes. Been awake for several days now, haunted by the memories. My heart has become colder than this room, long time since I felt joy or happiness. All of the roses you planted have lost their touch and faded away. Thinking back on the good times we had, when we would laugh. The wind blew in your hair as we drove across the country. Not even all of the world’s whores can satisfy me anymore. I’ve lost the spark and light, nothing to hold close to my heart. I keep staring at the chromed .45 lying on the living room table. A moment of silence. |
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9. | Untitled | 01:00 | instrumental |
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10. | Untitled | 02:24 | instrumental |
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50:52 |
S.I.G.H.S.
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Adimere | Guitars (rhythm), Bass |
R.F. Sinister | Vocals |
M.S. | Guitars (lead) |
Guest/Session | |
N. | Drums |
B.M. | Piano |
Thomas Major | Guitars (lead) (track 3) |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Laura Zaccagnini | Lyrics (track 6) |
Matteo Pagliarin | Mixing |
Carlotta Bianco | Photography |
Adimere | Layout, Mixing, Mastering |
R.F. | Layout |
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1. | Timor Mortis | 01:13 | Show lyrics |
«So why are we afraid of something that we can’t even understand? Why try to rationalize the irrational? The truth is: we don’t fully know the nature of time, so how could we understand the nature of infinity as it relates to time? Maybe dying only seems like the end, because it’s the only direction that we can see. The greek philosopher Epicurus elegantly stated that "Death does not concern us. For as long as we exist, death is not here, and when it does come we no longer exist." So concern yourself with life. It is all we know and it may be all we will ever know. But time is not simple enough to fear.» |
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2. | Take Me Home, Death | 06:04 | Show lyrics |
Mistress of all the angels Take my hands And set me free Help me to leave That whore they call “Life” Please, show me the way Shined by the night Through the Abyss of Nowhere I wander until the Gates of Nihil Spread your wings... ...and take me home, Death Just take me home, Death Still I gently hide sadness... ...so take me home, Death Just take me home, Death Now I’m seeing Your dark light Desecrating His useless creation I reject all I hate While embracing what I worship Kiss me, my beloved with your cold blue lips Take my hands... ...and take me home, Death |
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3. | Shells | 06:45 | Show lyrics |
(Ghost) «I wish I was there with you But I‘m here, crying with a blue rose And lying on your grave Forever lost» Sweet is the path you fade When you leave this world You won‘t feel alone never again (Ghost) «Softly I kiss your open wounds I feel all your grief Feeling alone surrounded by ghosts Show me how to love a depressed soul» Sweet is the feeling of blood Closing down on your wrists When you slowly fade away Trust me (Ghost) «Softly I kissed your open wounds I felt all your grief Feeling alone surrounded by ghosts Alone, you were alone» (Shell) «I showed you how to love me, Just letting me alone In my own solitude So now please, let me rest in peace Under the earth With the other million empty shells I lived alone and I died alone full of emptiness Like everyone does in this world» |
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4. | Tutto ciò che sento | 02:43 | |
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5. | I’m Crying (Tears of Solitude MMXIX) | 08:03 | |
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6. | Cursed and Alone | 03:24 | Show lyrics |
I will be your pillar of despair When the dust Fall from your eyes And there will be No flowers left to rip apart My tears will be your medal To wet the ground You will destroy This departure is not easy Knowing you are leaving Nothing behind But regret and cold, cold fears I could have been your temple A shelter From the void you have inside But I choose to be what I am and I choose to be cursed And alone |
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7. | Malinconica Venezia | 02:24 | |
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8. | Killed by Life | 09:08 | Show lyrics |
It is in these Moments of pain when I understand That my existence is futile and that this Has tormented me since birth making me believe That someone needed me This is the truth... You, life, made me suffer For too long Now I‘m over I‘m over forever The lesions that you left on me are too serious to be left open by you One last time I cry bitter tears One last time I suffer because of you One last time I close in myself One last time I take conscience of what I will do The feeling of the blade that cuts my skin Is better than what you made me feel The times you betrayed me are infinite and you made me feel sick, deluding myself |
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39:44 |
S.I.G.H.S.
Members | |
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Adimere | Guitars (rhythm), Bass |
R.F. Sinister | Vocals |
M.S. | Guitars (lead) |
Guest/Session | |
N. | Drums |
B.M. | Piano |
Thomas Major | Guitars (lead) (track 3) |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Laura Zaccagnini | Lyrics (track 6) |
Matteo Pagliarin | Mixing |
Carlotta Bianco | Photography |
Adimere | Layout, Mixing, Mastering |
R.F. | Layout |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Timor Mortis | 01:13 | Show lyrics |
«So why are we afraid of something that we can’t even understand? Why try to rationalize the irrational? The truth is: we don’t fully know the nature of time, so how could we understand the nature of infinity as it relates to time? Maybe dying only seems like the end, because it’s the only direction that we can see. The greek philosopher Epicurus elegantly stated that "Death does not concern us. For as long as we exist, death is not here, and when it does come we no longer exist." So concern yourself with life. It is all we know and it may be all we will ever know. But time is not simple enough to fear.» |
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2. | Take Me Home, Death | 06:04 | Show lyrics |
Mistress of all the angels Take my hands And set me free Help me to leave That whore they call “Life” Please, show me the way Shined by the night Through the Abyss of Nowhere I wander until the Gates of Nihil Spread your wings... ...and take me home, Death Just take me home, Death Still I gently hide sadness... ...so take me home, Death Just take me home, Death Now I’m seeing Your dark light Desecrating His useless creation I reject all I hate While embracing what I worship Kiss me, my beloved with your cold blue lips Take my hands... ...and take me home, Death |
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3. | Shells | 06:45 | Show lyrics |
(Ghost) «I wish I was there with you But I‘m here, crying with a blue rose And lying on your grave Forever lost» Sweet is the path you fade When you leave this world You won‘t feel alone never again (Ghost) «Softly I kiss your open wounds I feel all your grief Feeling alone surrounded by ghosts Show me how to love a depressed soul» Sweet is the feeling of blood Closing down on your wrists When you slowly fade away Trust me (Ghost) «Softly I kissed your open wounds I felt all your grief Feeling alone surrounded by ghosts Alone, you were alone» (Shell) «I showed you how to love me, Just letting me alone In my own solitude So now please, let me rest in peace Under the earth With the other million empty shells I lived alone and I died alone full of emptiness Like everyone does in this world» |
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4. | Tutto ciò che sento | 02:43 | |
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5. | I’m Crying (Tears of Solitude MMXIX) | 08:03 | |
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6. | Cursed and Alone | 03:24 | Show lyrics |
I will be your pillar of despair When the dust Fall from your eyes And there will be No flowers left to rip apart My tears will be your medal To wet the ground You will destroy This departure is not easy Knowing you are leaving Nothing behind But regret and cold, cold fears I could have been your temple A shelter From the void you have inside But I choose to be what I am and I choose to be cursed And alone |
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7. | Malinconica Venezia | 02:24 | |
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8. | Killed by Life | 09:08 | Show lyrics |
It is in these Moments of pain when I understand That my existence is futile and that this Has tormented me since birth making me believe That someone needed me This is the truth... You, life, made me suffer For too long Now I‘m over I‘m over forever The lesions that you left on me are too serious to be left open by you One last time I cry bitter tears One last time I suffer because of you One last time I close in myself One last time I take conscience of what I will do The feeling of the blade that cuts my skin Is better than what you made me feel The times you betrayed me are infinite and you made me feel sick, deluding myself |
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