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Anagnorisis
Members | |
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Current | |
Zachary Kerr | Bass (2004-2012), Vocals (2013-present) |
Member(bands): Cast from Eden | |
Zak Denham | Guitars (2005-present) |
Samuel Hartman | Keyboards (2007-present) |
Josh Mumford | Bass (2012-present) |
Member(bands): Cryptic Hymn, Esoteric Burial, Blessed by Death | |
Past | |
Austin Lunn | Guitars, Vocals (2003-2008) |
Member(bands): Agnosis, Dämmerfarben, Panopticon, Seidr, Throndt, Kólga, Plainwords | |
Adam Pierce | Drums (2004-2009) |
Member(bands): Rituals of Mine, Sister Crayon (live), Sea of Treachery, Battlecross (live), All Shall Perish, Emmure | |
Will Byerly | Guitars (2004) |
Member(bands): Arafel | |
Jake Denham | Drums (2008) |
Member(bands): Nemesis Enforcer | |
Nathan Bowling | Vocals (2008-2009) |
Member(bands): Order of Leviathan | |
Chris Smith | Drums (2010-2014) |
Member(bands): Cryptic Hymn, Stonecutters, Winterhymn, Tyranny Enthroned (live) | |
Current (Live) | |
Cody McCoy | Drums (2016-present) |
Member(bands): Boreworm, Jesus Wept, Mourning Wolf, The Ancient, Call It Quits, Černá, Traitor, The Omega Experiment (live), Aylwin, Eighty Thousand Dead, Winterus | |
Past (Live) | |
Blake Talley | Guitars (2009) |
Josh Mumford | Bass (2012) |
Member(bands): Cryptic Hymn, Esoteric Burial, Blessed by Death |
# | Discography | Type | Year | |
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1 | Overton Trees | Full-length | 2007 | Show album |
2 | Alpha and Omega | EP | 2009 | Show album |
3 | Ghosts of Our Fathers | EP | 2012 | Show album |
4 | Beyond All Light | Full-length | 2013 | Show album |
5 | Peripeteia | Full-length | 2016 | Show album |
Overton Trees
Album versions
Release date | Label | Catalog ID | Format | Description |
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November 24th, 2007 | Shiven Records | SHR002 | CD | Limited edition |
Unknown | Independent | Digital | Bandcamp |
Members | |
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Band members | |
Zachary Kerr | Bass |
Zak Denham | Guitars |
Samuel Hartman | Keyboards |
Austin Lunn | Guitars, Vocals |
Adam Pierce | Drums |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Brian Elliott | Producer, Engineering, Mixing |
Alan Douches | Mastering |
Paul Feldman | Executive producer |
Shawn Ohtani | Additional engineering |
Douglas Graves | Graphic design |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Prelude | 01:28 | |
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2. | Birth of the Pariah | 04:38 | Show lyrics |
scatter the ashes. ra`wach shager. ruins of our lives. salvation by fear. the changing of the hands. self annihilation. with every breath I ingest a thousand razors into my chest. how could liberation and death coincide? ambivalent suicide. behold the cosmic sadist. his veiled allure. the faceless henchman’s baited breath. for the next miserable murder. coerced into guidance. rasha’yad and folly. this caustic coercion. unwarranted conversions. in these arms is solitude. mind and body revolt against my very nature. i face everything alone. a bent knee is a velvet noose. how long will I pray until you cut me loose? the gallows are your gallery. who is my indigent savior? how long will the blind lead the blind? how long will I sleep in oblivion? when will sanity be mine? SHARAH ABADDON: the destroyer. ABYSSUS ABYSSUM INVOCAT. DE PROFUNDIS SHARAH ABADDON. ACCIPERE QUAM FACERE PRAESTAT INJURIAM. when the streets run red with the blood from my chest and the knife finally rests in my hand. | |||
3. | Corpse in the Silo | 06:19 | Show lyrics |
i can feel its decrepit hand. beneath my chin. intent to strangle me. its soft caress. sweet death. free me from the confusion that cripples me. stumbling through oblivion. ’neath the shade of overton trees. drowned myself in cult blood. worshiping the god of sorrow. his victims know him by many a name. in the mouths of the deceased love and hate taste the same. in a sense so serpentine. innocence of a child. endearment like a false hope. adoration benign. one touch of her rotten hand. the vile stench of spiritual death. decayed bride of primal lust. her coffin is her bed. i can see the infirmary in your vapid eyes. you’ve nothing to offer me but toil. you are whore’s breath and royalty. you are cadaver’s saliva and fine oil. your hands un-calloused by labor. sought to bury me in the soil. alight you are in a pyre. for venomous witchery. crying for my hand. a violent task. to strike you down with the rest of the damned. your self-inflicted torture. happy burden on your chest. promiscuous kiss. escape artist. the whore of developmental unrest. your life is an unkept grave with no mourners to see. buried ’neath the autumn harvest. you are a ghost of who you could be. | |||
4. | Virulence | 03:48 | Show lyrics |
every breath caustic air. poisons breach my lips. shackles of skin burn me. lonesome for a world where no one lives. i don’t belong here. next to saints and thieves. i belong amongst a void in an absence of feeling. i must be destroyed. to rest. un-tormented by waking hours. unscathed by uncertainty. never to be taunted by an ambivalent god. to rest. un-tempted by the flesh. unscathed by uncertainty. never to be taunted by an ambivalent god. diem perdidi donatio mortis causa. HATE. HATE. HATE. HATE. we are a legion of vermin. the dominant species, a parasitic race. the time has come for an interregnum. come armageddon. i beg you to come. end this madness. we deserve nothing at all. none but agony. humanity must fall. coerced by nonexistence. my morbid request. into the void. bring us all death. | |||
5. | Overton Trees | 05:53 | Show lyrics |
the scent of oak breathes death into me. but filters out through the hole in my soul. bury me in autumn leaves. my god had left me, or so it seems. barren oak and silent soil, blackened withering artistic toil. enveloped in my drowning narcissism. the winter’s breath just behind me. the evening’s low-lying fog. the amber shroud of overton. sovereign sorrow. desperation leaks from this pen. held dear to its warm hand. the air is burnt and sundown is a breath behind. early. to be forever ensnared in the cold. folly and dread. with my hatred for life and the fear of the noose. it weighs heavily on my head. overton trees. whispering introit. sharpens the pendulum with every swing. a lachrymose line at the brushes tip. it carried me away. blurry gray vision. press your damnation in me. singed smell of october. in a world full of deceivers. lying. bringing in the sheaves. a sermon with an invective tongue. hallow otiose intent. i’m the ghost of a man. i am undead. victimized to repetition. crucified to the past. let every breath be my last. an abode of an ossuary. | |||
6. | Returning to Autumn | 04:29 | Show lyrics |
to welcome the withering. the sweltering has come to an end. burnt and empty just like me. falling into autumn. open up the flood gates. submerging capernaum. we are all messiahs. we are all heretics. it fears me but not my words. nor callousness. nor disgust. buried deep behind my eyes. swells beneath my disguise. it fears me but not my words. nor callousness. nor disgust. in emptiness I reside. the fragile hollow of a beautiful lie. there’s no peace in decay. and in life there is no certainty. there’s no peace in death. not until I can hold it. the serenity that death offers me. the silence of the soil. i’ve bricked and mortared the east gate. there’s no sympathy here. i’d rather writhe in perdition than slip through martyred hands. | |||
7. | The Great Divorce | 04:53 | Show lyrics |
fall into the arms of my phantom limb faith. the gentle touch of christian psychosis. the christ syndrome transitively realized. this masquerade: religious neurosis. savior haematidrosis. swallow the pills. kneel to the cross. pray to the savior. accept my loss. steeples to burn in a world full of heathen. spiritual subservience is the road to ignorance. i commit my self to restless oblivion. to the soul harvest and its scarecrow crucifixion. a life time of love’s labor lost through the stigmata hands of a mandrake savior. anything to feel alive. swallow the pills. fill the void inside. lithium. salt for my wounds. the blank eyed congregation at the sermon of doom. gagged and bound to only our denial. it’s not faith but our willingness to believe that is so vile. ignorance is bliss. even as i am aware I persist. with martyr’s blood wipe away the judas kiss. | |||
8. | The Weakness | 07:43 | Show lyrics |
abandoned in the plains. i have fought my way. through the winter of my sadness. through the desert of my anger. and bereft. circumvention is mine. for a father’s hand is weak. and his love is futile. i have ground my affection in gnashed teeth. and cast away a lifetime of lies. there’s deception in my blood. and in the end you will drown in it. the loss of your first born son. not to death. but the things that you have done. i am the bastard child of a broken heart. and bereavement is all i call my own. forsaken by my blood. i have vanquished armies of men alone. your guidance was currency. your compassion: criticism. your love: abandonment. blackened memory fading. the stains they shine beneath. your compassion. your concern for glamour. stakes great pain in me. a union of mandrake: silent. symptomatic. a cycle complete. repetition is your poison. one adulterous hand. one hand on scripture. the smile of a debtor is in your face. the tongue of a traitor beneath it. you recognize your fear and turn your back to it. you coward. in a moment of clarity. stillborn is the air. our shoulders have become your bier. because you are dead inside. your austere voice and morale. merely a facade for your cowardice. in a home where you play the master. in truth you are the mere apprentice. | |||
9. | To Sleep | 05:59 | Show lyrics |
sinking. broken ribs. heavy behemoth within me. another journey around the sun. useless endeavor. weathered stone. timeless touch. falling into another. hopeless revolution. another journey around the sun. useless endeavor. | |||
45:10 |
Alpha and Omega
Members | |
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Band members | |
Zachary Kerr | Bass |
Zak Denham | Guitars |
Samuel Hartman | Keyboards |
Adam Pierce | Drums |
Nathan Bowling | Vocals |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Zak Denham | Recording, Engineering |
Zack Ohren | Mixing, Mastering |
Dusty Neal | Illustration |
Adam Pierce | Design, Layout |
Austin Lunn | Original Logo |
Samuel Hartman | Engineering |
Nathan Bowling | Lyrics |
Tracks | |||
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1. | When Obsession Awoke Tyranny | 04:04 | Show lyrics |
Be her, my bane, uncleansed and forgotten. Exhaustion undying as broken hands build fortresses, to keep tyrants at bay. She stormed me like a plague, with no protection from her deceit. With no heart, nor the strength to fight I now rest my head at tyrants’ feet. Impure and ghastly. I have found no warmth in the perils of love. Misanthropic and content. I have buried all that I once was. Be this the bitter end. She stormed me like a plague, with no protection from her deceit. With no heart, nor the strength to fight, I now rest my head at her feet. Exhaustion undying, broken hands build thrones of kings to seat my goddess, my queen. I have out lived the ghost I was, my bitterness, your bitterness. |
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2. | The Shadow of the Adversary | 04:16 | Show lyrics |
Bring me the heads of Martyrs and those who crawl blindly. We will pave the streets with the flesh and bones of the weak. For those who cast down shunning eyes, I’ll cast upon you the shadow of the Adversary. I’ll spare nothing, I’ll burn through your lies, and sift through your failure, like the Devil’s fire through ash. Prayers and beggars alike, you’ll waste a life time to fill an eternal void. We, the elite, take our throne, as you, the disease, wear the skin off your fucking knees. Bound to a lifetime of voluntary servitude. Bound to the mouth of faith, with words so naive. Bound to the cross and staring at the sun. Bound by blood to segregate mankind from beast. No one will return for you. Abandon every shred of hope. Pull the petal from every rose, and clinch the thorns. Shroud yourself in self pity and adore death. The Apocalypse is upon us, Armageddon is here and now. Bound to the pages of a faithful contradiction. Bound to a thoughtless mindset and afterlife obsession. Bound to the loss and envious spite. Wash your hands of faith or down in the blood of christ. The Apocalypse is upon us, Armageddon is here and now. Denounce praise to a smoke and mirror savior, denounce faith and allow the mythical dead weight to fall from your shoulders. Everything you ever were, must be of you and you alone. Rewarding self sacrifice to a unseen ghost is true blasphemy. We are the Horsemen. We are the bringers of the blackest death. We are the evils. We are the self destruction. And we are the end of days. Mankind, the god complex, the self absorbed, the civil demise. We as predators glorify such valiant devastation. We as beasts are no better than the dead we have buried. |
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3. | The Origin of Misanthropy | 05:05 | Show lyrics |
Your vacant eyes tell a tale of beckoned deceit. Your skin pale and lifeless, this is where redemption and revenge meet. A lover’s grip around the neck of that which I cherish. If I’ve been the ills that beg you, why must you haunt me? No deed be forgiven, no deed gone unpunished. For the lack of compassion, for the sake of hatred. You’ve instilled a loathing reminder, you’ve awakened unbearable lust. I bask in ravenous glory. I will seize the day, amongst days. Consumed with apathy and disgust. Bearing witness to the Hells that have become me. An undying hatred. The bitter taste of inerted sorrow. Claw out my eyes. Take from me my heart. But still I’ll stop at nothing to fall asleep to your screams. And as the warm light fades from your eyes I’ll kiss your ghost in my dreams. Sleep. Gods won’t stop me. Hell won’t have me. I bask in ravenous glory. I will seize the day, amongst my last days. Immortal. Immortality. |
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13:25 |
Ghosts of Our Fathers
Members | |
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Band members | |
Zachary Kerr | Bass, Vocals |
Zak Denham | Guitars |
Samuel Hartman | Keyboards |
Chris Smith | Drums |
Guest/Session | |
Julian Kersey | Vocals |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Ken Sorceron | Mixing, Mastering |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Clan of Kerr | 04:09 | Show lyrics |
You hang lifelessly atop this murky lake. Slowly being washed over by January water. Drowning the dead as our past regressions are laid to rest. Everything you were: reduced to ash, taking space in this velvet pouch, ceremoniously released, to help this selfish mortal toil. Forced to continue moving, as the currents take you and the fish consume you. Forced to become something you have no control over. Reworked into human condition. No reward for your servitude, unjust rebirth. Selfish as mortal creation. Plagued by man’s conditioning to honor their dead. You keep moving, not who you were, but what you are now. Time falls apart, around you. Loose sands in a liquid hourglass. Ash becoming mud. Your memory a murky sediment, in distant river beds. Aging again, as if you haven’t endured enough. Becoming lye and holding on as your existence gets washed over. You were never pure enough to cleanse this loss. Irony becoming an acceptable consequence of birth. It was always in your nature, dormant in our name. Wallower, swamp dweller. Clan of Kerr. |
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2. | Only Suffering Is Free | 04:51 | Show lyrics |
There is no existence outside yours What lies as attainable comes at a cost To make yourself bleed comes easy The intrinsic value of self-mutilation Acquisition of all things appear unbounded But the true price is internal: suffering I sustain a new process, download and correct Escaping the cycle of thought, restore this lost confidence Building a new way Redefine freedom Creating the life we want, without the promise of "forever" Trust was a mere illusion Who do we blame for this betrayal? Spiraling down into the abyss Revealed is the only way out Grasping at rocky ravines, introspection through admission of doubt How can every thought be tampered, when the catalyst is our own emotion? Lay down your words and action Accept this: only suffering is free Giving freely, we’ve come undone The restoration of spirit comes at a price, that which cannot be taken for granted A new exchange of compensation The baseline of self-worth and hope Thunder rings out as the last word is spoken A Doppler effect of half-truths and chaos Find the facts, the theories, the price of existence Accept your suffering and its place in reality The relativity of all things will forever sustains |
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09:00 |
Beyond All Light
Album versions
Release date | Label | Catalog ID | Format | Description |
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July 23rd, 2013 | Independent | CD | ||
July 23rd, 2013 | Independent | 12" vinyl | Limited edition | |
July 23rd, 2013 | Independent | Digital | Bandcamp | |
July 25th, 2013 | Like Young Records | LY025 | Cassette | |
2014 | Like Young Records | LY025 | Vinyl | Limited edition, Gold |
June 21st, 2014 | Yehonala Tapes | YT042 | Cassette | Limited edition |
Members | |
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Band members | |
Josh Mumford | Bass, Vocals (backing) |
Zachary Kerr | Vocals (lead), Bass |
Zak Denham | Guitars, Bass, Mandolin, Violin, Programming (additional) |
Samuel Hartman | Keyboards, Vocals (backing), Saxophone, Programming (additional) |
Chris Smith | Drums, Vocals (backing) |
Guest/Session | |
Hilary Reinen | Vocals (female) (track 2) |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Zak Denham | Mixing |
Brian Lueken | Mastering |
April Fultz | Design (additional) |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Eulerian Path | 07:38 | Show lyrics |
Twilight and high tide. Drowning myself in the darkness. God’s light removed. Innocence lost in the current. Born from the stars of a different hemisphere I am the black flame Swallower of light. Abuse to photosynthesize. Fictitious peace blooming in distress. Morning glory mourning through Vegetation whispered lullabies. Looming dawn tearing at the night. Zasas! The world tree’s void is my seed embracing ideation fantasy. Prayers/pleads/screams Nowhere to hide but eternal night. In reflection, through taking the helm Divine presence deceased Truth within this solitude No trinity, only me. Violence, heralding in a new path. A new era of unrelenting woe Imprisoned within my caustic flesh. A sentence not placated by time. Abandoned and misled from life. No guided path back from sacrifice. |
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2. | This Cursed Blood | 05:53 | Show lyrics |
All my failures begging for an end. These false promises becoming anchors Drowning with the hopes of something real. Estranged to this person I’ve become I feel contempt and diseased. Solidifying my hatred of forced existence. Pestilence pulses through my veins Paralyzing me. It keeps me from draining it all. This place I dwell is a hollowed man. Boarded up and black with rot. I dream in better lights with less reflection. Shadows upon shadows cast inside Like death masks piled on until there’s no identity. I know there must be more to me. I raise my eyes upward, into the night. Into the darkness that existed before the light. Downward to death, the foundation of all life. Sigil marked for non-existence. This cursed blood can’t kill what’s already dead inside. It becomes misplaced to those I call friends. As I attempt to terraform this misery. Caustic is my nature. Eroding life around me Self-hatred binds my will to change. As a lion let me drink from blood of your Christ Awaiting salvation with open jaws Shepherding hope into the belly of the beast. Digesting tired faith and shitting out lies I don’t deserve happiness. I haven’t earned the right to self-peace. Preservation through malice is the irony As I’m consumed with thoughts of death. When time comes I’ll enter my forest with no ribbon, just rope. |
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3. | Death Mimics Life | 09:31 | Show lyrics |
Desired by none if not myself. Time spent in ill will and tail in mouth. as every moment proves worse than the last. This broken currency enough to repeat forever. So many mistakes and with those even more regret. A claim of ruined flesh is now ruining me. Endlessly. Yet so many things broken inside and out. I carry the torch you left behind. A charred reminder of how this fucking ends. Eulogy laced with a silver tongue As rind is ripped from the fruit of life Boring out a void And consuming the earth around me. Until there’s no further down to fall. No success worth sharing No markers to prove my worth No words to match the power of yours Only timeless loss. Mimicking your misery Becoming you in death and knowing when it can end. All that bound us was illness. Now it’s only mine to bear. Forgone is this cycle. Endless desire to obtain fulfillment Forgone is the desire to find peace Within something so subhuman. I don’t seek fortune Just acceptance from the dead. Egocentric as dust lining everything Taking claim to age and time. Existence lining the corners of a box Marked for forgiven lies and physical abuse. |
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4. | Abyss | 06:36 | Show lyrics |
Hope slumbers In abyss. Swallowing The light. Long since leaving This world behind. Infrequent and feeble. Bound to its imperfections. Entombed together within this common enemy. Endless search for answers. Together in this void Prodding the kindling anew. Now there’s nothing Left to burn. Nothing else to give. Freedom is a finite being. This decorated cage will wash clean, Its biomass cycles until the ground is gone. Foundations collapsing all around Footprints in the sand, drowning with the tide. Infinity swept away as dreams become denied. There is always something But in the end, its ambivalence has to die. |
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5. | Bountiful Godless Life | 07:36 | Show lyrics |
A sea of hollowed stalks Breaking in the wind. Weathering the torment Without sickle bringing end. Diseased wrought and dying Lusting for the dust. Soil longing to be nourished Selfishly awaiting the rotting husk. In this bountiful godless life! Call to the end. A playwright always has a stop. Burdened by social taboos Nailed to the fucking cross. Ending life before god’s time A testament to true satanic rite. Transcending beyond all light. Illuminated by fire This weakened state Like a temple set ablaze. Tearing at the roots To purge this buried fear. Shedding this christian skin To be reborn in blackest sin! Scorching this field of purgatory Intent on ending this plague. Every grain blanketed by ash As pantheons Dawn a reddish haze. I’ll lay down my arms When everything I know is dead and gone. There is no dying, alone. Only leaving or being left behind. In this bountiful godless life Nothing is forbidden. Doing what must be done through self-annihilation. No honor in existing for others. Everyone will fail you, in due time. Fear no man, or god As you walk away from the sun. |
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6. | Forever Night | 09:16 | Show lyrics |
This is not existence. It was never meant to be. Rehabilitation by domination. Humility. Depravity. Cuts made to remove physical beauty. Forever reminders of what I have become. Infinite as memories, until forgotten. Not cured of this pain, Just removed from its presence. Hope hollowed out. Filled in with negativity. Laid to rest within this concrete womb. Feeding me lies and false hopes. Numbered and cataloged Within this mother I abhor. Nurtured with the waste of this world. Rotting alive. Forever night. Forced christ Forcing worthless life. Failing me like humanity failed you. Martyred for the ease of affection. Helplessly abused by the words of change. There is nothing we can do to heal this wound Terminally nurtured from birth. Shedding this christian skin To be reborn in blackest sin! Steeple laid to waste Like the moments leading me here. Bell tarnished in the charred remains. Patina takes its toll. Everything is elemental loss. Hanging like the fool on the cross. Wound with twine of death. Eternity begins with a single step. This is the first of the last. This moment bound forever. What’s cursed must die. And it’s only getting worse. I beg for your forgiveness. I wish you knew The hell inside my head. Every dream I’ve ever had has died But soon enough I’ll get it right. On my terms In my own light. Energy returns to the universe. Forever night. |
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46:30 |
Peripeteia
Album versions
Release date | Label | Catalog ID | Format | Description |
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October 21st, 2016 | Vendetta Records | Vendetta 119 | CD | |
October 21st, 2016 | Independent | Digital | Bandcamp | |
2016 | Like Young Records | LY058 | Cassette | Yellow |
October 24th, 2016 | Yehonala Tapes | YT057 | Cassette | Limited edition |
November 15th, 2016 | Vendetta Records | Vendetta 119 | 2 12" vinyls | Limited edition |
Members | |
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Band members | |
Zachary Kerr | Vocals, Lyrics |
Zak Denham | Guitars, Keyboards, Synthesizers, Programming, Songwriting |
Samuel Hartman | Keyboards, Synthesizers, Saxophone (alto), Programming (additional) |
Josh Mumford | Bass |
Guest/Session | |
Jake Denham | Organ (track 6) |
Cody McCoy | Drums |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Zak Denham | Producer, Recording, Engineering, Mixing, Mastering |
Matt Leigh | Engineering |
Ryan Patterson | Layout, Design |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Transparent - | 01:36 | Show lyrics |
Every prism is a prison within this black mirror ....and I am all but trapped in trance. Lost within this illusion of light, malformed disdain staring back at me. Weak within my presence. ....and I am all but trapped in trance. At every angle, I’ve become my undoing. This defective form to watch in past tense, so much so, that my stains are stationary. ....and I’m all but trapped in trance. Existence shaped in lies and shit I know what I’ve done and hate what I’ve become. |
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2. | Disgust & Remorse, Pt I | 05:07 | Show lyrics |
There are no spectrums of hope here, only fragments of past loss in this pane. Particles of self in negative reflections. Acceptance, like light, that failed to meet these eyes. My wound is self disgust, bored out by my matriarch. Made to control my life. Encompassing and consuming me. Its void isn’t deep enough to crawl inside. So I become its surface, forcing it to reside beneath me, in attempt to hide my true nature. The man behind this mask, a total sum of all your failures. Depression now leads me by the leash. This hollowed body heels and licks the wounds. Control lust, nurtured by deception. Marionette born breech, botched death began this life sentence. With no light to guide me and stripped of all defenses. I remain in your image: A lie. I remain perfect in your imagination: A lie. A virtual projection - punished for pasts - not lived my me. This reflective version of atoms is not my story. As this rib is not my own. Stop blaming me. |
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3. | Disgust & Remorse, Pt II | 07:54 | Show lyrics |
For so long I’ve hated this reflection. I’ve disfigured myself to lose sight of you. For so long I’ve begged for an end to this story. All the while it’s been me with the pen in my hand. My greatest weakness is my strongest enemy. Always coming back to level me. Perceptions and fluctuations. Illusions of failures. I was born to everything I hate. I’ve never been enough. I’ve never done enough. A lack of actions: my grand declaration. Without the ownership of guilt I have nothing left to cling to. Yet this matter keeps me captive. If life has turned to penance, then no more fleeting moments. I’ll burn my world and all I love to be at peace without your pity. If this is the sum of it all, then the moments leading me here have led me astray. That which is crying should also be dead As peace is a distant lullaby for the fragile and the weak. Taught to hate myself, through hating you. Lessons in humility by watching you. You’ve fucked my life for far too long. Let me live my own regret. |
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4. | 5306 Morningside | 05:14 | Show lyrics |
In these halls I wept as great deceivers bow and lose the head. Your time the corpse and mine the earthly shroud. Topside of this crooked life it’s all just dirt. I was born to cover up your scent. The muck of life on the back of death. To fail each other now is to occupy the moments in between our lies. As Judas, I’d single you out and gladly hang. My life has always been one step above the grave. You created this Christ-like life. You wanted something born to break Something wrong to save. Held breath in the lungs of hate. The exhale, the faithless chant, foundations built on sand. Only one set of footsteps in my past If not myself then no one No God to give me light! No crutch-shaped cross in my hand. No idols or words of worship from these lips. No past atonements for my actions. All I see is you in these eyes: hideous, most precious, and closest to home. The rough side of a polished mask is my true self. To wear away the shame of lineage in these veins. I surrender no light in this shit life. I hear your words on dated lies. You always provoked the best in me by showing me the worst of you. |
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5. | Night Skies over Nothingness | 09:27 | Show lyrics |
It’s time to snuff this torch of yours. I’ve held on for far too long. Let the embers fade and pass. Red with fury into a spectral haze. Memories and dreams burn thin, Turned to ash and spread like your final wish. My life commemorates your past tense. Yet this light I call my own, No longer leads that path. Foot in mouth instead of tail. Chewed like the fool until there’s no way left to stand. No longer claiming ruined flesh, just wasted time in wasted skin. Wasted namesake to pass mental disease. Afraid to exist. So exhausted from hiding. Disbelief in make believe. Nothing more than the best and worse for you. We darken the sun with ouroboros eclipse. I wear this crest now instead of Kerr. In hindsight I’ve always been the black son. The singularity of this black hole. Night skies over nothingness. Stardust lost to emptiness. I lived hell for both of you. Bound by blood and bone. Wearing abuse that’s not my own. These tides crashed over all our lives making waves in twilight. Our lives can’t cross anymore. Yet we both expire all the same. In the same space. At the same time. Traverse particles in dark matter collide. Not glass houses but a hall of mirrors is where I dwell. With every crack I die and then born again, So many versions of this pain within these panes All staring back and all fucking the same. Words dispelled and curses lifted. Only I can haunt myself with memories that don’t die. These memories a loop in which I dwell. This disappointed youth in which I fell. This sadness is a loop in which I dwell. Until that loop tightens to end this hell. |
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6. | Peripeteia | 11:57 | Show lyrics |
Within this black mirror I embrace my truest form. To know thyself and trust no one In blackest sin the sheddings done. This sum of scars remains the same. Repentance laced with hexed benevolence. Wounds kissed with salted lips. As the life I rode in on is now weak with rust. Husk removed in forlorn decay. Communion fed with tears of wine. Unifying this trinity of scum. Communication through altercation. Father. Mother. Unwanted son. Forgiveness never. Beasts of martyrdom. Sympathy in admiration. Forgiveness never. At what cost were you forsaken? Do you suffer breathless dreams, back on distant shores? Not all is lost when bridges burn, reflecting back and forgetting none. By myself but not myself. I’ve moved on as you’ve moved down. This trinity of scum. Accountability lays just beneath me. This trinity of scum. I hung for your sins of failed relations. Not by gallows but by line for all to see. Embodiment of charity. "Oh how I’ve failed," the wretched said. The perfect life. The perfect fraud. The perfect traitor is here at hand. All I had to lose was everything, As I gave my life to this void of demand. Alive within this black mirror for all to see. This is now existence, as it was always meant to be. Alive within this black mirror for all to see. I don’t desire acceptance, or cross, or pity. All past tense and passé. Within this black mirror I begin to reflect affinity, Within this black mirror I embrace my truest form. I now know myself and trust no one. In blackest sin the sheddings finally done. |
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7. | Metamorphosis | 08:07 | Show lyrics |
This final moment too shall pass. Nothing left of Nothingness. Separated particles held by shedding skin. I’m not now what I was then. Fractal light colliding, past and present on repeat. Infinitely trapped in trance. Staring into and out of all the same. To be removed in broken light. Crushing guilt that drowns my joy. An awakening of self-reproach. Letting go and closing eyes. Break the silence and the stare. Pain then subjugated as memories now. Time reigns supreme yet no wounds healed. Years of waiting for its return. Vengeance limited by perception. In anticipation I lost my innocence. I can’t let go if I don’t hold on. The worst of times all that remains. I can’t let go if I don’t hold on. The best of life the wasted energy in placing blame. You died and I moved on. Only at a distance could we ever repair. And now what’s further apart than death? This space predicated by past trespasses. Losses accepted and expected. Staring into the eyes of the enemy which is me. This negative reflection, this apathetic me. ...and I’m trapped in trance. |
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8. | Transparent + | 03:38 | Show lyrics |
I hear your words caught in distant moments. Taped lies on loop. Disappointment on repeat. Childhood viewed through the eyes of a man so wrought with past. Can I be titled as such? I burned so bright for so long. My accounts now seem meaningless and subjective. ...and I’m all but trapped in trance. My life by your life. My time for your time. Caught in the then and missing the now. Four walls sealed tight. This flesh cocoon has become the bane of my life. Metamorphosis or death, the only freedoms I see. So will I change and face this mirror in self-reflection? Or fucking die internally, all but trapped in trance. |
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53:00 |
Overton Trees
Members | |
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Band members | |
Zachary Kerr | Bass |
Zak Denham | Guitars |
Samuel Hartman | Keyboards |
Austin Lunn | Guitars, Vocals |
Adam Pierce | Drums |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Brian Elliott | Producer, Engineering, Mixing |
Alan Douches | Mastering |
Paul Feldman | Executive producer |
Shawn Ohtani | Additional engineering |
Douglas Graves | Graphic design |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Prelude | 01:28 | |
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2. | Birth of the Pariah | 04:38 | Show lyrics |
scatter the ashes. ra`wach shager. ruins of our lives. salvation by fear. the changing of the hands. self annihilation. with every breath I ingest a thousand razors into my chest. how could liberation and death coincide? ambivalent suicide. behold the cosmic sadist. his veiled allure. the faceless henchman’s baited breath. for the next miserable murder. coerced into guidance. rasha’yad and folly. this caustic coercion. unwarranted conversions. in these arms is solitude. mind and body revolt against my very nature. i face everything alone. a bent knee is a velvet noose. how long will I pray until you cut me loose? the gallows are your gallery. who is my indigent savior? how long will the blind lead the blind? how long will I sleep in oblivion? when will sanity be mine? SHARAH ABADDON: the destroyer. ABYSSUS ABYSSUM INVOCAT. DE PROFUNDIS SHARAH ABADDON. ACCIPERE QUAM FACERE PRAESTAT INJURIAM. when the streets run red with the blood from my chest and the knife finally rests in my hand. | |||
3. | Corpse in the Silo | 06:19 | Show lyrics |
i can feel its decrepit hand. beneath my chin. intent to strangle me. its soft caress. sweet death. free me from the confusion that cripples me. stumbling through oblivion. ’neath the shade of overton trees. drowned myself in cult blood. worshiping the god of sorrow. his victims know him by many a name. in the mouths of the deceased love and hate taste the same. in a sense so serpentine. innocence of a child. endearment like a false hope. adoration benign. one touch of her rotten hand. the vile stench of spiritual death. decayed bride of primal lust. her coffin is her bed. i can see the infirmary in your vapid eyes. you’ve nothing to offer me but toil. you are whore’s breath and royalty. you are cadaver’s saliva and fine oil. your hands un-calloused by labor. sought to bury me in the soil. alight you are in a pyre. for venomous witchery. crying for my hand. a violent task. to strike you down with the rest of the damned. your self-inflicted torture. happy burden on your chest. promiscuous kiss. escape artist. the whore of developmental unrest. your life is an unkept grave with no mourners to see. buried ’neath the autumn harvest. you are a ghost of who you could be. | |||
4. | Virulence | 03:48 | Show lyrics |
every breath caustic air. poisons breach my lips. shackles of skin burn me. lonesome for a world where no one lives. i don’t belong here. next to saints and thieves. i belong amongst a void in an absence of feeling. i must be destroyed. to rest. un-tormented by waking hours. unscathed by uncertainty. never to be taunted by an ambivalent god. to rest. un-tempted by the flesh. unscathed by uncertainty. never to be taunted by an ambivalent god. diem perdidi donatio mortis causa. HATE. HATE. HATE. HATE. we are a legion of vermin. the dominant species, a parasitic race. the time has come for an interregnum. come armageddon. i beg you to come. end this madness. we deserve nothing at all. none but agony. humanity must fall. coerced by nonexistence. my morbid request. into the void. bring us all death. | |||
5. | Overton Trees | 05:53 | Show lyrics |
the scent of oak breathes death into me. but filters out through the hole in my soul. bury me in autumn leaves. my god had left me, or so it seems. barren oak and silent soil, blackened withering artistic toil. enveloped in my drowning narcissism. the winter’s breath just behind me. the evening’s low-lying fog. the amber shroud of overton. sovereign sorrow. desperation leaks from this pen. held dear to its warm hand. the air is burnt and sundown is a breath behind. early. to be forever ensnared in the cold. folly and dread. with my hatred for life and the fear of the noose. it weighs heavily on my head. overton trees. whispering introit. sharpens the pendulum with every swing. a lachrymose line at the brushes tip. it carried me away. blurry gray vision. press your damnation in me. singed smell of october. in a world full of deceivers. lying. bringing in the sheaves. a sermon with an invective tongue. hallow otiose intent. i’m the ghost of a man. i am undead. victimized to repetition. crucified to the past. let every breath be my last. an abode of an ossuary. | |||
6. | Returning to Autumn | 04:29 | Show lyrics |
to welcome the withering. the sweltering has come to an end. burnt and empty just like me. falling into autumn. open up the flood gates. submerging capernaum. we are all messiahs. we are all heretics. it fears me but not my words. nor callousness. nor disgust. buried deep behind my eyes. swells beneath my disguise. it fears me but not my words. nor callousness. nor disgust. in emptiness I reside. the fragile hollow of a beautiful lie. there’s no peace in decay. and in life there is no certainty. there’s no peace in death. not until I can hold it. the serenity that death offers me. the silence of the soil. i’ve bricked and mortared the east gate. there’s no sympathy here. i’d rather writhe in perdition than slip through martyred hands. | |||
7. | The Great Divorce | 04:53 | Show lyrics |
fall into the arms of my phantom limb faith. the gentle touch of christian psychosis. the christ syndrome transitively realized. this masquerade: religious neurosis. savior haematidrosis. swallow the pills. kneel to the cross. pray to the savior. accept my loss. steeples to burn in a world full of heathen. spiritual subservience is the road to ignorance. i commit my self to restless oblivion. to the soul harvest and its scarecrow crucifixion. a life time of love’s labor lost through the stigmata hands of a mandrake savior. anything to feel alive. swallow the pills. fill the void inside. lithium. salt for my wounds. the blank eyed congregation at the sermon of doom. gagged and bound to only our denial. it’s not faith but our willingness to believe that is so vile. ignorance is bliss. even as i am aware I persist. with martyr’s blood wipe away the judas kiss. | |||
8. | The Weakness | 07:43 | Show lyrics |
abandoned in the plains. i have fought my way. through the winter of my sadness. through the desert of my anger. and bereft. circumvention is mine. for a father’s hand is weak. and his love is futile. i have ground my affection in gnashed teeth. and cast away a lifetime of lies. there’s deception in my blood. and in the end you will drown in it. the loss of your first born son. not to death. but the things that you have done. i am the bastard child of a broken heart. and bereavement is all i call my own. forsaken by my blood. i have vanquished armies of men alone. your guidance was currency. your compassion: criticism. your love: abandonment. blackened memory fading. the stains they shine beneath. your compassion. your concern for glamour. stakes great pain in me. a union of mandrake: silent. symptomatic. a cycle complete. repetition is your poison. one adulterous hand. one hand on scripture. the smile of a debtor is in your face. the tongue of a traitor beneath it. you recognize your fear and turn your back to it. you coward. in a moment of clarity. stillborn is the air. our shoulders have become your bier. because you are dead inside. your austere voice and morale. merely a facade for your cowardice. in a home where you play the master. in truth you are the mere apprentice. | |||
9. | To Sleep | 05:59 | Show lyrics |
sinking. broken ribs. heavy behemoth within me. another journey around the sun. useless endeavor. weathered stone. timeless touch. falling into another. hopeless revolution. another journey around the sun. useless endeavor. | |||
45:10 |
Overton Trees
Members | |
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Zachary Kerr | Bass |
Zak Denham | Guitars |
Samuel Hartman | Keyboards |
Austin Lunn | Guitars, Vocals |
Adam Pierce | Drums |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Douglas Graves | Graphic design |
Shawn Ohtani | Additional engineering |
Brian Elliott | Producer, Engineering, Mixing |
Alan Douches | Mastering |
Paul Feldman | Executive producer |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Prelude | 01:28 | |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
2. | Birth of the Pariah | 04:38 | Show lyrics |
scatter the ashes. ra`wach shager. ruins of our lives. salvation by fear. the changing of the hands. self annihilation. with every breath I ingest a thousand razors into my chest. how could liberation and death coincide? ambivalent suicide. behold the cosmic sadist. his veiled allure. the faceless henchman’s baited breath. for the next miserable murder. coerced into guidance. rasha’yad and folly. this caustic coercion. unwarranted conversions. in these arms is solitude. mind and body revolt against my very nature. i face everything alone. a bent knee is a velvet noose. how long will I pray until you cut me loose? the gallows are your gallery. who is my indigent savior? how long will the blind lead the blind? how long will I sleep in oblivion? when will sanity be mine? SHARAH ABADDON: the destroyer. ABYSSUS ABYSSUM INVOCAT. DE PROFUNDIS SHARAH ABADDON. ACCIPERE QUAM FACERE PRAESTAT INJURIAM. when the streets run red with the blood from my chest and the knife finally rests in my hand. | |||
3. | Corpse in the Silo | 06:19 | Show lyrics |
i can feel its decrepit hand. beneath my chin. intent to strangle me. its soft caress. sweet death. free me from the confusion that cripples me. stumbling through oblivion. ’neath the shade of overton trees. drowned myself in cult blood. worshiping the god of sorrow. his victims know him by many a name. in the mouths of the deceased love and hate taste the same. in a sense so serpentine. innocence of a child. endearment like a false hope. adoration benign. one touch of her rotten hand. the vile stench of spiritual death. decayed bride of primal lust. her coffin is her bed. i can see the infirmary in your vapid eyes. you’ve nothing to offer me but toil. you are whore’s breath and royalty. you are cadaver’s saliva and fine oil. your hands un-calloused by labor. sought to bury me in the soil. alight you are in a pyre. for venomous witchery. crying for my hand. a violent task. to strike you down with the rest of the damned. your self-inflicted torture. happy burden on your chest. promiscuous kiss. escape artist. the whore of developmental unrest. your life is an unkept grave with no mourners to see. buried ’neath the autumn harvest. you are a ghost of who you could be. | |||
4. | Virulence | 03:48 | Show lyrics |
every breath caustic air. poisons breach my lips. shackles of skin burn me. lonesome for a world where no one lives. i don’t belong here. next to saints and thieves. i belong amongst a void in an absence of feeling. i must be destroyed. to rest. un-tormented by waking hours. unscathed by uncertainty. never to be taunted by an ambivalent god. to rest. un-tempted by the flesh. unscathed by uncertainty. never to be taunted by an ambivalent god. diem perdidi donatio mortis causa. HATE. HATE. HATE. HATE. we are a legion of vermin. the dominant species, a parasitic race. the time has come for an interregnum. come armageddon. i beg you to come. end this madness. we deserve nothing at all. none but agony. humanity must fall. coerced by nonexistence. my morbid request. into the void. bring us all death. | |||
5. | Overton Trees | 05:53 | Show lyrics |
the scent of oak breathes death into me. but filters out through the hole in my soul. bury me in autumn leaves. my god had left me, or so it seems. barren oak and silent soil, blackened withering artistic toil. enveloped in my drowning narcissism. the winter’s breath just behind me. the evening’s low-lying fog. the amber shroud of overton. sovereign sorrow. desperation leaks from this pen. held dear to its warm hand. the air is burnt and sundown is a breath behind. early. to be forever ensnared in the cold. folly and dread. with my hatred for life and the fear of the noose. it weighs heavily on my head. overton trees. whispering introit. sharpens the pendulum with every swing. a lachrymose line at the brushes tip. it carried me away. blurry gray vision. press your damnation in me. singed smell of october. in a world full of deceivers. lying. bringing in the sheaves. a sermon with an invective tongue. hallow otiose intent. i’m the ghost of a man. i am undead. victimized to repetition. crucified to the past. let every breath be my last. an abode of an ossuary. | |||
6. | Returning to Autumn | 04:29 | Show lyrics |
to welcome the withering. the sweltering has come to an end. burnt and empty just like me. falling into autumn. open up the flood gates. submerging capernaum. we are all messiahs. we are all heretics. it fears me but not my words. nor callousness. nor disgust. buried deep behind my eyes. swells beneath my disguise. it fears me but not my words. nor callousness. nor disgust. in emptiness I reside. the fragile hollow of a beautiful lie. there’s no peace in decay. and in life there is no certainty. there’s no peace in death. not until I can hold it. the serenity that death offers me. the silence of the soil. i’ve bricked and mortared the east gate. there’s no sympathy here. i’d rather writhe in perdition than slip through martyred hands. | |||
7. | The Great Divorce | 04:53 | Show lyrics |
fall into the arms of my phantom limb faith. the gentle touch of christian psychosis. the christ syndrome transitively realized. this masquerade: religious neurosis. savior haematidrosis. swallow the pills. kneel to the cross. pray to the savior. accept my loss. steeples to burn in a world full of heathen. spiritual subservience is the road to ignorance. i commit my self to restless oblivion. to the soul harvest and its scarecrow crucifixion. a life time of love’s labor lost through the stigmata hands of a mandrake savior. anything to feel alive. swallow the pills. fill the void inside. lithium. salt for my wounds. the blank eyed congregation at the sermon of doom. gagged and bound to only our denial. it’s not faith but our willingness to believe that is so vile. ignorance is bliss. even as i am aware I persist. with martyr’s blood wipe away the judas kiss. | |||
8. | The Weakness | 07:43 | Show lyrics |
abandoned in the plains. i have fought my way. through the winter of my sadness. through the desert of my anger. and bereft. circumvention is mine. for a father’s hand is weak. and his love is futile. i have ground my affection in gnashed teeth. and cast away a lifetime of lies. there’s deception in my blood. and in the end you will drown in it. the loss of your first born son. not to death. but the things that you have done. i am the bastard child of a broken heart. and bereavement is all i call my own. forsaken by my blood. i have vanquished armies of men alone. your guidance was currency. your compassion: criticism. your love: abandonment. blackened memory fading. the stains they shine beneath. your compassion. your concern for glamour. stakes great pain in me. a union of mandrake: silent. symptomatic. a cycle complete. repetition is your poison. one adulterous hand. one hand on scripture. the smile of a debtor is in your face. the tongue of a traitor beneath it. you recognize your fear and turn your back to it. you coward. in a moment of clarity. stillborn is the air. our shoulders have become your bier. because you are dead inside. your austere voice and morale. merely a facade for your cowardice. in a home where you play the master. in truth you are the mere apprentice. | |||
9. | To Sleep | 05:59 | Show lyrics |
sinking. broken ribs. heavy behemoth within me. another journey around the sun. useless endeavor. weathered stone. timeless touch. falling into another. hopeless revolution. another journey around the sun. useless endeavor. | |||
45:10 |
Beyond All Light
Members | |
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Band members | |
Josh Mumford | Bass, Vocals (backing) |
Zachary Kerr | Vocals (lead), Bass |
Zak Denham | Guitars, Bass, Mandolin, Violin, Programming (additional) |
Samuel Hartman | Keyboards, Vocals (backing), Saxophone, Programming (additional) |
Chris Smith | Drums, Vocals (backing) |
Guest/Session | |
Hilary Reinen | Vocals (female) (track 2) |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Zak Denham | Mixing |
Brian Lueken | Mastering |
April Fultz | Design (additional) |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Eulerian Path | 07:38 | Show lyrics |
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2. | This Cursed Blood | 05:53 | Show lyrics |
All my failures begging for an end. These false promises becoming anchors Drowning with the hopes of something real. Estranged to this person I’ve become I feel contempt and diseased. Solidifying my hatred of forced existence. Pestilence pulses through my veins Paralyzing me. It keeps me from draining it all. This place I dwell is a hollowed man. Boarded up and black with rot. I dream in better lights with less reflection. Shadows upon shadows cast inside Like death masks piled on until there’s no identity. I know there must be more to me. I raise my eyes upward, into the night. Into the darkness that existed before the light. Downward to death, the foundation of all life. Sigil marked for non-existence. This cursed blood can’t kill what’s already dead inside. It becomes misplaced to those I call friends. As I attempt to terraform this misery. Caustic is my nature. Eroding life around me Self-hatred binds my will to change. As a lion let me drink from blood of your Christ Awaiting salvation with open jaws Shepherding hope into the belly of the beast. Digesting tired faith and shitting out lies I don’t deserve happiness. I haven’t earned the right to self-peace. Preservation through malice is the irony As I’m consumed with thoughts of death. When time comes I’ll enter my forest with no ribbon, just rope. |
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3. | Death Mimics Life | 09:31 | Show lyrics |
Desired by none if not myself. Time spent in ill will and tail in mouth. as every moment proves worse than the last. This broken currency enough to repeat forever. So many mistakes and with those even more regret. A claim of ruined flesh is now ruining me. Endlessly. Yet so many things broken inside and out. I carry the torch you left behind. A charred reminder of how this fucking ends. Eulogy laced with a silver tongue As rind is ripped from the fruit of life Boring out a void And consuming the earth around me. Until there’s no further down to fall. No success worth sharing No markers to prove my worth No words to match the power of yours Only timeless loss. Mimicking your misery Becoming you in death and knowing when it can end. All that bound us was illness. Now it’s only mine to bear. Forgone is this cycle. Endless desire to obtain fulfillment Forgone is the desire to find peace Within something so subhuman. I don’t seek fortune Just acceptance from the dead. Egocentric as dust lining everything Taking claim to age and time. Existence lining the corners of a box Marked for forgiven lies and physical abuse. |
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4. | Abyss | 06:36 | Show lyrics |
Hope slumbers In abyss. Swallowing The light. Long since leaving This world behind. Infrequent and feeble. Bound to its imperfections. Entombed together within this common enemy. Endless search for answers. Together in this void Prodding the kindling anew. Now there’s nothing Left to burn. Nothing else to give. Freedom is a finite being. This decorated cage will wash clean, Its biomass cycles until the ground is gone. Foundations collapsing all around Footprints in the sand, drowning with the tide. Infinity swept away as dreams become denied. There is always something But in the end, its ambivalence has to die. |
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5. | Bountiful Godless Life | 07:36 | Show lyrics |
A sea of hollowed stalks Breaking in the wind. Weathering the torment Without sickle bringing end. Diseased wrought and dying Lusting for the dust. Soil longing to be nourished Selfishly awaiting the rotting husk. In this bountiful godless life! Call to the end. A playwright always has a stop. Burdened by social taboos Nailed to the fucking cross. Ending life before god’s time A testament to true satanic rite. Transcending beyond all light. Illuminated by fire This weakened state Like a temple set ablaze. Tearing at the roots To purge this buried fear. Shedding this christian skin To be reborn in blackest sin! Scorching this field of purgatory Intent on ending this plague. Every grain blanketed by ash As pantheons Dawn a reddish haze. I’ll lay down my arms When everything I know is dead and gone. There is no dying, alone. Only leaving or being left behind. In this bountiful godless life Nothing is forbidden. Doing what must be done through self-annihilation. No honor in existing for others. Everyone will fail you, in due time. Fear no man, or god As you walk away from the sun. |
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6. | Forever Night | 09:16 | Show lyrics |
This is not existence. It was never meant to be. Rehabilitation by domination. Humility. Depravity. Cuts made to remove physical beauty. Forever reminders of what I have become. Infinite as memories, until forgotten. Not cured of this pain, Just removed from its presence. Hope hollowed out. Filled in with negativity. Laid to rest within this concrete womb. Feeding me lies and false hopes. Numbered and cataloged Within this mother I abhor. Nurtured with the waste of this world. Rotting alive. Forever night. Forced christ Forcing worthless life. Failing me like humanity failed you. Martyred for the ease of affection. Helplessly abused by the words of change. There is nothing we can do to heal this wound Terminally nurtured from birth. Shedding this christian skin To be reborn in blackest sin! Steeple laid to waste Like the moments leading me here. Bell tarnished in the charred remains. Patina takes its toll. Everything is elemental loss. Hanging like the fool on the cross. Wound with twine of death. Eternity begins with a single step. This is the first of the last. This moment bound forever. What’s cursed must die. And it’s only getting worse. I beg for your forgiveness. I wish you knew The hell inside my head. Every dream I’ve ever had has died But soon enough I’ll get it right. On my terms In my own light. Energy returns to the universe. Forever night. |
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46:30 |
Beyond All Light
Members | |
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Samuel Hartman | Vocals (backing), Saxophone, Programming (additional), Keyboards |
Zachary Kerr | Vocals (lead), Bass |
Zak Denham | Guitars, Bass, Mandolin, Violin, Programming (additional) |
Chris Smith | Drums, Vocals (backing) |
Josh Mumford | Bass, Vocals (backing) |
Guest/Session | |
Hilary Reinen | Vocals (female) (track 2) |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Brian Lueken | Mastering |
April Fultz | Design (additional) |
Zak Denham | Mixing |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Eulerian Path | 07:38 | Show lyrics |
Twilight and high tide. Drowning myself in the darkness. God’s light removed. Innocence lost in the current. Born from the stars of a different hemisphere I am the black flame Swallower of light. Abuse to photosynthesize. Fictitious peace blooming in distress. Morning glory mourning through Vegetation whispered lullabies. Looming dawn tearing at the night. Zasas! The world tree’s void is my seed embracing ideation fantasy. Prayers/pleads/screams Nowhere to hide but eternal night. In reflection, through taking the helm Divine presence deceased Truth within this solitude No trinity, only me. Violence, heralding in a new path. A new era of unrelenting woe Imprisoned within my caustic flesh. A sentence not placated by time. Abandoned and misled from life. No guided path back from sacrifice. |
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2. | This Cursed Blood | 05:53 | Show lyrics |
All my failures begging for an end. These false promises becoming anchors Drowning with the hopes of something real. Estranged to this person I’ve become I feel contempt and diseased. Solidifying my hatred of forced existence. Pestilence pulses through my veins Paralyzing me. It keeps me from draining it all. This place I dwell is a hollowed man. Boarded up and black with rot. I dream in better lights with less reflection. Shadows upon shadows cast inside Like death masks piled on until there’s no identity. I know there must be more to me. I raise my eyes upward, into the night. Into the darkness that existed before the light. Downward to death, the foundation of all life. Sigil marked for non-existence. This cursed blood can’t kill what’s already dead inside. It becomes misplaced to those I call friends. As I attempt to terraform this misery. Caustic is my nature. Eroding life around me Self-hatred binds my will to change. As a lion let me drink from blood of your Christ Awaiting salvation with open jaws Shepherding hope into the belly of the beast. Digesting tired faith and shitting out lies I don’t deserve happiness. I haven’t earned the right to self-peace. Preservation through malice is the irony As I’m consumed with thoughts of death. When time comes I’ll enter my forest with no ribbon, just rope. |
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3. | Death Mimics Life | 09:31 | Show lyrics |
Desired by none if not myself. Time spent in ill will and tail in mouth. as every moment proves worse than the last. This broken currency enough to repeat forever. So many mistakes and with those even more regret. A claim of ruined flesh is now ruining me. Endlessly. Yet so many things broken inside and out. I carry the torch you left behind. A charred reminder of how this fucking ends. Eulogy laced with a silver tongue As rind is ripped from the fruit of life Boring out a void And consuming the earth around me. Until there’s no further down to fall. No success worth sharing No markers to prove my worth No words to match the power of yours Only timeless loss. Mimicking your misery Becoming you in death and knowing when it can end. All that bound us was illness. Now it’s only mine to bear. Forgone is this cycle. Endless desire to obtain fulfillment Forgone is the desire to find peace Within something so subhuman. I don’t seek fortune Just acceptance from the dead. Egocentric as dust lining everything Taking claim to age and time. Existence lining the corners of a box Marked for forgiven lies and physical abuse. |
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Side B | |||
4. | Abyss | 06:36 | Show lyrics |
Hope slumbers In abyss. Swallowing The light. Long since leaving This world behind. Infrequent and feeble. Bound to its imperfections. Entombed together within this common enemy. Endless search for answers. Together in this void Prodding the kindling anew. Now there’s nothing Left to burn. Nothing else to give. Freedom is a finite being. This decorated cage will wash clean, Its biomass cycles until the ground is gone. Foundations collapsing all around Footprints in the sand, drowning with the tide. Infinity swept away as dreams become denied. There is always something But in the end, its ambivalence has to die. |
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5. | Bountiful Godless Life | 07:36 | Show lyrics |
A sea of hollowed stalks Breaking in the wind. Weathering the torment Without sickle bringing end. Diseased wrought and dying Lusting for the dust. Soil longing to be nourished Selfishly awaiting the rotting husk. In this bountiful godless life! Call to the end. A playwright always has a stop. Burdened by social taboos Nailed to the fucking cross. Ending life before god’s time A testament to true satanic rite. Transcending beyond all light. Illuminated by fire This weakened state Like a temple set ablaze. Tearing at the roots To purge this buried fear. Shedding this christian skin To be reborn in blackest sin! Scorching this field of purgatory Intent on ending this plague. Every grain blanketed by ash As pantheons Dawn a reddish haze. I’ll lay down my arms When everything I know is dead and gone. There is no dying, alone. Only leaving or being left behind. In this bountiful godless life Nothing is forbidden. Doing what must be done through self-annihilation. No honor in existing for others. Everyone will fail you, in due time. Fear no man, or god As you walk away from the sun. |
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6. | Forever Night | 09:16 | Show lyrics |
This is not existence. It was never meant to be. Rehabilitation by domination. Humility. Depravity. Cuts made to remove physical beauty. Forever reminders of what I have become. Infinite as memories, until forgotten. Not cured of this pain, Just removed from its presence. Hope hollowed out. Filled in with negativity. Laid to rest within this concrete womb. Feeding me lies and false hopes. Numbered and cataloged Within this mother I abhor. Nurtured with the waste of this world. Rotting alive. Forever night. Forced christ Forcing worthless life. Failing me like humanity failed you. Martyred for the ease of affection. Helplessly abused by the words of change. There is nothing we can do to heal this wound Terminally nurtured from birth. Shedding this christian skin To be reborn in blackest sin! Steeple laid to waste Like the moments leading me here. Bell tarnished in the charred remains. Patina takes its toll. Everything is elemental loss. Hanging like the fool on the cross. Wound with twine of death. Eternity begins with a single step. This is the first of the last. This moment bound forever. What’s cursed must die. And it’s only getting worse. I beg for your forgiveness. I wish you knew The hell inside my head. Every dream I’ve ever had has died But soon enough I’ll get it right. On my terms In my own light. Energy returns to the universe. Forever night. |
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46:30 |
Beyond All Light
Members | |
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Samuel Hartman | Vocals (backing), Saxophone, Programming (additional), Keyboards |
Zachary Kerr | Vocals (lead), Bass |
Zak Denham | Guitars, Bass, Mandolin, Violin, Programming (additional) |
Chris Smith | Drums, Vocals (backing) |
Josh Mumford | Bass, Vocals (backing) |
Guest/Session | |
Hilary Reinen | Vocals (female) (track 2) |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Brian Lueken | Mastering |
April Fultz | Design (additional) |
Zak Denham | Mixing |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Eulerian Path | 07:38 | Show lyrics |
Twilight and high tide. Drowning myself in the darkness. God’s light removed. Innocence lost in the current. Born from the stars of a different hemisphere I am the black flame Swallower of light. Abuse to photosynthesize. Fictitious peace blooming in distress. Morning glory mourning through Vegetation whispered lullabies. Looming dawn tearing at the night. Zasas! The world tree’s void is my seed embracing ideation fantasy. Prayers/pleads/screams Nowhere to hide but eternal night. In reflection, through taking the helm Divine presence deceased Truth within this solitude No trinity, only me. Violence, heralding in a new path. A new era of unrelenting woe Imprisoned within my caustic flesh. A sentence not placated by time. Abandoned and misled from life. No guided path back from sacrifice. |
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2. | This Cursed Blood | 05:53 | Show lyrics |
All my failures begging for an end. These false promises becoming anchors Drowning with the hopes of something real. Estranged to this person I’ve become I feel contempt and diseased. Solidifying my hatred of forced existence. Pestilence pulses through my veins Paralyzing me. It keeps me from draining it all. This place I dwell is a hollowed man. Boarded up and black with rot. I dream in better lights with less reflection. Shadows upon shadows cast inside Like death masks piled on until there’s no identity. I know there must be more to me. I raise my eyes upward, into the night. Into the darkness that existed before the light. Downward to death, the foundation of all life. Sigil marked for non-existence. This cursed blood can’t kill what’s already dead inside. It becomes misplaced to those I call friends. As I attempt to terraform this misery. Caustic is my nature. Eroding life around me Self-hatred binds my will to change. As a lion let me drink from blood of your Christ Awaiting salvation with open jaws Shepherding hope into the belly of the beast. Digesting tired faith and shitting out lies I don’t deserve happiness. I haven’t earned the right to self-peace. Preservation through malice is the irony As I’m consumed with thoughts of death. When time comes I’ll enter my forest with no ribbon, just rope. |
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3. | Death Mimics Life | 09:31 | Show lyrics |
Desired by none if not myself. Time spent in ill will and tail in mouth. as every moment proves worse than the last. This broken currency enough to repeat forever. So many mistakes and with those even more regret. A claim of ruined flesh is now ruining me. Endlessly. Yet so many things broken inside and out. I carry the torch you left behind. A charred reminder of how this fucking ends. Eulogy laced with a silver tongue As rind is ripped from the fruit of life Boring out a void And consuming the earth around me. Until there’s no further down to fall. No success worth sharing No markers to prove my worth No words to match the power of yours Only timeless loss. Mimicking your misery Becoming you in death and knowing when it can end. All that bound us was illness. Now it’s only mine to bear. Forgone is this cycle. Endless desire to obtain fulfillment Forgone is the desire to find peace Within something so subhuman. I don’t seek fortune Just acceptance from the dead. Egocentric as dust lining everything Taking claim to age and time. Existence lining the corners of a box Marked for forgiven lies and physical abuse. |
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4. | Abyss | 06:36 | Show lyrics |
Hope slumbers In abyss. Swallowing The light. Long since leaving This world behind. Infrequent and feeble. Bound to its imperfections. Entombed together within this common enemy. Endless search for answers. Together in this void Prodding the kindling anew. Now there’s nothing Left to burn. Nothing else to give. Freedom is a finite being. This decorated cage will wash clean, Its biomass cycles until the ground is gone. Foundations collapsing all around Footprints in the sand, drowning with the tide. Infinity swept away as dreams become denied. There is always something But in the end, its ambivalence has to die. |
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5. | Bountiful Godless Life | 07:36 | Show lyrics |
A sea of hollowed stalks Breaking in the wind. Weathering the torment Without sickle bringing end. Diseased wrought and dying Lusting for the dust. Soil longing to be nourished Selfishly awaiting the rotting husk. In this bountiful godless life! Call to the end. A playwright always has a stop. Burdened by social taboos Nailed to the fucking cross. Ending life before god’s time A testament to true satanic rite. Transcending beyond all light. Illuminated by fire This weakened state Like a temple set ablaze. Tearing at the roots To purge this buried fear. Shedding this christian skin To be reborn in blackest sin! Scorching this field of purgatory Intent on ending this plague. Every grain blanketed by ash As pantheons Dawn a reddish haze. I’ll lay down my arms When everything I know is dead and gone. There is no dying, alone. Only leaving or being left behind. In this bountiful godless life Nothing is forbidden. Doing what must be done through self-annihilation. No honor in existing for others. Everyone will fail you, in due time. Fear no man, or god As you walk away from the sun. |
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6. | Forever Night | 09:16 | Show lyrics |
This is not existence. It was never meant to be. Rehabilitation by domination. Humility. Depravity. Cuts made to remove physical beauty. Forever reminders of what I have become. Infinite as memories, until forgotten. Not cured of this pain, Just removed from its presence. Hope hollowed out. Filled in with negativity. Laid to rest within this concrete womb. Feeding me lies and false hopes. Numbered and cataloged Within this mother I abhor. Nurtured with the waste of this world. Rotting alive. Forever night. Forced christ Forcing worthless life. Failing me like humanity failed you. Martyred for the ease of affection. Helplessly abused by the words of change. There is nothing we can do to heal this wound Terminally nurtured from birth. Shedding this christian skin To be reborn in blackest sin! Steeple laid to waste Like the moments leading me here. Bell tarnished in the charred remains. Patina takes its toll. Everything is elemental loss. Hanging like the fool on the cross. Wound with twine of death. Eternity begins with a single step. This is the first of the last. This moment bound forever. What’s cursed must die. And it’s only getting worse. I beg for your forgiveness. I wish you knew The hell inside my head. Every dream I’ve ever had has died But soon enough I’ll get it right. On my terms In my own light. Energy returns to the universe. Forever night. |
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46:30 |
Beyond All Light
Members | |
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Samuel Hartman | Vocals (backing), Saxophone, Programming (additional), Keyboards |
Zachary Kerr | Vocals (lead), Bass |
Zak Denham | Guitars, Bass, Mandolin, Violin, Programming (additional) |
Chris Smith | Drums, Vocals (backing) |
Josh Mumford | Bass, Vocals (backing) |
Guest/Session | |
Hilary Reinen | Vocals (female) (track 2) |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Brian Lueken | Mastering |
April Fultz | Design (additional) |
Zak Denham | Mixing |
Tracks | |||
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Side A | |||
1. | Eulerian Path | 07:38 | Show lyrics |
Twilight and high tide. Drowning myself in the darkness. God’s light removed. Innocence lost in the current. Born from the stars of a different hemisphere I am the black flame Swallower of light. Abuse to photosynthesize. Fictitious peace blooming in distress. Morning glory mourning through Vegetation whispered lullabies. Looming dawn tearing at the night. Zasas! The world tree’s void is my seed embracing ideation fantasy. Prayers/pleads/screams Nowhere to hide but eternal night. In reflection, through taking the helm Divine presence deceased Truth within this solitude No trinity, only me. Violence, heralding in a new path. A new era of unrelenting woe Imprisoned within my caustic flesh. A sentence not placated by time. Abandoned and misled from life. No guided path back from sacrifice. |
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2. | This Cursed Blood | 05:53 | Show lyrics |
All my failures begging for an end. These false promises becoming anchors Drowning with the hopes of something real. Estranged to this person I’ve become I feel contempt and diseased. Solidifying my hatred of forced existence. Pestilence pulses through my veins Paralyzing me. It keeps me from draining it all. This place I dwell is a hollowed man. Boarded up and black with rot. I dream in better lights with less reflection. Shadows upon shadows cast inside Like death masks piled on until there’s no identity. I know there must be more to me. I raise my eyes upward, into the night. Into the darkness that existed before the light. Downward to death, the foundation of all life. Sigil marked for non-existence. This cursed blood can’t kill what’s already dead inside. It becomes misplaced to those I call friends. As I attempt to terraform this misery. Caustic is my nature. Eroding life around me Self-hatred binds my will to change. As a lion let me drink from blood of your Christ Awaiting salvation with open jaws Shepherding hope into the belly of the beast. Digesting tired faith and shitting out lies I don’t deserve happiness. I haven’t earned the right to self-peace. Preservation through malice is the irony As I’m consumed with thoughts of death. When time comes I’ll enter my forest with no ribbon, just rope. |
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3. | Death Mimics Life | 09:31 | Show lyrics |
Desired by none if not myself. Time spent in ill will and tail in mouth. as every moment proves worse than the last. This broken currency enough to repeat forever. So many mistakes and with those even more regret. A claim of ruined flesh is now ruining me. Endlessly. Yet so many things broken inside and out. I carry the torch you left behind. A charred reminder of how this fucking ends. Eulogy laced with a silver tongue As rind is ripped from the fruit of life Boring out a void And consuming the earth around me. Until there’s no further down to fall. No success worth sharing No markers to prove my worth No words to match the power of yours Only timeless loss. Mimicking your misery Becoming you in death and knowing when it can end. All that bound us was illness. Now it’s only mine to bear. Forgone is this cycle. Endless desire to obtain fulfillment Forgone is the desire to find peace Within something so subhuman. I don’t seek fortune Just acceptance from the dead. Egocentric as dust lining everything Taking claim to age and time. Existence lining the corners of a box Marked for forgiven lies and physical abuse. |
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Side B | |||
4. | Abyss | 06:36 | Show lyrics |
Hope slumbers In abyss. Swallowing The light. Long since leaving This world behind. Infrequent and feeble. Bound to its imperfections. Entombed together within this common enemy. Endless search for answers. Together in this void Prodding the kindling anew. Now there’s nothing Left to burn. Nothing else to give. Freedom is a finite being. This decorated cage will wash clean, Its biomass cycles until the ground is gone. Foundations collapsing all around Footprints in the sand, drowning with the tide. Infinity swept away as dreams become denied. There is always something But in the end, its ambivalence has to die. |
|||
5. | Bountiful Godless Life | 07:36 | Show lyrics |
A sea of hollowed stalks Breaking in the wind. Weathering the torment Without sickle bringing end. Diseased wrought and dying Lusting for the dust. Soil longing to be nourished Selfishly awaiting the rotting husk. In this bountiful godless life! Call to the end. A playwright always has a stop. Burdened by social taboos Nailed to the fucking cross. Ending life before god’s time A testament to true satanic rite. Transcending beyond all light. Illuminated by fire This weakened state Like a temple set ablaze. Tearing at the roots To purge this buried fear. Shedding this christian skin To be reborn in blackest sin! Scorching this field of purgatory Intent on ending this plague. Every grain blanketed by ash As pantheons Dawn a reddish haze. I’ll lay down my arms When everything I know is dead and gone. There is no dying, alone. Only leaving or being left behind. In this bountiful godless life Nothing is forbidden. Doing what must be done through self-annihilation. No honor in existing for others. Everyone will fail you, in due time. Fear no man, or god As you walk away from the sun. |
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6. | Forever Night | 09:16 | Show lyrics |
This is not existence. It was never meant to be. Rehabilitation by domination. Humility. Depravity. Cuts made to remove physical beauty. Forever reminders of what I have become. Infinite as memories, until forgotten. Not cured of this pain, Just removed from its presence. Hope hollowed out. Filled in with negativity. Laid to rest within this concrete womb. Feeding me lies and false hopes. Numbered and cataloged Within this mother I abhor. Nurtured with the waste of this world. Rotting alive. Forever night. Forced christ Forcing worthless life. Failing me like humanity failed you. Martyred for the ease of affection. Helplessly abused by the words of change. There is nothing we can do to heal this wound Terminally nurtured from birth. Shedding this christian skin To be reborn in blackest sin! Steeple laid to waste Like the moments leading me here. Bell tarnished in the charred remains. Patina takes its toll. Everything is elemental loss. Hanging like the fool on the cross. Wound with twine of death. Eternity begins with a single step. This is the first of the last. This moment bound forever. What’s cursed must die. And it’s only getting worse. I beg for your forgiveness. I wish you knew The hell inside my head. Every dream I’ve ever had has died But soon enough I’ll get it right. On my terms In my own light. Energy returns to the universe. Forever night. |
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46:30 |
Beyond All Light
Members | |
---|---|
Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Samuel Hartman | Vocals (backing), Saxophone, Programming (additional), Keyboards |
Zachary Kerr | Vocals (lead), Bass |
Zak Denham | Guitars, Bass, Mandolin, Violin, Programming (additional) |
Chris Smith | Drums, Vocals (backing) |
Josh Mumford | Bass, Vocals (backing) |
Guest/Session | |
Hilary Reinen | Vocals (female) (track 2) |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Brian Lueken | Mastering |
April Fultz | Design (additional) |
Zak Denham | Mixing |
Tracks | |||
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Side A | |||
1. | Eulerian Path | 07:38 | Show lyrics |
Twilight and high tide. Drowning myself in the darkness. God’s light removed. Innocence lost in the current. Born from the stars of a different hemisphere I am the black flame Swallower of light. Abuse to photosynthesize. Fictitious peace blooming in distress. Morning glory mourning through Vegetation whispered lullabies. Looming dawn tearing at the night. Zasas! The world tree’s void is my seed embracing ideation fantasy. Prayers/pleads/screams Nowhere to hide but eternal night. In reflection, through taking the helm Divine presence deceased Truth within this solitude No trinity, only me. Violence, heralding in a new path. A new era of unrelenting woe Imprisoned within my caustic flesh. A sentence not placated by time. Abandoned and misled from life. No guided path back from sacrifice. |
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2. | This Cursed Blood | 05:53 | Show lyrics |
All my failures begging for an end. These false promises becoming anchors Drowning with the hopes of something real. Estranged to this person I’ve become I feel contempt and diseased. Solidifying my hatred of forced existence. Pestilence pulses through my veins Paralyzing me. It keeps me from draining it all. This place I dwell is a hollowed man. Boarded up and black with rot. I dream in better lights with less reflection. Shadows upon shadows cast inside Like death masks piled on until there’s no identity. I know there must be more to me. I raise my eyes upward, into the night. Into the darkness that existed before the light. Downward to death, the foundation of all life. Sigil marked for non-existence. This cursed blood can’t kill what’s already dead inside. It becomes misplaced to those I call friends. As I attempt to terraform this misery. Caustic is my nature. Eroding life around me Self-hatred binds my will to change. As a lion let me drink from blood of your Christ Awaiting salvation with open jaws Shepherding hope into the belly of the beast. Digesting tired faith and shitting out lies I don’t deserve happiness. I haven’t earned the right to self-peace. Preservation through malice is the irony As I’m consumed with thoughts of death. When time comes I’ll enter my forest with no ribbon, just rope. |
|||
3. | Death Mimics Life | 09:31 | Show lyrics |
Desired by none if not myself. Time spent in ill will and tail in mouth. as every moment proves worse than the last. This broken currency enough to repeat forever. So many mistakes and with those even more regret. A claim of ruined flesh is now ruining me. Endlessly. Yet so many things broken inside and out. I carry the torch you left behind. A charred reminder of how this fucking ends. Eulogy laced with a silver tongue As rind is ripped from the fruit of life Boring out a void And consuming the earth around me. Until there’s no further down to fall. No success worth sharing No markers to prove my worth No words to match the power of yours Only timeless loss. Mimicking your misery Becoming you in death and knowing when it can end. All that bound us was illness. Now it’s only mine to bear. Forgone is this cycle. Endless desire to obtain fulfillment Forgone is the desire to find peace Within something so subhuman. I don’t seek fortune Just acceptance from the dead. Egocentric as dust lining everything Taking claim to age and time. Existence lining the corners of a box Marked for forgiven lies and physical abuse. |
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Side B | |||
4. | Abyss | 06:36 | Show lyrics |
Hope slumbers In abyss. Swallowing The light. Long since leaving This world behind. Infrequent and feeble. Bound to its imperfections. Entombed together within this common enemy. Endless search for answers. Together in this void Prodding the kindling anew. Now there’s nothing Left to burn. Nothing else to give. Freedom is a finite being. This decorated cage will wash clean, Its biomass cycles until the ground is gone. Foundations collapsing all around Footprints in the sand, drowning with the tide. Infinity swept away as dreams become denied. There is always something But in the end, its ambivalence has to die. |
|||
5. | Bountiful Godless Life | 07:36 | Show lyrics |
A sea of hollowed stalks Breaking in the wind. Weathering the torment Without sickle bringing end. Diseased wrought and dying Lusting for the dust. Soil longing to be nourished Selfishly awaiting the rotting husk. In this bountiful godless life! Call to the end. A playwright always has a stop. Burdened by social taboos Nailed to the fucking cross. Ending life before god’s time A testament to true satanic rite. Transcending beyond all light. Illuminated by fire This weakened state Like a temple set ablaze. Tearing at the roots To purge this buried fear. Shedding this christian skin To be reborn in blackest sin! Scorching this field of purgatory Intent on ending this plague. Every grain blanketed by ash As pantheons Dawn a reddish haze. I’ll lay down my arms When everything I know is dead and gone. There is no dying, alone. Only leaving or being left behind. In this bountiful godless life Nothing is forbidden. Doing what must be done through self-annihilation. No honor in existing for others. Everyone will fail you, in due time. Fear no man, or god As you walk away from the sun. |
|||
6. | Forever Night | 09:16 | Show lyrics |
This is not existence. It was never meant to be. Rehabilitation by domination. Humility. Depravity. Cuts made to remove physical beauty. Forever reminders of what I have become. Infinite as memories, until forgotten. Not cured of this pain, Just removed from its presence. Hope hollowed out. Filled in with negativity. Laid to rest within this concrete womb. Feeding me lies and false hopes. Numbered and cataloged Within this mother I abhor. Nurtured with the waste of this world. Rotting alive. Forever night. Forced christ Forcing worthless life. Failing me like humanity failed you. Martyred for the ease of affection. Helplessly abused by the words of change. There is nothing we can do to heal this wound Terminally nurtured from birth. Shedding this christian skin To be reborn in blackest sin! Steeple laid to waste Like the moments leading me here. Bell tarnished in the charred remains. Patina takes its toll. Everything is elemental loss. Hanging like the fool on the cross. Wound with twine of death. Eternity begins with a single step. This is the first of the last. This moment bound forever. What’s cursed must die. And it’s only getting worse. I beg for your forgiveness. I wish you knew The hell inside my head. Every dream I’ve ever had has died But soon enough I’ll get it right. On my terms In my own light. Energy returns to the universe. Forever night. |
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46:30 |
Beyond All Light
Members | |
---|---|
Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Zachary Kerr | Vocals (lead), Bass |
Samuel Hartman | Vocals (backing), Saxophone, Programming (additional), Keyboards |
Zak Denham | Guitars, Bass, Mandolin, Violin, Programming (additional) |
Chris Smith | Drums, Vocals (backing) |
Josh Mumford | Bass, Vocals (backing) |
Guest/Session | |
Hilary Reinen | Vocals (female) (track 2) |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Brian Lueken | Mastering |
April Fultz | Design (additional) |
Zak Denham | Mixing |
Tracks | |||
---|---|---|---|
Side A | |||
1. | Eulerian Path | 07:38 | Show lyrics |
Twilight and high tide. Drowning myself in the darkness. God’s light removed. Innocence lost in the current. Born from the stars of a different hemisphere I am the black flame Swallower of light. Abuse to photosynthesize. Fictitious peace blooming in distress. Morning glory mourning through Vegetation whispered lullabies. Looming dawn tearing at the night. Zasas! The world tree’s void is my seed embracing ideation fantasy. Prayers/pleads/screams Nowhere to hide but eternal night. In reflection, through taking the helm Divine presence deceased Truth within this solitude No trinity, only me. Violence, heralding in a new path. A new era of unrelenting woe Imprisoned within my caustic flesh. A sentence not placated by time. Abandoned and misled from life. No guided path back from sacrifice. |
|||
2. | This Cursed Blood | 05:53 | Show lyrics |
All my failures begging for an end. These false promises becoming anchors Drowning with the hopes of something real. Estranged to this person I’ve become I feel contempt and diseased. Solidifying my hatred of forced existence. Pestilence pulses through my veins Paralyzing me. It keeps me from draining it all. This place I dwell is a hollowed man. Boarded up and black with rot. I dream in better lights with less reflection. Shadows upon shadows cast inside Like death masks piled on until there’s no identity. I know there must be more to me. I raise my eyes upward, into the night. Into the darkness that existed before the light. Downward to death, the foundation of all life. Sigil marked for non-existence. This cursed blood can’t kill what’s already dead inside. It becomes misplaced to those I call friends. As I attempt to terraform this misery. Caustic is my nature. Eroding life around me Self-hatred binds my will to change. As a lion let me drink from blood of your Christ Awaiting salvation with open jaws Shepherding hope into the belly of the beast. Digesting tired faith and shitting out lies I don’t deserve happiness. I haven’t earned the right to self-peace. Preservation through malice is the irony As I’m consumed with thoughts of death. When time comes I’ll enter my forest with no ribbon, just rope. |
|||
3. | Death Mimics Life | 09:31 | Show lyrics |
Desired by none if not myself. Time spent in ill will and tail in mouth. as every moment proves worse than the last. This broken currency enough to repeat forever. So many mistakes and with those even more regret. A claim of ruined flesh is now ruining me. Endlessly. Yet so many things broken inside and out. I carry the torch you left behind. A charred reminder of how this fucking ends. Eulogy laced with a silver tongue As rind is ripped from the fruit of life Boring out a void And consuming the earth around me. Until there’s no further down to fall. No success worth sharing No markers to prove my worth No words to match the power of yours Only timeless loss. Mimicking your misery Becoming you in death and knowing when it can end. All that bound us was illness. Now it’s only mine to bear. Forgone is this cycle. Endless desire to obtain fulfillment Forgone is the desire to find peace Within something so subhuman. I don’t seek fortune Just acceptance from the dead. Egocentric as dust lining everything Taking claim to age and time. Existence lining the corners of a box Marked for forgiven lies and physical abuse. |
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Side B | |||
4. | Abyss | 06:36 | Show lyrics |
Hope slumbers In abyss. Swallowing The light. Long since leaving This world behind. Infrequent and feeble. Bound to its imperfections. Entombed together within this common enemy. Endless search for answers. Together in this void Prodding the kindling anew. Now there’s nothing Left to burn. Nothing else to give. Freedom is a finite being. This decorated cage will wash clean, Its biomass cycles until the ground is gone. Foundations collapsing all around Footprints in the sand, drowning with the tide. Infinity swept away as dreams become denied. There is always something But in the end, its ambivalence has to die. |
|||
5. | Bountiful Godless Life | 07:36 | Show lyrics |
A sea of hollowed stalks Breaking in the wind. Weathering the torment Without sickle bringing end. Diseased wrought and dying Lusting for the dust. Soil longing to be nourished Selfishly awaiting the rotting husk. In this bountiful godless life! Call to the end. A playwright always has a stop. Burdened by social taboos Nailed to the fucking cross. Ending life before god’s time A testament to true satanic rite. Transcending beyond all light. Illuminated by fire This weakened state Like a temple set ablaze. Tearing at the roots To purge this buried fear. Shedding this christian skin To be reborn in blackest sin! Scorching this field of purgatory Intent on ending this plague. Every grain blanketed by ash As pantheons Dawn a reddish haze. I’ll lay down my arms When everything I know is dead and gone. There is no dying, alone. Only leaving or being left behind. In this bountiful godless life Nothing is forbidden. Doing what must be done through self-annihilation. No honor in existing for others. Everyone will fail you, in due time. Fear no man, or god As you walk away from the sun. |
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6. | Forever Night | 09:16 | Show lyrics |
This is not existence. It was never meant to be. Rehabilitation by domination. Humility. Depravity. Cuts made to remove physical beauty. Forever reminders of what I have become. Infinite as memories, until forgotten. Not cured of this pain, Just removed from its presence. Hope hollowed out. Filled in with negativity. Laid to rest within this concrete womb. Feeding me lies and false hopes. Numbered and cataloged Within this mother I abhor. Nurtured with the waste of this world. Rotting alive. Forever night. Forced christ Forcing worthless life. Failing me like humanity failed you. Martyred for the ease of affection. Helplessly abused by the words of change. There is nothing we can do to heal this wound Terminally nurtured from birth. Shedding this christian skin To be reborn in blackest sin! Steeple laid to waste Like the moments leading me here. Bell tarnished in the charred remains. Patina takes its toll. Everything is elemental loss. Hanging like the fool on the cross. Wound with twine of death. Eternity begins with a single step. This is the first of the last. This moment bound forever. What’s cursed must die. And it’s only getting worse. I beg for your forgiveness. I wish you knew The hell inside my head. Every dream I’ve ever had has died But soon enough I’ll get it right. On my terms In my own light. Energy returns to the universe. Forever night. |
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46:30 |
Peripeteia
Members | |
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Band members | |
Zachary Kerr | Vocals, Lyrics |
Zak Denham | Guitars, Keyboards, Synthesizers, Programming, Songwriting |
Samuel Hartman | Keyboards, Synthesizers, Saxophone (alto), Programming (additional) |
Josh Mumford | Bass |
Guest/Session | |
Jake Denham | Organ (track 6) |
Cody McCoy | Drums |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Zak Denham | Producer, Recording, Engineering, Mixing, Mastering |
Matt Leigh | Engineering |
Ryan Patterson | Layout, Design |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Transparent - | 01:36 | Show lyrics |
Every prism is a prison within this black mirror ....and I am all but trapped in trance. Lost within this illusion of light, malformed disdain staring back at me. Weak within my presence. ....and I am all but trapped in trance. At every angle, I’ve become my undoing. This defective form to watch in past tense, so much so, that my stains are stationary. ....and I’m all but trapped in trance. Existence shaped in lies and shit I know what I’ve done and hate what I’ve become. |
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2. | Disgust & Remorse, Pt I | 05:07 | Show lyrics |
There are no spectrums of hope here, only fragments of past loss in this pane. Particles of self in negative reflections. Acceptance, like light, that failed to meet these eyes. My wound is self disgust, bored out by my matriarch. Made to control my life. Encompassing and consuming me. Its void isn’t deep enough to crawl inside. So I become its surface, forcing it to reside beneath me, in attempt to hide my true nature. The man behind this mask, a total sum of all your failures. Depression now leads me by the leash. This hollowed body heels and licks the wounds. Control lust, nurtured by deception. Marionette born breech, botched death began this life sentence. With no light to guide me and stripped of all defenses. I remain in your image: A lie. I remain perfect in your imagination: A lie. A virtual projection - punished for pasts - not lived my me. This reflective version of atoms is not my story. As this rib is not my own. Stop blaming me. |
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3. | Disgust & Remorse, Pt II | 07:54 | Show lyrics |
For so long I’ve hated this reflection. I’ve disfigured myself to lose sight of you. For so long I’ve begged for an end to this story. All the while it’s been me with the pen in my hand. My greatest weakness is my strongest enemy. Always coming back to level me. Perceptions and fluctuations. Illusions of failures. I was born to everything I hate. I’ve never been enough. I’ve never done enough. A lack of actions: my grand declaration. Without the ownership of guilt I have nothing left to cling to. Yet this matter keeps me captive. If life has turned to penance, then no more fleeting moments. I’ll burn my world and all I love to be at peace without your pity. If this is the sum of it all, then the moments leading me here have led me astray. That which is crying should also be dead As peace is a distant lullaby for the fragile and the weak. Taught to hate myself, through hating you. Lessons in humility by watching you. You’ve fucked my life for far too long. Let me live my own regret. |
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4. | 5306 Morningside | 05:14 | Show lyrics |
In these halls I wept as great deceivers bow and lose the head. Your time the corpse and mine the earthly shroud. Topside of this crooked life it’s all just dirt. I was born to cover up your scent. The muck of life on the back of death. To fail each other now is to occupy the moments in between our lies. As Judas, I’d single you out and gladly hang. My life has always been one step above the grave. You created this Christ-like life. You wanted something born to break Something wrong to save. Held breath in the lungs of hate. The exhale, the faithless chant, foundations built on sand. Only one set of footsteps in my past If not myself then no one No God to give me light! No crutch-shaped cross in my hand. No idols or words of worship from these lips. No past atonements for my actions. All I see is you in these eyes: hideous, most precious, and closest to home. The rough side of a polished mask is my true self. To wear away the shame of lineage in these veins. I surrender no light in this shit life. I hear your words on dated lies. You always provoked the best in me by showing me the worst of you. |
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5. | Night Skies over Nothingness | 09:27 | Show lyrics |
It’s time to snuff this torch of yours. I’ve held on for far too long. Let the embers fade and pass. Red with fury into a spectral haze. Memories and dreams burn thin, Turned to ash and spread like your final wish. My life commemorates your past tense. Yet this light I call my own, No longer leads that path. Foot in mouth instead of tail. Chewed like the fool until there’s no way left to stand. No longer claiming ruined flesh, just wasted time in wasted skin. Wasted namesake to pass mental disease. Afraid to exist. So exhausted from hiding. Disbelief in make believe. Nothing more than the best and worse for you. We darken the sun with ouroboros eclipse. I wear this crest now instead of Kerr. In hindsight I’ve always been the black son. The singularity of this black hole. Night skies over nothingness. Stardust lost to emptiness. I lived hell for both of you. Bound by blood and bone. Wearing abuse that’s not my own. These tides crashed over all our lives making waves in twilight. Our lives can’t cross anymore. Yet we both expire all the same. In the same space. At the same time. Traverse particles in dark matter collide. Not glass houses but a hall of mirrors is where I dwell. With every crack I die and then born again, So many versions of this pain within these panes All staring back and all fucking the same. Words dispelled and curses lifted. Only I can haunt myself with memories that don’t die. These memories a loop in which I dwell. This disappointed youth in which I fell. This sadness is a loop in which I dwell. Until that loop tightens to end this hell. |
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6. | Peripeteia | 11:57 | Show lyrics |
Within this black mirror I embrace my truest form. To know thyself and trust no one In blackest sin the sheddings done. This sum of scars remains the same. Repentance laced with hexed benevolence. Wounds kissed with salted lips. As the life I rode in on is now weak with rust. Husk removed in forlorn decay. Communion fed with tears of wine. Unifying this trinity of scum. Communication through altercation. Father. Mother. Unwanted son. Forgiveness never. Beasts of martyrdom. Sympathy in admiration. Forgiveness never. At what cost were you forsaken? Do you suffer breathless dreams, back on distant shores? Not all is lost when bridges burn, reflecting back and forgetting none. By myself but not myself. I’ve moved on as you’ve moved down. This trinity of scum. Accountability lays just beneath me. This trinity of scum. I hung for your sins of failed relations. Not by gallows but by line for all to see. Embodiment of charity. "Oh how I’ve failed," the wretched said. The perfect life. The perfect fraud. The perfect traitor is here at hand. All I had to lose was everything, As I gave my life to this void of demand. Alive within this black mirror for all to see. This is now existence, as it was always meant to be. Alive within this black mirror for all to see. I don’t desire acceptance, or cross, or pity. All past tense and passé. Within this black mirror I begin to reflect affinity, Within this black mirror I embrace my truest form. I now know myself and trust no one. In blackest sin the sheddings finally done. |
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7. | Metamorphosis | 08:07 | Show lyrics |
This final moment too shall pass. Nothing left of Nothingness. Separated particles held by shedding skin. I’m not now what I was then. Fractal light colliding, past and present on repeat. Infinitely trapped in trance. Staring into and out of all the same. To be removed in broken light. Crushing guilt that drowns my joy. An awakening of self-reproach. Letting go and closing eyes. Break the silence and the stare. Pain then subjugated as memories now. Time reigns supreme yet no wounds healed. Years of waiting for its return. Vengeance limited by perception. In anticipation I lost my innocence. I can’t let go if I don’t hold on. The worst of times all that remains. I can’t let go if I don’t hold on. The best of life the wasted energy in placing blame. You died and I moved on. Only at a distance could we ever repair. And now what’s further apart than death? This space predicated by past trespasses. Losses accepted and expected. Staring into the eyes of the enemy which is me. This negative reflection, this apathetic me. ...and I’m trapped in trance. |
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8. | Transparent + | 03:38 | Show lyrics |
I hear your words caught in distant moments. Taped lies on loop. Disappointment on repeat. Childhood viewed through the eyes of a man so wrought with past. Can I be titled as such? I burned so bright for so long. My accounts now seem meaningless and subjective. ...and I’m all but trapped in trance. My life by your life. My time for your time. Caught in the then and missing the now. Four walls sealed tight. This flesh cocoon has become the bane of my life. Metamorphosis or death, the only freedoms I see. So will I change and face this mirror in self-reflection? Or fucking die internally, all but trapped in trance. |
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53:00 |
Peripeteia
Members | |
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Samuel Hartman | Synthesizers, Saxophone (alto), Programming (additional), Keyboards |
Zachary Kerr | Vocals, Lyrics |
Zak Denham | Guitars, Keyboards, Synthesizers, Programming, Songwriting |
Josh Mumford | Bass |
Guest/Session | |
Jake Denham | Organ (track 6) |
Cody McCoy | Drums |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Ryan Patterson | Layout, Design |
Zak Denham | Producer, Recording, Engineering, Mixing, Mastering |
Matt Leigh | Engineering |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Transparent - | 01:36 | Show lyrics |
Every prism is a prison within this black mirror ....and I am all but trapped in trance. Lost within this illusion of light, malformed disdain staring back at me. Weak within my presence. ....and I am all but trapped in trance. At every angle, I’ve become my undoing. This defective form to watch in past tense, so much so, that my stains are stationary. ....and I’m all but trapped in trance. Existence shaped in lies and shit I know what I’ve done and hate what I’ve become. |
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2. | Disgust & Remorse, Pt I | 05:07 | Show lyrics |
There are no spectrums of hope here, only fragments of past loss in this pane. Particles of self in negative reflections. Acceptance, like light, that failed to meet these eyes. My wound is self disgust, bored out by my matriarch. Made to control my life. Encompassing and consuming me. Its void isn’t deep enough to crawl inside. So I become its surface, forcing it to reside beneath me, in attempt to hide my true nature. The man behind this mask, a total sum of all your failures. Depression now leads me by the leash. This hollowed body heels and licks the wounds. Control lust, nurtured by deception. Marionette born breech, botched death began this life sentence. With no light to guide me and stripped of all defenses. I remain in your image: A lie. I remain perfect in your imagination: A lie. A virtual projection - punished for pasts - not lived my me. This reflective version of atoms is not my story. As this rib is not my own. Stop blaming me. |
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3. | Disgust & Remorse, Pt II | 07:54 | Show lyrics |
For so long I’ve hated this reflection. I’ve disfigured myself to lose sight of you. For so long I’ve begged for an end to this story. All the while it’s been me with the pen in my hand. My greatest weakness is my strongest enemy. Always coming back to level me. Perceptions and fluctuations. Illusions of failures. I was born to everything I hate. I’ve never been enough. I’ve never done enough. A lack of actions: my grand declaration. Without the ownership of guilt I have nothing left to cling to. Yet this matter keeps me captive. If life has turned to penance, then no more fleeting moments. I’ll burn my world and all I love to be at peace without your pity. If this is the sum of it all, then the moments leading me here have led me astray. That which is crying should also be dead As peace is a distant lullaby for the fragile and the weak. Taught to hate myself, through hating you. Lessons in humility by watching you. You’ve fucked my life for far too long. Let me live my own regret. |
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4. | 5306 Morningside | 05:14 | Show lyrics |
In these halls I wept as great deceivers bow and lose the head. Your time the corpse and mine the earthly shroud. Topside of this crooked life it’s all just dirt. I was born to cover up your scent. The muck of life on the back of death. To fail each other now is to occupy the moments in between our lies. As Judas, I’d single you out and gladly hang. My life has always been one step above the grave. You created this Christ-like life. You wanted something born to break Something wrong to save. Held breath in the lungs of hate. The exhale, the faithless chant, foundations built on sand. Only one set of footsteps in my past If not myself then no one No God to give me light! No crutch-shaped cross in my hand. No idols or words of worship from these lips. No past atonements for my actions. All I see is you in these eyes: hideous, most precious, and closest to home. The rough side of a polished mask is my true self. To wear away the shame of lineage in these veins. I surrender no light in this shit life. I hear your words on dated lies. You always provoked the best in me by showing me the worst of you. |
|||
5. | Night Skies over Nothingness | 09:27 | Show lyrics |
It’s time to snuff this torch of yours. I’ve held on for far too long. Let the embers fade and pass. Red with fury into a spectral haze. Memories and dreams burn thin, Turned to ash and spread like your final wish. My life commemorates your past tense. Yet this light I call my own, No longer leads that path. Foot in mouth instead of tail. Chewed like the fool until there’s no way left to stand. No longer claiming ruined flesh, just wasted time in wasted skin. Wasted namesake to pass mental disease. Afraid to exist. So exhausted from hiding. Disbelief in make believe. Nothing more than the best and worse for you. We darken the sun with ouroboros eclipse. I wear this crest now instead of Kerr. In hindsight I’ve always been the black son. The singularity of this black hole. Night skies over nothingness. Stardust lost to emptiness. I lived hell for both of you. Bound by blood and bone. Wearing abuse that’s not my own. These tides crashed over all our lives making waves in twilight. Our lives can’t cross anymore. Yet we both expire all the same. In the same space. At the same time. Traverse particles in dark matter collide. Not glass houses but a hall of mirrors is where I dwell. With every crack I die and then born again, So many versions of this pain within these panes All staring back and all fucking the same. Words dispelled and curses lifted. Only I can haunt myself with memories that don’t die. These memories a loop in which I dwell. This disappointed youth in which I fell. This sadness is a loop in which I dwell. Until that loop tightens to end this hell. |
|||
6. | Peripeteia | 11:57 | Show lyrics |
Within this black mirror I embrace my truest form. To know thyself and trust no one In blackest sin the sheddings done. This sum of scars remains the same. Repentance laced with hexed benevolence. Wounds kissed with salted lips. As the life I rode in on is now weak with rust. Husk removed in forlorn decay. Communion fed with tears of wine. Unifying this trinity of scum. Communication through altercation. Father. Mother. Unwanted son. Forgiveness never. Beasts of martyrdom. Sympathy in admiration. Forgiveness never. At what cost were you forsaken? Do you suffer breathless dreams, back on distant shores? Not all is lost when bridges burn, reflecting back and forgetting none. By myself but not myself. I’ve moved on as you’ve moved down. This trinity of scum. Accountability lays just beneath me. This trinity of scum. I hung for your sins of failed relations. Not by gallows but by line for all to see. Embodiment of charity. "Oh how I’ve failed," the wretched said. The perfect life. The perfect fraud. The perfect traitor is here at hand. All I had to lose was everything, As I gave my life to this void of demand. Alive within this black mirror for all to see. This is now existence, as it was always meant to be. Alive within this black mirror for all to see. I don’t desire acceptance, or cross, or pity. All past tense and passé. Within this black mirror I begin to reflect affinity, Within this black mirror I embrace my truest form. I now know myself and trust no one. In blackest sin the sheddings finally done. |
|||
7. | Metamorphosis | 08:07 | Show lyrics |
This final moment too shall pass. Nothing left of Nothingness. Separated particles held by shedding skin. I’m not now what I was then. Fractal light colliding, past and present on repeat. Infinitely trapped in trance. Staring into and out of all the same. To be removed in broken light. Crushing guilt that drowns my joy. An awakening of self-reproach. Letting go and closing eyes. Break the silence and the stare. Pain then subjugated as memories now. Time reigns supreme yet no wounds healed. Years of waiting for its return. Vengeance limited by perception. In anticipation I lost my innocence. I can’t let go if I don’t hold on. The worst of times all that remains. I can’t let go if I don’t hold on. The best of life the wasted energy in placing blame. You died and I moved on. Only at a distance could we ever repair. And now what’s further apart than death? This space predicated by past trespasses. Losses accepted and expected. Staring into the eyes of the enemy which is me. This negative reflection, this apathetic me. ...and I’m trapped in trance. |
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8. | Transparent + | 03:38 | Show lyrics |
I hear your words caught in distant moments. Taped lies on loop. Disappointment on repeat. Childhood viewed through the eyes of a man so wrought with past. Can I be titled as such? I burned so bright for so long. My accounts now seem meaningless and subjective. ...and I’m all but trapped in trance. My life by your life. My time for your time. Caught in the then and missing the now. Four walls sealed tight. This flesh cocoon has become the bane of my life. Metamorphosis or death, the only freedoms I see. So will I change and face this mirror in self-reflection? Or fucking die internally, all but trapped in trance. |
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53:00 |
Peripeteia
Members | |
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Samuel Hartman | Synthesizers, Saxophone (alto), Programming (additional), Keyboards |
Zachary Kerr | Vocals, Lyrics |
Zak Denham | Guitars, Keyboards, Synthesizers, Programming, Songwriting |
Josh Mumford | Bass |
Guest/Session | |
Jake Denham | Organ (track 6) |
Cody McCoy | Drums |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Ryan Patterson | Layout, Design |
Zak Denham | Producer, Recording, Engineering, Mixing, Mastering |
Matt Leigh | Engineering |
Tracks | |||
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Side A | |||
1. | Transparent - | 01:36 | Show lyrics |
Every prism is a prison within this black mirror ....and I am all but trapped in trance. Lost within this illusion of light, malformed disdain staring back at me. Weak within my presence. ....and I am all but trapped in trance. At every angle, I’ve become my undoing. This defective form to watch in past tense, so much so, that my stains are stationary. ....and I’m all but trapped in trance. Existence shaped in lies and shit I know what I’ve done and hate what I’ve become. |
|||
2. | Disgust & Remorse, Pt I | 05:07 | Show lyrics |
There are no spectrums of hope here, only fragments of past loss in this pane. Particles of self in negative reflections. Acceptance, like light, that failed to meet these eyes. My wound is self disgust, bored out by my matriarch. Made to control my life. Encompassing and consuming me. Its void isn’t deep enough to crawl inside. So I become its surface, forcing it to reside beneath me, in attempt to hide my true nature. The man behind this mask, a total sum of all your failures. Depression now leads me by the leash. This hollowed body heels and licks the wounds. Control lust, nurtured by deception. Marionette born breech, botched death began this life sentence. With no light to guide me and stripped of all defenses. I remain in your image: A lie. I remain perfect in your imagination: A lie. A virtual projection - punished for pasts - not lived my me. This reflective version of atoms is not my story. As this rib is not my own. Stop blaming me. |
|||
3. | Disgust & Remorse, Pt II | 07:54 | Show lyrics |
For so long I’ve hated this reflection. I’ve disfigured myself to lose sight of you. For so long I’ve begged for an end to this story. All the while it’s been me with the pen in my hand. My greatest weakness is my strongest enemy. Always coming back to level me. Perceptions and fluctuations. Illusions of failures. I was born to everything I hate. I’ve never been enough. I’ve never done enough. A lack of actions: my grand declaration. Without the ownership of guilt I have nothing left to cling to. Yet this matter keeps me captive. If life has turned to penance, then no more fleeting moments. I’ll burn my world and all I love to be at peace without your pity. If this is the sum of it all, then the moments leading me here have led me astray. That which is crying should also be dead As peace is a distant lullaby for the fragile and the weak. Taught to hate myself, through hating you. Lessons in humility by watching you. You’ve fucked my life for far too long. Let me live my own regret. |
|||
4. | 5306 Morningside | 05:14 | Show lyrics |
In these halls I wept as great deceivers bow and lose the head. Your time the corpse and mine the earthly shroud. Topside of this crooked life it’s all just dirt. I was born to cover up your scent. The muck of life on the back of death. To fail each other now is to occupy the moments in between our lies. As Judas, I’d single you out and gladly hang. My life has always been one step above the grave. You created this Christ-like life. You wanted something born to break Something wrong to save. Held breath in the lungs of hate. The exhale, the faithless chant, foundations built on sand. Only one set of footsteps in my past If not myself then no one No God to give me light! No crutch-shaped cross in my hand. No idols or words of worship from these lips. No past atonements for my actions. All I see is you in these eyes: hideous, most precious, and closest to home. The rough side of a polished mask is my true self. To wear away the shame of lineage in these veins. I surrender no light in this shit life. I hear your words on dated lies. You always provoked the best in me by showing me the worst of you. |
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Side B | |||
5. | Night Skies over Nothingness | 09:27 | Show lyrics |
It’s time to snuff this torch of yours. I’ve held on for far too long. Let the embers fade and pass. Red with fury into a spectral haze. Memories and dreams burn thin, Turned to ash and spread like your final wish. My life commemorates your past tense. Yet this light I call my own, No longer leads that path. Foot in mouth instead of tail. Chewed like the fool until there’s no way left to stand. No longer claiming ruined flesh, just wasted time in wasted skin. Wasted namesake to pass mental disease. Afraid to exist. So exhausted from hiding. Disbelief in make believe. Nothing more than the best and worse for you. We darken the sun with ouroboros eclipse. I wear this crest now instead of Kerr. In hindsight I’ve always been the black son. The singularity of this black hole. Night skies over nothingness. Stardust lost to emptiness. I lived hell for both of you. Bound by blood and bone. Wearing abuse that’s not my own. These tides crashed over all our lives making waves in twilight. Our lives can’t cross anymore. Yet we both expire all the same. In the same space. At the same time. Traverse particles in dark matter collide. Not glass houses but a hall of mirrors is where I dwell. With every crack I die and then born again, So many versions of this pain within these panes All staring back and all fucking the same. Words dispelled and curses lifted. Only I can haunt myself with memories that don’t die. These memories a loop in which I dwell. This disappointed youth in which I fell. This sadness is a loop in which I dwell. Until that loop tightens to end this hell. |
|||
6. | Peripeteia | 11:57 | Show lyrics |
Within this black mirror I embrace my truest form. To know thyself and trust no one In blackest sin the sheddings done. This sum of scars remains the same. Repentance laced with hexed benevolence. Wounds kissed with salted lips. As the life I rode in on is now weak with rust. Husk removed in forlorn decay. Communion fed with tears of wine. Unifying this trinity of scum. Communication through altercation. Father. Mother. Unwanted son. Forgiveness never. Beasts of martyrdom. Sympathy in admiration. Forgiveness never. At what cost were you forsaken? Do you suffer breathless dreams, back on distant shores? Not all is lost when bridges burn, reflecting back and forgetting none. By myself but not myself. I’ve moved on as you’ve moved down. This trinity of scum. Accountability lays just beneath me. This trinity of scum. I hung for your sins of failed relations. Not by gallows but by line for all to see. Embodiment of charity. "Oh how I’ve failed," the wretched said. The perfect life. The perfect fraud. The perfect traitor is here at hand. All I had to lose was everything, As I gave my life to this void of demand. Alive within this black mirror for all to see. This is now existence, as it was always meant to be. Alive within this black mirror for all to see. I don’t desire acceptance, or cross, or pity. All past tense and passé. Within this black mirror I begin to reflect affinity, Within this black mirror I embrace my truest form. I now know myself and trust no one. In blackest sin the sheddings finally done. |
|||
7. | Metamorphosis | 08:07 | Show lyrics |
This final moment too shall pass. Nothing left of Nothingness. Separated particles held by shedding skin. I’m not now what I was then. Fractal light colliding, past and present on repeat. Infinitely trapped in trance. Staring into and out of all the same. To be removed in broken light. Crushing guilt that drowns my joy. An awakening of self-reproach. Letting go and closing eyes. Break the silence and the stare. Pain then subjugated as memories now. Time reigns supreme yet no wounds healed. Years of waiting for its return. Vengeance limited by perception. In anticipation I lost my innocence. I can’t let go if I don’t hold on. The worst of times all that remains. I can’t let go if I don’t hold on. The best of life the wasted energy in placing blame. You died and I moved on. Only at a distance could we ever repair. And now what’s further apart than death? This space predicated by past trespasses. Losses accepted and expected. Staring into the eyes of the enemy which is me. This negative reflection, this apathetic me. ...and I’m trapped in trance. |
|||
8. | Transparent + | 03:38 | Show lyrics |
I hear your words caught in distant moments. Taped lies on loop. Disappointment on repeat. Childhood viewed through the eyes of a man so wrought with past. Can I be titled as such? I burned so bright for so long. My accounts now seem meaningless and subjective. ...and I’m all but trapped in trance. My life by your life. My time for your time. Caught in the then and missing the now. Four walls sealed tight. This flesh cocoon has become the bane of my life. Metamorphosis or death, the only freedoms I see. So will I change and face this mirror in self-reflection? Or fucking die internally, all but trapped in trance. |
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53:00 |
Peripeteia
Members | |
---|---|
Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Samuel Hartman | Synthesizers, Saxophone (alto), Programming (additional), Keyboards |
Zachary Kerr | Vocals, Lyrics |
Zak Denham | Guitars, Keyboards, Synthesizers, Programming, Songwriting |
Josh Mumford | Bass |
Guest/Session | |
Jake Denham | Organ (track 6) |
Cody McCoy | Drums |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Ryan Patterson | Layout, Design |
Zak Denham | Producer, Recording, Engineering, Mixing, Mastering |
Matt Leigh | Engineering |
Tracks | |||
---|---|---|---|
Side A | |||
1. | Transparent - | 01:36 | Show lyrics |
Every prism is a prison within this black mirror ....and I am all but trapped in trance. Lost within this illusion of light, malformed disdain staring back at me. Weak within my presence. ....and I am all but trapped in trance. At every angle, I’ve become my undoing. This defective form to watch in past tense, so much so, that my stains are stationary. ....and I’m all but trapped in trance. Existence shaped in lies and shit I know what I’ve done and hate what I’ve become. |
|||
2. | Disgust & Remorse, Pt I | 05:07 | Show lyrics |
There are no spectrums of hope here, only fragments of past loss in this pane. Particles of self in negative reflections. Acceptance, like light, that failed to meet these eyes. My wound is self disgust, bored out by my matriarch. Made to control my life. Encompassing and consuming me. Its void isn’t deep enough to crawl inside. So I become its surface, forcing it to reside beneath me, in attempt to hide my true nature. The man behind this mask, a total sum of all your failures. Depression now leads me by the leash. This hollowed body heels and licks the wounds. Control lust, nurtured by deception. Marionette born breech, botched death began this life sentence. With no light to guide me and stripped of all defenses. I remain in your image: A lie. I remain perfect in your imagination: A lie. A virtual projection - punished for pasts - not lived my me. This reflective version of atoms is not my story. As this rib is not my own. Stop blaming me. |
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3. | Disgust & Remorse, Pt II | 07:54 | Show lyrics |
For so long I’ve hated this reflection. I’ve disfigured myself to lose sight of you. For so long I’ve begged for an end to this story. All the while it’s been me with the pen in my hand. My greatest weakness is my strongest enemy. Always coming back to level me. Perceptions and fluctuations. Illusions of failures. I was born to everything I hate. I’ve never been enough. I’ve never done enough. A lack of actions: my grand declaration. Without the ownership of guilt I have nothing left to cling to. Yet this matter keeps me captive. If life has turned to penance, then no more fleeting moments. I’ll burn my world and all I love to be at peace without your pity. If this is the sum of it all, then the moments leading me here have led me astray. That which is crying should also be dead As peace is a distant lullaby for the fragile and the weak. Taught to hate myself, through hating you. Lessons in humility by watching you. You’ve fucked my life for far too long. Let me live my own regret. |
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4. | 5306 Morningside | 05:14 | Show lyrics |
In these halls I wept as great deceivers bow and lose the head. Your time the corpse and mine the earthly shroud. Topside of this crooked life it’s all just dirt. I was born to cover up your scent. The muck of life on the back of death. To fail each other now is to occupy the moments in between our lies. As Judas, I’d single you out and gladly hang. My life has always been one step above the grave. You created this Christ-like life. You wanted something born to break Something wrong to save. Held breath in the lungs of hate. The exhale, the faithless chant, foundations built on sand. Only one set of footsteps in my past If not myself then no one No God to give me light! No crutch-shaped cross in my hand. No idols or words of worship from these lips. No past atonements for my actions. All I see is you in these eyes: hideous, most precious, and closest to home. The rough side of a polished mask is my true self. To wear away the shame of lineage in these veins. I surrender no light in this shit life. I hear your words on dated lies. You always provoked the best in me by showing me the worst of you. |
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Side B | |||
5. | Night Skies over Nothingness | 09:27 | Show lyrics |
It’s time to snuff this torch of yours. I’ve held on for far too long. Let the embers fade and pass. Red with fury into a spectral haze. Memories and dreams burn thin, Turned to ash and spread like your final wish. My life commemorates your past tense. Yet this light I call my own, No longer leads that path. Foot in mouth instead of tail. Chewed like the fool until there’s no way left to stand. No longer claiming ruined flesh, just wasted time in wasted skin. Wasted namesake to pass mental disease. Afraid to exist. So exhausted from hiding. Disbelief in make believe. Nothing more than the best and worse for you. We darken the sun with ouroboros eclipse. I wear this crest now instead of Kerr. In hindsight I’ve always been the black son. The singularity of this black hole. Night skies over nothingness. Stardust lost to emptiness. I lived hell for both of you. Bound by blood and bone. Wearing abuse that’s not my own. These tides crashed over all our lives making waves in twilight. Our lives can’t cross anymore. Yet we both expire all the same. In the same space. At the same time. Traverse particles in dark matter collide. Not glass houses but a hall of mirrors is where I dwell. With every crack I die and then born again, So many versions of this pain within these panes All staring back and all fucking the same. Words dispelled and curses lifted. Only I can haunt myself with memories that don’t die. These memories a loop in which I dwell. This disappointed youth in which I fell. This sadness is a loop in which I dwell. Until that loop tightens to end this hell. |
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6. | Peripeteia | 11:57 | Show lyrics |
Within this black mirror I embrace my truest form. To know thyself and trust no one In blackest sin the sheddings done. This sum of scars remains the same. Repentance laced with hexed benevolence. Wounds kissed with salted lips. As the life I rode in on is now weak with rust. Husk removed in forlorn decay. Communion fed with tears of wine. Unifying this trinity of scum. Communication through altercation. Father. Mother. Unwanted son. Forgiveness never. Beasts of martyrdom. Sympathy in admiration. Forgiveness never. At what cost were you forsaken? Do you suffer breathless dreams, back on distant shores? Not all is lost when bridges burn, reflecting back and forgetting none. By myself but not myself. I’ve moved on as you’ve moved down. This trinity of scum. Accountability lays just beneath me. This trinity of scum. I hung for your sins of failed relations. Not by gallows but by line for all to see. Embodiment of charity. "Oh how I’ve failed," the wretched said. The perfect life. The perfect fraud. The perfect traitor is here at hand. All I had to lose was everything, As I gave my life to this void of demand. Alive within this black mirror for all to see. This is now existence, as it was always meant to be. Alive within this black mirror for all to see. I don’t desire acceptance, or cross, or pity. All past tense and passé. Within this black mirror I begin to reflect affinity, Within this black mirror I embrace my truest form. I now know myself and trust no one. In blackest sin the sheddings finally done. |
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7. | Metamorphosis | 08:07 | Show lyrics |
This final moment too shall pass. Nothing left of Nothingness. Separated particles held by shedding skin. I’m not now what I was then. Fractal light colliding, past and present on repeat. Infinitely trapped in trance. Staring into and out of all the same. To be removed in broken light. Crushing guilt that drowns my joy. An awakening of self-reproach. Letting go and closing eyes. Break the silence and the stare. Pain then subjugated as memories now. Time reigns supreme yet no wounds healed. Years of waiting for its return. Vengeance limited by perception. In anticipation I lost my innocence. I can’t let go if I don’t hold on. The worst of times all that remains. I can’t let go if I don’t hold on. The best of life the wasted energy in placing blame. You died and I moved on. Only at a distance could we ever repair. And now what’s further apart than death? This space predicated by past trespasses. Losses accepted and expected. Staring into the eyes of the enemy which is me. This negative reflection, this apathetic me. ...and I’m trapped in trance. |
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8. | Transparent + | 03:38 | Show lyrics |
I hear your words caught in distant moments. Taped lies on loop. Disappointment on repeat. Childhood viewed through the eyes of a man so wrought with past. Can I be titled as such? I burned so bright for so long. My accounts now seem meaningless and subjective. ...and I’m all but trapped in trance. My life by your life. My time for your time. Caught in the then and missing the now. Four walls sealed tight. This flesh cocoon has become the bane of my life. Metamorphosis or death, the only freedoms I see. So will I change and face this mirror in self-reflection? Or fucking die internally, all but trapped in trance. |
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53:00 |
Peripeteia
Members | |
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Zachary Kerr | Vocals, Lyrics |
Samuel Hartman | Synthesizers, Saxophone (alto), Programming (additional), Keyboards |
Zak Denham | Guitars, Keyboards, Synthesizers, Programming, Songwriting |
Josh Mumford | Bass |
Guest/Session | |
Jake Denham | Organ (track 6) |
Cody McCoy | Drums |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Ryan Patterson | Layout, Design |
Zak Denham | Producer, Recording, Engineering, Mixing, Mastering |
Matt Leigh | Engineering |
Tracks | |||
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Disc 1 | |||
Side A | |||
1. | Transparent - | 01:36 | Show lyrics |
Every prism is a prison within this black mirror ....and I am all but trapped in trance. Lost within this illusion of light, malformed disdain staring back at me. Weak within my presence. ....and I am all but trapped in trance. At every angle, I’ve become my undoing. This defective form to watch in past tense, so much so, that my stains are stationary. ....and I’m all but trapped in trance. Existence shaped in lies and shit I know what I’ve done and hate what I’ve become. |
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2. | Disgust & Remorse, Pt I | 05:07 | Show lyrics |
There are no spectrums of hope here, only fragments of past loss in this pane. Particles of self in negative reflections. Acceptance, like light, that failed to meet these eyes. My wound is self disgust, bored out by my matriarch. Made to control my life. Encompassing and consuming me. Its void isn’t deep enough to crawl inside. So I become its surface, forcing it to reside beneath me, in attempt to hide my true nature. The man behind this mask, a total sum of all your failures. Depression now leads me by the leash. This hollowed body heels and licks the wounds. Control lust, nurtured by deception. Marionette born breech, botched death began this life sentence. With no light to guide me and stripped of all defenses. I remain in your image: A lie. I remain perfect in your imagination: A lie. A virtual projection - punished for pasts - not lived my me. This reflective version of atoms is not my story. As this rib is not my own. Stop blaming me. |
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3. | Disgust & Remorse, Pt II | 07:54 | Show lyrics |
For so long I’ve hated this reflection. I’ve disfigured myself to lose sight of you. For so long I’ve begged for an end to this story. All the while it’s been me with the pen in my hand. My greatest weakness is my strongest enemy. Always coming back to level me. Perceptions and fluctuations. Illusions of failures. I was born to everything I hate. I’ve never been enough. I’ve never done enough. A lack of actions: my grand declaration. Without the ownership of guilt I have nothing left to cling to. Yet this matter keeps me captive. If life has turned to penance, then no more fleeting moments. I’ll burn my world and all I love to be at peace without your pity. If this is the sum of it all, then the moments leading me here have led me astray. That which is crying should also be dead As peace is a distant lullaby for the fragile and the weak. Taught to hate myself, through hating you. Lessons in humility by watching you. You’ve fucked my life for far too long. Let me live my own regret. |
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Side B | |||
4. | 5306 Morningside | 05:14 | Show lyrics |
In these halls I wept as great deceivers bow and lose the head. Your time the corpse and mine the earthly shroud. Topside of this crooked life it’s all just dirt. I was born to cover up your scent. The muck of life on the back of death. To fail each other now is to occupy the moments in between our lies. As Judas, I’d single you out and gladly hang. My life has always been one step above the grave. You created this Christ-like life. You wanted something born to break Something wrong to save. Held breath in the lungs of hate. The exhale, the faithless chant, foundations built on sand. Only one set of footsteps in my past If not myself then no one No God to give me light! No crutch-shaped cross in my hand. No idols or words of worship from these lips. No past atonements for my actions. All I see is you in these eyes: hideous, most precious, and closest to home. The rough side of a polished mask is my true self. To wear away the shame of lineage in these veins. I surrender no light in this shit life. I hear your words on dated lies. You always provoked the best in me by showing me the worst of you. |
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5. | Night Skies over Nothingness | 09:27 | Show lyrics |
It’s time to snuff this torch of yours. I’ve held on for far too long. Let the embers fade and pass. Red with fury into a spectral haze. Memories and dreams burn thin, Turned to ash and spread like your final wish. My life commemorates your past tense. Yet this light I call my own, No longer leads that path. Foot in mouth instead of tail. Chewed like the fool until there’s no way left to stand. No longer claiming ruined flesh, just wasted time in wasted skin. Wasted namesake to pass mental disease. Afraid to exist. So exhausted from hiding. Disbelief in make believe. Nothing more than the best and worse for you. We darken the sun with ouroboros eclipse. I wear this crest now instead of Kerr. In hindsight I’ve always been the black son. The singularity of this black hole. Night skies over nothingness. Stardust lost to emptiness. I lived hell for both of you. Bound by blood and bone. Wearing abuse that’s not my own. These tides crashed over all our lives making waves in twilight. Our lives can’t cross anymore. Yet we both expire all the same. In the same space. At the same time. Traverse particles in dark matter collide. Not glass houses but a hall of mirrors is where I dwell. With every crack I die and then born again, So many versions of this pain within these panes All staring back and all fucking the same. Words dispelled and curses lifted. Only I can haunt myself with memories that don’t die. These memories a loop in which I dwell. This disappointed youth in which I fell. This sadness is a loop in which I dwell. Until that loop tightens to end this hell. |
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29:18 | |||
Disc 2 | |||
Side A | |||
1. | Peripeteia | 11:57 | Show lyrics |
Within this black mirror I embrace my truest form. To know thyself and trust no one In blackest sin the sheddings done. This sum of scars remains the same. Repentance laced with hexed benevolence. Wounds kissed with salted lips. As the life I rode in on is now weak with rust. Husk removed in forlorn decay. Communion fed with tears of wine. Unifying this trinity of scum. Communication through altercation. Father. Mother. Unwanted son. Forgiveness never. Beasts of martyrdom. Sympathy in admiration. Forgiveness never. At what cost were you forsaken? Do you suffer breathless dreams, back on distant shores? Not all is lost when bridges burn, reflecting back and forgetting none. By myself but not myself. I’ve moved on as you’ve moved down. This trinity of scum. Accountability lays just beneath me. This trinity of scum. I hung for your sins of failed relations. Not by gallows but by line for all to see. Embodiment of charity. "Oh how I’ve failed," the wretched said. The perfect life. The perfect fraud. The perfect traitor is here at hand. All I had to lose was everything, As I gave my life to this void of demand. Alive within this black mirror for all to see. This is now existence, as it was always meant to be. Alive within this black mirror for all to see. I don’t desire acceptance, or cross, or pity. All past tense and passé. Within this black mirror I begin to reflect affinity, Within this black mirror I embrace my truest form. I now know myself and trust no one. In blackest sin the sheddings finally done. |
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Side B | |||
2. | Metamorphosis | 08:07 | Show lyrics |
This final moment too shall pass. Nothing left of Nothingness. Separated particles held by shedding skin. I’m not now what I was then. Fractal light colliding, past and present on repeat. Infinitely trapped in trance. Staring into and out of all the same. To be removed in broken light. Crushing guilt that drowns my joy. An awakening of self-reproach. Letting go and closing eyes. Break the silence and the stare. Pain then subjugated as memories now. Time reigns supreme yet no wounds healed. Years of waiting for its return. Vengeance limited by perception. In anticipation I lost my innocence. I can’t let go if I don’t hold on. The worst of times all that remains. I can’t let go if I don’t hold on. The best of life the wasted energy in placing blame. You died and I moved on. Only at a distance could we ever repair. And now what’s further apart than death? This space predicated by past trespasses. Losses accepted and expected. Staring into the eyes of the enemy which is me. This negative reflection, this apathetic me. ...and I’m trapped in trance. |
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3. | Transparent + | 03:38 | Show lyrics |
I hear your words caught in distant moments. Taped lies on loop. Disappointment on repeat. Childhood viewed through the eyes of a man so wrought with past. Can I be titled as such? I burned so bright for so long. My accounts now seem meaningless and subjective. ...and I’m all but trapped in trance. My life by your life. My time for your time. Caught in the then and missing the now. Four walls sealed tight. This flesh cocoon has become the bane of my life. Metamorphosis or death, the only freedoms I see. So will I change and face this mirror in self-reflection? Or fucking die internally, all but trapped in trance. |
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