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Benighted in Sodom
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Current | |
Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals (2004-2012, 2012-present) |
Member(bands): Andacht, Death Fetishist, Kadotuksen Portti, Matron Thorn, Oblivion Gate, Obscuring Veil, Præternatura, Ævangelist, Midwinter Storm, Blight, Devil Worshipper, Ævangelist, Carrie White Burns in Hell, Carrion Blues, Cathaaria, Disenchantra, Hex Arcana, Palindrome, Vagrant Starscape, Bethlehem, Chaos Moon, Crowhurst, Leviathan, Licht des Urteils | |
Past | |
Steven Blackburn | Drums (2008-2009) |
Member(bands): Accursed Aeons, Chaos Moon, Entheogen, Gardsghastr, Guðveiki, Nokturnal Maelstrom, Esoterica, Lithotome, Soul Reclusion, Ninth Day Sin, Heimnar, Skáphe (live), In Ruins, Imbrued Deceit | |
Current (Live) | |
Dramen | Drums, Vocals (backing) |
Member(bands): Ossuary Vault, A Winter Lost, Runa, Snowfall, Isabrut, Harrow, Turbine (live) | |
Past (Live) | |
Parcival | Bass |
Member(bands): Blight, Arkthos, Snowfall, Tenebrous | |
Ascaris | Bass, Drums, Guitars (lead), Vocals (backing) |
Member(bands): Vlk, Shavasana, Ævangelist, Velnias, Austaras, Eitarnora, Entrailwyrm, Venowl | |
Esoterica | Guitars (lead) |
Member(bands): Ars Hmu, Chaos Moon, Entheogen, Gardsghastr, Guðveiki, Häxanu, Krieg, Martröð, Ringarë, Skáphe, Adzalaan (live), Esoterica, Lithotome, Troglodytic, In Ruins (live), Coffin, Manetheren, Dagger Lust (live), Heimnar (live), Triumvir Foul (live) | |
Nahtanoj | Drums, Bass, Vocals (backing) (2008-2012) |
Member(bands): Noctis, Omens, Somnolent, Crowhurst, Lycus, Møllehøj (live), Necrite, Abolition, Antikythera (live), Acausal, Cerberus, Desecrated Saviour, Greeting the Infinite, Rhetoric of No, Servitor, Sun Eater, Burguul Kaushar (live), Full Lush (live) |
# | Discography | Type | Year | |
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1 | A Derelict Heaven | Demo | 2006 | Show album |
2 | Benighted in Sodom | Demo | 2006 | Show album |
3 | Plague Overlord | Full-length | 2007 | Show album |
4 | The Hierophant Cosmism | EP | 2007 | Show album |
5 | To See the Stars Again | Split | 2008 | Show album |
6 | The Harmony Between Death and Plague, Eyes of Affliction and Grace | Split | 2008 | Show album |
7 | In Hora Maledictus - Part I | Full-length | 2008 | Show album |
8 | Beauty. Darkness. Chaos. | Split | 2009 | Show album |
9 | The Halls of Past Miseries 2006-2007 | Compilation | 2009 | Show album |
10 | Suizidal-Ovipare Todessehnsucht | Split | 2009 | Show album |
11 | Where Waits the Greatest of All Sacrifice | EP | 2009 | Show album |
12 | Draining Putrefaction | Demo | 2009 | Show album |
13 | In Hora Maledictus - Part II | Full-length | 2009 | Show album |
14 | Dismal Empyrean Solitude | Split | 2009 | Show album |
15 | Dismal Ethereality: Stellar Celestial Void | Full-length | 2010 | Show album |
16 | Plateau Σ: The Harrowing | Demo | 2010 | Show album |
17 | Plateau Σ: The Harrowing | Full-length | 2010 | Show album |
18 | The Splintering of Two Graves | EP | 2010 | Show album |
19 | Hybrid Parasite Evangelistica | Full-length | 2010 | Show album |
20 | Death in Space | Full-length | 2010 | Show album |
21 | Ocean | EP | 2010 | Show album |
22 | To Neo-Perdition | EP | 2010 | Show album |
23 | Laura Palmer | EP | 2010 | Show album |
24 | Fort Lauderdale | Full-length | 2010 | Show album |
25 | The Universe Is a Very Gloomy Place | Full-length | 2011 | Show album |
26 | Elysian Birth Defects | Compilation | 2011 | Show album |
27 | Reverse Baptism | Full-length | 2011 | Show album |
28 | A Resplendent Starless Darkness | Full-length | 2011 | Show album |
29 | Suicide Is Beautiful | EP | 2011 | Show album |
30 | God Will Not Forsake Me | EP | 2011 | Show album |
31 | Genesis in Flux | EP | 2011 | Show album |
32 | Anti-depressive | Full-length | 2012 | Show album |
33 | Serial Killer Music | EP | 2012 | Show album |
34 | Supervillain Deluxe | Compilation | 2012 | Show album |
35 | A Premonition of Miracles Undone | Full-length | 2012 | Show album |
36 | Disappear Here | Full-length | 2012 | Show album |
37 | Monstrously Beautiful Sorrow | Full-length | 2013 | Show album |
38 | Paradigm Inumbrate | Single | 2015 | Show album |
39 | Secret Wish | Single | 2015 | Show album |
40 | Do Not Go Gently into That Good Night | Full-length | 2019 | Show album |
41 | Satanic Pleasant Melody | EP | 2019 | Show album |
42 | Carrier of Poison Apples | Full-length | 2019 | Show album |
A Derelict Heaven
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Adorned Lycanthropia | 04:57 | |
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2. | As Insects Within | 05:22 | |
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3. | God of Derision | 05:07 | |
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4. | All Hail the Witchborn Saint | 07:30 | |
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5. | Who Shall Clip My Wings | 03:15 | |
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6. | Their Poison to Comfort Thee | 05:42 | |
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7. | Tell the Truth, Shame the Devil | 02:56 | |
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8. | United in Disease | 04:49 | |
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9. | Carrion | 05:32 | |
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45:10 |
Benighted in Sodom
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Benediction | 03:13 | |
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2. | The Assumption | 04:12 | |
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3. | Until They Reach the Heart | 05:14 | |
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12:39 |
Plague Overlord
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Draining Putrefaction | 05:19 | Show lyrics |
Washing my hands To cleanse Myself Of the stench of surrender The night arrives I am in her womb And I embrace with poisonous barbs I exhale... I am drowning But I do not save Myself I am drowning But I do not save Myself |
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2. | Blood from the Sea | 05:55 | |
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3. | Funeral for a Saint | 05:37 | |
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4. | Rotten Fruit for Magdalene | 04:07 | Show lyrics |
Behold this mighty chain In rapture of all it’s connection to the past In ecstasy here, bleeding... The fields are bleeding Can you feel the stars? When they awake... These dreams I have had These lies I have spait These are fruits I will yield This is the spirit of life, dying... These rotten fruit |
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5. | Of Chains and Arrows | 06:38 | |
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6. | Satanic Black Devotion (Sargeist cover) | 05:51 | Show lyrics |
Satanic Black Devotion Hear the chant of my tormented soul In black devotion I have prayed Veins re-opened, bleeding for Satan With pride my flesh is cut Sanctissime colere chaos Obscurities unveil to me - a Disciple Sanctssime colere chaos Mortuus pontifex In worship I rape humanity Idolizing the torment with scars I burn his sign into my heart Preces infandus - possess me I am the sick and devoted fanatic My appearance is foul In your fear you will avoid hurting me Even in my name I carry rotting omens Sanctissime colere chaos Obscurities unveil to me - a Disciple Sanctssime colere chaos Mortuus pontifex |
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33:27 |
The Hierophant Cosmism
Members | |
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Clouds Made of Flies and Vomit | 04:59 | |
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2. | The Heart Perfected | 04:35 | Show lyrics |
Last, but not least Infect the children The seeds of today Are the embers of tomorrow Painted on the walls by lepers The prophecies of death Death beyond human understanding This disease was only the beginning of woe "I’ll make you wish you were not human" When our religious immunities betrayed us We turned to machines The cold infrastructure Born without witness, devoid of intelligence The curse of God "I will repair you with my love, I will repair you with my humanity..." The seed of today Is the death of tomorrow |
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3. | Ultraviolent Profane Glory | 11:01 | |
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4. | Perished Eden | 07:59 | Show lyrics |
Collapse My fragile existence I have passed through the threshold I shed the feathers In exchange for eyes as black as the rain To what do we fall, when the surface is shattered by these throwing stones from on high? I condemn the truth I take refuge in delusion For there are none other (Except they... covered in blood...) Collapse Collapse my fragile existence Under the weight of questions Questions to God Questions to Man In the garden of Eden I pondered Collapse my fragile existence Under the weight of questions Question me Collapse my fragile existence I have passed through the threshold (one last time) I shed the feathers in exchange for eyes as black as the rain To what do we fall when the surface is shattered by these throwing stones? |
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5. | The Morning Star Approaching | 04:35 | |
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6. | Disintegration of Conscience and Spirit | 07:38 | Show lyrics |
We can bridge the darkness If we learn to bleed Divinity is only a question away Yet elusive in it’s subjugation Because there are rainstorms Even in heaven The sound they make is a thousand screaming voices In mournful chorus, suffering blindly Uncertain of their fate as their destinies waste away Shrouded in the haze of ignorance We can bridge the the darkness If we learn to bleed Divinity is only a question away Yet elusive in it’s subjugation Because there are rainstorms... Bring them lies Bring them pain For this day Shall be great Red slicked with purification Lain waste to, pre-existing Testaments of this Universe We can sculpt the idols If we bridge the emptiness If we surpass the diffidence Bring them lies Bring them pain For this day Shall be great Red slicked with purification Lain waste to, pre-existing Testaments of this Universe |
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7. | The Promise of Flesh (Distance from Divinity) | 07:35 | |
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48:22 |
To See the Stars Again
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Benighted in Sodom | |
Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Contagiion - She Was Attired in Deep Mourning | 05:30 | |
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2. | Contagiion - From Her Wasting Form | 09:11 | |
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3. | Contagiion - The Sleeper and the Wanderer | 15:52 | |
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4. | Benighted in Sodom - Paradigm Inumbrate | 17:29 | |
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48:02 |
The Harmony Between Death and Plague, Eyes of Affliction and Grace
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Band members | |
Snowfall | |
Dramen | Guitars, Bass, Drums, Vocals |
Cain (R.I.P. 2017) | Vocals |
Benighted in Sodom | |
M Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Guest/Session | |
M Thorn | Vocals (track 2) |
Blasphikunt | Guitars (Track 2) |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Snowfall - Dilaudid | 04:24 | |
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2. | Snowfall - March of the Tyrants | 06:52 | |
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3. | Benighted in Sodom - Flesh Becomes as Stone | 05:46 | |
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4. | Benighted in Sodom - Until They Reach the Heart | 04:33 | |
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21:35 |
In Hora Maledictus - Part I
Album versions
Release date | Label | Catalog ID | Format | Description |
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October 20th, 2008 | Obscure Abhorrence Productions | CD | ||
2008 | Independent | |||
August 11th, 2015 | Independent | Digital | Bandcamp |
Members | |
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Band members | |
M. Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Miscellaneous staff | |
M. Thorn | Photography, Art direction |
Moriah Wood | Photography, Art direction |
Tracks | |||
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1. | The Shepherd and the Atheist | 10:20 | Show lyrics |
Time has a way Of reflecting itself In the mirrored haze of the past Perished in the coldness of my dead eyes distant and dreaming in fields "I beg of you, come closer to me why must thou hide, if thou art supreme?" Perhaps to hide the emptiness Also distilled in me I was never made in any fucking image That which I was, Cursed with a human heart Though I never asked to know you, you lay here with me "I beg of you, come closer to me Close enough to feel the spear in your side..." |
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2. | Fountain of Lies | 04:58 | |
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3. | The Wizard Behind the Curtain | 06:03 | |
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4. | Discarded Halos | 07:48 | Show lyrics |
I planted my seed in this land of discarded halos Like you, I sacrificed everything for clarity The vision was too much for my human eyes And I was transformed into the beast I sought Life is bleeding in my hands All that remains is the mask And the mask wears me |
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5. | Uncomfortable Serenity (The Opiate) | 04:36 | Show lyrics |
Can you feel me? I am shadows behind you That were never there Footsteps crackling pale bleached bones On a vast, white beach Uncomfortable serenity... I am thy enemy... That razor is for you To justify your sins Come and find me In these strange, sick fields where I lay That were never there Silence Uncomfortable serenity... Unfathomable misery... |
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6. | Atrophy | 08:32 | Show lyrics |
Let us look Into each other And see as God sees The waters of life ran polluted with the excrement of mankind I remember this place I have passed through here once before The footprints in the sand... They are my own... The ones that parallel next to me They are but mine as well... I approached a grave filled with photographs and complex symbols so familiar to me... And at last I am awake And I am in Hell My soul is in Hell To these things I (They) will burn The horizon extends to eternity But strangely I am at peace The burdens on my soul Intensify and Crush Crush Crush me... I remember this place I have passed through here once before The footprints in the sand They are my own The ones that parallel beside me They are mine as well So familiar Let us take a look into each other And see as ’God’ sees The waters of life run polluted With excrement of mankind Crush me... (Oh I remember this place....) Crush me.... (Once before... and I will be here again....) Crushing me... (The footprints in the sand...) They are my own They are unforgiven They are mine |
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7. | Euthanasia | 06:06 | |
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48:23 |
Beauty. Darkness. Chaos.
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Band members | |
Frostmoon Eclipse | |
Gionata Potenti | Drums |
Lorenzo Sassi | Vocals |
Claudio Alcara | Guitars |
Davide Gorrini | Bass |
Chaos Moon | |
Jack Blackburn | Drums |
Esoterica | Everything |
Benighted in Sodom | |
S. Blackburn | Drums |
Matron Thorn | Guitars, Vocals |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Niko Santaniello | Recording |
Justin Corser | Mixing, Mastering |
Matron Thorn | Mastering |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Chaos Moon - Bitter Immortality, the Sunken Hull | 06:33 | |
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2. | Chaos Moon - I, Sewn in Decay | 02:17 | |
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3. | Chaos Moon - I, Birthed in Filth | 06:58 | |
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4. | Frostmoon Eclipse - Shores of Silence | 06:52 | |
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5. | Frostmoon Eclipse - In the Vault | 06:52 | |
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6. | Frostmoon Eclipse - The Thing on the Doorstep | 08:48 | |
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7. | Frostmoon Eclipse - Providence, 1937-03-15 | 03:04 | |
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8. | Benighted in Sodom - Liquid Flowing from a Slashed Wrist | 09:26 | |
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9. | Benighted in Sodom - Solarium | 11:48 | |
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10. | Benighted in Sodom - The Surrogate | 07:25 | |
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11. | Benighted in Sodom - Dreamscape Overdose | 02:19 | |
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01:12:22 |
The Halls of Past Miseries 2006-2007
Album versions
Release date | Label | Catalog ID | Format | Description |
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May 1st, 2009 | Independent | CD | ||
August 11th, 2015 | Independent | Digital | Bandcamp |
Members | |
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Rust | 06:35 | |
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2. | Spread Our Ashes on the Shore | 06:44 | |
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3. | The Mortal That Withered with Me | 08:04 | |
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4. | The Surrogate | 07:20 | |
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5. | Flesh Becomes as Stone | 05:46 | |
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6. | Until They Reach the Heart | 04:34 | |
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39:03 |
Suizidal-Ovipare Todessehnsucht
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Band members | |
Bethlehem | |
Jürgen Bartsch | Bass |
Olaf Eckhardt | Guitars (lead) |
Marcus Losen | Drums |
Jonathan "Marquis" Théry | Vocals |
Klaus Matton | Guitars |
Benighted in Sodom | |
Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Miscellaneous staff | |
J. Bartsch | Layout |
Moriah Wood | Cover art |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Bethlehem - Du sollst dich töten | 04:09 | Show lyrics |
Zufallspriester des Sarkasmus bruten aus ein uppig’ Leid Wenn nackend sie schreiten verwanzt ein rohes Geschlecht Wo Engel einst geflissentlich tanzten und bleicher Schwarze Lugen strafen sturzen nun Sperlinge seitwarts hinab und erforschen Trug mit komischer Ironie Wie Nadelstiche in Singularitaten Letztgultig und verlangert in Bu?e Kalt darliegt der Gartner beider Rassen und vereitelt Variablen toter Notwendigkeit und Raum Doch hort mich morgen nicht an Ich kann den trostlichen Beweis erbringen kann hinab in das mutterliche Dunkel Wo Finsternis und Chaos uber Erd’ und Himmel richten |
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2. | Benighted in Sodom - Uncomfortable Serenity (The Opiate) | 04:44 | Show lyrics |
Can you feel me? I am shadows behind you That were never there Footsteps crackling pale bleached bones On a vast, white beach Uncomfortable serenity... I am thy enemy... That razor is for you To justify your sins Come and find me In these strange, sick fields where I lay That were never there Silence Uncomfortable serenity... Unfathomable misery... |
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08:53 |
Where Waits the Greatest of All Sacrifice
Album versions
Release date | Label | Catalog ID | Format | Description |
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September 2009 | Misanthropia VII: XIV | Cassette | Limited edition | |
2010 | Misanthropia VII: XIV | CD | ||
August 11th, 2015 | Independent | Digital | Bandcamp |
Members | |
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Die Within Me | 08:38 | |
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2. | Blood from the Sea | 05:36 | |
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3. | I Believe You | 11:03 | |
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4. | White Streets | 15:08 | |
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40:25 |
Draining Putrefaction
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Jonathan Nicosia | Bass |
Matron Thorn | Guitars, Vocals |
Steven Blackburn | Drums |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Draining Putrefaction | 05:22 | |
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05:22 |
In Hora Maledictus - Part II
Album versions
Release date | Label | Catalog ID | Format | Description |
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October 2009 | Aberration Satellite | |||
August 11th, 2015 | Independent | Digital | Bandcamp |
Members | |
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M. Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Stranded in Consciousness | 05:28 | |
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2. | Dreary | 06:36 | Show lyrics |
For upon this steel I built a crystal palace Thus above is the glorification, so shall the flesh reside beneath Each one, a sacrament of this faith This unbridled love for the comfort that only chastisement can provide You, too, are in these veins Come, and I will make for you a place to exit as well Promises of tomorrow are fleeting when you’re dead Maybe better to just covet serenity from the emptiness at the heart of my dreams Sinners never receive closure in Heaven But I know I can drink the poison from the stars in Hell No time for apologies Just something to remember me by Before I ruin life Without speaking Maybe better to just covet serenity from the emptiness at the heart of my dreams Come, and I promise I will find an exit for you as well |
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3. | Beauty in Exile | 09:17 | Show lyrics |
All I ever needed were these red walls All I ever needed was a hand on the other side that wouldn’t reject my own Stay with me tonight Just until I fall asleep You can whisper razors to me In fields of flowers beyond these jagged cliffs Take me there and push me off Blood among the lillies, blood along the seashore The sickening silences of lovers and angels Concentration At last, the gates to sweet perdition spread their conviction wide to welcome me From the deserted peaks, I plummeted into your arms Keeping us buried in my heart, buried in my grave Such sweet memories Carbonized Slash my throat Just until I fall asleep Tell it to me again |
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4. | A Skeptic Between Lovers | 12:58 | Show lyrics |
Gathered around me like thousands of flickering candles Stars were exploding as I approached the pantheon I could feel the tunnel narrowing in my descent Claustrophobia supreme Head first, frozen flesh and cells deteriorating before us, We are estranged, but this grip is not Long after these ties of veins and sacrifice have frozen Their pulse defies death, post-asphyxiation... The pain will only make the voices linger I can feel the tunnel narrowing in my descent Beg for my life Shallow ground materializes below me My wings ignite and flail, disintegrating Where no prayer can shatter the glass beneath As long as blood promises remain firm And slavery goes justified I asked you not to follow me And you did because you were a part of my veins I will eviscerate us together Agony, like it’s meant to be Then, the silence of an abused and empty paradise Unfit for all but those that sacrificed their wings In their descent |
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5. | The Constellations of Sedation | 05:57 | |
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6. | The Amnesiac at the Shore | 07:37 | Show lyrics |
Here we are again, beside ourselves That place where not even the universe lends a mindful ear to this darkness I have seen the monolith, and it crushed the hand that beholds the eye Here we are again, beside ourselves Take me to the ocean One last time That I might elate my soul That I might find one of these things I’d lost before That I might lead us through the silence That I might That you might But I know you won’t I know you will never see what I see Take me to the ocean And go away from me |
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7. | ...Gravity Reconciled | 04:01 | |
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51:54 |
Dismal Empyrean Solitude
Album versions
Release date | Label | Catalog ID | Format | Description |
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December 3rd, 2009 | Self Mutilation Services | sms034 | CD | Limited edition |
December 3rd, 2009 | Self Mutilation Services | Digital | Bandcamp |
Members | |
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Benighted in Sodom | |
Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Deathrow | |
Thorns | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Benighted in Sodom - Gray Flowers | 12:01 | Show lyrics |
Behold my savior, for he comes on a plate (in a capsule) Wouldst thou grant my soul peace before I should cross thee, lest I take flight from this bridge, and plummet through my most ecstatic anticipation? What is and what is not There is only an hourglass and a scythe, a picturesque solace made for dying and burials I no longer dream of us (do I dream of anything?) For I am swept away in this solitary sea of breathless harmony The fixation flickers and is snuffed out It is just myself and these apparitions Lingering around as if to communicate something to me But I am deaf |
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2. | Nocturnal Depression - Déchéance | 10:21 | |
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3. | Deathrow - Il vento del nord | 16:10 | |
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38:32 |
Dismal Ethereality: Stellar Celestial Void
Album versions
Release date | Label | Catalog ID | Format | Description |
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January 9th, 2010 | Singularity Publishing | XXIII | CD + cassette | Limited edition |
August 11th, 2015 | Independent | Digital | Bandcamp |
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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Disc | |||
1. | Ether & Rust | 14:12 | Show lyrics |
Close your eyes, and pretend that it was all just a dream For to realize this life would only isolate your existence Between oceans and falling stars Unmade and stillborn creatures Stranded forever inside of my glass world Behold oceans of nothingness Consciousness shall forever be your grave I begged to become aware And it only destroyed my heart Love perishes where light betrays the falling Nothing more than questions now |
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2. | Gray Flowers | 11:30 | Show lyrics |
Behold my savior, for he comes on a plate (in a capsule) Wouldst thou grant my soul peace before I should cross thee, lest I take flight from this bridge, and plummet through my most ecstatic anticipation What is and what is not There is only an hourglass and a scythe, a picturesque solace made for dying and burials I no longer dream of us For I am swept away in this solitary sea of breathless harmony The fixation flickers and is snuffed out It is just myself and these apparitions Lingering around as if to communicate something to me But I am deaf |
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3. | The Algophile | 03:35 | |
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4. | For Those Celestial and Destroyed | 06:36 | |
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5. | Judecca | 10:34 | Show lyrics |
Could it really be that I still drift lifeless between the spaces? This landscape is desolate, but so strangely beautiful Silence and dead leaves shadow this universe I can never leave you I am a prisoner to this consciousness I walk towards the tide to drown myself only to revive where this miserable journey began destined to relive each empty moment as a mirrored frozen version of me Lost in repeating moments where not even death can intervene Just as I watched us die You will watch as I wander our empty world In search of something that will not be |
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46:27 | |||
Tape | |||
Single-sided | |||
1. | Paradigm Inumbrate / Sanguine Stars | 35:50 | |
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35:50 |
Plateau Σ: The Harrowing
Album versions
Release date | Label | Catalog ID | Format | Description |
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March 11th, 2010 | Independent | Digital | ||
August 11th, 2015 | Independent | Digital | Bandcamp |
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | The Beckoning | 06:03 | |
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2. | Into Distance and Asphixia | 06:09 | |
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3. | The Cremation of Cælum | 08:05 | |
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4. | Mirrored Oblivion Absolved | 05:56 | |
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5. | A Requisite Contrition | 05:38 | |
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6. | The Fields of Elysium | 08:33 | |
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40:24 |
Plateau Σ: The Harrowing
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April 1st, 2010 | Obscure Abhorrence Productions | OAP2010 | CD | |
August 11th, 2015 | Independent | Digital | Bandcamp |
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Miscellaneous staff | |
O.A. | Cover art |
Matron Thorn | Art direction |
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1. | The Beckoning | 05:33 | |
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2. | Into Distance and Asphixia | 05:41 | Show lyrics |
Sweeter than love and ecstasy The penance I pay for empty flesh Gasping and clawing at the moon Carving abysses in me Carving singular moments in forever Suspended and frozen screams of agony to monument the reconciliation of desperation and consciousness My compass spins around and around Mocking my desperation for consciousness On this beach of flesh Steel strikes the sands I dream of a shore where red tides meet the firmament of the universe |
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3. | The Cremation of Cælum | 08:03 | Show lyrics |
Is this the mirrored eternity I wished for? Descension from death in a hollow darkness without even the comfort of the most dimly lit twilight sky He blessed me with wings, he blessed me with feathers And now their burning alone is the light that illuminates my forsaken path Although the flesh has become one with some blasted and distant earth This misery will abide forever The eclipse towards my ultimate atonement Now I will belong to the same constellations Fiery divine creatures in the blackness of space All transgression has been justified with this eucharist Nothingness and pain will manifest me again and again in that forsaken place Fallen far below the grace of gods and devils, yet still incarnated in the endless iniquity of this sacrifice I will take it into me And chastise myself To die forever as a superior thoughtform |
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4. | Mirrored Oblivion Absolved | 05:15 | Show lyrics |
I descended a God and was spat back into the realm of the misbegotten as a spear bleeding the heavens Ye Lost, follow me and I will lead you into oblivion Ye Sick, kiss me and I will give you paralysis Ye dying, speak my name and it will deafen you Ye faithless, outstretch your hands to me and I will slash your wrists Live through me, and I will unveil every truth To worship and perish as criminals and carpenters alike |
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5. | A Requisite Contrition | 06:01 | Show lyrics |
Spread me across the cosmic sea I am only ashes now Not even a name to mark the grave left for dust and silence I thought they were angels elevating me through the horrible night Release me the burden of my human essence I am drawn to a dismal paradise where sonnance and space are one I thought it was an angel in the sun Playing upon a harp of suffering and plagues Arrogant laughter from space, commanding me to step far beyond the ledge |
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6. | The Fields of Elysium | 07:15 | Show lyrics |
All I can take with me now, are these empty promises. I can’t save my life, so inject the endless void into me. There is always a lovely euphoria before the end Penitence is burning me in every cell Wells of hope only draw blood I breathe my vastness of my entrance I trespass without a key Passing unmarked, familiar graves Running eternally toward the sunshine I cannot save my life Inject the endless void into me I know there is always a lovely euphoria... "Vous entendrez toute l’année Sur votre tête condamnée Les cris lamentables des loups Et des sorcières faméliques, Les ébats des vieillards lubriques Et les complots des noirs filous" |
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37:48 |
The Splintering of Two Graves
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | The Splintering of Two Graves - Part I | 07:06 | instrumental |
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2. | The Splintering of Two Graves - Part II | 06:41 | |
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13:47 |
Hybrid Parasite Evangelistica
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May 20th, 2010 | BadMoodMan Music | BMM. 038-10 | CD | |
August 11th, 2015 | Independent | Digital | Bandcamp |
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Matron Thorn | Guitars, Bass, Vocals, Ambience |
Guest/Session | |
S. Blackburn | Drums |
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1. | An Angel Circles the Drain | 10:54 | Show lyrics |
Come find me frozen I am bleeding away today in empty lights Revolting and wailing The godly are abusing needles like halos You cannot wake me Their vices oppress my grave from above Heaven Now I gaze towards the sky His glory is obscured by winding towers Exalted are the spires that mock the horns A continual silent punishment merely echoing in the valley of death Now the righteous are diseased Engineering pestilence for orphaned children His grace devours the sun His salvation courses through my veins |
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2. | Dreamscape Overdose | 02:17 | instrumental |
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3. | Liquid Flowing from a Slashed Wrist | 09:27 | Show lyrics |
Therefore, unto myself and a thousand stars did I cast a blade, and that blade did expiate with blood and euphoria the eyes that witnessed an aeon of flickering, though there is not enough sacrifice to satisfy the grinning and impious abysses of inevitability. To what shall I relinquish these secrets of mortal lamentation and cosmic disillusion? I can only perish, that I may find my opiate in eternal pain I can only surrender, for wingless angels will inject heavenly emptiness into my veins. Dilating black and gray with the sun. It is so unearthly and beautiful, I never dreamed of a forever as beautiful as this I never imagined that I could suffer this deeply, and yet I find myself painfully awake beneath a hail of razors and screaming skies of intoxicating agony, draining away the despair with a quiet and listless desperation Deliver me through the gates and spare not for me a single plague From my wrists, I will weave rivers and wrap their paths around the heart of my mortality, smothering the hope that I might save myself from this I manifest as the affliction that captivates my soul so lovingly But I wither behind a mirror Behind my eyes, just the same |
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4. | Nightshade & Arsenic | 07:21 | instrumental |
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5. | Solarium | 11:49 | Show lyrics |
Forever, stranded in paradise I will live to see blood pour from the sky like poetry from the lips of my accuser He makes for me a table in the presence of mine enemies To face scorn and derision In a place above his right hand Abuse yourselves and the ones you love For this was all that I had left Beyond the delusion of an eternity Something much blacker is ever putrefying in time And it pulsates through my veins All I ever wanted was to be truly alive And now I will truly die Before your eyes, a thousand times For the forgiveness of your sins and the perpetuity of chastisement To what condemnation shall we be chastised beyond the grace of death? To what shape of misery shall I offer this broken place? Watch as I bleed behind your walls I crumble unnoticed, without even a passing glance to validate my existence |
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6. | The Surrogate | 07:23 | |
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49:11 |
Death in Space
Album versions
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July 29th, 2010 | Independent | |||
March 22nd, 2020
(titled "Death in Space / Genesis in Flux") |
Independent | Digital | Bandcamp, Remastered |
Members | |
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Band members | |
Matron Thorn | Guitars, Bass, Vocals, Ambience |
Guest/Session | |
S. Blackburn | Drums |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Matron Thorn | Mastering |
Chase Sutherland | Mastering |
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1. | A Prayer for Carpenters and Insects | 05:36 | Show lyrics |
In my veins, I die adrift inebriate of steel and impulse Cells and sublime confidence or rain and darkened stormdrains Pieces of shadows and sunny days I watch myself flickering Wreck yourself on the stars and surrender Struggling to gather the colors and sounds from the back of my mind Twilight is ending a haze of dissonant silence Along the pavement drags the corpse of a guardian angel the same streets where we walked Summerlands and eternal night For only the forsaken will return and only the empty will wait |
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2. | Heavenly Maligned | 04:53 | Show lyrics |
O Merciful emptiness, rain down on me Ignoring every wound you make, Sweetly forsaking me In this Eucharist, I pledge autonomy to nurture the apathy in you In this tabernacle rots the only evidence that you ever existed I have been to a paradise that burned beautifully from the depths of an endless chasm, spilling smoke and ash into the eyes of God to blind and deprive him of it’s glory Rebellion All you secrets will die with me For salvation is wasted on the obedient Hell is overpopulated with happy people Now I go down with the setting sun |
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3. | The Passages of Abasement and Endless Death | 07:27 | Show lyrics |
Epitome of insanities manifest as a vision of prosperity and virtue, yet nothing so alluring can conceal the hate and ugliness beneath the afterthought Destiny of destinies, the progeneration of mass subservience through infection Echo of all echoes, the vastness of space between the afflicted and the master None are worthy but all are damned Prayers land like bullets in dense vacuum Blindness is rewarded to the abusers of indifference In my search for life everlasting, I found only misery and constant death Total planetary exodus, faith has led humanity into the abyss, walking side by side with every worthless inherited conviction of the fallen |
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4. | Sanguine River | 05:09 | Show lyrics |
Hell is beautiful Like white flowers and crashing waves Neither sulphur seas or blazing forests Just glassy still waters beside me always The air is empty and cold A full moon yawns from beyond some distant stars Trembling with the night I walked with you here Far from pearly prisons of somber delusions Far from meadows of razorblades They still hurt me But they’ll never hurt you I shut your eyes as we fled That I alone would witness the destruction of the Heaven we built Yet one of us must look back Lest we lead each other towards oblivion I fell those last constellations as a pillar of salt I did it for you |
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5. | My Death Will Be My Wings | 04:43 | |
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6. | Absolute Divine Negation | 07:47 | Show lyrics |
For unto me, no vision was granted, no catharsis illuminated within the corridors of my most distant dreams. Rather, there was a vanity so profound, that despite all my struggle for utmost illumination, the dreaded light incinerated my ego and all divinity was eroded from the paths of the righteous. Marvel at the grandeur of this majestic nothingness, the shallow grave of glorified human subjugation exemplified in absolute void. Elevate yourself in death and escape the forthcoming floods of silence and mortality, for harsh waves erode even the strongest foundations of faith. All contradictions perish in the mitigation of differing shades of divinity, yet the role of existence continues to flourish unchallenged and arrogant. Penitence and desperation die equally, drowning beneath the currents of time and consciousness. |
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7. | The Splintering of Two Graves - Part I | 07:07 | instrumental |
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8. | The Splintering of Two Graves - Part II | 06:42 | Show lyrics |
Two worlds colliding and self-destructing The sides of a mirror confessing their secret convictions Veins and pills, blue skies, fountains of poison and seduction Twins of a parasite, gradually devouring one another A pair of wings that burn For once I was not For once I was between Complacent but dejected I mother the wounded creature I mothered the universe that I might be forgiven Beneath this earth Beneath this stone I plunge my fist into the rock And then, overwhelming silence And then, overwhelming nothingness (unspoken) "Finite and continual, ascension and simultaneous destruction Faithless light, it also suffers inside of me Constantly seeing through the horizon to the nothingness here and thereafter And gazing toward the eternal constellations of sublime distance and asphixia The afflicted becomes the valet of suicide I have bled the stars and their swansong was my ordainment over angels and surpassing gates of mortal lamentations, the precedent for a cosmic shift beyond all that I have seen and felt inside my flesh My last covenant is forever broken Release me..." |
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9. | Paradise Opiate | 12:01 | Show lyrics |
Guiltless and frozen, I plummet towards the glassy earth below me, my wings rapidly deteriorating in the atmosphere as I approach the last of the Arcadian gardens, concealed from all but the divine... man has squandered his beauty and lowered himself to a desperate echo in the dense vacuum of divine apathy. It makes no difference, for my judgment is unbiased and remorseless, and the pious walk equally convicted with the irreverent and the insane. I gazed ever so deeply into their hollow eyes, teasing the flickering semblance of humanity with false promises of sunshine in eternity... they know as well as I what awaits them there, they know as well as I that these gates can no longer be trespassed; defilement must be cleansed by the tears of the guilty, but only the blood of the righteous can safe this covenant anew. I am the fulfillment of antiquity, I am the healing grace of a thousand years’ trespasses, and they outstretch their starving necks and wrists towards the firmament of my promised serenity. It was always meant to be this way, for the stars have aligned favorably above you and I, and now we are granted the salvation of which we always dreamed. I will alleviate you. I will alleviate us. |
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Ocean
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Ocean - Part I | 12:26 | Show lyrics |
When the dream began, I was in the water And I believe I was drowning All I could do was swim Towards the unforseen beaches So deep below me, so far before me The tides pull me away But still I swam Against the currents Towards the shore I could not see And behold, a tempest Harbinger of a tidal fear And it rained But still I swam against the currents Towards the sands of providence I grew weary and mortal And I drank the salts of fate I welcomed this final wave The end was beautiful 100 CCs of utmost deliverance Comatose, I began to dream of myself I believe I was drowning |
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2. | Ocean - Part II | 11:35 | Show lyrics |
From the shore I can see the sails But they never return to the bay And quietly, I wish Why can’t it be me? This island is empty The sand is dead Nothing can grow Nothing can survive Why have I come here To this lost zone of sediments eroded from time? From the shore I can see their bodies Succumbed to hope Adrift within plain sight Below the unsetting dead sun And quietly, I wish Why can’t it be me? |
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24:01 |
To Neo-Perdition
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Release date | Label | Catalog ID | Format | Description |
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October 2010 | Independent | |||
August 11th, 2015 | Independent | Digital | Bandcamp |
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Effects, Ambience, Vocals |
Guest/Session | |
Nihilist | Vocals (track 2) |
Miscellaneous staff | |
HSG | Artwork, Photography |
Matron Thorn | Artwork, Photography |
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1. | To Neo-Perdition | 08:51 | instrumental |
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2. | Naloxone | 10:34 | |
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3. | A Prayer for Carpenters and Insects | 05:21 | instrumental |
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4. | Cyborg Graveyard | 04:18 | |
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29:04 |
Laura Palmer
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October 8th, 2010 | Independent | Digital | ||
August 11th, 2015 | Independent | Digital | Bandcamp |
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Laura Palmer | 16:40 | instrumental |
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16:40 |
Fort Lauderdale
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December 31st, 2010 | Obscure Abhorrence Productions | |||
August 11th, 2015 | Independent | Digital | Bandcamp |
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Goodnight Moon | 02:00 | |
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2. | Deliver Me | 06:25 | Show lyrics |
I am finally here in paradise Where everything is beautiful and bright I have left the sickness of the world behind And I have found serenity in this secret heaven For to promise me this tomorrow I would kill you today Every moment in life has led me to this All that I am means nothing now that I am free For my cage is made of alabaster and gold And my reward is lifeless silence In exchange for a lifetime of affliction At rest in the heights of the world And the world is below At rest in the heights that overlook the world, and the world is below I say a quiet prayer of gratitude And like the truly saved, my vacant words fall into the sky And their echo reminds me that I am truly alone |
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3. | Nowhere with Us | 06:28 | Show lyrics |
Take my heart Hold it in your hands This could be the start of something beautiful Lie to me I’ll believe everything Just to believe this is real Gaze inside See that I lack a soul But there is room here for you Staring back, my abyss becomes your resting place But at least we are together Fall into my desperate pain And I will build you an altar Built upon the ashes of everything that matters Lie to me I’ll believe everything Just to believe this is real Fall into my desperate pain And I will build you an altar Built upon the ashes of everything that matters Be with me Be with me Be with me Be with me, here, forever |
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4. | Love Can Die | 07:36 | Show lyrics |
All that we are, you and I, we have no future, no destiny. I see you and I know I love you, yet you are infinitely dead to me all the same. This garden we’ve made here is so lush and lovely, but I know when our season will change, winter comes, and our embrace will freeze these blossoms. All that we are, you and I, we have no future, no destiny. I see you and I know I love you, yet you are infinitely dead to me all the same. Hold my hand, and smile. Please don’t feel alone, because though we are estranged, I still grip yours all the same. Hold my hand, and smile. Please take everything I have ever given to you and burn it in front of my face, please take back everything you ever promised me and tell me it was all a lie, please unforgive me for all of my weakness, because I want to be guilty, close the door and lock me outside, let me go and smile, but please don’t feel alone, because though I am dead to you, I still hold onto you just the same. |
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5. | After Every Party I Die (IAMX cover) | 03:47 | Show lyrics |
Turn her over A candle is lit, I see through her Blow it out and save all her ashes for me Curse me sold her The poison that runs it’s course through her Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over Watch me fault her You’re living like a disaster She said kill me faster with strawberry gashes all over Called her over and asked her if she was improving She said "feels fine" it’s wonderful wonderful here Hex me told her I dreamt of a devil that knew her Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over Watch me fault her You’re living like a disaster She said kill me faster with strawberry gashes all over I lay quiet waiting for her voice to say "Some things you lose and some things you just give away" Scold me failed her If only I’d held on tighter to her Pale white skin that twisted and withered away from me away from me Watch me lose her It’s almost like losing myself Give her my soul and let them take somebody else get away from me Watch me fault her You’re living like a disaster She said kill me faster with strawberry gashes all over all over me |
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6. | Lolita | 06:11 | Show lyrics |
If you can give me your flesh, I will let you possess the world Where they will take you, no cruelty knows your name The lens will be your window to the world But the screen is the cradle of hope Everything you could not have in a former life belongs to you a thousandfold, command misery from the seat of divinity encased forever in plastic, the covenant with your creator If you can give me your flesh, I will let you fuck the world Just remember what you were and what you could have been Bubblegum smile, looking upward toward the light of atonement On your knees, on your knees... Let them fall into you One by one Let them fall into you One by one As lovely as a rainbow, as passive as a black hole Beneath your tears I can smell your fear, and I know... I tap the vein and bring you in Everything will be different now You belong to a better world, a better world |
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7. | Neon Stars | 04:20 | instrumental |
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8. | Nostalgia | 06:39 | Show lyrics |
A house on this street withers A child’s room is filled with dreamless sleep There is a mirror there It leads to the other side Lead me there, I will follow you Just don’t let them see that I’ve gone Just don’t let them find me A child’s room is empty, but not forgotten Just don’t let them see that I’ve gone Just don’t let them find me Please don’t let them find me It hurts, it hurts no more... It hurts, it hurts no more... |
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43:26 |
The Universe Is a Very Gloomy Place
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Release date | Label | Catalog ID | Format | Description |
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2011 | Independent | |||
August 11th, 2015 | Independent | Digital | Bandcamp |
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Eloi, Eloi, Lama Sabachthani? | 02:52 | instrumental |
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2. | Sterile Heavens | 07:08 | instrumental |
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3. | Bittersuites | 06:37 | instrumental |
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4. | Filth Goddess | 04:39 | instrumental |
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5. | Summerlands | 07:40 | instrumental |
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6. | My Wounds Will Be Your Wounds | 04:27 | instrumental |
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7. | Into the Veins of God | 04:37 | instrumental |
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8. | Misery Divine | 07:08 | instrumental |
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9. | Laura Palmer | 16:40 | instrumental |
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10. | Birthday Party | 04:06 | instrumental |
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11. | Hospital Windows | 05:54 | instrumental |
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01:11:48 |
Elysian Birth Defects
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January 15th, 2011 | Aberration Satellite | 2CD | ||
March 22nd, 2020 | Independent | Digital | Bandcamp |
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Guest/Session | |
Nahtanoj | Bass (tracks 8-10) |
Esoterica | Guitars (lead) (track 8) |
S. Blackburn | Drums (tracks 8-10) |
Matt Test | Guitars (tracks 9-10) |
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Disc 1 | |||
1. | Draining Putrefaction | ||
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2. | Blood from the Sea | ||
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3. | Funeral for a Saint | ||
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4. | Rotten Fruit for Magdalene | ||
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5. | Of Chains and Arrows | ||
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1. | Die Within Me | ||
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2. | I Believe You | ||
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3. | White Streets | ||
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4. | Dead Lovers | ||
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5. | The Constellations of Sedation | ||
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6. | Uncomfortable Serenity (The Opiate) | ||
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7. | Gray Flowers | ||
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8. | Atrophy (live 2008) | ||
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9. | Draining Putrefaction (live rehearsal) | ||
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10. | Uncomfortable Serenity (live rehearsal) | ||
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Reverse Baptism
Album versions
Release date | Label | Catalog ID | Format | Description |
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March 31st, 2011 | BadMoodMan Music | BMM. 042-11 | CD | |
August 11th, 2015 | Independent | Digital | Bandcamp |
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals, Lyrics |
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1. | Sweetness Depraved | 08:19 | Show lyrics |
When there is nothing left for us in life, will we fall into what we fear? If for only an instant, just to feel. I can’t forgive myself until I know I’ve suffered and thrown away all that I have, if for only an instant, just to feel. Couldn’t it be sweet? In the moments I’ve lost, someone else could live them as their own, and my soul will be free to sin beautifully as a mortal, and lay down in the stars, as a god. |
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2. | Chains of Bliss | 07:29 | Show lyrics |
We are born merely to find the tunnel, for all paths lead to this end. There will a place for you rest along the way, defeated and broken, without answers. So let your faith lead you to failure So let your sorrow comfort the truth, that you are lost, and your secrets will float to the surface. There is a subtle horror in realization, but the faith is unmistakable in the eve of peril, and it’s beaming headlights will find you there. Let the dream captivate you, let the necessity consume you. Cling to the light, and welcome enslavement, for in oblivion, liars are saved, only to find the prosperous wealth of aeons, buried beneath the cenotaph and forbidden like a tree, beautiful and burning... We are born merely to find the tunnel as all paths lead to the end. There will be a place for you to rest along the way, for you to defeat and break yourself. |
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3. | Try to Forget Us | 06:20 | Show lyrics |
I am the child in your memory. You block me out, but I am still there. Haunting your dreams, you block me out, but I am still there. When you are reminded of your sins, just try forget When you are reminded of the pain, just try to forget When you are reminded of your sins, just try to forget When you are reminded of the pain, just try to forget us I am the holiday you miss, you can make believe, but I am still there, stealing your peace. You can block it out, but you still want me... When you are reminded of your sins, just try forget When you are reminded of the pain, just try to forget When you are reminded of your sins, just try to forget When you are reminded of the pain, just try to forget us I’ll find you, eventually... eventually... |
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4. | Flauros | 05:14 | Show lyrics |
Does a kind god prefer to voyeur? Beneath such pearly splendor the wretched fallen Babylon writhes in agonizing delight, so do you bear witness to his firmament neath the sewers and forgotten graves of mortal utopia? Willing participants, gather and revel! Your chariots are made of sulfur and napalm at the behest of a decadent decree, abysmal terror and dissolution shall be his invitation Holocausts and pathetic fates combined to mime the theater of divinity Lovers will cling and bitterness will dredge the confusion of rivals, yet of these things may none glimpse outward past the curtains hung by the sane I saw the greatest act of compassion, and I saw how it perished beneath the hail and acid from the sky, memoirs of hope from our tender savior |
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5. | Ocean - Part I | 12:26 | Show lyrics |
When the dream began, I was in the water And I believe I was drowning All I could do was swim Towards the unforseen beaches So deep below me, so far before me The tides pull me away But still I swam Against the currents Towards the shore I could not see And behold, a tempest Harbinger of a tidal fear And it rained But still I swam against the currents Towards the sands of providence I grew weary and mortal And I drank the salts of fate I welcomed this final wave The end was beautiful 100 CCs of utmost deliverance Comatose, I began to dream of myself I believe I was drowning |
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6. | Ocean - Part II | 11:37 | Show lyrics |
From the shore I can see the sails But they never return to the bay And quietly, I wish Why can’t it be me? This island is empty The sand is dead Nothing can grow Nothing can survive Why have I come here To this lost zone of sediments eroded from time? From the shore I can see their bodies Succumbed to hope Adrift within plain sight Below the unsetting dead sun And quietly, I wish Why can’t it be me? |
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7. | Reverse Baptism | 07:57 | instrumental |
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59:22 |
A Resplendent Starless Darkness
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May 21st, 2011 | Independent | |||
August 11th, 2015 | Independent | Digital | Bandcamp |
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Guest/Session | |
Jürgen Bartsch | Unknown (track 1) |
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1. | Kranker Maschinen Schrei | 02:50 | |
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2. | Heroin Is a Reason to Be Happy | 11:53 | |
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3. | Mecha-Elohim | 11:24 | |
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4. | Children of a Lesser God | 06:19 | Show lyrics |
What is the worth of the pain of a stranger? Who will feel sorry for you when you are left alone? Can you cry for a slut that sells her life away? Can you love a worthless whore from the backseat of a car? Take it off, everything I’ll bury my secrets in you Take it off Look into me, only left to hurt you now Take a bow See your fans They applaud for you tonight Take a bow Wave goodbye They applaud for you tonight What is the worth of the pain of a stranger? Who will feel sorry for you when you are left-- |
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5. | Cryonic Burial Aesthetic | 10:06 | Show lyrics |
Material darkness lingers in the palace of rust Ravenous spectre gnaw away at the machine corpses of angels Alone below the earth, I tremble like a frozen butterfly Alone below the earth, in the wastelands of tomorrow, awake... Take me back into the world florescent sunshine Feral darkness... |
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6. | Devour the Stars | 06:33 | Show lyrics |
Everything to fabricate destiny Everything to construct memories Everything to taint the immaculate Everything to lure the desperate Everything to silence the rebellious Everything to breed prejudice Everything to harvest misery Everything to bury liberty Comfort me that I may not see manifest true darkness Devour the stars Everything to bless the guilty Everything to incite mutiny Everything to manipulate fate Everything to glorify rape Everything to question God Everything to spare the rod Everything to conquer nations Everything to lead them to temptation Comfort me that I may not see manifest true darkness Devour the stars Ugliness is (next to) righteousness |
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7. | Præternatural Embers | 09:50 | |
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8. | Æthertopia | 06:24 | |
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1. | Deus Ex Machina | 20:03 | |
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20:03 |
Suicide Is Beautiful
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July 2011 | Independent | |||
August 11th, 2015 | Independent | Digital | Bandcamp |
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Guest/Session | |
Vesania Älskemord | Vocals |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Matron Thorn | Artwork |
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1. | Suicide Is Beautiful | 17:06 | Show lyrics |
When I die, I want it to be like a dream I want to see myself ascend a marble staircase Through the swirling clouds of bliss and hope A step for each of my worries lost To the sweet surrender of the ever after As I draw down the blade and cut my flesh I’m reminded of amber fields Blues and whites in the sky The porcelain stains red and I exhale Something better awaits me there.... And then I feel it come over me Like I would never be sad again The warm water caresses my open cuts Serenity now, pouring from every major vein and artery A silence and a distance like I’ve never known before They coalesce and in this moment everything is right It’s so beautiful... |
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17:06 |
God Will Not Forsake Me
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Evening Dosage | ||
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2. | After Every Party I Die (IAMX cover) | ||
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3. | Will I Dream? | ||
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4. | 4026A | ||
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5. | Superhero Love Song | ||
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Genesis in Flux
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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Steven Blackburn | Drums |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Dramen | Co-producer |
Matron Thorn | Artwork, Producer |
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1. | A Prayer for Carpenters and Insects | 05:36 | |
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2. | The Passages of Abasement and Endless Death | 07:27 | |
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3. | The Splintering of Two Graves - Part I | 07:07 | instrumental |
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4. | The Splintering of Two Graves - Part II | 06:42 | |
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5. | Heavenly Maligned | 04:53 | |
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6. | Absolute Divine Negation | 07:47 | |
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39:32 |
Anti-depressive
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2012 | Independent | |||
August 11th, 2015 | Independent | Digital | Bandcamp |
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Guest/Session | |
Julia Black | Vocals (female) (track 8 (track 12)) |
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1. | I’ll Never Get Out of Here | 01:44 | |
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2. | A Heart Is Forever | 07:06 | |
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3. | Melancholy Infatuation Withdrawal | 07:22 | |
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4. | This Affliction | 05:15 | |
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5. | Divine Flesh Simulation | 08:24 | |
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6. | The Archetype of Stellar Death | 08:52 | |
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7. | Chamber of Lucid Dreams | 10:25 | |
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8. | Anti-depressive | 03:34 | |
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9. | Chemically Happy | 05:36 | |
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58:18 |
Serial Killer Music
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Matron Thorn | Guitars, Bass, Synthetics, Vocals (track 1) |
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G. | Drums |
Balam | Vocals (track 2) |
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1. | Darkness Becomes Flesh | 07:21 | |
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2. | It Could Be Wonderful | 11:43 | |
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19:04 |
Supervillain Deluxe
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | I’ll Never Get Out of Here | 01:44 | |
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2. | A Heart Is Forever | 07:06 | |
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3. | Evening Dosage | 04:39 | |
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4. | Melancholy Infatuation Withdrawal | 07:22 | |
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5. | Circuit of Angel | 04:42 | |
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6. | Will I Dream? | 05:41 | |
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7. | Divine Flesh Simulation | 08:24 | |
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8. | Chromosome of Devil | 04:37 | |
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9. | Superhero Love Song (4026A) | 05:25 | |
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10. | The Archetype of Stellar Death | 08:52 | |
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11. | Chamber of Lucid Dreams | 10:26 | |
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12. | Anti-depressive | 03:34 | |
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13. | Chemically Happy | 05:36 | |
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01:18:08 |
A Premonition of Miracles Undone
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Release date | Label | Catalog ID | Format | Description |
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August 11th, 2012 | Independent | Digital | ||
March 22nd, 2020 | Independent | Digital | Bandcamp |
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Band members | |
Matron Thorn | Guitars, Bass, Guitar synthesizer, Vocals |
Guest/Session | |
G. | Drums, Vocals |
Chris Grigg | Vocals (track 7) |
Balam | Vocals (track 3) |
G. | Vocals (track 5) |
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1. | No Hell like This | 02:24 | |
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2. | The Sacrament of Flagellation | 09:03 | Show lyrics |
My portrait is a mosaic of disfigurement A wrecked hive for the crawling larvae of terrible past lives My sins are unforgivable and my faith is weak Yet I am the beauty of so much pain and I dwell in the house of the lord I cannot die I can only relive as darkness within the forbidden corridors of time Each day, I am the hurt that makes you love again I am the sorrow of so many unfulfilled dreams And I live within you Beneath my ribs you’ll prick your fingers Just so that my heart can be yours... Your access to the void; Step inside, never look back But remember this forever in my terrible sunshine You returned, and achieved immortality Be as I am today Perish in the depths of becoming That you would fall short of divinity Because our destiny is reserved for sinners And you were merely an insect (Destroying yourself to be) And you were merely an insect (Destroying yourself to be) And you were merely an insect (Destroying yourself to be) As a vagrant shadow And you are merely an insect (Destroying yourself to be) And you are merely an insect (Destroying yourself to be) And you are merely an insect (Destroying yourself to be closer now to God...) I cannot die... I live within you... |
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3. | Darkness Becomes Flesh | 07:21 | |
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4. | It Could Be Wonderful | 11:43 | Show lyrics |
All these things I have are yours Not even time can destroy All these things I have that you have lost It breathes a life, it breeds a lie All these things I have are yours Not even time can destroy All these things I have were once lost It breathes a lie, it breeds a life The twilight of life is nearly complete And we see ourselves no longer as the distance fades away The soil opens to devour us now And recycle the essence of our decline To be the darkness to overcome And the book, it closes now All these things are not mine to give away That we can begin again, again... If you want them to listen If you want them to respond If you want them to go away Just let them know It could be wonderful |
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5. | The Mosaic of Fragile Promises | 08:32 | Show lyrics |
In our search for everlasting life We inherited the disease of centuries The cancer of perpetual longing A constant inferno of dissolution, quenched by the waters of purpose We have a place in the universe In the pantheon of suffering Where the sins of our heritage Are purged and scattered A mosaic of ugliness to linger in time What will satisfy our endless questioning? from the comforting maw of oblivion, A divine resounding answer of eternal affirmation, The fragilest of promises |
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6. | Oneiric Eternity | 09:13 | |
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7. | Aberration | 08:45 | |
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8. | Genesis Perfecta Maledictii | 08:26 | |
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9. | Homecoming | 12:24 | |
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01:17:51 |
Disappear Here
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August 24th, 2012 | Independent | |||
August 11th, 2015 | Independent | Digital | Bandcamp |
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Ovaries | 06:37 | |
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2. | Beautiful in a Past Life | 06:12 | |
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3. | Denna Kväll | 07:33 | |
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4. | The Courtesan Revival | 07:15 | |
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5. | The Leering | 09:15 | |
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6. | Live Through This | 05:59 | |
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7. | Today (Smashing Pumpkins cover) | 04:09 | |
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8. | Disappear Here (You Can Be Anything You Want to Be) | 07:32 | instrumental |
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54:32 |
Monstrously Beautiful Sorrow
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July 4th, 2013 | Independent | |||
August 11th, 2015 | Independent | Digital | Bandcamp |
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Return of the Living Dread | 04:50 | |
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2. | Hopesick | 04:04 | |
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3. | Debbie Downer | 03:27 | |
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4. | Monstrously Beautiful Sorrow | 07:13 | |
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5. | Occult Heartbreak | 06:23 | |
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6. | Prayers Don’t Work | 04:57 | |
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7. | Serial Killer Music | 14:25 | |
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8. | Suicide Is Beautiful II | 03:22 | |
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48:41 |
Paradigm Inumbrate
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Paradigm Inumbrate | 17:29 | |
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17:29 |
Secret Wish
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Secret Wish | 05:57 | |
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05:57 |
Do Not Go Gently into That Good Night
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Matron Thorn | Everything |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Matron Thorn | Recording, Mixing, Mastering |
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1. | Even the Nice Things | 09:21 | |
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2. | Meander | 08:17 | |
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3. | Never Trust an Apparition | 05:35 | |
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4. | Melancholy Infatuation Withdrawal | 07:23 | |
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5. | No Heaven | 07:23 | |
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6. | Summerlands | 07:15 | |
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7. | Sometimes I Don’t Mind | 10:09 | |
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8. | When It Gets Dark | 10:41 | |
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9. | Hospital Windows | 05:55 | |
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01:11:59 |
Satanic Pleasant Melody
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Matron Thorn | Everything |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Matron Thorn | Mixing, Mastering |
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1. | Born Again Satanist | 05:34 | |
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2. | Someday | 05:28 | |
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3. | Lost Threnody | 05:42 | |
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16:44 |
Carrier of Poison Apples
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December 13th, 2019 | I, Voidhanger Records | IVR123 | CD | Limited edition, Digipak |
December 13th, 2019 | I, Voidhanger Records | Digital | Bandcamp |
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Band members | |
Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Matron Thorn | Recording, Cover art |
Francesco Gemelli | Layout |
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1. | Last Stop on My Way to Hell | 04:11 | Show lyrics |
Satan, take the wheel, I’m on uncharted waters now And I wonder what will be the heavy sin to sink me down This vessel’s lost it’s way, only left for me to drown Too dark to see Too far to swim Too deep to wade For fear Satan, take the wheel, I’m on uncharted waters now And I wonder what will be the heavy sin to sink me down Carry on now Carry on now Carry on now Lead me to your inner peace |
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2. | Dead by 33 | 06:18 | Show lyrics |
My mother said if I keep this up I’ll be dead by 33 The doctor said that if I don’t stop I’ll be dead by 33 My girlfriend begged me to get some help Or I’ll be dead by 33 I always knew that I’d fuck up And become a corpse on their TV And if you knew what I was really like You wouldn’t try to stop me And if you could, live through my life You wouldn’t wanna live past 33 Never thought I’d make it baby Never thought I’d live this long Always thought I’d lose you baby After so much went so wrong Never thought I’d make it baby Never thought I’d live to tell Cheated death for a thousand years And now I find myself in Hell And if you knew what I was really like You wouldn’t try to stop me And if you could, live through my life You wouldn’t wanna live past 33 My mother said if I keep this up I’ll be dead by 33 The doctor said that if I don’t stop I’ll be dead by 33 My girlfriend begged me to get some help Well she died at 33 I always knew that I’d fuck up And become a corpse on their TV |
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3. | Open Heart, Open Grave | 06:28 | Show lyrics |
Yeah, when the ferryman comes to take me, there’s a death knell ringing All my secrets known, my paradise is a ship that’s sinking Yeah when the sun sets down, these lonely eyes will see you leaving All my childhood dreams come crashing down completely Carved out for you from myself an open heart The hole it made became my open grave |
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4. | World Without Mend | 04:40 | Show lyrics |
Too close to the sun I’m burning alive Everything I ever wanted Is now eating me alive Is it worth all this? I’m suffering Is it worth all this? I’m fading away... "Foolishly falling, I’m bruised and broken Not much was left that was useful, and then Blood was traded with each other, And it called to me somehow..." "Face down in the dirt... wouldn’t you like to be? Face down in the dirt, wouldn’t you want to be?" |
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5. | Raised Southern Baptist | 07:13 | Show lyrics |
"Go I will make you fishers of SINS Stray thee behind you, to the grace of Satan" And the devil did tempt Christ in the desert So was I tempted to taste the forbidden fruit Your flawless flesh is the ultimate deception To my ultimate undoing She said she would show me beautiful things Sold my soul knowing she was lying to me "Go, I will make you a fisher of SIN Stray thee behind you, to the gaze of Satan" And I did wander... And wander... And wander... I wandered so far, I forgot where I was even going I wandered until there was no more road left to wander And only when I was lost did I find where I was truly meant to be When I was young, I was raised Southern Baptist And I did wander "You’ll wander far..." she said And the devil did tempt Christ in the desert So was I tempted to taste your forbidden fruit Your flawless flesh is the ultimate deception To my ultimate undoing "Go I will make you fishers of SINS Stray thee behind you, to the grace of Satan" She said she would show me beautiful things Sold my soul knowing she was lying to me When I was young, I was raised Southern Baptist And I did wander "You’ll wander far..." she said |
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6. | That Heroin Sleep | 04:30 | Show lyrics |
It was the best sleep I ever had But it left everyone so very sad It was the last dream I ever had And it left me so very glad! I dreamt an empty void Yeah, gotta get that heroin, that heroin sleep... |
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7. | Heart-Shaped Box (Nirvana cover) | 05:26 | Show lyrics |
She eyes me like a Pisces when I am weak I’ve been locked inside your heart-shaped box for weeks I’ve been drawn into your magnetar pit trap trap I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black Hey! Wait! I’ve got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Hey! Wait! I’ve got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Hey! Wait! I’ve got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice, your advice Meat-eating orchids forgive no one just yet Cut myself on angel hair and baby’s breath Broken hymen of your Highness, I’m left back Throw down your umbilical noose so I can climb right back Hey! Wait! I’ve got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Hey! Wait! I’ve got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Hey! Wait! I’ve got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice, your advice She eyes me like a Pisces when I am weak I’ve been locked inside your heart-shaped box for weeks I’ve been drawn into your magnetar pit trap trap I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black Hey! Wait! I’ve got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Hey! Wait! I’ve got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Hey! Wait! I’ve got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice, your advice, your advice, your advice |
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8. | Never Ever After | 11:11 | instrumental |
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49:57 |
In Hora Maledictus - Part I
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M. Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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M. Thorn | Photography, Art direction |
Moriah Wood | Photography, Art direction |
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1. | The Shepherd and the Atheist | 10:20 | Show lyrics |
Time has a way Of reflecting itself In the mirrored haze of the past Perished in the coldness of my dead eyes distant and dreaming in fields "I beg of you, come closer to me why must thou hide, if thou art supreme?" Perhaps to hide the emptiness Also distilled in me I was never made in any fucking image That which I was, Cursed with a human heart Though I never asked to know you, you lay here with me "I beg of you, come closer to me Close enough to feel the spear in your side..." |
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2. | Fountain of Lies | 04:58 | |
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3. | The Wizard Behind the Curtain | 06:03 | |
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4. | Discarded Halos | 07:48 | Show lyrics |
I planted my seed in this land of discarded halos Like you, I sacrificed everything for clarity The vision was too much for my human eyes And I was transformed into the beast I sought Life is bleeding in my hands All that remains is the mask And the mask wears me |
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5. | Uncomfortable Serenity (The Opiate) | 04:36 | Show lyrics |
Can you feel me? I am shadows behind you That were never there Footsteps crackling pale bleached bones On a vast, white beach Uncomfortable serenity... I am thy enemy... That razor is for you To justify your sins Come and find me In these strange, sick fields where I lay That were never there Silence Uncomfortable serenity... Unfathomable misery... |
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6. | Atrophy | 08:32 | Show lyrics |
Let us look Into each other And see as God sees The waters of life ran polluted with the excrement of mankind I remember this place I have passed through here once before The footprints in the sand... They are my own... The ones that parallel next to me They are but mine as well... I approached a grave filled with photographs and complex symbols so familiar to me... And at last I am awake And I am in Hell My soul is in Hell To these things I (They) will burn The horizon extends to eternity But strangely I am at peace The burdens on my soul Intensify and Crush Crush Crush me... I remember this place I have passed through here once before The footprints in the sand They are my own The ones that parallel beside me They are mine as well So familiar Let us take a look into each other And see as ’God’ sees The waters of life run polluted With excrement of mankind Crush me... (Oh I remember this place....) Crush me.... (Once before... and I will be here again....) Crushing me... (The footprints in the sand...) They are my own They are unforgiven They are mine |
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7. | Euthanasia | 06:06 | |
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48:23 |
In Hora Maledictus - Part I
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
M. Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Miscellaneous staff | |
M. Thorn | Photography, Art direction |
Moriah Wood | Photography, Art direction |
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1. | The Shepherd and the Atheist | 10:20 | Show lyrics |
Time has a way Of reflecting itself In the mirrored haze of the past Perished in the coldness of my dead eyes distant and dreaming in fields "I beg of you, come closer to me why must thou hide, if thou art supreme?" Perhaps to hide the emptiness Also distilled in me I was never made in any fucking image That which I was, Cursed with a human heart Though I never asked to know you, you lay here with me "I beg of you, come closer to me Close enough to feel the spear in your side..." |
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2. | Fountain of Lies | 04:58 | |
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3. | The Wizard Behind the Curtain | 06:03 | |
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4. | Discarded Halos | 07:48 | Show lyrics |
I planted my seed in this land of discarded halos Like you, I sacrificed everything for clarity The vision was too much for my human eyes And I was transformed into the beast I sought Life is bleeding in my hands All that remains is the mask And the mask wears me |
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5. | Eternal Loyalty to Our Lord Satan (Inquisition cover) | 04:12 | |
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6. | Uncomfortable Serenity (The Opiate) | 04:36 | Show lyrics |
Can you feel me? I am shadows behind you That were never there Footsteps crackling pale bleached bones On a vast, white beach Uncomfortable serenity... I am thy enemy... That razor is for you To justify your sins Come and find me In these strange, sick fields where I lay That were never there Silence Uncomfortable serenity... Unfathomable misery... |
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7. | Atrophy | 08:32 | Show lyrics |
Let us look Into each other And see as God sees The waters of life ran polluted with the excrement of mankind I remember this place I have passed through here once before The footprints in the sand... They are my own... The ones that parallel next to me They are but mine as well... I approached a grave filled with photographs and complex symbols so familiar to me... And at last I am awake And I am in Hell My soul is in Hell To these things I (They) will burn The horizon extends to eternity But strangely I am at peace The burdens on my soul Intensify and Crush Crush Crush me... I remember this place I have passed through here once before The footprints in the sand They are my own The ones that parallel beside me They are mine as well So familiar Let us take a look into each other And see as ’God’ sees The waters of life run polluted With excrement of mankind Crush me... (Oh I remember this place....) Crush me.... (Once before... and I will be here again....) Crushing me... (The footprints in the sand...) They are my own They are unforgiven They are mine |
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8. | Euthanasia | 06:06 | |
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9. | Uncomfortable Serenity II | 04:30 | |
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57:05 |
In Hora Maledictus - Part I
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
M. Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Miscellaneous staff | |
M. Thorn | Photography, Art direction |
Moriah Wood | Photography, Art direction |
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1. | The Shepherd and the Atheist | 10:20 | Show lyrics |
Time has a way Of reflecting itself In the mirrored haze of the past Perished in the coldness of my dead eyes distant and dreaming in fields "I beg of you, come closer to me why must thou hide, if thou art supreme?" Perhaps to hide the emptiness Also distilled in me I was never made in any fucking image That which I was, Cursed with a human heart Though I never asked to know you, you lay here with me "I beg of you, come closer to me Close enough to feel the spear in your side..." |
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2. | Fountain of Lies | 04:58 | |
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3. | The Wizard Behind the Curtain | 06:03 | |
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4. | Discarded Halos | 07:48 | Show lyrics |
I planted my seed in this land of discarded halos Like you, I sacrificed everything for clarity The vision was too much for my human eyes And I was transformed into the beast I sought Life is bleeding in my hands All that remains is the mask And the mask wears me |
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5. | Uncomfortable Serenity (The Opiate) | 04:36 | Show lyrics |
Can you feel me? I am shadows behind you That were never there Footsteps crackling pale bleached bones On a vast, white beach Uncomfortable serenity... I am thy enemy... That razor is for you To justify your sins Come and find me In these strange, sick fields where I lay That were never there Silence Uncomfortable serenity... Unfathomable misery... |
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6. | Atrophy | 08:32 | Show lyrics |
Let us look Into each other And see as God sees The waters of life ran polluted with the excrement of mankind I remember this place I have passed through here once before The footprints in the sand... They are my own... The ones that parallel next to me They are but mine as well... I approached a grave filled with photographs and complex symbols so familiar to me... And at last I am awake And I am in Hell My soul is in Hell To these things I (They) will burn The horizon extends to eternity But strangely I am at peace The burdens on my soul Intensify and Crush Crush Crush me... I remember this place I have passed through here once before The footprints in the sand They are my own The ones that parallel beside me They are mine as well So familiar Let us take a look into each other And see as ’God’ sees The waters of life run polluted With excrement of mankind Crush me... (Oh I remember this place....) Crush me.... (Once before... and I will be here again....) Crushing me... (The footprints in the sand...) They are my own They are unforgiven They are mine |
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7. | Euthanasia | 06:06 | |
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8. | Uncomfortable Serenity II | 04:30 | |
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52:53 |
The Halls of Past Miseries 2006-2007
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Rust | 06:35 | |
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2. | Spread Our Ashes on the Shore | 06:44 | |
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3. | The Mortal That Withered with Me | 08:04 | |
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4. | The Surrogate | 07:20 | |
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5. | Flesh Becomes as Stone | 05:46 | |
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6. | Until They Reach the Heart | 04:34 | |
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39:03 |
The Halls of Past Miseries 2006-2007
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | The Mortal That Withered with Me | 08:04 | |
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2. | Rust | 06:35 | |
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3. | Spread Our Ashes on the Shore | 06:44 | |
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4. | The Surrogate | 07:20 | |
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5. | Ultraviolent Profane Glory | 11:01 | |
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6. | Until They Reach the Heart | 04:34 | |
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7. | Eternal Loyalty to Our Lord Satan (Inquisition cover) | 04:13 | |
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48:31 |
Where Waits the Greatest of All Sacrifice
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Die Within Me | 08:38 | |
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2. | Blood from the Sea | 05:36 | |
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3. | I Believe You | 11:03 | |
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4. | White Streets | 15:08 | |
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40:25 |
Where Waits the Greatest of All Sacrifice
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Die Within Me | 08:38 | |
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2. | Blood from the Sea | 05:36 | |
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3. | I Believe You | 11:03 | |
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4. | White Streets | 15:08 | |
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40:25 |
Where Waits the Greatest of All Sacrifice
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Die Within Me | 08:38 | |
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2. | Blood from the Sea | 05:36 | |
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3. | I Believe You | 11:03 | |
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4. | White Streets | 15:08 | |
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40:25 |
In Hora Maledictus - Part II
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M. Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Stranded in Consciousness | 05:28 | |
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2. | Dreary | 06:36 | Show lyrics |
For upon this steel I built a crystal palace Thus above is the glorification, so shall the flesh reside beneath Each one, a sacrament of this faith This unbridled love for the comfort that only chastisement can provide You, too, are in these veins Come, and I will make for you a place to exit as well Promises of tomorrow are fleeting when you’re dead Maybe better to just covet serenity from the emptiness at the heart of my dreams Sinners never receive closure in Heaven But I know I can drink the poison from the stars in Hell No time for apologies Just something to remember me by Before I ruin life Without speaking Maybe better to just covet serenity from the emptiness at the heart of my dreams Come, and I promise I will find an exit for you as well |
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3. | Beauty in Exile | 09:17 | Show lyrics |
All I ever needed were these red walls All I ever needed was a hand on the other side that wouldn’t reject my own Stay with me tonight Just until I fall asleep You can whisper razors to me In fields of flowers beyond these jagged cliffs Take me there and push me off Blood among the lillies, blood along the seashore The sickening silences of lovers and angels Concentration At last, the gates to sweet perdition spread their conviction wide to welcome me From the deserted peaks, I plummeted into your arms Keeping us buried in my heart, buried in my grave Such sweet memories Carbonized Slash my throat Just until I fall asleep Tell it to me again |
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4. | A Skeptic Between Lovers | 12:58 | Show lyrics |
Gathered around me like thousands of flickering candles Stars were exploding as I approached the pantheon I could feel the tunnel narrowing in my descent Claustrophobia supreme Head first, frozen flesh and cells deteriorating before us, We are estranged, but this grip is not Long after these ties of veins and sacrifice have frozen Their pulse defies death, post-asphyxiation... The pain will only make the voices linger I can feel the tunnel narrowing in my descent Beg for my life Shallow ground materializes below me My wings ignite and flail, disintegrating Where no prayer can shatter the glass beneath As long as blood promises remain firm And slavery goes justified I asked you not to follow me And you did because you were a part of my veins I will eviscerate us together Agony, like it’s meant to be Then, the silence of an abused and empty paradise Unfit for all but those that sacrificed their wings In their descent |
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5. | The Constellations of Sedation | 05:57 | |
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6. | The Amnesiac at the Shore | 07:37 | Show lyrics |
Here we are again, beside ourselves That place where not even the universe lends a mindful ear to this darkness I have seen the monolith, and it crushed the hand that beholds the eye Here we are again, beside ourselves Take me to the ocean One last time That I might elate my soul That I might find one of these things I’d lost before That I might lead us through the silence That I might That you might But I know you won’t I know you will never see what I see Take me to the ocean And go away from me |
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7. | ...Gravity Reconciled | 04:01 | |
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51:54 |
In Hora Maledictus - Part II
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Original line-up | |
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M. Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Stranded in Consciousness | 05:28 | |
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2. | Dreary | 06:36 | Show lyrics |
For upon this steel I built a crystal palace Thus above is the glorification, so shall the flesh reside beneath Each one, a sacrament of this faith This unbridled love for the comfort that only chastisement can provide You, too, are in these veins Come, and I will make for you a place to exit as well Promises of tomorrow are fleeting when you’re dead Maybe better to just covet serenity from the emptiness at the heart of my dreams Sinners never receive closure in Heaven But I know I can drink the poison from the stars in Hell No time for apologies Just something to remember me by Before I ruin life Without speaking Maybe better to just covet serenity from the emptiness at the heart of my dreams Come, and I promise I will find an exit for you as well |
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3. | Beauty in Exile | 09:17 | Show lyrics |
All I ever needed were these red walls All I ever needed was a hand on the other side that wouldn’t reject my own Stay with me tonight Just until I fall asleep You can whisper razors to me In fields of flowers beyond these jagged cliffs Take me there and push me off Blood among the lillies, blood along the seashore The sickening silences of lovers and angels Concentration At last, the gates to sweet perdition spread their conviction wide to welcome me From the deserted peaks, I plummeted into your arms Keeping us buried in my heart, buried in my grave Such sweet memories Carbonized Slash my throat Just until I fall asleep Tell it to me again |
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4. | A Skeptic Between Lovers | 12:58 | Show lyrics |
Gathered around me like thousands of flickering candles Stars were exploding as I approached the pantheon I could feel the tunnel narrowing in my descent Claustrophobia supreme Head first, frozen flesh and cells deteriorating before us, We are estranged, but this grip is not Long after these ties of veins and sacrifice have frozen Their pulse defies death, post-asphyxiation... The pain will only make the voices linger I can feel the tunnel narrowing in my descent Beg for my life Shallow ground materializes below me My wings ignite and flail, disintegrating Where no prayer can shatter the glass beneath As long as blood promises remain firm And slavery goes justified I asked you not to follow me And you did because you were a part of my veins I will eviscerate us together Agony, like it’s meant to be Then, the silence of an abused and empty paradise Unfit for all but those that sacrificed their wings In their descent |
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5. | The Constellations of Sedation | 05:57 | |
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6. | The Amnesiac at the Shore | 07:37 | Show lyrics |
Here we are again, beside ourselves That place where not even the universe lends a mindful ear to this darkness I have seen the monolith, and it crushed the hand that beholds the eye Here we are again, beside ourselves Take me to the ocean One last time That I might elate my soul That I might find one of these things I’d lost before That I might lead us through the silence That I might That you might But I know you won’t I know you will never see what I see Take me to the ocean And go away from me |
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7. | ...Gravity Reconciled | 04:01 | |
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51:54 |
Dismal Empyrean Solitude
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Benighted in Sodom | |
Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Deathrow | |
Thorns | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Benighted in Sodom - Gray Flowers | 12:01 | Show lyrics |
Behold my savior, for he comes on a plate (in a capsule) Wouldst thou grant my soul peace before I should cross thee, lest I take flight from this bridge, and plummet through my most ecstatic anticipation? What is and what is not There is only an hourglass and a scythe, a picturesque solace made for dying and burials I no longer dream of us (do I dream of anything?) For I am swept away in this solitary sea of breathless harmony The fixation flickers and is snuffed out It is just myself and these apparitions Lingering around as if to communicate something to me But I am deaf |
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2. | Nocturnal Depression - Déchéance | 10:21 | |
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3. | Deathrow - Il vento del nord | 16:10 | |
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38:32 |
Dismal Empyrean Solitude
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Benighted in Sodom | |
Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Deathrow | |
Thorns | All instruments, Vocals |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Benighted in Sodom - Gray Flowers | 12:01 | Show lyrics |
Behold my savior, for he comes on a plate (in a capsule) Wouldst thou grant my soul peace before I should cross thee, lest I take flight from this bridge, and plummet through my most ecstatic anticipation? What is and what is not There is only an hourglass and a scythe, a picturesque solace made for dying and burials I no longer dream of us (do I dream of anything?) For I am swept away in this solitary sea of breathless harmony The fixation flickers and is snuffed out It is just myself and these apparitions Lingering around as if to communicate something to me But I am deaf |
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2. | Nocturnal Depression - Déchéance | 10:21 | |
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3. | Deathrow - Il vento del nord | 16:09 | |
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38:31 |
Dismal Ethereality: Stellar Celestial Void
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Ether & Rust | 14:12 | Show lyrics |
Close your eyes, and pretend that it was all just a dream For to realize this life would only isolate your existence Between oceans and falling stars Unmade and stillborn creatures Stranded forever inside of my glass world Behold oceans of nothingness Consciousness shall forever be your grave I begged to become aware And it only destroyed my heart Love perishes where light betrays the falling Nothing more than questions now |
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2. | Gray Flowers | 11:30 | Show lyrics |
Behold my savior, for he comes on a plate (in a capsule) Wouldst thou grant my soul peace before I should cross thee, lest I take flight from this bridge, and plummet through my most ecstatic anticipation What is and what is not There is only an hourglass and a scythe, a picturesque solace made for dying and burials I no longer dream of us For I am swept away in this solitary sea of breathless harmony The fixation flickers and is snuffed out It is just myself and these apparitions Lingering around as if to communicate something to me But I am deaf |
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3. | The Algophile | 03:35 | |
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4. | For Those Celestial and Destroyed | 06:36 | |
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5. | Judecca | 10:34 | Show lyrics |
Could it really be that I still drift lifeless between the spaces? This landscape is desolate, but so strangely beautiful Silence and dead leaves shadow this universe I can never leave you I am a prisoner to this consciousness I walk towards the tide to drown myself only to revive where this miserable journey began destined to relive each empty moment as a mirrored frozen version of me Lost in repeating moments where not even death can intervene Just as I watched us die You will watch as I wander our empty world In search of something that will not be |
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46:27 | |||
Tape | |||
Single-sided | |||
1. | Paradigm Inumbrate / Sanguine Stars | 35:50 | |
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35:50 |
Dismal Ethereality: Stellar Celestial Void
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Original line-up | |
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Ether & Rust | 14:12 | Show lyrics |
Close your eyes, and pretend that it was all just a dream For to realize this life would only isolate your existence Between oceans and falling stars Unmade and stillborn creatures Stranded forever inside of my glass world Behold oceans of nothingness Consciousness shall forever be your grave I begged to become aware And it only destroyed my heart Love perishes where light betrays the falling Nothing more than questions now |
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2. | Gray Flowers | 11:30 | Show lyrics |
Behold my savior, for he comes on a plate (in a capsule) Wouldst thou grant my soul peace before I should cross thee, lest I take flight from this bridge, and plummet through my most ecstatic anticipation What is and what is not There is only an hourglass and a scythe, a picturesque solace made for dying and burials I no longer dream of us For I am swept away in this solitary sea of breathless harmony The fixation flickers and is snuffed out It is just myself and these apparitions Lingering around as if to communicate something to me But I am deaf |
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3. | The Algophile | 03:35 | |
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4. | For Those Celestial and Destroyed | 06:36 | |
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5. | Judecca | 10:34 | Show lyrics |
Could it really be that I still drift lifeless between the spaces? This landscape is desolate, but so strangely beautiful Silence and dead leaves shadow this universe I can never leave you I am a prisoner to this consciousness I walk towards the tide to drown myself only to revive where this miserable journey began destined to relive each empty moment as a mirrored frozen version of me Lost in repeating moments where not even death can intervene Just as I watched us die You will watch as I wander our empty world In search of something that will not be |
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6. | Astral Transfiguration - Drown in the Sanguine Stars | 18:20 | |
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01:04:47 |
Plateau Σ: The Harrowing
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Tracks | |||
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1. | The Beckoning | 06:03 | |
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2. | Into Distance and Asphixia | 06:09 | |
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3. | The Cremation of Cælum | 08:05 | |
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4. | Mirrored Oblivion Absolved | 05:56 | |
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5. | A Requisite Contrition | 05:38 | |
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6. | The Fields of Elysium | 08:33 | |
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40:24 |
Plateau Σ: The Harrowing
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Original line-up | |
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Tracks | |||
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1. | The Beckoning | 06:03 | |
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2. | Into Distance and Asphixia | 06:09 | |
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3. | The Cremation of Cælum | 08:05 | |
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4. | Mirrored Oblivion Absolved | 05:56 | |
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5. | A Requisite Contrition | 05:38 | |
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6. | The Fields of Elysium | 08:33 | |
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40:24 |
Plateau Σ: The Harrowing
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Band members | |
Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Miscellaneous staff | |
O.A. | Cover art |
Matron Thorn | Art direction |
Tracks | |||
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1. | The Beckoning | 05:33 | |
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2. | Into Distance and Asphixia | 05:41 | Show lyrics |
Sweeter than love and ecstasy The penance I pay for empty flesh Gasping and clawing at the moon Carving abysses in me Carving singular moments in forever Suspended and frozen screams of agony to monument the reconciliation of desperation and consciousness My compass spins around and around Mocking my desperation for consciousness On this beach of flesh Steel strikes the sands I dream of a shore where red tides meet the firmament of the universe |
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3. | The Cremation of Cælum | 08:03 | Show lyrics |
Is this the mirrored eternity I wished for? Descension from death in a hollow darkness without even the comfort of the most dimly lit twilight sky He blessed me with wings, he blessed me with feathers And now their burning alone is the light that illuminates my forsaken path Although the flesh has become one with some blasted and distant earth This misery will abide forever The eclipse towards my ultimate atonement Now I will belong to the same constellations Fiery divine creatures in the blackness of space All transgression has been justified with this eucharist Nothingness and pain will manifest me again and again in that forsaken place Fallen far below the grace of gods and devils, yet still incarnated in the endless iniquity of this sacrifice I will take it into me And chastise myself To die forever as a superior thoughtform |
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4. | Mirrored Oblivion Absolved | 05:15 | Show lyrics |
I descended a God and was spat back into the realm of the misbegotten as a spear bleeding the heavens Ye Lost, follow me and I will lead you into oblivion Ye Sick, kiss me and I will give you paralysis Ye dying, speak my name and it will deafen you Ye faithless, outstretch your hands to me and I will slash your wrists Live through me, and I will unveil every truth To worship and perish as criminals and carpenters alike |
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5. | A Requisite Contrition | 06:01 | Show lyrics |
Spread me across the cosmic sea I am only ashes now Not even a name to mark the grave left for dust and silence I thought they were angels elevating me through the horrible night Release me the burden of my human essence I am drawn to a dismal paradise where sonnance and space are one I thought it was an angel in the sun Playing upon a harp of suffering and plagues Arrogant laughter from space, commanding me to step far beyond the ledge |
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6. | The Fields of Elysium | 07:15 | Show lyrics |
All I can take with me now, are these empty promises. I can’t save my life, so inject the endless void into me. There is always a lovely euphoria before the end Penitence is burning me in every cell Wells of hope only draw blood I breathe my vastness of my entrance I trespass without a key Passing unmarked, familiar graves Running eternally toward the sunshine I cannot save my life Inject the endless void into me I know there is always a lovely euphoria... "Vous entendrez toute l’année Sur votre tête condamnée Les cris lamentables des loups Et des sorcières faméliques, Les ébats des vieillards lubriques Et les complots des noirs filous" |
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37:48 |
Plateau Σ: The Harrowing
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Miscellaneous staff | |
O.A. | Cover art |
Matron Thorn | Art direction |
Tracks | |||
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1. | The Beckoning | 05:33 | |
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2. | Into Distance and Asphixia | 05:41 | Show lyrics |
Sweeter than love and ecstasy The penance I pay for empty flesh Gasping and clawing at the moon Carving abysses in me Carving singular moments in forever Suspended and frozen screams of agony to monument the reconciliation of desperation and consciousness My compass spins around and around Mocking my desperation for consciousness On this beach of flesh Steel strikes the sands I dream of a shore where red tides meet the firmament of the universe |
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3. | The Cremation of Cælum | 08:03 | Show lyrics |
Is this the mirrored eternity I wished for? Descension from death in a hollow darkness without even the comfort of the most dimly lit twilight sky He blessed me with wings, he blessed me with feathers And now their burning alone is the light that illuminates my forsaken path Although the flesh has become one with some blasted and distant earth This misery will abide forever The eclipse towards my ultimate atonement Now I will belong to the same constellations Fiery divine creatures in the blackness of space All transgression has been justified with this eucharist Nothingness and pain will manifest me again and again in that forsaken place Fallen far below the grace of gods and devils, yet still incarnated in the endless iniquity of this sacrifice I will take it into me And chastise myself To die forever as a superior thoughtform |
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4. | Mirrored Oblivion Absolved | 05:15 | Show lyrics |
I descended a God and was spat back into the realm of the misbegotten as a spear bleeding the heavens Ye Lost, follow me and I will lead you into oblivion Ye Sick, kiss me and I will give you paralysis Ye dying, speak my name and it will deafen you Ye faithless, outstretch your hands to me and I will slash your wrists Live through me, and I will unveil every truth To worship and perish as criminals and carpenters alike |
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5. | A Requisite Contrition | 06:01 | Show lyrics |
Spread me across the cosmic sea I am only ashes now Not even a name to mark the grave left for dust and silence I thought they were angels elevating me through the horrible night Release me the burden of my human essence I am drawn to a dismal paradise where sonnance and space are one I thought it was an angel in the sun Playing upon a harp of suffering and plagues Arrogant laughter from space, commanding me to step far beyond the ledge |
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6. | The Fields of Elysium | 07:15 | Show lyrics |
All I can take with me now, are these empty promises. I can’t save my life, so inject the endless void into me. There is always a lovely euphoria before the end Penitence is burning me in every cell Wells of hope only draw blood I breathe my vastness of my entrance I trespass without a key Passing unmarked, familiar graves Running eternally toward the sunshine I cannot save my life Inject the endless void into me I know there is always a lovely euphoria... "Vous entendrez toute l’année Sur votre tête condamnée Les cris lamentables des loups Et des sorcières faméliques, Les ébats des vieillards lubriques Et les complots des noirs filous" |
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37:48 |
Hybrid Parasite Evangelistica
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Band members | |
Matron Thorn | Guitars, Bass, Vocals, Ambience |
Guest/Session | |
S. Blackburn | Drums |
Tracks | |||
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1. | An Angel Circles the Drain | 10:54 | Show lyrics |
Come find me frozen I am bleeding away today in empty lights Revolting and wailing The godly are abusing needles like halos You cannot wake me Their vices oppress my grave from above Heaven Now I gaze towards the sky His glory is obscured by winding towers Exalted are the spires that mock the horns A continual silent punishment merely echoing in the valley of death Now the righteous are diseased Engineering pestilence for orphaned children His grace devours the sun His salvation courses through my veins |
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2. | Dreamscape Overdose | 02:17 | instrumental |
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3. | Liquid Flowing from a Slashed Wrist | 09:27 | Show lyrics |
Therefore, unto myself and a thousand stars did I cast a blade, and that blade did expiate with blood and euphoria the eyes that witnessed an aeon of flickering, though there is not enough sacrifice to satisfy the grinning and impious abysses of inevitability. To what shall I relinquish these secrets of mortal lamentation and cosmic disillusion? I can only perish, that I may find my opiate in eternal pain I can only surrender, for wingless angels will inject heavenly emptiness into my veins. Dilating black and gray with the sun. It is so unearthly and beautiful, I never dreamed of a forever as beautiful as this I never imagined that I could suffer this deeply, and yet I find myself painfully awake beneath a hail of razors and screaming skies of intoxicating agony, draining away the despair with a quiet and listless desperation Deliver me through the gates and spare not for me a single plague From my wrists, I will weave rivers and wrap their paths around the heart of my mortality, smothering the hope that I might save myself from this I manifest as the affliction that captivates my soul so lovingly But I wither behind a mirror Behind my eyes, just the same |
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4. | Nightshade & Arsenic | 07:21 | instrumental |
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5. | Solarium | 11:49 | Show lyrics |
Forever, stranded in paradise I will live to see blood pour from the sky like poetry from the lips of my accuser He makes for me a table in the presence of mine enemies To face scorn and derision In a place above his right hand Abuse yourselves and the ones you love For this was all that I had left Beyond the delusion of an eternity Something much blacker is ever putrefying in time And it pulsates through my veins All I ever wanted was to be truly alive And now I will truly die Before your eyes, a thousand times For the forgiveness of your sins and the perpetuity of chastisement To what condemnation shall we be chastised beyond the grace of death? To what shape of misery shall I offer this broken place? Watch as I bleed behind your walls I crumble unnoticed, without even a passing glance to validate my existence |
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6. | The Surrogate | 07:23 | |
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49:11 |
Hybrid Parasite Evangelistica
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Matron Thorn | Guitars, Bass, Vocals, Ambience |
Guest/Session | |
S. Blackburn | Drums |
Tracks | |||
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1. | An Angel Circles the Drain | 10:54 | Show lyrics |
Come find me frozen I am bleeding away today in empty lights Revolting and wailing The godly are abusing needles like halos You cannot wake me Their vices oppress my grave from above Heaven Now I gaze towards the sky His glory is obscured by winding towers Exalted are the spires that mock the horns A continual silent punishment merely echoing in the valley of death Now the righteous are diseased Engineering pestilence for orphaned children His grace devours the sun His salvation courses through my veins |
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2. | Dreamscape Overdose | 02:17 | instrumental |
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3. | Liquid Flowing from a Slashed Wrist | 09:27 | Show lyrics |
Therefore, unto myself and a thousand stars did I cast a blade, and that blade did expiate with blood and euphoria the eyes that witnessed an aeon of flickering, though there is not enough sacrifice to satisfy the grinning and impious abysses of inevitability. To what shall I relinquish these secrets of mortal lamentation and cosmic disillusion? I can only perish, that I may find my opiate in eternal pain I can only surrender, for wingless angels will inject heavenly emptiness into my veins. Dilating black and gray with the sun. It is so unearthly and beautiful, I never dreamed of a forever as beautiful as this I never imagined that I could suffer this deeply, and yet I find myself painfully awake beneath a hail of razors and screaming skies of intoxicating agony, draining away the despair with a quiet and listless desperation Deliver me through the gates and spare not for me a single plague From my wrists, I will weave rivers and wrap their paths around the heart of my mortality, smothering the hope that I might save myself from this I manifest as the affliction that captivates my soul so lovingly But I wither behind a mirror Behind my eyes, just the same |
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4. | Nightshade & Arsenic | 07:21 | instrumental |
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5. | Solarium | 11:49 | Show lyrics |
Forever, stranded in paradise I will live to see blood pour from the sky like poetry from the lips of my accuser He makes for me a table in the presence of mine enemies To face scorn and derision In a place above his right hand Abuse yourselves and the ones you love For this was all that I had left Beyond the delusion of an eternity Something much blacker is ever putrefying in time And it pulsates through my veins All I ever wanted was to be truly alive And now I will truly die Before your eyes, a thousand times For the forgiveness of your sins and the perpetuity of chastisement To what condemnation shall we be chastised beyond the grace of death? To what shape of misery shall I offer this broken place? Watch as I bleed behind your walls I crumble unnoticed, without even a passing glance to validate my existence |
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6. | The Surrogate | 07:23 | |
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49:11 |
Death in Space
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Band members | |
Matron Thorn | Guitars, Bass, Vocals, Ambience |
Guest/Session | |
S. Blackburn | Drums |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Matron Thorn | Mastering |
Chase Sutherland | Mastering |
Tracks | |||
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1. | A Prayer for Carpenters and Insects | 05:36 | Show lyrics |
In my veins, I die adrift inebriate of steel and impulse Cells and sublime confidence or rain and darkened stormdrains Pieces of shadows and sunny days I watch myself flickering Wreck yourself on the stars and surrender Struggling to gather the colors and sounds from the back of my mind Twilight is ending a haze of dissonant silence Along the pavement drags the corpse of a guardian angel the same streets where we walked Summerlands and eternal night For only the forsaken will return and only the empty will wait |
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2. | Heavenly Maligned | 04:53 | Show lyrics |
O Merciful emptiness, rain down on me Ignoring every wound you make, Sweetly forsaking me In this Eucharist, I pledge autonomy to nurture the apathy in you In this tabernacle rots the only evidence that you ever existed I have been to a paradise that burned beautifully from the depths of an endless chasm, spilling smoke and ash into the eyes of God to blind and deprive him of it’s glory Rebellion All you secrets will die with me For salvation is wasted on the obedient Hell is overpopulated with happy people Now I go down with the setting sun |
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3. | The Passages of Abasement and Endless Death | 07:27 | Show lyrics |
Epitome of insanities manifest as a vision of prosperity and virtue, yet nothing so alluring can conceal the hate and ugliness beneath the afterthought Destiny of destinies, the progeneration of mass subservience through infection Echo of all echoes, the vastness of space between the afflicted and the master None are worthy but all are damned Prayers land like bullets in dense vacuum Blindness is rewarded to the abusers of indifference In my search for life everlasting, I found only misery and constant death Total planetary exodus, faith has led humanity into the abyss, walking side by side with every worthless inherited conviction of the fallen |
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4. | Sanguine River | 05:09 | Show lyrics |
Hell is beautiful Like white flowers and crashing waves Neither sulphur seas or blazing forests Just glassy still waters beside me always The air is empty and cold A full moon yawns from beyond some distant stars Trembling with the night I walked with you here Far from pearly prisons of somber delusions Far from meadows of razorblades They still hurt me But they’ll never hurt you I shut your eyes as we fled That I alone would witness the destruction of the Heaven we built Yet one of us must look back Lest we lead each other towards oblivion I fell those last constellations as a pillar of salt I did it for you |
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5. | My Death Will Be My Wings | 04:43 | |
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6. | Absolute Divine Negation | 07:47 | Show lyrics |
For unto me, no vision was granted, no catharsis illuminated within the corridors of my most distant dreams. Rather, there was a vanity so profound, that despite all my struggle for utmost illumination, the dreaded light incinerated my ego and all divinity was eroded from the paths of the righteous. Marvel at the grandeur of this majestic nothingness, the shallow grave of glorified human subjugation exemplified in absolute void. Elevate yourself in death and escape the forthcoming floods of silence and mortality, for harsh waves erode even the strongest foundations of faith. All contradictions perish in the mitigation of differing shades of divinity, yet the role of existence continues to flourish unchallenged and arrogant. Penitence and desperation die equally, drowning beneath the currents of time and consciousness. |
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7. | The Splintering of Two Graves - Part I | 07:07 | instrumental |
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8. | The Splintering of Two Graves - Part II | 06:42 | Show lyrics |
Two worlds colliding and self-destructing The sides of a mirror confessing their secret convictions Veins and pills, blue skies, fountains of poison and seduction Twins of a parasite, gradually devouring one another A pair of wings that burn For once I was not For once I was between Complacent but dejected I mother the wounded creature I mothered the universe that I might be forgiven Beneath this earth Beneath this stone I plunge my fist into the rock And then, overwhelming silence And then, overwhelming nothingness (unspoken) "Finite and continual, ascension and simultaneous destruction Faithless light, it also suffers inside of me Constantly seeing through the horizon to the nothingness here and thereafter And gazing toward the eternal constellations of sublime distance and asphixia The afflicted becomes the valet of suicide I have bled the stars and their swansong was my ordainment over angels and surpassing gates of mortal lamentations, the precedent for a cosmic shift beyond all that I have seen and felt inside my flesh My last covenant is forever broken Release me..." |
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9. | Paradise Opiate | 12:01 | Show lyrics |
Guiltless and frozen, I plummet towards the glassy earth below me, my wings rapidly deteriorating in the atmosphere as I approach the last of the Arcadian gardens, concealed from all but the divine... man has squandered his beauty and lowered himself to a desperate echo in the dense vacuum of divine apathy. It makes no difference, for my judgment is unbiased and remorseless, and the pious walk equally convicted with the irreverent and the insane. I gazed ever so deeply into their hollow eyes, teasing the flickering semblance of humanity with false promises of sunshine in eternity... they know as well as I what awaits them there, they know as well as I that these gates can no longer be trespassed; defilement must be cleansed by the tears of the guilty, but only the blood of the righteous can safe this covenant anew. I am the fulfillment of antiquity, I am the healing grace of a thousand years’ trespasses, and they outstretch their starving necks and wrists towards the firmament of my promised serenity. It was always meant to be this way, for the stars have aligned favorably above you and I, and now we are granted the salvation of which we always dreamed. I will alleviate you. I will alleviate us. |
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01:01:25 |
Death in Space
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Matron Thorn | Guitars, Bass, Vocals, Ambience |
Guest/Session | |
S. Blackburn | Drums |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Matron Thorn | Mastering |
Chase Sutherland | Mastering |
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1. | A Prayer for Carpenters and Insects | 05:36 | Show lyrics |
In my veins, I die adrift inebriate of steel and impulse Cells and sublime confidence or rain and darkened stormdrains Pieces of shadows and sunny days I watch myself flickering Wreck yourself on the stars and surrender Struggling to gather the colors and sounds from the back of my mind Twilight is ending a haze of dissonant silence Along the pavement drags the corpse of a guardian angel the same streets where we walked Summerlands and eternal night For only the forsaken will return and only the empty will wait |
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2. | Heavenly Maligned | 04:53 | Show lyrics |
O Merciful emptiness, rain down on me Ignoring every wound you make, Sweetly forsaking me In this Eucharist, I pledge autonomy to nurture the apathy in you In this tabernacle rots the only evidence that you ever existed I have been to a paradise that burned beautifully from the depths of an endless chasm, spilling smoke and ash into the eyes of God to blind and deprive him of it’s glory Rebellion All you secrets will die with me For salvation is wasted on the obedient Hell is overpopulated with happy people Now I go down with the setting sun |
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3. | The Passages of Abasement and Endless Death | 07:27 | Show lyrics |
Epitome of insanities manifest as a vision of prosperity and virtue, yet nothing so alluring can conceal the hate and ugliness beneath the afterthought Destiny of destinies, the progeneration of mass subservience through infection Echo of all echoes, the vastness of space between the afflicted and the master None are worthy but all are damned Prayers land like bullets in dense vacuum Blindness is rewarded to the abusers of indifference In my search for life everlasting, I found only misery and constant death Total planetary exodus, faith has led humanity into the abyss, walking side by side with every worthless inherited conviction of the fallen |
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4. | Sanguine River | 05:09 | Show lyrics |
Hell is beautiful Like white flowers and crashing waves Neither sulphur seas or blazing forests Just glassy still waters beside me always The air is empty and cold A full moon yawns from beyond some distant stars Trembling with the night I walked with you here Far from pearly prisons of somber delusions Far from meadows of razorblades They still hurt me But they’ll never hurt you I shut your eyes as we fled That I alone would witness the destruction of the Heaven we built Yet one of us must look back Lest we lead each other towards oblivion I fell those last constellations as a pillar of salt I did it for you |
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5. | My Death Will Be My Wings | 04:43 | |
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6. | Absolute Divine Negation | 07:47 | Show lyrics |
For unto me, no vision was granted, no catharsis illuminated within the corridors of my most distant dreams. Rather, there was a vanity so profound, that despite all my struggle for utmost illumination, the dreaded light incinerated my ego and all divinity was eroded from the paths of the righteous. Marvel at the grandeur of this majestic nothingness, the shallow grave of glorified human subjugation exemplified in absolute void. Elevate yourself in death and escape the forthcoming floods of silence and mortality, for harsh waves erode even the strongest foundations of faith. All contradictions perish in the mitigation of differing shades of divinity, yet the role of existence continues to flourish unchallenged and arrogant. Penitence and desperation die equally, drowning beneath the currents of time and consciousness. |
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7. | The Splintering of Two Graves - Part I | 07:07 | instrumental |
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8. | The Splintering of Two Graves - Part II | 06:42 | Show lyrics |
Two worlds colliding and self-destructing The sides of a mirror confessing their secret convictions Veins and pills, blue skies, fountains of poison and seduction Twins of a parasite, gradually devouring one another A pair of wings that burn For once I was not For once I was between Complacent but dejected I mother the wounded creature I mothered the universe that I might be forgiven Beneath this earth Beneath this stone I plunge my fist into the rock And then, overwhelming silence And then, overwhelming nothingness (unspoken) "Finite and continual, ascension and simultaneous destruction Faithless light, it also suffers inside of me Constantly seeing through the horizon to the nothingness here and thereafter And gazing toward the eternal constellations of sublime distance and asphixia The afflicted becomes the valet of suicide I have bled the stars and their swansong was my ordainment over angels and surpassing gates of mortal lamentations, the precedent for a cosmic shift beyond all that I have seen and felt inside my flesh My last covenant is forever broken Release me..." |
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9. | Paradise Opiate | 12:01 | Show lyrics |
Guiltless and frozen, I plummet towards the glassy earth below me, my wings rapidly deteriorating in the atmosphere as I approach the last of the Arcadian gardens, concealed from all but the divine... man has squandered his beauty and lowered himself to a desperate echo in the dense vacuum of divine apathy. It makes no difference, for my judgment is unbiased and remorseless, and the pious walk equally convicted with the irreverent and the insane. I gazed ever so deeply into their hollow eyes, teasing the flickering semblance of humanity with false promises of sunshine in eternity... they know as well as I what awaits them there, they know as well as I that these gates can no longer be trespassed; defilement must be cleansed by the tears of the guilty, but only the blood of the righteous can safe this covenant anew. I am the fulfillment of antiquity, I am the healing grace of a thousand years’ trespasses, and they outstretch their starving necks and wrists towards the firmament of my promised serenity. It was always meant to be this way, for the stars have aligned favorably above you and I, and now we are granted the salvation of which we always dreamed. I will alleviate you. I will alleviate us. |
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01:01:25 |
To Neo-Perdition
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Effects, Ambience, Vocals |
Guest/Session | |
Nihilist | Vocals (track 2) |
Miscellaneous staff | |
HSG | Artwork, Photography |
Matron Thorn | Artwork, Photography |
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1. | To Neo-Perdition | 08:51 | instrumental |
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2. | Naloxone | 10:34 | |
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3. | A Prayer for Carpenters and Insects | 05:21 | instrumental |
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4. | Cyborg Graveyard | 04:18 | |
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29:04 |
To Neo-Perdition
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Original line-up | |
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Effects, Ambience, Vocals |
Guest/Session | |
Nihilist | Vocals (track 2) |
Miscellaneous staff | |
HSG | Artwork, Photography |
Matron Thorn | Artwork, Photography |
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1. | To Neo-Perdition | 08:51 | instrumental |
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2. | Naloxone | 10:34 | |
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3. | A Prayer for Carpenters and Insects | 05:21 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
4. | Cyborg Graveyard | 04:18 | |
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29:04 |
Laura Palmer
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Laura Palmer | 16:40 | instrumental |
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16:40 |
Laura Palmer
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Laura Palmer | 16:40 | instrumental |
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16:40 |
Fort Lauderdale
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Goodnight Moon | 02:00 | |
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2. | Deliver Me | 06:25 | Show lyrics |
I am finally here in paradise Where everything is beautiful and bright I have left the sickness of the world behind And I have found serenity in this secret heaven For to promise me this tomorrow I would kill you today Every moment in life has led me to this All that I am means nothing now that I am free For my cage is made of alabaster and gold And my reward is lifeless silence In exchange for a lifetime of affliction At rest in the heights of the world And the world is below At rest in the heights that overlook the world, and the world is below I say a quiet prayer of gratitude And like the truly saved, my vacant words fall into the sky And their echo reminds me that I am truly alone |
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3. | Nowhere with Us | 06:28 | Show lyrics |
Take my heart Hold it in your hands This could be the start of something beautiful Lie to me I’ll believe everything Just to believe this is real Gaze inside See that I lack a soul But there is room here for you Staring back, my abyss becomes your resting place But at least we are together Fall into my desperate pain And I will build you an altar Built upon the ashes of everything that matters Lie to me I’ll believe everything Just to believe this is real Fall into my desperate pain And I will build you an altar Built upon the ashes of everything that matters Be with me Be with me Be with me Be with me, here, forever |
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4. | Love Can Die | 07:36 | Show lyrics |
All that we are, you and I, we have no future, no destiny. I see you and I know I love you, yet you are infinitely dead to me all the same. This garden we’ve made here is so lush and lovely, but I know when our season will change, winter comes, and our embrace will freeze these blossoms. All that we are, you and I, we have no future, no destiny. I see you and I know I love you, yet you are infinitely dead to me all the same. Hold my hand, and smile. Please don’t feel alone, because though we are estranged, I still grip yours all the same. Hold my hand, and smile. Please take everything I have ever given to you and burn it in front of my face, please take back everything you ever promised me and tell me it was all a lie, please unforgive me for all of my weakness, because I want to be guilty, close the door and lock me outside, let me go and smile, but please don’t feel alone, because though I am dead to you, I still hold onto you just the same. |
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5. | After Every Party I Die (IAMX cover) | 03:47 | Show lyrics |
Turn her over A candle is lit, I see through her Blow it out and save all her ashes for me Curse me sold her The poison that runs it’s course through her Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over Watch me fault her You’re living like a disaster She said kill me faster with strawberry gashes all over Called her over and asked her if she was improving She said "feels fine" it’s wonderful wonderful here Hex me told her I dreamt of a devil that knew her Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over Watch me fault her You’re living like a disaster She said kill me faster with strawberry gashes all over I lay quiet waiting for her voice to say "Some things you lose and some things you just give away" Scold me failed her If only I’d held on tighter to her Pale white skin that twisted and withered away from me away from me Watch me lose her It’s almost like losing myself Give her my soul and let them take somebody else get away from me Watch me fault her You’re living like a disaster She said kill me faster with strawberry gashes all over all over me |
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6. | Lolita | 06:11 | Show lyrics |
If you can give me your flesh, I will let you possess the world Where they will take you, no cruelty knows your name The lens will be your window to the world But the screen is the cradle of hope Everything you could not have in a former life belongs to you a thousandfold, command misery from the seat of divinity encased forever in plastic, the covenant with your creator If you can give me your flesh, I will let you fuck the world Just remember what you were and what you could have been Bubblegum smile, looking upward toward the light of atonement On your knees, on your knees... Let them fall into you One by one Let them fall into you One by one As lovely as a rainbow, as passive as a black hole Beneath your tears I can smell your fear, and I know... I tap the vein and bring you in Everything will be different now You belong to a better world, a better world |
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7. | Neon Stars | 04:20 | instrumental |
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8. | Nostalgia | 06:39 | Show lyrics |
A house on this street withers A child’s room is filled with dreamless sleep There is a mirror there It leads to the other side Lead me there, I will follow you Just don’t let them see that I’ve gone Just don’t let them find me A child’s room is empty, but not forgotten Just don’t let them see that I’ve gone Just don’t let them find me Please don’t let them find me It hurts, it hurts no more... It hurts, it hurts no more... |
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43:26 |
Fort Lauderdale
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Goodnight Moon | 02:00 | |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
2. | Deliver Me | 06:25 | Show lyrics |
I am finally here in paradise Where everything is beautiful and bright I have left the sickness of the world behind And I have found serenity in this secret heaven For to promise me this tomorrow I would kill you today Every moment in life has led me to this All that I am means nothing now that I am free For my cage is made of alabaster and gold And my reward is lifeless silence In exchange for a lifetime of affliction At rest in the heights of the world And the world is below At rest in the heights that overlook the world, and the world is below I say a quiet prayer of gratitude And like the truly saved, my vacant words fall into the sky And their echo reminds me that I am truly alone |
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3. | Nowhere with Us | 06:28 | Show lyrics |
Take my heart Hold it in your hands This could be the start of something beautiful Lie to me I’ll believe everything Just to believe this is real Gaze inside See that I lack a soul But there is room here for you Staring back, my abyss becomes your resting place But at least we are together Fall into my desperate pain And I will build you an altar Built upon the ashes of everything that matters Lie to me I’ll believe everything Just to believe this is real Fall into my desperate pain And I will build you an altar Built upon the ashes of everything that matters Be with me Be with me Be with me Be with me, here, forever |
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4. | Love Can Die | 07:36 | Show lyrics |
All that we are, you and I, we have no future, no destiny. I see you and I know I love you, yet you are infinitely dead to me all the same. This garden we’ve made here is so lush and lovely, but I know when our season will change, winter comes, and our embrace will freeze these blossoms. All that we are, you and I, we have no future, no destiny. I see you and I know I love you, yet you are infinitely dead to me all the same. Hold my hand, and smile. Please don’t feel alone, because though we are estranged, I still grip yours all the same. Hold my hand, and smile. Please take everything I have ever given to you and burn it in front of my face, please take back everything you ever promised me and tell me it was all a lie, please unforgive me for all of my weakness, because I want to be guilty, close the door and lock me outside, let me go and smile, but please don’t feel alone, because though I am dead to you, I still hold onto you just the same. |
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5. | After Every Party I Die (IAMX cover) | 03:47 | Show lyrics |
Turn her over A candle is lit, I see through her Blow it out and save all her ashes for me Curse me sold her The poison that runs it’s course through her Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over Watch me fault her You’re living like a disaster She said kill me faster with strawberry gashes all over Called her over and asked her if she was improving She said "feels fine" it’s wonderful wonderful here Hex me told her I dreamt of a devil that knew her Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over Watch me fault her You’re living like a disaster She said kill me faster with strawberry gashes all over I lay quiet waiting for her voice to say "Some things you lose and some things you just give away" Scold me failed her If only I’d held on tighter to her Pale white skin that twisted and withered away from me away from me Watch me lose her It’s almost like losing myself Give her my soul and let them take somebody else get away from me Watch me fault her You’re living like a disaster She said kill me faster with strawberry gashes all over all over me |
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6. | Lolita | 06:11 | Show lyrics |
If you can give me your flesh, I will let you possess the world Where they will take you, no cruelty knows your name The lens will be your window to the world But the screen is the cradle of hope Everything you could not have in a former life belongs to you a thousandfold, command misery from the seat of divinity encased forever in plastic, the covenant with your creator If you can give me your flesh, I will let you fuck the world Just remember what you were and what you could have been Bubblegum smile, looking upward toward the light of atonement On your knees, on your knees... Let them fall into you One by one Let them fall into you One by one As lovely as a rainbow, as passive as a black hole Beneath your tears I can smell your fear, and I know... I tap the vein and bring you in Everything will be different now You belong to a better world, a better world |
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7. | Neon Stars | 04:20 | instrumental |
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8. | Nostalgia | 06:39 | Show lyrics |
A house on this street withers A child’s room is filled with dreamless sleep There is a mirror there It leads to the other side Lead me there, I will follow you Just don’t let them see that I’ve gone Just don’t let them find me A child’s room is empty, but not forgotten Just don’t let them see that I’ve gone Just don’t let them find me Please don’t let them find me It hurts, it hurts no more... It hurts, it hurts no more... |
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9. | Strawberry Gashes (Jack Off Jill cover) | 04:11 | |
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10. | Catholic School | 04:59 | |
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52:36 |
The Universe Is a Very Gloomy Place
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Eloi, Eloi, Lama Sabachthani? | 02:52 | instrumental |
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2. | Sterile Heavens | 07:08 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
3. | Bittersuites | 06:37 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
4. | Filth Goddess | 04:39 | instrumental |
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5. | Summerlands | 07:40 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
6. | My Wounds Will Be Your Wounds | 04:27 | instrumental |
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7. | Into the Veins of God | 04:37 | instrumental |
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8. | Misery Divine | 07:08 | instrumental |
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9. | Laura Palmer | 16:40 | instrumental |
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10. | Birthday Party | 04:06 | instrumental |
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11. | Hospital Windows | 05:54 | instrumental |
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01:11:48 |
The Universe Is a Very Gloomy Place
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Eloi, Eloi, Lama Sabachthani? | 02:52 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
2. | Sterile Heavens | 07:08 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
3. | Bittersuites | 06:37 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
4. | Filth Goddess | 04:39 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
5. | Summerlands | 07:40 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
6. | My Wounds Will Be Your Wounds | 04:27 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
7. | Into the Veins of God | 04:37 | instrumental |
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8. | Misery Divine | 07:08 | instrumental |
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9. | Laura Palmer | 16:40 | instrumental |
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10. | Birthday Party | 04:06 | instrumental |
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11. | Hospital Windows | 05:54 | instrumental |
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01:11:48 |
Elysian Birth Defects
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Guest/Session | |
Nahtanoj | Bass (tracks 8-10) |
Esoterica | Guitars (lead) (track 8) |
S. Blackburn | Drums (tracks 8-10) |
Matt Test | Guitars (tracks 9-10) |
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1. | Draining Putrefaction | ||
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2. | Blood from the Sea | ||
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3. | Funeral for a Saint | ||
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4. | Rotten Fruit for Magdalene | ||
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5. | Of Chains and Arrows | ||
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1. | Die Within Me | ||
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2. | I Believe You | ||
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3. | White Streets | ||
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4. | Dead Lovers | ||
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5. | The Constellations of Sedation | ||
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6. | Uncomfortable Serenity (The Opiate) | ||
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7. | Gray Flowers | ||
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8. | Atrophy (live 2008) | ||
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9. | Draining Putrefaction (live rehearsal) | ||
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10. | Uncomfortable Serenity (live rehearsal) | ||
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Elysian Birth Defects
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Guest/Session | |
Nahtanoj | Bass (tracks 8-10) |
Esoterica | Guitars (lead) (track 8) |
S. Blackburn | Drums (tracks 8-10) |
Matt Test | Guitars (tracks 9-10) |
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1. | Gray Flowers | 12:01 | |
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2. | Mirrored Oblivion Absolved | 05:19 | |
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3. | The Constellations of Sedation | 05:59 | |
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4. | Uncomfortable Serenity (The Opiate) | 04:43 | |
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5. | Am I Inside? (Alice in Chains cover) | 04:39 | |
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6. | Draining Putrefaction (live rehearsal) | 05:22 | |
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7. | Uncomfortable Serenity (live rehearsal) | 04:42 | |
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42:45 |
Reverse Baptism
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals, Lyrics |
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1. | Sweetness Depraved | 08:19 | Show lyrics |
When there is nothing left for us in life, will we fall into what we fear? If for only an instant, just to feel. I can’t forgive myself until I know I’ve suffered and thrown away all that I have, if for only an instant, just to feel. Couldn’t it be sweet? In the moments I’ve lost, someone else could live them as their own, and my soul will be free to sin beautifully as a mortal, and lay down in the stars, as a god. |
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2. | Chains of Bliss | 07:29 | Show lyrics |
We are born merely to find the tunnel, for all paths lead to this end. There will a place for you rest along the way, defeated and broken, without answers. So let your faith lead you to failure So let your sorrow comfort the truth, that you are lost, and your secrets will float to the surface. There is a subtle horror in realization, but the faith is unmistakable in the eve of peril, and it’s beaming headlights will find you there. Let the dream captivate you, let the necessity consume you. Cling to the light, and welcome enslavement, for in oblivion, liars are saved, only to find the prosperous wealth of aeons, buried beneath the cenotaph and forbidden like a tree, beautiful and burning... We are born merely to find the tunnel as all paths lead to the end. There will be a place for you to rest along the way, for you to defeat and break yourself. |
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3. | Try to Forget Us | 06:20 | Show lyrics |
I am the child in your memory. You block me out, but I am still there. Haunting your dreams, you block me out, but I am still there. When you are reminded of your sins, just try forget When you are reminded of the pain, just try to forget When you are reminded of your sins, just try to forget When you are reminded of the pain, just try to forget us I am the holiday you miss, you can make believe, but I am still there, stealing your peace. You can block it out, but you still want me... When you are reminded of your sins, just try forget When you are reminded of the pain, just try to forget When you are reminded of your sins, just try to forget When you are reminded of the pain, just try to forget us I’ll find you, eventually... eventually... |
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4. | Flauros | 05:14 | Show lyrics |
Does a kind god prefer to voyeur? Beneath such pearly splendor the wretched fallen Babylon writhes in agonizing delight, so do you bear witness to his firmament neath the sewers and forgotten graves of mortal utopia? Willing participants, gather and revel! Your chariots are made of sulfur and napalm at the behest of a decadent decree, abysmal terror and dissolution shall be his invitation Holocausts and pathetic fates combined to mime the theater of divinity Lovers will cling and bitterness will dredge the confusion of rivals, yet of these things may none glimpse outward past the curtains hung by the sane I saw the greatest act of compassion, and I saw how it perished beneath the hail and acid from the sky, memoirs of hope from our tender savior |
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5. | Ocean - Part I | 12:26 | Show lyrics |
When the dream began, I was in the water And I believe I was drowning All I could do was swim Towards the unforseen beaches So deep below me, so far before me The tides pull me away But still I swam Against the currents Towards the shore I could not see And behold, a tempest Harbinger of a tidal fear And it rained But still I swam against the currents Towards the sands of providence I grew weary and mortal And I drank the salts of fate I welcomed this final wave The end was beautiful 100 CCs of utmost deliverance Comatose, I began to dream of myself I believe I was drowning |
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6. | Ocean - Part II | 11:37 | Show lyrics |
From the shore I can see the sails But they never return to the bay And quietly, I wish Why can’t it be me? This island is empty The sand is dead Nothing can grow Nothing can survive Why have I come here To this lost zone of sediments eroded from time? From the shore I can see their bodies Succumbed to hope Adrift within plain sight Below the unsetting dead sun And quietly, I wish Why can’t it be me? |
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7. | Reverse Baptism | 07:57 | instrumental |
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Reverse Baptism
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1. | Sweetness Depraved | 08:19 | Show lyrics |
When there is nothing left for us in life, will we fall into what we fear? If for only an instant, just to feel. I can’t forgive myself until I know I’ve suffered and thrown away all that I have, if for only an instant, just to feel. Couldn’t it be sweet? In the moments I’ve lost, someone else could live them as their own, and my soul will be free to sin beautifully as a mortal, and lay down in the stars, as a god. |
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2. | Chains of Bliss | 07:29 | Show lyrics |
We are born merely to find the tunnel, for all paths lead to this end. There will a place for you rest along the way, defeated and broken, without answers. So let your faith lead you to failure So let your sorrow comfort the truth, that you are lost, and your secrets will float to the surface. There is a subtle horror in realization, but the faith is unmistakable in the eve of peril, and it’s beaming headlights will find you there. Let the dream captivate you, let the necessity consume you. Cling to the light, and welcome enslavement, for in oblivion, liars are saved, only to find the prosperous wealth of aeons, buried beneath the cenotaph and forbidden like a tree, beautiful and burning... We are born merely to find the tunnel as all paths lead to the end. There will be a place for you to rest along the way, for you to defeat and break yourself. |
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3. | Try to Forget Us | 06:20 | Show lyrics |
I am the child in your memory. You block me out, but I am still there. Haunting your dreams, you block me out, but I am still there. When you are reminded of your sins, just try forget When you are reminded of the pain, just try to forget When you are reminded of your sins, just try to forget When you are reminded of the pain, just try to forget us I am the holiday you miss, you can make believe, but I am still there, stealing your peace. You can block it out, but you still want me... When you are reminded of your sins, just try forget When you are reminded of the pain, just try to forget When you are reminded of your sins, just try to forget When you are reminded of the pain, just try to forget us I’ll find you, eventually... eventually... |
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4. | Flauros | 05:14 | Show lyrics |
Does a kind god prefer to voyeur? Beneath such pearly splendor the wretched fallen Babylon writhes in agonizing delight, so do you bear witness to his firmament neath the sewers and forgotten graves of mortal utopia? Willing participants, gather and revel! Your chariots are made of sulfur and napalm at the behest of a decadent decree, abysmal terror and dissolution shall be his invitation Holocausts and pathetic fates combined to mime the theater of divinity Lovers will cling and bitterness will dredge the confusion of rivals, yet of these things may none glimpse outward past the curtains hung by the sane I saw the greatest act of compassion, and I saw how it perished beneath the hail and acid from the sky, memoirs of hope from our tender savior |
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5. | Ocean - Part I | 12:26 | Show lyrics |
When the dream began, I was in the water And I believe I was drowning All I could do was swim Towards the unforseen beaches So deep below me, so far before me The tides pull me away But still I swam Against the currents Towards the shore I could not see And behold, a tempest Harbinger of a tidal fear And it rained But still I swam against the currents Towards the sands of providence I grew weary and mortal And I drank the salts of fate I welcomed this final wave The end was beautiful 100 CCs of utmost deliverance Comatose, I began to dream of myself I believe I was drowning |
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6. | Ocean - Part II | 11:37 | Show lyrics |
From the shore I can see the sails But they never return to the bay And quietly, I wish Why can’t it be me? This island is empty The sand is dead Nothing can grow Nothing can survive Why have I come here To this lost zone of sediments eroded from time? From the shore I can see their bodies Succumbed to hope Adrift within plain sight Below the unsetting dead sun And quietly, I wish Why can’t it be me? |
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7. | Reverse Baptism | 07:57 | instrumental |
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59:22 |
A Resplendent Starless Darkness
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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Jürgen Bartsch | Unknown (track 1) |
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1. | Kranker Maschinen Schrei | 02:50 | |
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2. | Heroin Is a Reason to Be Happy | 11:53 | |
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3. | Mecha-Elohim | 11:24 | |
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4. | Children of a Lesser God | 06:19 | Show lyrics |
What is the worth of the pain of a stranger? Who will feel sorry for you when you are left alone? Can you cry for a slut that sells her life away? Can you love a worthless whore from the backseat of a car? Take it off, everything I’ll bury my secrets in you Take it off Look into me, only left to hurt you now Take a bow See your fans They applaud for you tonight Take a bow Wave goodbye They applaud for you tonight What is the worth of the pain of a stranger? Who will feel sorry for you when you are left-- |
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5. | Cryonic Burial Aesthetic | 10:06 | Show lyrics |
Material darkness lingers in the palace of rust Ravenous spectre gnaw away at the machine corpses of angels Alone below the earth, I tremble like a frozen butterfly Alone below the earth, in the wastelands of tomorrow, awake... Take me back into the world florescent sunshine Feral darkness... |
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6. | Devour the Stars | 06:33 | Show lyrics |
Everything to fabricate destiny Everything to construct memories Everything to taint the immaculate Everything to lure the desperate Everything to silence the rebellious Everything to breed prejudice Everything to harvest misery Everything to bury liberty Comfort me that I may not see manifest true darkness Devour the stars Everything to bless the guilty Everything to incite mutiny Everything to manipulate fate Everything to glorify rape Everything to question God Everything to spare the rod Everything to conquer nations Everything to lead them to temptation Comfort me that I may not see manifest true darkness Devour the stars Ugliness is (next to) righteousness |
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7. | Præternatural Embers | 09:50 | |
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8. | Æthertopia | 06:24 | |
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1. | Deus Ex Machina | 20:03 | |
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20:03 |
A Resplendent Starless Darkness
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Guest/Session | |
Jürgen Bartsch | Unknown (track 1) |
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1. | Kranker Maschinen Schrei | 02:50 | |
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2. | Heroin Is a Reason to Be Happy | 11:53 | |
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3. | Mecha-Elohim | 11:24 | |
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4. | Cryonic Burial Aesthetic | 10:06 | Show lyrics |
Material darkness lingers in the palace of rust Ravenous spectre gnaw away at the machine corpses of angels Alone below the earth, I tremble like a frozen butterfly Alone below the earth, in the wastelands of tomorrow, awake... Take me back into the world florescent sunshine Feral darkness... |
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5. | Children of a Lesser God | 06:19 | Show lyrics |
What is the worth of the pain of a stranger? Who will feel sorry for you when you are left alone? Can you cry for a slut that sells her life away? Can you love a worthless whore from the backseat of a car? Take it off, everything I’ll bury my secrets in you Take it off Look into me, only left to hurt you now Take a bow See your fans They applaud for you tonight Take a bow Wave goodbye They applaud for you tonight What is the worth of the pain of a stranger? Who will feel sorry for you when you are left-- |
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6. | Devour the Stars | 06:33 | Show lyrics |
Everything to fabricate destiny Everything to construct memories Everything to taint the immaculate Everything to lure the desperate Everything to silence the rebellious Everything to breed prejudice Everything to harvest misery Everything to bury liberty Comfort me that I may not see manifest true darkness Devour the stars Everything to bless the guilty Everything to incite mutiny Everything to manipulate fate Everything to glorify rape Everything to question God Everything to spare the rod Everything to conquer nations Everything to lead them to temptation Comfort me that I may not see manifest true darkness Devour the stars Ugliness is (next to) righteousness |
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7. | Æthertopia | 06:24 | |
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8. | Præternatural Embers | 09:50 | |
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9. | Deus Ex Machina | 20:03 | |
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01:25:22 |
Suicide Is Beautiful
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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Vesania Älskemord | Vocals |
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Matron Thorn | Artwork |
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1. | Suicide Is Beautiful | 17:06 | Show lyrics |
When I die, I want it to be like a dream I want to see myself ascend a marble staircase Through the swirling clouds of bliss and hope A step for each of my worries lost To the sweet surrender of the ever after As I draw down the blade and cut my flesh I’m reminded of amber fields Blues and whites in the sky The porcelain stains red and I exhale Something better awaits me there.... And then I feel it come over me Like I would never be sad again The warm water caresses my open cuts Serenity now, pouring from every major vein and artery A silence and a distance like I’ve never known before They coalesce and in this moment everything is right It’s so beautiful... |
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17:06 |
Suicide Is Beautiful
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Guest/Session | |
Vesania Älskemord | Vocals |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Matron Thorn | Artwork |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Suicide Is Beautiful | 17:06 | Show lyrics |
When I die, I want it to be like a dream I want to see myself ascend a marble staircase Through the swirling clouds of bliss and hope A step for each of my worries lost To the sweet surrender of the ever after As I draw down the blade and cut my flesh I’m reminded of amber fields Blues and whites in the sky The porcelain stains red and I exhale Something better awaits me there.... And then I feel it come over me Like I would never be sad again The warm water caresses my open cuts Serenity now, pouring from every major vein and artery A silence and a distance like I’ve never known before They coalesce and in this moment everything is right It’s so beautiful... |
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17:06 |
Anti-depressive
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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Julia Black | Vocals (female) (track 8 (track 12)) |
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1. | I’ll Never Get Out of Here | 01:44 | |
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2. | A Heart Is Forever | 07:06 | |
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3. | Melancholy Infatuation Withdrawal | 07:22 | |
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4. | This Affliction | 05:15 | |
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5. | Divine Flesh Simulation | 08:24 | |
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6. | The Archetype of Stellar Death | 08:52 | |
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7. | Chamber of Lucid Dreams | 10:25 | |
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8. | Anti-depressive | 03:34 | |
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9. | Chemically Happy | 05:36 | |
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58:18 |
Anti-depressive
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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Julia Black | Vocals (female) (track 8 (track 12)) |
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1. | I’ll Never Get Out of Here | 01:44 | |
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2. | A Heart Is Forever | 07:06 | |
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3. | Evening Dosage | 04:39 | |
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4. | Melancholy Infatuation Withdrawal | 07:22 | |
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5. | Circuit of Angel | 04:42 | |
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6. | Divine Flesh Simulation | 08:24 | |
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7. | Will I Dream? | 05:41 | |
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8. | Chromosome of Devil | 04:37 | |
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9. | Chamber of Lucid Dreams | 10:25 | |
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10. | The Archetype of Stellar Death | 08:52 | |
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11. | Superhero Love Song (4026A) | 05:25 | |
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12. | Anti-depressive | 03:34 | |
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13. | Chemically Happy | 05:36 | |
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01:18:07 |
A Premonition of Miracles Undone
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Matron Thorn | Guitars, Bass, Guitar synthesizer, Vocals |
Guest/Session | |
G. | Drums, Vocals |
Chris Grigg | Vocals (track 7) |
Balam | Vocals (track 3) |
G. | Vocals (track 5) |
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1. | No Hell like This | 02:24 | |
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2. | The Sacrament of Flagellation | 09:03 | Show lyrics |
My portrait is a mosaic of disfigurement A wrecked hive for the crawling larvae of terrible past lives My sins are unforgivable and my faith is weak Yet I am the beauty of so much pain and I dwell in the house of the lord I cannot die I can only relive as darkness within the forbidden corridors of time Each day, I am the hurt that makes you love again I am the sorrow of so many unfulfilled dreams And I live within you Beneath my ribs you’ll prick your fingers Just so that my heart can be yours... Your access to the void; Step inside, never look back But remember this forever in my terrible sunshine You returned, and achieved immortality Be as I am today Perish in the depths of becoming That you would fall short of divinity Because our destiny is reserved for sinners And you were merely an insect (Destroying yourself to be) And you were merely an insect (Destroying yourself to be) And you were merely an insect (Destroying yourself to be) As a vagrant shadow And you are merely an insect (Destroying yourself to be) And you are merely an insect (Destroying yourself to be) And you are merely an insect (Destroying yourself to be closer now to God...) I cannot die... I live within you... |
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3. | Darkness Becomes Flesh | 07:21 | |
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4. | It Could Be Wonderful | 11:43 | Show lyrics |
All these things I have are yours Not even time can destroy All these things I have that you have lost It breathes a life, it breeds a lie All these things I have are yours Not even time can destroy All these things I have were once lost It breathes a lie, it breeds a life The twilight of life is nearly complete And we see ourselves no longer as the distance fades away The soil opens to devour us now And recycle the essence of our decline To be the darkness to overcome And the book, it closes now All these things are not mine to give away That we can begin again, again... If you want them to listen If you want them to respond If you want them to go away Just let them know It could be wonderful |
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5. | The Mosaic of Fragile Promises | 08:32 | Show lyrics |
In our search for everlasting life We inherited the disease of centuries The cancer of perpetual longing A constant inferno of dissolution, quenched by the waters of purpose We have a place in the universe In the pantheon of suffering Where the sins of our heritage Are purged and scattered A mosaic of ugliness to linger in time What will satisfy our endless questioning? from the comforting maw of oblivion, A divine resounding answer of eternal affirmation, The fragilest of promises |
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6. | Oneiric Eternity | 09:13 | |
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7. | Aberration | 08:45 | |
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8. | Genesis Perfecta Maledictii | 08:26 | |
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9. | Homecoming | 12:24 | |
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01:17:51 |
A Premonition of Miracles Undone
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Matron Thorn | Guitars, Bass, Guitar synthesizer, Vocals |
Guest/Session | |
G. | Drums, Vocals |
Chris Grigg | Vocals (track 7) |
Balam | Vocals (track 3) |
G. | Vocals (track 5) |
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1. | The Sacrament of Flagellation | 09:08 | instrumental |
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2. | Darkness Becomes Flesh | 07:24 | instrumental |
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3. | The Mosaic of Fragile Promises | 09:23 | instrumental |
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4. | Genesis Perfecta Maledictii | 08:25 | instrumental |
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5. | Oneiric Eternity | 09:19 | instrumental |
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6. | Aberration | 08:43 | instrumental |
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7. | Dead Universe Requiem | 12:18 | instrumental |
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01:04:40 |
Disappear Here
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Ovaries | 06:37 | |
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2. | Beautiful in a Past Life | 06:12 | |
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3. | Denna Kväll | 07:33 | |
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4. | The Courtesan Revival | 07:15 | |
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5. | The Leering | 09:15 | |
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6. | Live Through This | 05:59 | |
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7. | Today (Smashing Pumpkins cover) | 04:09 | |
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8. | Disappear Here (You Can Be Anything You Want to Be) | 07:32 | instrumental |
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54:32 |
Disappear Here
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Ovaries | 06:37 | |
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2. | Beautiful in a Past Life | 06:12 | |
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3. | Jezebel’s Dress | 05:35 | |
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4. | The Courtesan Revival | 07:15 | |
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5. | The Leering | 09:15 | |
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6. | Live Through This | 05:59 | |
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7. | A Mosaic of Promises | 07:39 | |
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48:32 |
Monstrously Beautiful Sorrow
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Return of the Living Dread | 04:50 | |
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2. | Hopesick | 04:04 | |
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3. | Debbie Downer | 03:27 | |
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4. | Monstrously Beautiful Sorrow | 07:13 | |
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5. | Occult Heartbreak | 06:23 | |
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6. | Prayers Don’t Work | 04:57 | |
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7. | Serial Killer Music | 14:25 | |
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8. | Suicide Is Beautiful II | 03:22 | |
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48:41 |
Monstrously Beautiful Sorrow
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Return of the Living Dread | 04:50 | |
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2. | Hopesick | 04:04 | |
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3. | Debbie Downer | 03:27 | |
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4. | Occult Heartbreak | 06:23 | |
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5. | Monstrously Beautiful Sorrow | 07:13 | |
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6. | Prayers Don’t Work | 04:57 | |
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7. | Serial Killer Music | 14:25 | |
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8. | Suicide Is Beautiful II | 03:22 | |
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48:41 |
Carrier of Poison Apples
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Matron Thorn | Recording, Cover art |
Francesco Gemelli | Layout |
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1. | Last Stop on My Way to Hell | 04:11 | Show lyrics |
Satan, take the wheel, I’m on uncharted waters now And I wonder what will be the heavy sin to sink me down This vessel’s lost it’s way, only left for me to drown Too dark to see Too far to swim Too deep to wade For fear Satan, take the wheel, I’m on uncharted waters now And I wonder what will be the heavy sin to sink me down Carry on now Carry on now Carry on now Lead me to your inner peace |
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2. | Dead by 33 | 06:18 | Show lyrics |
My mother said if I keep this up I’ll be dead by 33 The doctor said that if I don’t stop I’ll be dead by 33 My girlfriend begged me to get some help Or I’ll be dead by 33 I always knew that I’d fuck up And become a corpse on their TV And if you knew what I was really like You wouldn’t try to stop me And if you could, live through my life You wouldn’t wanna live past 33 Never thought I’d make it baby Never thought I’d live this long Always thought I’d lose you baby After so much went so wrong Never thought I’d make it baby Never thought I’d live to tell Cheated death for a thousand years And now I find myself in Hell And if you knew what I was really like You wouldn’t try to stop me And if you could, live through my life You wouldn’t wanna live past 33 My mother said if I keep this up I’ll be dead by 33 The doctor said that if I don’t stop I’ll be dead by 33 My girlfriend begged me to get some help Well she died at 33 I always knew that I’d fuck up And become a corpse on their TV |
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3. | Open Heart, Open Grave | 06:28 | Show lyrics |
Yeah, when the ferryman comes to take me, there’s a death knell ringing All my secrets known, my paradise is a ship that’s sinking Yeah when the sun sets down, these lonely eyes will see you leaving All my childhood dreams come crashing down completely Carved out for you from myself an open heart The hole it made became my open grave |
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4. | World Without Mend | 04:40 | Show lyrics |
Too close to the sun I’m burning alive Everything I ever wanted Is now eating me alive Is it worth all this? I’m suffering Is it worth all this? I’m fading away... "Foolishly falling, I’m bruised and broken Not much was left that was useful, and then Blood was traded with each other, And it called to me somehow..." "Face down in the dirt... wouldn’t you like to be? Face down in the dirt, wouldn’t you want to be?" |
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5. | Raised Southern Baptist | 07:13 | Show lyrics |
"Go I will make you fishers of SINS Stray thee behind you, to the grace of Satan" And the devil did tempt Christ in the desert So was I tempted to taste the forbidden fruit Your flawless flesh is the ultimate deception To my ultimate undoing She said she would show me beautiful things Sold my soul knowing she was lying to me "Go, I will make you a fisher of SIN Stray thee behind you, to the gaze of Satan" And I did wander... And wander... And wander... I wandered so far, I forgot where I was even going I wandered until there was no more road left to wander And only when I was lost did I find where I was truly meant to be When I was young, I was raised Southern Baptist And I did wander "You’ll wander far..." she said And the devil did tempt Christ in the desert So was I tempted to taste your forbidden fruit Your flawless flesh is the ultimate deception To my ultimate undoing "Go I will make you fishers of SINS Stray thee behind you, to the grace of Satan" She said she would show me beautiful things Sold my soul knowing she was lying to me When I was young, I was raised Southern Baptist And I did wander "You’ll wander far..." she said |
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6. | That Heroin Sleep | 04:30 | Show lyrics |
It was the best sleep I ever had But it left everyone so very sad It was the last dream I ever had And it left me so very glad! I dreamt an empty void Yeah, gotta get that heroin, that heroin sleep... |
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7. | Heart-Shaped Box (Nirvana cover) | 05:26 | Show lyrics |
She eyes me like a Pisces when I am weak I’ve been locked inside your heart-shaped box for weeks I’ve been drawn into your magnetar pit trap trap I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black Hey! Wait! I’ve got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Hey! Wait! I’ve got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Hey! Wait! I’ve got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice, your advice Meat-eating orchids forgive no one just yet Cut myself on angel hair and baby’s breath Broken hymen of your Highness, I’m left back Throw down your umbilical noose so I can climb right back Hey! Wait! I’ve got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Hey! Wait! I’ve got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Hey! Wait! I’ve got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice, your advice She eyes me like a Pisces when I am weak I’ve been locked inside your heart-shaped box for weeks I’ve been drawn into your magnetar pit trap trap I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black Hey! Wait! I’ve got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Hey! Wait! I’ve got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Hey! Wait! I’ve got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice, your advice, your advice, your advice |
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8. | Never Ever After | 11:11 | instrumental |
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49:57 |
Carrier of Poison Apples
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Matron Thorn | All instruments, Vocals |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Matron Thorn | Recording, Cover art |
Francesco Gemelli | Layout |
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1. | Last Stop on My Way to Hell | 04:11 | Show lyrics |
Satan, take the wheel, I’m on uncharted waters now And I wonder what will be the heavy sin to sink me down This vessel’s lost it’s way, only left for me to drown Too dark to see Too far to swim Too deep to wade For fear Satan, take the wheel, I’m on uncharted waters now And I wonder what will be the heavy sin to sink me down Carry on now Carry on now Carry on now Lead me to your inner peace |
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2. | Dead by 33 | 06:18 | Show lyrics |
My mother said if I keep this up I’ll be dead by 33 The doctor said that if I don’t stop I’ll be dead by 33 My girlfriend begged me to get some help Or I’ll be dead by 33 I always knew that I’d fuck up And become a corpse on their TV And if you knew what I was really like You wouldn’t try to stop me And if you could, live through my life You wouldn’t wanna live past 33 Never thought I’d make it baby Never thought I’d live this long Always thought I’d lose you baby After so much went so wrong Never thought I’d make it baby Never thought I’d live to tell Cheated death for a thousand years And now I find myself in Hell And if you knew what I was really like You wouldn’t try to stop me And if you could, live through my life You wouldn’t wanna live past 33 My mother said if I keep this up I’ll be dead by 33 The doctor said that if I don’t stop I’ll be dead by 33 My girlfriend begged me to get some help Well she died at 33 I always knew that I’d fuck up And become a corpse on their TV |
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3. | Open Heart, Open Grave | 06:28 | Show lyrics |
Yeah, when the ferryman comes to take me, there’s a death knell ringing All my secrets known, my paradise is a ship that’s sinking Yeah when the sun sets down, these lonely eyes will see you leaving All my childhood dreams come crashing down completely Carved out for you from myself an open heart The hole it made became my open grave |
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4. | World Without Mend | 04:40 | Show lyrics |
Too close to the sun I’m burning alive Everything I ever wanted Is now eating me alive Is it worth all this? I’m suffering Is it worth all this? I’m fading away... "Foolishly falling, I’m bruised and broken Not much was left that was useful, and then Blood was traded with each other, And it called to me somehow..." "Face down in the dirt... wouldn’t you like to be? Face down in the dirt, wouldn’t you want to be?" |
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5. | Raised Southern Baptist | 07:13 | Show lyrics |
"Go I will make you fishers of SINS Stray thee behind you, to the grace of Satan" And the devil did tempt Christ in the desert So was I tempted to taste the forbidden fruit Your flawless flesh is the ultimate deception To my ultimate undoing She said she would show me beautiful things Sold my soul knowing she was lying to me "Go, I will make you a fisher of SIN Stray thee behind you, to the gaze of Satan" And I did wander... And wander... And wander... I wandered so far, I forgot where I was even going I wandered until there was no more road left to wander And only when I was lost did I find where I was truly meant to be When I was young, I was raised Southern Baptist And I did wander "You’ll wander far..." she said And the devil did tempt Christ in the desert So was I tempted to taste your forbidden fruit Your flawless flesh is the ultimate deception To my ultimate undoing "Go I will make you fishers of SINS Stray thee behind you, to the grace of Satan" She said she would show me beautiful things Sold my soul knowing she was lying to me When I was young, I was raised Southern Baptist And I did wander "You’ll wander far..." she said |
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6. | That Heroin Sleep | 04:30 | Show lyrics |
It was the best sleep I ever had But it left everyone so very sad It was the last dream I ever had And it left me so very glad! I dreamt an empty void Yeah, gotta get that heroin, that heroin sleep... |
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7. | Heart-Shaped Box (Nirvana cover) | 05:26 | Show lyrics |
She eyes me like a Pisces when I am weak I’ve been locked inside your heart-shaped box for weeks I’ve been drawn into your magnetar pit trap trap I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black Hey! Wait! I’ve got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Hey! Wait! I’ve got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Hey! Wait! I’ve got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice, your advice Meat-eating orchids forgive no one just yet Cut myself on angel hair and baby’s breath Broken hymen of your Highness, I’m left back Throw down your umbilical noose so I can climb right back Hey! Wait! I’ve got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Hey! Wait! I’ve got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Hey! Wait! I’ve got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice, your advice She eyes me like a Pisces when I am weak I’ve been locked inside your heart-shaped box for weeks I’ve been drawn into your magnetar pit trap trap I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black Hey! Wait! I’ve got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Hey! Wait! I’ve got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Hey! Wait! I’ve got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice, your advice, your advice, your advice |
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8. | Never Ever After | 11:11 | instrumental |
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