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The Last Surrealist
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Chris Romans | All instruments, Vocals, Programming (2012-present) |
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1 | A Death Demonstration | Demo | 2012 | Show album |
2 | Void | EP | 2013 | Show album |
3 | Post Life Music | Full-length | 2014 | Show album |
4 | Hypogean Blood Fractals for a Hypnagogic Sleep | Full-length | 2015 | Show album |
5 | Death Meditations | Split | 2016 | Show album |
6 | So Ready to Close My Eyes | Full-length | 2016 | Show album |
A Death Demonstration
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1. | Delirium in Fog | 03:58 | |
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2. | Merge Our Flesh with the God | 05:48 | Show lyrics |
I stand outside in the cold As I contain my ecstasy From coming face to face with the god After I blacked out last night into a dream Of a beautiful dying woman Hanging so softly against nothing Her body illuminates and bends Not unlike my own I awake at the coming of man To drown in this sorrow I’ve found To burden the silhouette of the flame Which ignites many pyres for a time of mourning I leave now to simply caress The skin of my own flesh The blood it drips for the god or the absence Of a putrid absinthe which captures my attention On a cold night it felt like the morning With my thoughts so rapid and vapidly decaying The body while it’s still waking Leave me buried here even if I’m not sleeping |
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3. | Like a Snow White Morning Burning | 16:01 | |
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25:47 |
Void
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Chris Romans | All instruments, Vocals, Programming |
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1. | With Stretched Out Nihilistic Hands We Embrace Suicide... | 09:35 | Show lyrics |
Love me as I rest in a bed of Roses as I lie naked in the Doorway drifting off to sleep or waking To a new life dreaming that I Can escape into the darkened night sky With the light of a fire burning The wicker grave where I lie stargazing Love me as I look into your eyes Quiet as the shoreline returning To the edge of a floating world be- hind my eyes drinking liquor with her Christ In petty chapel pews vomiting the Porcelain lies confided in burning Embers of a child left sinking In the river under the world Love me in the morning after The excited body wanes into the after- Life as a new creation takes the place of God and my flesh in unison create the Endless sphere where you only exist for a Moment then drift and are placed upon my naked Body underwater and we may float to another Dawning world to drink another Love me for a moment (baby I’m tired) Can’t you fucking hear my words protruding Through the depressed dirt where I linger With the footprints of a gypsy universe Examining my corpse for gold and trinkets Of meaningless nothing since we’re dead and sinking Exhausted waste in a bottle of brandy That god is drinking as we’re left naked, swimming... |
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2. | She Is Clenched in the Teeth of Zombies | 15:26 | Show lyrics |
Release her body like nectar formed On Golgotha display the human flesh Covering the spirits of the carnal dead Submerged in the blood of a raped form Tie her body to the wooden cross To suck the vinegar from the Christ Lord And baptize the concealed beauty With vapor decaying viral whore To sleep in paradise alone I can’t see from this vantage point That the world is coming to an end This fucking shit universe left by God for dogs Is ripping, ripping at our flesh Let us drink this vile of whiskey And bury our sorrow with emptiness The beasts swallow her dying flesh With no comfort for fucking breath She rests her head on a paved deathbed While hallucinogenic visions of a shotgun instead Sucks the life from the empty preying vessel I clamber to my feet to aid her escape The horror surrounds us like the night It seems no one is left in this place Except the dead, or the living Whom set the world ablaze in triumphant sadness We ready ourselves in a cold sweat My flesh combines with her flesh We fuck one another as the only escape While the dead linger just outside the doorway My body spasms from the orgasmic flood And drowns my misery in euphoric nothingness The zombies break in the fucking house So many get their brains blown out I’m all out of ammo so shove a dildo up their Fucking ass and laugh as I fucking kill myself She is left on her own but escapes The attack leaves her heart racing, Pulsing as she cries to the gods above "Am I truly left alone?" Like every good apocalypse She slits her wrists and slowly drifts Into the ambient sound waves of night Where two entwined quietly died |
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3. | To Solve the Existential Crisis with Self-Murder | 03:05 | Show lyrics |
Take one step backwards And live forever Take one step forward And die forever I stand still forever And soon disappear in the illusion So what does it fucking matter If I step backwards or forwards I’m dying forever I’m dying forever I’m dying forever I’m dying forever I’m dying forever I’m dying forever I’m dying forever I’m dying forever I’m dying forever |
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Post Life Music
Album versions
Release date | Label | Catalog ID | Format | Description |
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July 2nd, 2014 | Independent | Digital | ||
July 15th, 2014 | Dipsomaniac Records | Dipso0145 | Digital |
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Chris Romans | All instruments, Vocals, Programming |
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1. | In the Morning Our Bodies Will Be Nothing | 04:00 | Show lyrics |
Take my body Take my mind Bury me inside A lovers body Now watch me die Watch me crawl inside And create nothing from this I have the gun up to my neck I’m looking to undress At the eclipse of the morning sun All will be done All will be done My cock is drenched In a mixture of saliva and sweat I’ll take this fixation to my death As I drink away the spirit and My self induced flesh Enters a cold and dark emptiness Come watch me die Watch me crawl inside And create nothing from this I have the gun up to my neck I’m looking to undress At the eclipse of the morning sun All will be done All will be done My self obsessed flesh Enters a cold and dark emptiness There is a softness to her breath She’s so beautiful and I wish To embrace her but instead I have the gun up to my neck When I pull the trigger: death It’s the happiest moment of my existence If you say you wish me well And want me to live for this emptiness Then I will likewise wish you well As I fucking bury you instead |
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2. | The Gun Is Perched Between My Teeth | 05:52 | Show lyrics |
We are all slaves Digging our own graves In church yards while the priests Cast judgment on our beliefs Because Christ laid down his hands and feet So I would always fall asleep And in this slumber suffocate On the dirt suppressing my lungs I’m not dead yet I’m just trying to wake up I’m not dead yet I’m just trying to wake up The gun is perched between my teeth The cold metallic taste on my lips Lets me go free Lets me go free The gun is perched between my teeth The bullet is lodged inside of me I go free I go free You turn back your eyes There is nothing but silence We dream of this moment all the time It’s simply a naked califaction And it distracts our minds From the fundamental meaning of life That we are nothing That we are all victims of suicide But we are not dead yet We are just trying to wake up But I’m not dead yet I’m just trying to find my gun The gun is perched between my teeth The cold metallic taste on my lips Lets me go free Lets me go free The gun is perched between my teeth The bullet is lodged inside of me I go free I go free I know I am alive By realizing that I am dead inside I scream at the top of my lungs My senses acknowledge I am alive But I continue to drown in the emptiness Brought by a mundane and sensuous feeling That my sadness translates Into transcendence |
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3. | Eyes Wide Open (Suffocate Until the Fire’s Annihilation) | 06:33 | Show lyrics |
She begs, "taste the fire that burns underneath me" It may scorch the flesh But arise and dress In Sunday morning clothes So you can again see your sister I speak, "Don’t drag me into that darkness" She says nothing but this… "I’ll see you in the morning" But I am frozen in the snow I feel the cold hem of my shirt Caressing the back of my neck It’s so profound to live in the moment And feel the tactile stimulation Of a final embrace I clench the rope in my hands So firm, I feel nothing but this As I step into her grave Finally looking towards the heavens Staring deep into the eyes of god Declaring so fervently with my hatred… There is no god... There is nothing but this moment There is nothing to live for at all I have long surrendered to the vacancy In my disdain for life with a longing to escape I live in the comfort of material things And am constantly told to get on my knees I dwell so fervently on this sense of surrender I would like to taste the fire I would like to taste the fire Fuck off, you motherfuckers Make love with the abyss Like you don’t give a fuck That you’re hanging in a noose Covered in your own shit |
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4. | Rebirth in a Nebula | 04:55 | Show lyrics |
Space Take my after Life and drown it in the Wine And watch me die Love, the quiet Night Space, Space |
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5. | To Kiss My Beloved With Eyes Wide Shut | 05:41 | Show lyrics |
I lament for the deaf and blind While the mute verbalize behind tired eyes Triumphant! As he consummates with color An aesthetic finale and stupor I am convinced my drug addicted savior Reigns in victorious sleep! As she slits her wrists and bellows to the godless Oh, the godless sit upon vacant gallows Tying their own nooses and in melancholy sadness Vie for knives to break their beaks As they stand at the pinnacle of disease Growing the graves of humanity From the preliminary communal seedlings But you reign victorious! On an Earth consuming the corpse flowers Of mothers and brothers, Sisters and fathers Musicians and cowards Musicians and cowards Musicians and cowards Musicians and cowards Musicians and cowards We all cower at the sight of monsters... You are like the night sky On a cloudy day in the midst of the city Polluted and inaccessible to me But beautiful as you captivate my dreams Oh, god have mercy on me We pray to the vacancy On our prostrate and broken knees Breath is stolen from me As I arrive at your murder scene Oh, god have mercy on me! Oh, god have mercy on me! I can’t help but feel nothing Pure apathy and displacency This is what death has done to me This is what death has done to me |
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6. | With Stretched Out Nihilistic Hands We Embrace Suicide... | 09:34 | Show lyrics |
Love me as I rest in a bed of Roses as I lie naked in the Doorway drifting off to sleep or waking To a new life dreaming that I Can escape into the darkened night sky With the light of a fire burning The wicker grave where I lie stargazing Love me as I look into your eyes Quiet as the shoreline returning To the edge of a floating world be- hind my eyes drinking liquor with her Christ In petty chapel pews vomiting the Porcelain lies confided in burning Embers of a child left sinking In the river under the world Love me in the morning after The excited body wanes into the after- Life as a new creation takes the place of God and my flesh in unison create the Endless sphere where you only exist for a Moment then drift and are placed upon my naked Body underwater and we may float to another Dawning world to drink another Love me for a moment (baby I’m tired) Can’t you fucking hear my words protruding Through the depressed dirt where I linger With the footprints of a gypsy universe Examining my corpse for gold and trinkets Of meaningless nothing since we’re dead and sinking Exhausted waste in a bottle of brandy That god is drinking as we’re left naked, swimming... |
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7. | Love Is Subservient to Death | 06:07 | Show lyrics |
Fall asleep In the midst Of my body With a longing For night To come Encapsulate All of my mistakes I see no end in sight Where are my Friends When the dark comes I won’t give a fuck Nothing but Love Exists Fall asleep In the midst Of my body With a longing For night To come Encapsulate All of my mistakes I see the end in sight Where are my Friends When the dark comes I won’t give a fuck Even love is a facade Even love is a facade Nothing but Death exists |
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8. | When a Ghost Embraced the Dust | 10:01 | instrumental |
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9. | Her Morning Breath | 07:36 | instrumental |
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Hypogean Blood Fractals for a Hypnagogic Sleep
Album versions
Release date | Label | Catalog ID | Format | Description |
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October 8th, 2015 | Independent | Digital | Bandcamp | |
October 8th, 2015 | Death Roots Syndicate | Roots0036 | Digital | Bandcamp |
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Chris Romans | Vocals, Guitars, Bass, Synths, Programming, Harmonica, Noise |
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1. | In the All Consuming Fires of Sodom and Gomorrah We Make Love | 06:18 | Show lyrics |
from these palisades you can see the dead alongside the stony brook where once I lay in wretched confinement to the bastille on the shore dreaming to uncover the one I adore through bitter poetry — i stab at the walls drag the quill through the celestial ayin with whom i am entwined, entranced, and altogether helpless in the euphoria of emotion will i dance now I use antonyms to describe the one i love as the corrupted throne in my heart of late lies dormant with desire to one day rejoice at the return of a master to the godless soul all consumed in the waters of tasteless desire to be unborn to be unborn into the arms of she who holds the key to return to that eternal driving force in the sails to unmake my mistakes and fix the floors of my galleon leading to a return to my mother’s womb again for grace to draw the first breath as if it was the final execution born into a universe formless like yahweh’s silent monologue exiting my throat as if conditioned by an egyptian babe’s wailing cry unintelligible to all but me as symptoms of synesthesia and at the most extreme embalming fluid taking the carcass into the destructive villa under the sea where i make love with the apostasy and reincarnate as a weed growing in the desert covering my old body |
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2. | To Lie with Beauty on Empyrean Shores | 09:24 | Show lyrics |
burn me out of eden and turn my eyes towards the winter note that my feelings on death come from knowing that it’s all there is take the wooden cross from the church where my mother gave birth to an entire world strung up with torn skin, flush lips, and fire the fire consumes the soul, oh how i have grown so old my pale bones see straight through the boiling blood to the unreal my sister is just a ghastly fragment lying below the hearth so soft in my arms, she can bring the ecstasy to this life yet i am scorched in an inferno aeons in the making consumed by the desire for love that i’m told will set me free but by the look of this misery i can tell my passing thought that god giveth and man taketh away will keep me sustained i have long been worried that my lust for death would exhume my corpse before it’s time had come to return to the dying star xibalba lit in flames we all wander into the inner sanctum of the tabernacle we close our eyes then drop to the desert sand like heavy stones i crawl back into the vacuous opening from which i was released take the knife and plunge it into my neck, then set adrift on an open sea we all pass away with dilated pupils looking towards heaven’s abyss my unscathed mind leaves the flesh to lie with beauty on empyrean shores then i am scorched in an inferno aeons in the making consumed by the desire for love that i’m told will set me free but by the look of this misery i can tell my passing thought that god giveth and man taketh away will keep me sustained entire worlds bend the knee just to see a faint vision of the almighty leading a thousand nations towards the sweet smell of victory while trampling every lost sinner writhing in carnal pleasures illustrating that god giveth and god taketh away |
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3. | You Can’t Quantize My Feelings (Drifting Through the Petricor) | 08:37 | Show lyrics |
i swear that i am more than an infantile machine you can’t quantize my feelings belong to a dead god who left me here in vast eons in solitude i am hanging on to my past life yet you can’t quantize my feelings for being human without the body suspended from air |
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4. | I Surrender All Holy Blood | 05:09 | Show lyrics |
with black eyes of holocaust the fire is bathed in sun blood rising from the cradle of civilization to reign with a punishing love with white eyes of holocaust i surrender all holy blood in the most surreal cathedral i was transfixed by an effigy of christ but then it bled…. think of the rivers of blood… it’s intoxicating… with black eyes of holocaust i stare into the putrid dark it’s so quiet without my thoughts naked i fall into your body with red eyes of holocaust i surrender my holy blood in exchange for the serenity you give the hangman in the public square but then he suffocates… his mouth a tributary for all the rivers of blood… it’s intoxicating… to think our love could have been more than little shadows flailing in the wind |
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5. | I Met God in the Caves to Xibalba. She Told Me to Surrender. So I Did… | 07:14 | Show lyrics |
drag my body into space so that god may take away the breath i make as if a mistake; take away i met god in the caves to xibalba. she told me to surrender my life… i met god in the caves to xibalba. she told me to surrender; so i did… so have it, this piece of shit i don’t want it, i don’t want it anyways… punish me as others stare so that god may take away all of this pain i dream of; take away… i met god in the caves to xibalba. she told me to surrender; so i did myself in. i met god in the caves to xibalba. she told me to surrender; so i did… it’s a dirty habit, death the fetish but i want this, i want this… |
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Death Meditations
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1. | Meditations Urbaines - Anxiously Awaiting the Precious Pyre | 05:22 | instrumental |
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2. | Meditations Urbaines - Strawberry Vodka & Cheap Sex | 07:32 | instrumental |
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3. | Meditations Urbaines - Que La Ville Dort | 11:43 | Show lyrics |
A precious vision, caught between dividing eyes That separate the just from the wicked I guess, I haven’t been the only one without A lonely specter of sweet sorrow In the wombs of the virgin Lest the city sleeps in the fetus of modernity I guess, I haven’t been able to drink it all away The eyes of the gate Watch me as I stare at the sidewalk In the urban forest, of which I walk, head down In a trance-like, monotonous state of confusion Denying that they are there for my protection Is like denying God But who are you to judge me? But who are you to worry about my suffering? There is a hole in the world that keeps us tied together The fascists, the leftists, the anarchists and the precious People who I daresay I envy Their apathy to the progress Has left me with wounds Wounds that will never be carved again The eyes of the gate Watch me as I stare at the sidewalk In the urban forest, of which I walk, head down In a trance-like, monotonous state of confusion Denying that they are there for my protection Is like denying God But who are you to judge me? But who are you to worry about my suffering? |
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4. | Meditations Urbaines - Lying Naked Next to You | 14:24 | instrumental |
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5. | The Last Surrealist - With Stretched Out Nihilistic Hands We Embrace Suicide... (Acoustic) | 04:40 | Show lyrics |
love me as I rest in a bed of roses as I lie naked in the doorway drifting off to sleep or waking to a new life dreaming that i can escape into the darkened night sky with the light of a fire burning the wicker grave where I lie stargazing love me as I look into your eyes quiet as the shoreline returning to the edge of a floating world be- hind my eyes drinking liquor with her christ in petty chapel pews vomiting the porcelain lies confided in burning embers of a child left sinking in the river under the world love me in the morning after the excited body wanes into the after- life as a new creation takes the place of god and my flesh in unison create the endless sphere where you only exist for a moment then drift and are placed upon my naked body underwater and we may float to another dawning world to drink another love me for a moment (baby I’m tired) can’t you fucking hear my words protruding through the depressed dirt where I linger with the footprints of a gypsy universe examining my corpse for gold and trinkets of meaningless nothing since we’re dead and sinking exhausted waste in a bottle of brandy that god is drinking as we’re left naked, swimming... |
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6. | The Last Surrealist - Exiled Into Nothingness | 05:14 | Show lyrics |
you will be exiled from this existence and you will die most importantly, you will take your own life you will be exalted at the end of this in a palace overlooking the firmament you will watch your family burned alive as ghosts place your neck in chains you will be exalted at the end of this in a palace lit by the warmest flames swimming towards a bright light a distant beckoning beacon on the skyline too distant for your fragile arms to reach so you drown like a sleeping child in the terror of the night you will be exiled from this existence and you will die you will take your own life you will be exalted at the end of this in a palace with no memory of ever being in this place |
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7. | The Last Surrealist - Death Meditations | 05:37 | Show lyrics |
i just want to be alone with myself and hide under the water like its a coat its so cold, i’m a ghost you cannot see me, it’s so freeing to be without the urgency to be inside of my home where i’m most comfortable i walk around naked just to feel something no shoes, no shirt, nobody cares if at the end of the day i am still here i find myself getting angry with the notion that i have to live another sixty years with this weight on my chest my family is dead, and my friends are for nothing but to pass the time until i’m in a better place under this water i almost feel like everything could be okay but i’m actually feeling pretty suicidal today so i’ll keep dreaming about living like i’m deceased then i won’t have to feel anything |
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8. | The Last Surrealist - In Our Blood Surrendered to Holy Walls of Fire | 04:34 | Show lyrics |
in a distant village bed
a woman’s eyes change color as death the conqueror comes in the form of invisible fire to consume the earth in a deluge of shadow dancing with her in a crypt crippling her flesh, but what if… she becomes immaterial a metaphysical being unseen until the next morning in eternal chains of misery she is my love with firm roots snuffed out in a dark room by invisible fire pouring like wine over me fog rolls over the hillside i thought i saw her in a dream i can sense this agony i can sense her defeat death will always leave us asunder if only for a moment until like a newborn i experience the sweet release that enables us to love one another even if we will only become ether bound to the eternal chains of misery to drown one another in our blood surrendered to holy walls of fire in our blood surrendered to holy walls of fire in our blood surrendered to holy walls of fire in our blood surrendered to holy walls of fire to holy walls of fire to holy walls of fire |
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59:06 |
So Ready to Close My Eyes
Album versions
Release date | Label | Catalog ID | Format | Description |
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November 25th, 2016 | Independent | Digital | Bandcamp | |
December 17th, 2016 | Death Roots Syndicate | Roots0048 | Digital | Bandcamp |
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Chris Romans | Vocals, All instruments |
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Chris Romans | Producer |
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1. | With Stretched Out Nihilistic Hands We Embrace Suicide... (Acoustic) | 04:40 | Show lyrics |
love me as I rest in a bed of roses as I lie naked in the doorway drifting off to sleep or waking to a new life dreaming that i can escape into the darkened night sky with the light of a fire burning the wicker grave where I lie stargazing love me as I look into your eyes quiet as the shoreline returning to the edge of a floating world be- hind my eyes drinking liquor with her christ in petty chapel pews vomiting the porcelain lies confided in burning embers of a child left sinking in the river under the world love me in the morning after the excited body wanes into the after- life as a new creation takes the place of god and my flesh in unison create the endless sphere where you only exist for a moment then drift and are placed upon my naked body underwater and we may float to another dawning world to drink another love me for a moment (baby I’m tired) can’t you fucking hear my words protruding through the depressed dirt where I linger with the footprints of a gypsy universe examining my corpse for gold and trinkets of meaningless nothing since we’re dead and sinking exhausted waste in a bottle of brandy that god is drinking as we’re left naked, swimming... |
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2. | Exiled Into Nothingness | 05:14 | Show lyrics |
you will be exiled from this existence and you will die most importantly, you will take your own life you will be exalted at the end of this in a palace overlooking the firmament you will watch your family burned alive as ghosts place your neck in chains you will be exalted at the end of this in a palace lit by the warmest flames swimming towards a bright light a distant beckoning beacon on the skyline too distant for your fragile arms to reach so you drown like a sleeping child in the terror of the night you will be exiled from this existence and you will die you will take your own life you will be exalted at the end of this in a palace with no memory of ever being in this place |
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3. | Death Meditations | 05:37 | Show lyrics |
i just want to be alone with myself and hide under the water like its a coat its so cold, i’m a ghost you cannot see me, it’s so freeing to be without the urgency to be inside of my home where i’m most comfortable i walk around naked just to feel something no shoes, no shirt, nobody cares if at the end of the day i am still here i find myself getting angry with the notion that i have to live another sixty years with this weight on my chest my family is dead, and my friends are for nothing but to pass the time until i’m in a better place under this water i almost feel like everything could be okay but i’m actually feeling pretty suicidal today so i’ll keep dreaming about living like i’m deceased then i won’t have to feel anything |
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4. | In Our Blood Surrendered to Holy Walls of Fire | 04:34 | Show lyrics |
in a distant village bed
a woman’s eyes change color as death the conqueror comes in the form of invisible fire to consume the earth in a deluge of shadow dancing with her in a crypt crippling her flesh, but what if… she becomes immaterial a metaphysical being unseen until the next morning in eternal chains of misery she is my love with firm roots snuffed out in a dark room by invisible fire pouring like wine over me fog rolls over the hillside i thought i saw her in a dream i can sense this agony i can sense her defeat death will always leave us asunder if only for a moment until like a newborn i experience the sweet release that enables us to love one another even if we will only become ether bound to the eternal chains of misery to drown one another in our blood surrendered to holy walls of fire in our blood surrendered to holy walls of fire in our blood surrendered to holy walls of fire in our blood surrendered to holy walls of fire to holy walls of fire to holy walls of fire |
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5. | This Wandering Ghost | 03:25 | Show lyrics |
This wandering ghost How shall it live? Haunting the ones it once loved? Or inciting a fear in death? This wandering ghost Baptized in christ Would give its life again If for another kind This wandering ghost How shall it live? Some say by virtue of Prior decisions made It will walk alone Under star light shone The ever looming dark In empty cathedrals - dawn This wandering ghost Wishes to exist… But in some other vessel Of godless flesh… This wandering ghost How shall it die? Cursed to bear future sin In the coming nights For all that was once light And all solitude that endures She saw the fear of god in him Then slowly opened her eyes And spoke… So be gone now… be gone now… be gone now… |
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6. | I Only Want to Be Loved | 06:34 | Show lyrics |
why do you feel the need to point a gun at me i have always wondered what I’ve done to deserve it maybe you just have sadistic tendencies that could explain your behavior you may as well just kill me my life is obviously of no value to you baby why you treat me like this? baby why you treat me like this? baby why you treat me like this? baby why you treat me like this? you make me want to slit my wrists how can anyone be expected to live like this? in the black dungeon of violence you tear my flesh clean from the bone but I only want to be loved… i just want to feel like I’m not going to die in my home and maybe that god will save me from feeling so alone baby why you treat me like this? baby why you treat me like this? baby why you treat me like this? baby why you treat me like this? |
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7. | So Ready to Close My Eyes (i) | 06:58 | Show lyrics |
I’m so ready to close my eyes I’m so ready to close my eyes there is nothing but beauty in this time of longing but can beauty set a captive free? we think so little of the consequences… we care so little about the imminent death of everything… |
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8. | Death is an Aweless Road (ii) | 05:43 | instrumental |
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42:45 |
Post Life Music
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Chris Romans | All instruments, Vocals, Programming |
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1. | In the Morning Our Bodies Will Be Nothing | 04:00 | Show lyrics |
Take my body Take my mind Bury me inside A lovers body Now watch me die Watch me crawl inside And create nothing from this I have the gun up to my neck I’m looking to undress At the eclipse of the morning sun All will be done All will be done My cock is drenched In a mixture of saliva and sweat I’ll take this fixation to my death As I drink away the spirit and My self induced flesh Enters a cold and dark emptiness Come watch me die Watch me crawl inside And create nothing from this I have the gun up to my neck I’m looking to undress At the eclipse of the morning sun All will be done All will be done My self obsessed flesh Enters a cold and dark emptiness There is a softness to her breath She’s so beautiful and I wish To embrace her but instead I have the gun up to my neck When I pull the trigger: death It’s the happiest moment of my existence If you say you wish me well And want me to live for this emptiness Then I will likewise wish you well As I fucking bury you instead |
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2. | The Gun Is Perched Between My Teeth | 05:52 | Show lyrics |
We are all slaves Digging our own graves In church yards while the priests Cast judgment on our beliefs Because Christ laid down his hands and feet So I would always fall asleep And in this slumber suffocate On the dirt suppressing my lungs I’m not dead yet I’m just trying to wake up I’m not dead yet I’m just trying to wake up The gun is perched between my teeth The cold metallic taste on my lips Lets me go free Lets me go free The gun is perched between my teeth The bullet is lodged inside of me I go free I go free You turn back your eyes There is nothing but silence We dream of this moment all the time It’s simply a naked califaction And it distracts our minds From the fundamental meaning of life That we are nothing That we are all victims of suicide But we are not dead yet We are just trying to wake up But I’m not dead yet I’m just trying to find my gun The gun is perched between my teeth The cold metallic taste on my lips Lets me go free Lets me go free The gun is perched between my teeth The bullet is lodged inside of me I go free I go free I know I am alive By realizing that I am dead inside I scream at the top of my lungs My senses acknowledge I am alive But I continue to drown in the emptiness Brought by a mundane and sensuous feeling That my sadness translates Into transcendence |
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3. | Eyes Wide Open (Suffocate Until the Fire’s Annihilation) | 06:33 | Show lyrics |
She begs, "taste the fire that burns underneath me" It may scorch the flesh But arise and dress In Sunday morning clothes So you can again see your sister I speak, "Don’t drag me into that darkness" She says nothing but this… "I’ll see you in the morning" But I am frozen in the snow I feel the cold hem of my shirt Caressing the back of my neck It’s so profound to live in the moment And feel the tactile stimulation Of a final embrace I clench the rope in my hands So firm, I feel nothing but this As I step into her grave Finally looking towards the heavens Staring deep into the eyes of god Declaring so fervently with my hatred… There is no god... There is nothing but this moment There is nothing to live for at all I have long surrendered to the vacancy In my disdain for life with a longing to escape I live in the comfort of material things And am constantly told to get on my knees I dwell so fervently on this sense of surrender I would like to taste the fire I would like to taste the fire Fuck off, you motherfuckers Make love with the abyss Like you don’t give a fuck That you’re hanging in a noose Covered in your own shit |
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4. | Rebirth in a Nebula | 04:55 | Show lyrics |
Space Take my after Life and drown it in the Wine And watch me die Love, the quiet Night Space, Space |
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5. | To Kiss My Beloved With Eyes Wide Shut | 05:41 | Show lyrics |
I lament for the deaf and blind While the mute verbalize behind tired eyes Triumphant! As he consummates with color An aesthetic finale and stupor I am convinced my drug addicted savior Reigns in victorious sleep! As she slits her wrists and bellows to the godless Oh, the godless sit upon vacant gallows Tying their own nooses and in melancholy sadness Vie for knives to break their beaks As they stand at the pinnacle of disease Growing the graves of humanity From the preliminary communal seedlings But you reign victorious! On an Earth consuming the corpse flowers Of mothers and brothers, Sisters and fathers Musicians and cowards Musicians and cowards Musicians and cowards Musicians and cowards Musicians and cowards We all cower at the sight of monsters... You are like the night sky On a cloudy day in the midst of the city Polluted and inaccessible to me But beautiful as you captivate my dreams Oh, god have mercy on me We pray to the vacancy On our prostrate and broken knees Breath is stolen from me As I arrive at your murder scene Oh, god have mercy on me! Oh, god have mercy on me! I can’t help but feel nothing Pure apathy and displacency This is what death has done to me This is what death has done to me |
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6. | With Stretched Out Nihilistic Hands We Embrace Suicide... | 09:34 | Show lyrics |
Love me as I rest in a bed of Roses as I lie naked in the Doorway drifting off to sleep or waking To a new life dreaming that I Can escape into the darkened night sky With the light of a fire burning The wicker grave where I lie stargazing Love me as I look into your eyes Quiet as the shoreline returning To the edge of a floating world be- hind my eyes drinking liquor with her Christ In petty chapel pews vomiting the Porcelain lies confided in burning Embers of a child left sinking In the river under the world Love me in the morning after The excited body wanes into the after- Life as a new creation takes the place of God and my flesh in unison create the Endless sphere where you only exist for a Moment then drift and are placed upon my naked Body underwater and we may float to another Dawning world to drink another Love me for a moment (baby I’m tired) Can’t you fucking hear my words protruding Through the depressed dirt where I linger With the footprints of a gypsy universe Examining my corpse for gold and trinkets Of meaningless nothing since we’re dead and sinking Exhausted waste in a bottle of brandy That god is drinking as we’re left naked, swimming... |
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7. | Love Is Subservient to Death | 06:07 | Show lyrics |
Fall asleep In the midst Of my body With a longing For night To come Encapsulate All of my mistakes I see no end in sight Where are my Friends When the dark comes I won’t give a fuck Nothing but Love Exists Fall asleep In the midst Of my body With a longing For night To come Encapsulate All of my mistakes I see the end in sight Where are my Friends When the dark comes I won’t give a fuck Even love is a facade Even love is a facade Nothing but Death exists |
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8. | When a Ghost Embraced the Dust | 10:01 | instrumental |
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9. | Her Morning Breath | 07:36 | instrumental |
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01:00:19 |
Post Life Music
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Chris Romans | All instruments, Vocals, Programming |
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1. | In the Morning Our Bodies Will Be Nothing | 04:00 | Show lyrics |
Take my body Take my mind Bury me inside A lovers body Now watch me die Watch me crawl inside And create nothing from this I have the gun up to my neck I’m looking to undress At the eclipse of the morning sun All will be done All will be done My cock is drenched In a mixture of saliva and sweat I’ll take this fixation to my death As I drink away the spirit and My self induced flesh Enters a cold and dark emptiness Come watch me die Watch me crawl inside And create nothing from this I have the gun up to my neck I’m looking to undress At the eclipse of the morning sun All will be done All will be done My self obsessed flesh Enters a cold and dark emptiness There is a softness to her breath She’s so beautiful and I wish To embrace her but instead I have the gun up to my neck When I pull the trigger: death It’s the happiest moment of my existence If you say you wish me well And want me to live for this emptiness Then I will likewise wish you well As I fucking bury you instead |
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2. | The Gun Is Perched Between My Teeth | 05:52 | Show lyrics |
We are all slaves Digging our own graves In church yards while the priests Cast judgment on our beliefs Because Christ laid down his hands and feet So I would always fall asleep And in this slumber suffocate On the dirt suppressing my lungs I’m not dead yet I’m just trying to wake up I’m not dead yet I’m just trying to wake up The gun is perched between my teeth The cold metallic taste on my lips Lets me go free Lets me go free The gun is perched between my teeth The bullet is lodged inside of me I go free I go free You turn back your eyes There is nothing but silence We dream of this moment all the time It’s simply a naked califaction And it distracts our minds From the fundamental meaning of life That we are nothing That we are all victims of suicide But we are not dead yet We are just trying to wake up But I’m not dead yet I’m just trying to find my gun The gun is perched between my teeth The cold metallic taste on my lips Lets me go free Lets me go free The gun is perched between my teeth The bullet is lodged inside of me I go free I go free I know I am alive By realizing that I am dead inside I scream at the top of my lungs My senses acknowledge I am alive But I continue to drown in the emptiness Brought by a mundane and sensuous feeling That my sadness translates Into transcendence |
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3. | Eyes Wide Open (Suffocate Until the Fire’s Annihilation) | 06:33 | Show lyrics |
She begs, "taste the fire that burns underneath me" It may scorch the flesh But arise and dress In Sunday morning clothes So you can again see your sister I speak, "Don’t drag me into that darkness" She says nothing but this… "I’ll see you in the morning" But I am frozen in the snow I feel the cold hem of my shirt Caressing the back of my neck It’s so profound to live in the moment And feel the tactile stimulation Of a final embrace I clench the rope in my hands So firm, I feel nothing but this As I step into her grave Finally looking towards the heavens Staring deep into the eyes of god Declaring so fervently with my hatred… There is no god... There is nothing but this moment There is nothing to live for at all I have long surrendered to the vacancy In my disdain for life with a longing to escape I live in the comfort of material things And am constantly told to get on my knees I dwell so fervently on this sense of surrender I would like to taste the fire I would like to taste the fire Fuck off, you motherfuckers Make love with the abyss Like you don’t give a fuck That you’re hanging in a noose Covered in your own shit |
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4. | Rebirth in a Nebula | 04:55 | Show lyrics |
Space Take my after Life and drown it in the Wine And watch me die Love, the quiet Night Space, Space |
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5. | To Kiss My Beloved With Eyes Wide Shut | 05:41 | Show lyrics |
I lament for the deaf and blind While the mute verbalize behind tired eyes Triumphant! As he consummates with color An aesthetic finale and stupor I am convinced my drug addicted savior Reigns in victorious sleep! As she slits her wrists and bellows to the godless Oh, the godless sit upon vacant gallows Tying their own nooses and in melancholy sadness Vie for knives to break their beaks As they stand at the pinnacle of disease Growing the graves of humanity From the preliminary communal seedlings But you reign victorious! On an Earth consuming the corpse flowers Of mothers and brothers, Sisters and fathers Musicians and cowards Musicians and cowards Musicians and cowards Musicians and cowards Musicians and cowards We all cower at the sight of monsters... You are like the night sky On a cloudy day in the midst of the city Polluted and inaccessible to me But beautiful as you captivate my dreams Oh, god have mercy on me We pray to the vacancy On our prostrate and broken knees Breath is stolen from me As I arrive at your murder scene Oh, god have mercy on me! Oh, god have mercy on me! I can’t help but feel nothing Pure apathy and displacency This is what death has done to me This is what death has done to me |
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6. | With Stretched Out Nihilistic Hands We Embrace Suicide... | 09:34 | Show lyrics |
Love me as I rest in a bed of Roses as I lie naked in the Doorway drifting off to sleep or waking To a new life dreaming that I Can escape into the darkened night sky With the light of a fire burning The wicker grave where I lie stargazing Love me as I look into your eyes Quiet as the shoreline returning To the edge of a floating world be- hind my eyes drinking liquor with her Christ In petty chapel pews vomiting the Porcelain lies confided in burning Embers of a child left sinking In the river under the world Love me in the morning after The excited body wanes into the after- Life as a new creation takes the place of God and my flesh in unison create the Endless sphere where you only exist for a Moment then drift and are placed upon my naked Body underwater and we may float to another Dawning world to drink another Love me for a moment (baby I’m tired) Can’t you fucking hear my words protruding Through the depressed dirt where I linger With the footprints of a gypsy universe Examining my corpse for gold and trinkets Of meaningless nothing since we’re dead and sinking Exhausted waste in a bottle of brandy That god is drinking as we’re left naked, swimming... |
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7. | Love Is Subservient to Death | 06:07 | Show lyrics |
Fall asleep In the midst Of my body With a longing For night To come Encapsulate All of my mistakes I see no end in sight Where are my Friends When the dark comes I won’t give a fuck Nothing but Love Exists Fall asleep In the midst Of my body With a longing For night To come Encapsulate All of my mistakes I see the end in sight Where are my Friends When the dark comes I won’t give a fuck Even love is a facade Even love is a facade Nothing but Death exists |
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8. | When a Ghost Embraced the Dust | 10:01 | instrumental |
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9. | Her Morning Breath | 07:36 | instrumental |
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01:00:19 |
Hypogean Blood Fractals for a Hypnagogic Sleep
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Chris Romans | Vocals, Guitars, Bass, Synths, Programming, Harmonica, Noise |
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1. | In the All Consuming Fires of Sodom and Gomorrah We Make Love | 06:18 | Show lyrics |
from these palisades you can see the dead alongside the stony brook where once I lay in wretched confinement to the bastille on the shore dreaming to uncover the one I adore through bitter poetry — i stab at the walls drag the quill through the celestial ayin with whom i am entwined, entranced, and altogether helpless in the euphoria of emotion will i dance now I use antonyms to describe the one i love as the corrupted throne in my heart of late lies dormant with desire to one day rejoice at the return of a master to the godless soul all consumed in the waters of tasteless desire to be unborn to be unborn into the arms of she who holds the key to return to that eternal driving force in the sails to unmake my mistakes and fix the floors of my galleon leading to a return to my mother’s womb again for grace to draw the first breath as if it was the final execution born into a universe formless like yahweh’s silent monologue exiting my throat as if conditioned by an egyptian babe’s wailing cry unintelligible to all but me as symptoms of synesthesia and at the most extreme embalming fluid taking the carcass into the destructive villa under the sea where i make love with the apostasy and reincarnate as a weed growing in the desert covering my old body |
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2. | To Lie with Beauty on Empyrean Shores | 09:24 | Show lyrics |
burn me out of eden and turn my eyes towards the winter note that my feelings on death come from knowing that it’s all there is take the wooden cross from the church where my mother gave birth to an entire world strung up with torn skin, flush lips, and fire the fire consumes the soul, oh how i have grown so old my pale bones see straight through the boiling blood to the unreal my sister is just a ghastly fragment lying below the hearth so soft in my arms, she can bring the ecstasy to this life yet i am scorched in an inferno aeons in the making consumed by the desire for love that i’m told will set me free but by the look of this misery i can tell my passing thought that god giveth and man taketh away will keep me sustained i have long been worried that my lust for death would exhume my corpse before it’s time had come to return to the dying star xibalba lit in flames we all wander into the inner sanctum of the tabernacle we close our eyes then drop to the desert sand like heavy stones i crawl back into the vacuous opening from which i was released take the knife and plunge it into my neck, then set adrift on an open sea we all pass away with dilated pupils looking towards heaven’s abyss my unscathed mind leaves the flesh to lie with beauty on empyrean shores then i am scorched in an inferno aeons in the making consumed by the desire for love that i’m told will set me free but by the look of this misery i can tell my passing thought that god giveth and man taketh away will keep me sustained entire worlds bend the knee just to see a faint vision of the almighty leading a thousand nations towards the sweet smell of victory while trampling every lost sinner writhing in carnal pleasures illustrating that god giveth and god taketh away |
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3. | You Can’t Quantize My Feelings (Drifting Through the Petricor) | 08:37 | Show lyrics |
i swear that i am more than an infantile machine you can’t quantize my feelings belong to a dead god who left me here in vast eons in solitude i am hanging on to my past life yet you can’t quantize my feelings for being human without the body suspended from air |
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4. | I Surrender All Holy Blood | 05:09 | Show lyrics |
with black eyes of holocaust the fire is bathed in sun blood rising from the cradle of civilization to reign with a punishing love with white eyes of holocaust i surrender all holy blood in the most surreal cathedral i was transfixed by an effigy of christ but then it bled…. think of the rivers of blood… it’s intoxicating… with black eyes of holocaust i stare into the putrid dark it’s so quiet without my thoughts naked i fall into your body with red eyes of holocaust i surrender my holy blood in exchange for the serenity you give the hangman in the public square but then he suffocates… his mouth a tributary for all the rivers of blood… it’s intoxicating… to think our love could have been more than little shadows flailing in the wind |
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5. | I Met God in the Caves to Xibalba. She Told Me to Surrender. So I Did… | 07:14 | Show lyrics |
drag my body into space so that god may take away the breath i make as if a mistake; take away i met god in the caves to xibalba. she told me to surrender my life… i met god in the caves to xibalba. she told me to surrender; so i did… so have it, this piece of shit i don’t want it, i don’t want it anyways… punish me as others stare so that god may take away all of this pain i dream of; take away… i met god in the caves to xibalba. she told me to surrender; so i did myself in. i met god in the caves to xibalba. she told me to surrender; so i did… it’s a dirty habit, death the fetish but i want this, i want this… |
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36:42 |
Hypogean Blood Fractals for a Hypnagogic Sleep
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Original line-up | |
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Chris Romans | Vocals, Guitars, Bass, Synths, Programming, Harmonica, Noise |
Tracks | |||
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1. | In the All Consuming Fires of Sodom and Gomorrah We Make Love | 06:18 | Show lyrics |
from these palisades you can see the dead alongside the stony brook where once I lay in wretched confinement to the bastille on the shore dreaming to uncover the one I adore through bitter poetry — i stab at the walls drag the quill through the celestial ayin with whom i am entwined, entranced, and altogether helpless in the euphoria of emotion will i dance now I use antonyms to describe the one i love as the corrupted throne in my heart of late lies dormant with desire to one day rejoice at the return of a master to the godless soul all consumed in the waters of tasteless desire to be unborn to be unborn into the arms of she who holds the key to return to that eternal driving force in the sails to unmake my mistakes and fix the floors of my galleon leading to a return to my mother’s womb again for grace to draw the first breath as if it was the final execution born into a universe formless like yahweh’s silent monologue exiting my throat as if conditioned by an egyptian babe’s wailing cry unintelligible to all but me as symptoms of synesthesia and at the most extreme embalming fluid taking the carcass into the destructive villa under the sea where i make love with the apostasy and reincarnate as a weed growing in the desert covering my old body |
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2. | To Lie with Beauty on Empyrean Shores | 09:24 | Show lyrics |
burn me out of eden and turn my eyes towards the winter note that my feelings on death come from knowing that it’s all there is take the wooden cross from the church where my mother gave birth to an entire world strung up with torn skin, flush lips, and fire the fire consumes the soul, oh how i have grown so old my pale bones see straight through the boiling blood to the unreal my sister is just a ghastly fragment lying below the hearth so soft in my arms, she can bring the ecstasy to this life yet i am scorched in an inferno aeons in the making consumed by the desire for love that i’m told will set me free but by the look of this misery i can tell my passing thought that god giveth and man taketh away will keep me sustained i have long been worried that my lust for death would exhume my corpse before it’s time had come to return to the dying star xibalba lit in flames we all wander into the inner sanctum of the tabernacle we close our eyes then drop to the desert sand like heavy stones i crawl back into the vacuous opening from which i was released take the knife and plunge it into my neck, then set adrift on an open sea we all pass away with dilated pupils looking towards heaven’s abyss my unscathed mind leaves the flesh to lie with beauty on empyrean shores then i am scorched in an inferno aeons in the making consumed by the desire for love that i’m told will set me free but by the look of this misery i can tell my passing thought that god giveth and man taketh away will keep me sustained entire worlds bend the knee just to see a faint vision of the almighty leading a thousand nations towards the sweet smell of victory while trampling every lost sinner writhing in carnal pleasures illustrating that god giveth and god taketh away |
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3. | You Can’t Quantize My Feelings (Drifting Through the Petricor) | 08:37 | Show lyrics |
i swear that i am more than an infantile machine you can’t quantize my feelings belong to a dead god who left me here in vast eons in solitude i am hanging on to my past life yet you can’t quantize my feelings for being human without the body suspended from air |
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4. | I Surrender All Holy Blood | 05:09 | Show lyrics |
with black eyes of holocaust the fire is bathed in sun blood rising from the cradle of civilization to reign with a punishing love with white eyes of holocaust i surrender all holy blood in the most surreal cathedral i was transfixed by an effigy of christ but then it bled…. think of the rivers of blood… it’s intoxicating… with black eyes of holocaust i stare into the putrid dark it’s so quiet without my thoughts naked i fall into your body with red eyes of holocaust i surrender my holy blood in exchange for the serenity you give the hangman in the public square but then he suffocates… his mouth a tributary for all the rivers of blood… it’s intoxicating… to think our love could have been more than little shadows flailing in the wind |
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5. | I Met God in the Caves to Xibalba. She Told Me to Surrender. So I Did… | 07:14 | Show lyrics |
drag my body into space so that god may take away the breath i make as if a mistake; take away i met god in the caves to xibalba. she told me to surrender my life… i met god in the caves to xibalba. she told me to surrender; so i did… so have it, this piece of shit i don’t want it, i don’t want it anyways… punish me as others stare so that god may take away all of this pain i dream of; take away… i met god in the caves to xibalba. she told me to surrender; so i did myself in. i met god in the caves to xibalba. she told me to surrender; so i did… it’s a dirty habit, death the fetish but i want this, i want this… |
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36:42 |
So Ready to Close My Eyes
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Chris Romans | Vocals, All instruments |
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Chris Romans | Producer |
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1. | With Stretched Out Nihilistic Hands We Embrace Suicide... (Acoustic) | 04:40 | Show lyrics |
love me as I rest in a bed of roses as I lie naked in the doorway drifting off to sleep or waking to a new life dreaming that i can escape into the darkened night sky with the light of a fire burning the wicker grave where I lie stargazing love me as I look into your eyes quiet as the shoreline returning to the edge of a floating world be- hind my eyes drinking liquor with her christ in petty chapel pews vomiting the porcelain lies confided in burning embers of a child left sinking in the river under the world love me in the morning after the excited body wanes into the after- life as a new creation takes the place of god and my flesh in unison create the endless sphere where you only exist for a moment then drift and are placed upon my naked body underwater and we may float to another dawning world to drink another love me for a moment (baby I’m tired) can’t you fucking hear my words protruding through the depressed dirt where I linger with the footprints of a gypsy universe examining my corpse for gold and trinkets of meaningless nothing since we’re dead and sinking exhausted waste in a bottle of brandy that god is drinking as we’re left naked, swimming... |
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2. | Exiled Into Nothingness | 05:14 | Show lyrics |
you will be exiled from this existence and you will die most importantly, you will take your own life you will be exalted at the end of this in a palace overlooking the firmament you will watch your family burned alive as ghosts place your neck in chains you will be exalted at the end of this in a palace lit by the warmest flames swimming towards a bright light a distant beckoning beacon on the skyline too distant for your fragile arms to reach so you drown like a sleeping child in the terror of the night you will be exiled from this existence and you will die you will take your own life you will be exalted at the end of this in a palace with no memory of ever being in this place |
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3. | Death Meditations | 05:37 | Show lyrics |
i just want to be alone with myself and hide under the water like its a coat its so cold, i’m a ghost you cannot see me, it’s so freeing to be without the urgency to be inside of my home where i’m most comfortable i walk around naked just to feel something no shoes, no shirt, nobody cares if at the end of the day i am still here i find myself getting angry with the notion that i have to live another sixty years with this weight on my chest my family is dead, and my friends are for nothing but to pass the time until i’m in a better place under this water i almost feel like everything could be okay but i’m actually feeling pretty suicidal today so i’ll keep dreaming about living like i’m deceased then i won’t have to feel anything |
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4. | In Our Blood Surrendered to Holy Walls of Fire | 04:34 | Show lyrics |
in a distant village bed
a woman’s eyes change color as death the conqueror comes in the form of invisible fire to consume the earth in a deluge of shadow dancing with her in a crypt crippling her flesh, but what if… she becomes immaterial a metaphysical being unseen until the next morning in eternal chains of misery she is my love with firm roots snuffed out in a dark room by invisible fire pouring like wine over me fog rolls over the hillside i thought i saw her in a dream i can sense this agony i can sense her defeat death will always leave us asunder if only for a moment until like a newborn i experience the sweet release that enables us to love one another even if we will only become ether bound to the eternal chains of misery to drown one another in our blood surrendered to holy walls of fire in our blood surrendered to holy walls of fire in our blood surrendered to holy walls of fire in our blood surrendered to holy walls of fire to holy walls of fire to holy walls of fire |
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5. | This Wandering Ghost | 03:25 | Show lyrics |
This wandering ghost How shall it live? Haunting the ones it once loved? Or inciting a fear in death? This wandering ghost Baptized in christ Would give its life again If for another kind This wandering ghost How shall it live? Some say by virtue of Prior decisions made It will walk alone Under star light shone The ever looming dark In empty cathedrals - dawn This wandering ghost Wishes to exist… But in some other vessel Of godless flesh… This wandering ghost How shall it die? Cursed to bear future sin In the coming nights For all that was once light And all solitude that endures She saw the fear of god in him Then slowly opened her eyes And spoke… So be gone now… be gone now… be gone now… |
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6. | I Only Want to Be Loved | 06:34 | Show lyrics |
why do you feel the need to point a gun at me i have always wondered what I’ve done to deserve it maybe you just have sadistic tendencies that could explain your behavior you may as well just kill me my life is obviously of no value to you baby why you treat me like this? baby why you treat me like this? baby why you treat me like this? baby why you treat me like this? you make me want to slit my wrists how can anyone be expected to live like this? in the black dungeon of violence you tear my flesh clean from the bone but I only want to be loved… i just want to feel like I’m not going to die in my home and maybe that god will save me from feeling so alone baby why you treat me like this? baby why you treat me like this? baby why you treat me like this? baby why you treat me like this? |
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7. | So Ready to Close My Eyes (i) | 06:58 | Show lyrics |
I’m so ready to close my eyes I’m so ready to close my eyes there is nothing but beauty in this time of longing but can beauty set a captive free? we think so little of the consequences… we care so little about the imminent death of everything… |
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8. | Death is an Aweless Road (ii) | 05:43 | instrumental |
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42:45 |
So Ready to Close My Eyes
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Chris Romans | Vocals, All instruments |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Chris Romans | Producer |
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1. | With Stretched Out Nihilistic Hands We Embrace Suicide... (Acoustic) | 04:40 | Show lyrics |
love me as I rest in a bed of roses as I lie naked in the doorway drifting off to sleep or waking to a new life dreaming that i can escape into the darkened night sky with the light of a fire burning the wicker grave where I lie stargazing love me as I look into your eyes quiet as the shoreline returning to the edge of a floating world be- hind my eyes drinking liquor with her christ in petty chapel pews vomiting the porcelain lies confided in burning embers of a child left sinking in the river under the world love me in the morning after the excited body wanes into the after- life as a new creation takes the place of god and my flesh in unison create the endless sphere where you only exist for a moment then drift and are placed upon my naked body underwater and we may float to another dawning world to drink another love me for a moment (baby I’m tired) can’t you fucking hear my words protruding through the depressed dirt where I linger with the footprints of a gypsy universe examining my corpse for gold and trinkets of meaningless nothing since we’re dead and sinking exhausted waste in a bottle of brandy that god is drinking as we’re left naked, swimming... |
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2. | Exiled Into Nothingness | 05:14 | Show lyrics |
you will be exiled from this existence and you will die most importantly, you will take your own life you will be exalted at the end of this in a palace overlooking the firmament you will watch your family burned alive as ghosts place your neck in chains you will be exalted at the end of this in a palace lit by the warmest flames swimming towards a bright light a distant beckoning beacon on the skyline too distant for your fragile arms to reach so you drown like a sleeping child in the terror of the night you will be exiled from this existence and you will die you will take your own life you will be exalted at the end of this in a palace with no memory of ever being in this place |
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3. | Death Meditations | 05:37 | Show lyrics |
i just want to be alone with myself and hide under the water like its a coat its so cold, i’m a ghost you cannot see me, it’s so freeing to be without the urgency to be inside of my home where i’m most comfortable i walk around naked just to feel something no shoes, no shirt, nobody cares if at the end of the day i am still here i find myself getting angry with the notion that i have to live another sixty years with this weight on my chest my family is dead, and my friends are for nothing but to pass the time until i’m in a better place under this water i almost feel like everything could be okay but i’m actually feeling pretty suicidal today so i’ll keep dreaming about living like i’m deceased then i won’t have to feel anything |
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4. | In Our Blood Surrendered to Holy Walls of Fire | 04:34 | Show lyrics |
in a distant village bed
a woman’s eyes change color as death the conqueror comes in the form of invisible fire to consume the earth in a deluge of shadow dancing with her in a crypt crippling her flesh, but what if… she becomes immaterial a metaphysical being unseen until the next morning in eternal chains of misery she is my love with firm roots snuffed out in a dark room by invisible fire pouring like wine over me fog rolls over the hillside i thought i saw her in a dream i can sense this agony i can sense her defeat death will always leave us asunder if only for a moment until like a newborn i experience the sweet release that enables us to love one another even if we will only become ether bound to the eternal chains of misery to drown one another in our blood surrendered to holy walls of fire in our blood surrendered to holy walls of fire in our blood surrendered to holy walls of fire in our blood surrendered to holy walls of fire to holy walls of fire to holy walls of fire |
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5. | This Wandering Ghost | 03:25 | Show lyrics |
This wandering ghost How shall it live? Haunting the ones it once loved? Or inciting a fear in death? This wandering ghost Baptized in christ Would give its life again If for another kind This wandering ghost How shall it live? Some say by virtue of Prior decisions made It will walk alone Under star light shone The ever looming dark In empty cathedrals - dawn This wandering ghost Wishes to exist… But in some other vessel Of godless flesh… This wandering ghost How shall it die? Cursed to bear future sin In the coming nights For all that was once light And all solitude that endures She saw the fear of god in him Then slowly opened her eyes And spoke… So be gone now… be gone now… be gone now… |
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6. | I Only Want to Be Loved | 06:34 | Show lyrics |
why do you feel the need to point a gun at me i have always wondered what I’ve done to deserve it maybe you just have sadistic tendencies that could explain your behavior you may as well just kill me my life is obviously of no value to you baby why you treat me like this? baby why you treat me like this? baby why you treat me like this? baby why you treat me like this? you make me want to slit my wrists how can anyone be expected to live like this? in the black dungeon of violence you tear my flesh clean from the bone but I only want to be loved… i just want to feel like I’m not going to die in my home and maybe that god will save me from feeling so alone baby why you treat me like this? baby why you treat me like this? baby why you treat me like this? baby why you treat me like this? |
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7. | So Ready to Close My Eyes (i) | 06:58 | Show lyrics |
I’m so ready to close my eyes I’m so ready to close my eyes there is nothing but beauty in this time of longing but can beauty set a captive free? we think so little of the consequences… we care so little about the imminent death of everything… |
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8. | Death is an Aweless Road (ii) | 05:43 | instrumental |
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