מזמור

- Country:: United States
- Location:: Portland, Oregon
- Status:: Active
- Formed in:: 2012

- Genre:: Black/Drone/Doom Metal
- Lyrical themes:: Nihilism, Absurdity, Apostasy
- Record label:: N/A

- Years active:: 2012-present

Members
Current
A.L.N.	Everything
Member(bands): Hell (live), Sorceress, Urzeit
Past (Live)
Andrew Black	Bass
Member(bands): Sorceress
M.S.W.	Drums
Member(bands): Elu of the Nine, Hell, MSW, Merkstave, Sorceress, MSW Cloud
Kento Woolery	Guitars

#	Discography	Type	Year
1	מזמור	Full-length	2012	Show album
2	V (שמם)	Single	2012	Show album
3	Untitled Winter EP	EP	2013	Show album
4	Hell / Mizmor	Split	2014	Show album
5	Mania / Mizmor	Split	2014	Show album
6	VIII-Orual	Single	2014	Show album
7	Mizmor / Dross	Split	2015	Show album
8	Iyov	Split	2016	Show album
9	Yodh	Full-length	2016	Show album
10	This Unabating Wakefulness	Single	2017	Show album
11	The Psalter	Compilation	2017	Show album
12	Mishlei	Compilation	2018	Show album
13	Yodh: Live at Roadburn 2018	Live album	2019	Show album
14	Cairn	Full-length	2019	Show album
15	Dialetheia	Collaboration	2020	Show album

Type:: Full-length
Release date:: March 31st, 2012
Catalog ID:: N/A

Label:: Independent
Format:: Digital

Album versions

Release date	Label	Catalog ID	Format	Description
March 31st, 2012	Independent		Digital
March 31st, 2012	Independent		CD	Handmade gatefold
2015	Pesanta Urfolk	Pesanta Urfolk 047	Cassette	Limited edition
2015	Pesanta Urfolk	Pesanta Urfolk 047	Cassette	Special edition w/ enamel pin
2018	Independent		CD	Digipak, reissue

Members
A.L.N.	Everything

Tracks
1.	I	11:35	Show lyrics
	I am the mountain, I am the tower I, the lonely throne. Feeding off the vastness and void, And nothing is tangible. I bask in unreality, Existing from of old. I cling to fragments Of a world bestowed on me, Gifted by You. I roam and search frantically. When I sought Your face All I saw was mine. Now I seek myself And cannot but see You. Ever You elude me. Haunted by my Lord. But if I pursue You... Haunted by my Lord! I built this ladder to Your feet, In it’s ruin now i weep. I am not Your faithful son I pray Your blood covers me!
2.	II	11:31	Show lyrics
	Oh, the solitude of the bitter heart, A seeming weakness, Alerting every false god To seek their prey. Their wagers and offerings, Alluring the inmost parts, Fulfill everything but the soul, Whose Author cannot be replaced. And I have tasted Him, I cannot be fooled By wolves in sheep’s clothing. You bring forth much pleasure And are almost good, But you are not Him. Oh, despair! Where am I? Where are You? Hear me yearn and pine. Let Your kindness lead me on To repentance, peace, And safety.
3.	III	20:42	Show lyrics
	Oh, this broken mind And this vacant heart. Won’t You heal me? Why won’t You heal me? Cast yourself upon Him, Wounded Healer, Savior. Thrown off a cliff, At the bottom of the sea. I’m afraid and sorry. This silence pierces, This isolation kills. There is no love, No friendship or stability, No change or hope. Save me! SAVE ME!
4.	IV	26:05	Show lyrics
	And so this desert is my home. What once looked dry and barren Begins to birth miraged fauna. And I, with amnesia, Begin to eat of this earth And scratch a living off rocks. But gnawing emptiness gently compels - A thirst, a light, A touch of Divine. It used to be strong, reminding me of The stone from which I was hewn. But now I’m a corpse, lying in battle, Decaying for darkness to feast upon. He’s winning the war! HE’S WINNING THE WAR! And I cannot remember my name. Oh my God! Can You hear me? How deep is this grace I’ve heard of passed down? What is Your heart toward me? Is it true, the words You speak? Can You meet me in The depths of this place? Or do I fall short of Your pity? I can’t change myself. I can’t rouse my heart for You. If I must pass some test, I’m doomed. Oh, to catch Your eye Or move Your hand to touch me. I’m losing my desire to see Your face. I’m losing my memory. I’m comfortably numb, This grey fucking world drips steadily. Am I Your son? Have I ever been? Or am I a bastard Living in meaningless chaos? When will this end? Oh, please God come get me, And stop at nothing. I give myself over. TAKE ME BACK SOMEHOW! This, my final plea.
		01:09:53

Type:: Single
Release date:: December 14th, 2012
Catalog ID:: N/A

Label:: Independent
Format:: Unknown

Members
A.L.N.	Everything

Tracks
1.	V (שמם)	15:51	Show lyrics
	Still air, mind heavy, body numb. The plains lie smoldering. With mouth agape, I slowly move. Truth looms, eludes And dawns a clever mask To make one think it exists. Wasteland in all directions, I turn and walk. Blindness and confusion, plodding on. What is the light? We knew it once before. Some have soiled its name And now darkness is our god. He that looks upon us, humankind, Show us your face - let me see. Is there an Ancient name? Is God within myself? Is there a path? He that looks upon us!
		15:51

Type:: EP
Release date:: January 6th, 2013
Catalog ID:: N/A
Version desc.:: Limited edition

Label:: Independent
Format:: Cassette
Limitation:: 100 copies

Album versions

Release date	Label	Catalog ID	Format	Description
January 6th, 2013	Independent		Cassette	Limited edition
January 6th, 2015	Independent		12" vinyl	Limited edition

Members
Band members
A.L.N.	Everything
Miscellaneous staff
A.L.N.	Logo, Design
M.S.W.	Recording
Nate Myers	Recording

Tracks
Side A
1.	V (שמם)	15:52	Show lyrics
	Still air, mind heavy, body numb. The plains lie smoldering. With mouth agape, I slowly move. Truth looms, eludes And dawns a clever mask To make one think it exists. Wasteland in all directions, I turn and walk. Blindness and confusion, plodding on. What is the light? We knew it once before. Some have soiled its name And now darkness is our god. He that looks upon us, humankind, Show us your face - let me see. Is there an Ancient name? Is God within myself? Is there a path? He that looks upon us!
2.	VI (הלך)	12:01	Show lyrics
	Nihil! Nihil! I invoke Nothing. O, Nameless God, I’m bent face down. Prostrated self, arise and breathe. Reclaim yourself, begin to live. Do i sense meaning here? In a world of lies, all is convincing. O, Faceless Truth - O, Ancient None - Make yourself known, return me home! I’ve begged and pleaded. I’ve wept and sought out death. I’ve listened, I’ve waited ... Now I turn and simply walk. My searching eye begins to flicker. Life that is true, fan into flame!
Side B
1.	V (שמם)	15:52	Show lyrics
	Still air, mind heavy, body numb. The plains lie smoldering. With mouth agape, I slowly move. Truth looms, eludes And dawns a clever mask To make one think it exists. Wasteland in all directions, I turn and walk. Blindness and confusion, plodding on. What is the light? We knew it once before. Some have soiled its name And now darkness is our god. He that looks upon us, humankind, Show us your face - let me see. Is there an Ancient name? Is God within myself? Is there a path? He that looks upon us!
2.	VI (הלך)	12:01	Show lyrics
	Nihil! Nihil! I invoke Nothing. O, Nameless God, I’m bent face down. Prostrated self, arise and breathe. Reclaim yourself, begin to live. Do i sense meaning here? In a world of lies, all is convincing. O, Faceless Truth - O, Ancient None - Make yourself known, return me home! I’ve begged and pleaded. I’ve wept and sought out death. I’ve listened, I’ve waited ... Now I turn and simply walk. My searching eye begins to flicker. Life that is true, fan into flame!
		27:53

Type:: Split
Release date:: January 23rd, 2014
Catalog ID:: N/A

Label:: Independent
Format:: CD

Album versions

Release date	Label	Format	Description
January 23rd, 2014	Independent	CD
March 2014	Independent	Cassette	Limited edition
2016	Independent	Cassette	Limited edition

Members
Band members
Hell
M.S.W.	Everything
מזמור
A.L.N.	Everything
Guest/Session
A.L.N.	Vocals
M.O.S.	Viola
Asia	Harp
Lilly	Violin
Miscellaneous staff
Edgar McRae	Mastering
M.S.W.	Recording
M.S.W.	Recording
Edgar McRae	Mastering

Tracks
1.	Hell - Foetorem Timere	15:54	Show lyrics
	your bones turn to ash words became gargling drones out of sight out of mind silence the poisonous group trapped by a panicked sage describe an unknown world my bones turn to powder words became gargling moans the pressure never let up
2.	מזמור - VII - Epistemological Rupture	15:19	Show lyrics
	we perceive a god living to eat the heart out that we might become like it we observe a man wicked in himself and ponder the innate a thirst has driven us to madness many are the ways of the desperate labor with joy on your towers as i tear down the high places and bellow your praise turns to ash in your mouth and grief was the door to my liberation man is equal man is one from the wretch in the pit to the zealot on the mountain all are ants shouting at the universe just as foolish as we are wise distance is immeasurable answers are infinity prideful man must be struck down mourn accept again again humility alone shows promise woe to us
		31:13

Type:: Split
Release date:: June 1st, 2014
Catalog ID:: 322-43

Label:: Eternal Warfare Records
Format:: Cassette

Tracks
Side A
1.	Mania - Sick	04:37
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2.	Mania - Duality, Unity, Finality	10:27
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3.	מזמור - VIII -Orual	16:12
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Side B
1.	Mania - Sick	04:37
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2.	Mania - Duality, Unity, Finality	10:27
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3.	מזמור - VIII -Orual	16:12
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		31:16

Type:: Single
Release date:: June 25th, 2014
Catalog ID:: GSR006
Version desc.:: Limited edition

Label:: GreySun Records
Format:: Cassette
Limitation:: 200 copies

Album versions

Release date	Label	Catalog ID	Format	Description
June 25th, 2014	GreySun Records	GSR006	Cassette	Limited edition
June 24th, 2014 (titled "Mania / Mizmor")	Independent		Digital	Bandcamp

Members
Band members
A.L.N.	Everything
Guest/Session
Jessica Carroll	Vocals (additional)
Miscellaneous staff
Nate Myers	Recording
Edgar McRae	Mixing, Mastering

Tracks
Side A
1.	VIII-Orual	16:12
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Side B
1.	VIII-Orual	16:12
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		16:12

Type:: Split
Release date:: February 1st, 2015
Catalog ID:: CRUS-05
Version desc.:: Limited edition

Label:: Cloister Recordings
Format:: Cassette
Limitation:: 150 copies

Tracks
Side A
1.	מזמור - IX - Crestfallen Usurper	15:33
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Side B
2.	Dross - Verdant	13:34
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		29:07

Type:: Split
Release date:: April 11th, 2016
Catalog ID:: GSR016
Version desc.:: Limited edition

Label:: GreySun Records
Format:: Cassette
Limitation:: 150 copies

Tracks
Side A
1.	Sorceress - Asphodel	08:30
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2.	Sorceress - A Thorn In the Side	10:36
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Side B
3.	מזמור - O	13:12
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		32:18

Type:: Full-length
Release date:: August 12th, 2016
Catalog ID:: N/A
Version desc.:: Bandcamp

Label:: Gilead Media
Format:: Digital

Album versions

Release date	Label	Catalog ID	Format	Description
August 12th, 2016	Gilead Media		Digital	Bandcamp
2016	Independent		Cassette	Limited edition
September 2016	Gilead Media	RELIC 78	2 12" vinyls	Limited edition
May 7th, 2018	Gilead Media	RELIC 78	2 12" vinyls	Reissue
July 11th, 2018	Gilead Media	RELIC 78	CD

Members
Band members
A.L.N.	Everything
Miscellaneous staff
Adam Bartlett	Layout
Adam Gonsalves	Mastering
Sonny Diperri	Mixing

Tracks
1.	I. Woe Regains My Substance	13:38	Show lyrics
	Awakening on the other side of catharsis, Returning from a coma of unknowable extent, Baffled, aghast, dumbfounded. A sort of "enter scene I repossess body, reason and sentience. My sorrow a ready mnemonic. Like bitterness wafted under-nose I’m birthed again Into my own awareness That black dog and that old friend And I begin to remember... In place to assassinate his holiness I was supposed to arrive, pass through, Cease, or retire, have learned, or come home to graduate But the alleged rite of passage eludes me There is only another horizon This memoir more a saga than a simple tale Beginning and end seem synonyms Impossible to trace and nevertheless infinite There is always another horizon. Set up to slaughter god, but now it’s time I kill I, entitled to my death and passing Now pass nothing but time Endless frontier, awash with years Eternal pilgrim, brimming with tears. So this is survival.
2.	II. A Semblance Waning	11:35	Show lyrics
	I am the iota, the fragile reminder The most meager piece, a fragment enduring The left behind and carried forth But this scrap is empty, hardly the strongest Still standing for it could endure I am like chaff, a reed that is bruised The smoldering flax and flickering wick I’m utterly hollow - devoid not pious The one who has tasted and can’t be restored As if some descendant of my very self I roam and scrounge and fight for life A shard of some former glory I scavenge in search of reason, motive or cause Any old morsel that I might feast Or begin laying a brick upon But what’s unearthed is nothingness The all-encompassing nullity What do I think I will uncover? What do I expect to change? Survival driven by pain and fear In efforts to save the helpless soul Answers itself to nothing at all A suspect of gravest suspicion And therein lies the great dilemma Might death provide the only rest? But I cannot cause myself to sleep The inmost always tends to err on the side of life Enduring through existence often seems to me An ailing and crippling fixation True life one cannot be freed from But rather, somehow, freed into
3.	III. The Serpent Eats Its Tail	14:39	Show lyrics
	Survival, the only necessity in life Is surely comprised of struggle and strife An endevour of stasis and preservation Adversity the very fabric of being To be human is to hurt Pain, a condition for life Inseparable from existence It enables and disable the ability to be And so they command one another But must this cycle be unbroken? Woe, the key of continuance And survival is to live... Life through necessarily painful Is not essential in itself It needn’t happen, is a bestowing Accident or chance This, it’s most terrible wonderful secret Tis a blessing and a curse Birth seems an anathema Full of cries and wailing Humanity begins in utter discomfort How augural a welcome And so we live... i live... And here is our very burden To not abort what eventually still ends To invert the agony, the very air, And we begin to appreciate
4.	IV. Inertia, an Ill Compeller	10:54	Show lyrics
	What then shall I say? What sermon do I have to offer Or legacy to pass on? I give no wisdom nor have I knowledge Always cleaning the slate and restarting Endlessly retracing steps Returning my soul to the start Or perhaps my own vomit Should not a brick already be laid? A monolith however poor? Though I have lived, it seems I have not learned With no foundation on which to stand But I cannot unearth the truth I fail to expose him Yet surely the laws govern nature For it exists and functions all around me Yes even in spite of me Within me and without me I ask again what is my statement? Can this current ambivalence remain? It appears sheer lunacy, if without goal Is it enough to be undead Directionless, wretched and confused? Logic whispers of my arrogance To think I could myself presume And make the great decision To end my days and simply cease Nothing left to glean But life inside me counters FOOL! the possible outcomes And paradigm shifts Who am I to make that call? Thus here I am, as if waiting In some stupor deeply lodged Between life and death itself Utterly appalled by both I see myself in this slumber Hooked up to machines And wonder ought I set it free? Or if all life however awful Is sacred and worth living.
5.	V. Bask in the Lingering	10:37	Show lyrics
	And now we’ve come to the crux The apex and the even horizon But I have not some epic thesis This more a rambling monologue The an illuminating treatise What is there to cull or gather From this deranged utterance? I want to say "since we are here, Might as well enjoy the ride." But find this trite and heartless For many fail and end their lives Still I cannot escape this fact Survival and conatus reign After all is said at days end Mother nature, even i, Go ever forth like it or not. Understand it or not Inertia is a mighty force Perhaps our bane is asking why And this is solely human Disaffected in knowing how We always beg the question To what avail? to what avail? Lower life has not this plague That blessed curse unique to us But ought we to suppress it Shouldn’t we instead engage? It is with grief that I report My still and ever present void I do not know why I am alive The urgency of my tortured soul Does not necessitate an answer But reason and humility Encourage me to linger So on I go, forever striving To make sense of my environment, And even enjoy it.
		01:01:23

Type:: Single
Release date:: May 4th, 2017
Catalog ID:: N/A
Version desc.:: Bandcamp

Label:: Independent
Format:: Digital

Album versions

Release date	Label	Catalog ID	Format	Description
May 4th, 2017	Independent		Digital	Bandcamp
May 7th, 2018	Gilead Media	RELIC 103	12" vinyl

Members
Band members
A.L.N.	Everything
Miscellaneous staff
Adam Tucke	Mastering
A.L.N.	Recording, Mixing
Blial Cabal	Artwork

Tracks
1.	This Unabating Wakefulness	15:03	Show lyrics
	I desperately long to find a place to rest. At long last to lay my tired head - Weary with a frantic pain, Manic from this heavy yoke. Like an old diviner my heart projects - A mass of fear, worry, doubt, and shame. I tremble, boil, and bubble over. My burning eyes burst inside my pounding skull. And i realize how far I must still go - How disheartening this length of life, This prolonged panic.
		15:03

Type:: Compilation
Release date:: May 4th, 2017
Catalog ID:: N/A
Version desc.:: Limited edition

Label:: Independent
Format:: 3 cassettes
Limitation:: 200 copies

Members
Miscellaneous staff
Blial Cabal	Artwork

Tracks
Tape 1
Side A
1.	O	13:12
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2.	I	11:35	Show lyrics
	I am the mountain, I am the tower I, the lonely throne. Feeding off the vastness and void, And nothing is tangible. I bask in unreality, Existing from of old. I cling to fragments Of a world bestowed on me, Gifted by You. I roam and search frantically. When I sought Your face All I saw was mine. Now I seek myself And cannot but see You. Ever You elude me. Haunted by my Lord. But if I pursue You... Haunted by my Lord! I built this ladder to Your feet, In it’s ruin now i weep. I am not Your faithful son I pray Your blood covers me!
3.	II	11:31
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Side B
4.	III	20:42
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5.	IV	26:05
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		01:23:05
Tape 2
Side A
1.	V (שמם)	15:52	Show lyrics
	Still air, mind heavy, body numb. The plains lie smoldering. With mouth agape, I slowly move. Truth looms, eludes And dawns a clever mask To make one think it exists. Wasteland in all directions, I turn and walk. Blindness and confusion, plodding on. What is the light? We knew it once before. Some have soiled its name And now darkness is our god. He that looks upon us, humankind, Show us your face - let me see. Is there an Ancient name? Is God within myself? Is there a path? He that looks upon us!
2.	VI (הלך)	12:01	Show lyrics
	Nihil! Nihil! I invoke Nothing. O, Nameless God, I’m bent face down. Prostrated self, arise and breathe. Reclaim yourself, begin to live. Do i sense meaning here? In a world of lies, all is convincing. O, Faceless Truth - O, Ancient None - Make yourself known, return me home! I’ve begged and pleaded. I’ve wept and sought out death. I’ve listened, I’ve waited ... Now I turn and simply walk. My searching eye begins to flicker. Life that is true, fan into flame!
Side B
3.	VII : Epistemological Rupture	15:19	Show lyrics
	we perceive a god living to eat the heart out that we might become like it we observe a man wicked in himself and ponder the innate a thirst has driven us to madness many are the ways of the desperate labor with joy on your towers as i tear down the high places and bellow your praise turns to ash in your mouth and grief was the door to my liberation man is equal man is one from the wretch in the pit to the zealot on the mountain all are ants shouting at the universe just as foolish as we are wise distance is immeasurable answers are infinity prideful man must be struck down mourn accept again again humility alone shows promise woe to us
4.	VIII : Orual	16:12
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5.	IX : Crestfallen Usurper	15:33
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		01:14:57
Tape 3
Side A
1.	I. Woe Regains My Substance	13:38	Show lyrics
	Awakening on the other side of catharsis, Returning from a coma of unknowable extent, Baffled, aghast, dumbfounded. A sort of "enter scene I repossess body, reason and sentience. My sorrow a ready mnemonic. Like bitterness wafted under-nose I’m birthed again Into my own awareness That black dog and that old friend And I begin to remember... In place to assassinate his holiness I was supposed to arrive, pass through, Cease, or retire, have learned, or come home to graduate But the alleged rite of passage eludes me There is only another horizon This memoir more a saga than a simple tale Beginning and end seem synonyms Impossible to trace and nevertheless infinite There is always another horizon. Set up to slaughter god, but now it’s time I kill I, entitled to my death and passing Now pass nothing but time Endless frontier, awash with years Eternal pilgrim, brimming with tears. So this is survival.
2.	II. A Semblance Waning	11:35	Show lyrics
	I am the iota, the fragile reminder The most meager piece, a fragment enduring The left behind and carried forth But this scrap is empty, hardly the strongest Still standing for it could endure I am like chaff, a reed that is bruised The smoldering flax and flickering wick I’m utterly hollow - devoid not pious The one who has tasted and can’t be restored As if some descendant of my very self I roam and scrounge and fight for life A shard of some former glory I scavenge in search of reason, motive or cause Any old morsel that I might feast Or begin laying a brick upon But what’s unearthed is nothingness The all-encompassing nullity What do I think I will uncover? What do I expect to change? Survival driven by pain and fear In efforts to save the helpless soul Answers itself to nothing at all A suspect of gravest suspicion And therein lies the great dilemma Might death provide the only rest? But I cannot cause myself to sleep The inmost always tends to err on the side of life Enduring through existence often seems to me An ailing and crippling fixation True life one cannot be freed from But rather, somehow, freed into
Side B
3.	III. The Serpent Eats Its Tail	14:39	Show lyrics
	Survival, the only necessity in life Is surely comprised of struggle and strife An endevour of stasis and preservation Adversity the very fabric of being To be human is to hurt Pain, a condition for life Inseparable from existence It enables and disable the ability to be And so they command one another But must this cycle be unbroken? Woe, the key of continuance And survival is to live... Life through necessarily painful Is not essential in itself It needn’t happen, is a bestowing Accident or chance This, it’s most terrible wonderful secret Tis a blessing and a curse Birth seems an anathema Full of cries and wailing Humanity begins in utter discomfort How augural a welcome And so we live... i live... And here is our very burden To not abort what eventually still ends To invert the agony, the very air, And we begin to appreciate
4.	IV. Inertia, an Ill Compeller	10:54	Show lyrics
	What then shall I say? What sermon do I have to offer Or legacy to pass on? I give no wisdom nor have I knowledge Always cleaning the slate and restarting Endlessly retracing steps Returning my soul to the start Or perhaps my own vomit Should not a brick already be laid? A monolith however poor? Though I have lived, it seems I have not learned With no foundation on which to stand But I cannot unearth the truth I fail to expose him Yet surely the laws govern nature For it exists and functions all around me Yes even in spite of me Within me and without me I ask again what is my statement? Can this current ambivalence remain? It appears sheer lunacy, if without goal Is it enough to be undead Directionless, wretched and confused? Logic whispers of my arrogance To think I could myself presume And make the great decision To end my days and simply cease Nothing left to glean But life inside me counters FOOL! the possible outcomes And paradigm shifts Who am I to make that call? Thus here I am, as if waiting In some stupor deeply lodged Between life and death itself Utterly appalled by both I see myself in this slumber Hooked up to machines And wonder ought I set it free? Or if all life however awful Is sacred and worth living.
5.	V. Bask in the Lingering	10:37	Show lyrics
	And now we’ve come to the crux The apex and the even horizon But I have not some epic thesis This more a rambling monologue The an illuminating treatise What is there to cull or gather From this deranged utterance? I want to say "since we are here, Might as well enjoy the ride." But find this trite and heartless For many fail and end their lives Still I cannot escape this fact Survival and conatus reign After all is said at days end Mother nature, even i, Go ever forth like it or not. Understand it or not Inertia is a mighty force Perhaps our bane is asking why And this is solely human Disaffected in knowing how We always beg the question To what avail? to what avail? Lower life has not this plague That blessed curse unique to us But ought we to suppress it Shouldn’t we instead engage? It is with grief that I report My still and ever present void I do not know why I am alive The urgency of my tortured soul Does not necessitate an answer But reason and humility Encourage me to linger So on I go, forever striving To make sense of my environment, And even enjoy it.
		01:01:23

Type:: Compilation
Release date:: October 3rd, 2018
Catalog ID:: N/A
Version desc.:: Limited edition

Label:: Independent
Format:: CD
Limitation:: 100 copies

Album versions

Release date	Label	Catalog ID	Format	Description
October 3rd, 2018	Independent		CD	Limited edition
2020	Gilead Media		3 12" vinyls

Members
Band members
A.L.N.	Everything
Guest/Session
M.S.W.	Vocals (additional) on track VII
Miscellaneous staff
A.L.N.	Songwriting, Engineering (track V)
Jordan Huston	Engineering (track V)
Nate Myers	Engineering (tracks VI, VIII)
M.S.W.	Engineering (tracks VI, VII)
Edgar McRae	Engineering (track VIII), Mastering (tracks V, VI and VII)
Sonny Diperri	Engineering (track IX)
Adam Gonsalves	Mastering (tracks VIII, IX)
Bryan Proteau	Artwork

Tracks
1.	V - שמם	15:52	Show lyrics
	Still air, mind heavy, body numb. The plains lie smoldering. With mouth agape, I slowly move. Truth looms, eludes And dawns a clever mask To make one think it exists. Wasteland in all directions, I turn and walk. Blindness and confusion, plodding on. What is the light? We knew it once before. Some have soiled its name And now darkness is our god. He that looks upon us, humankind, Show us your face - let me see. Is there an Ancient name? Is God within myself? Is there a path? He that looks upon us!
2.	VI - הלך	12:01	Show lyrics
	Nihil! Nihil! I invoke Nothing. O, Nameless God, I’m bent face down. Prostrated self, arise and breathe. Reclaim yourself, begin to live. Do i sense meaning here? In a world of lies, all is convincing. O, Faceless Truth - O, Ancient None - Make yourself known, return me home! I’ve begged and pleaded. I’ve wept and sought out death. I’ve listened, I’ve waited ... Now I turn and simply walk. My searching eye begins to flicker. Life that is true, fan into flame!
3.	VII - Epistemological Rupture	15:19	Show lyrics
	we perceive a god living to eat the heart out that we might become like it we observe a man wicked in himself and ponder the innate a thirst has driven us to madness many are the ways of the desperate labor with joy on your towers as i tear down the high places and bellow your praise turns to ash in your mouth and grief was the door to my liberation man is equal man is one from the wretch in the pit to the zealot on the mountain all are ants shouting at the universe just as foolish as we are wise distance is immeasurable answers are infinity prideful man must be struck down mourn accept again again humility alone shows promise woe to us
4.	VIII - Orual	16:07	Show lyrics
	I want to confess as best I can, but my heart is void. The void is a mirror - I see my face and feel loathing and horror. My indifference to men has shut me out. I live in a world of ghosts, a prisoner in my dreams. Yet you do not want to die? Yes, I do. What are you waiting for? Knowledge. You want a guarantee. Call it what you will. Is it so hard to conceive of God With one’s senses? Why must He hide himself in a mist of vague promises and invisible miracles? Why can I not kill the God within me? Why does He go on living in a painful, humiliating way? I want to tear Him out of my heart. But He remains a mocking reality, Which I cannot get rid of. I want knowledge, not belief. And not surmise - I want knowledge. This life, a senseless terror - No man can live with Death and know Everything is for nothing. Oh, I see - we must make an idol of fear And call it God. I know it is the same for all, but I want to use my respite For one significant action.
5.	IX - Crestfallen Usurper	15:33	Show lyrics
	Other gods? Other masters? Humankind is a bastard! A time with no father, an earth with no mother, A rhyme without reason, an effect without cause. I peered over Chasm’s edge, To Wit’s end am I brought. To describe the nothingness felt, that palpable Void, Offends its terrible majesty. For script would mar this horrid great. And yet that’s what I must commit. Because I saw... and now must do The atrocious and inconceivable. Since nothing is but total naught, I now assume the throne of God. For I must, to live on, create Something out of this Nothing. Thus is the task before all man, Who awaken, screaming, into this world. We have not choice - No, forth already we move, Continuing as if toward a mountain. But only ever as if. If no end exists - no terminus - Why still proceed? Why must I play the pilgrim and the god? The locusts surely have no king And so accedes the apostate. But this exigency is vanity.
		01:14:52

Type:: Live album
Release date:: April 26th, 2019
Catalog ID:: RBR060
Version desc.:: Limited edition

Label:: Roadburn Records
Format:: 2 12" vinyls (33⅓ RPM)
Limitation:: 1000 copies

Members
Band members
A.L.N.	Vocals, Guitars
Guest/Session
Kento Woolery	Guitars
Andrew Black	Bass
M.S.W.	Drums
Miscellaneous staff
Marcel van de Vondervoort	Mixing
James Plotkin	Mastering
Mariusz Lewandowski	Artwork

Tracks
Disc 1
Side A
1.	Woe Regains My Substance	13:43	Show lyrics
	Awakening on the other side of catharsis, Returning from a coma of unknowable extent, Baffled, aghast, dumbfounded. A sort of "enter scene I repossess body, reason and sentience. My sorrow a ready mnemonic. Like bitterness wafted under-nose I’m birthed again Into my own awareness That black dog and that old friend And I begin to remember... In place to assassinate his holiness I was supposed to arrive, pass through, Cease, or retire, have learned, or come home to graduate But the alleged rite of passage eludes me There is only another horizon This memoir more a saga than a simple tale Beginning and end seem synonyms Impossible to trace and nevertheless infinite There is always another horizon. Set up to slaughter god, but now it’s time I kill I, entitled to my death and passing Now pass nothing but time Endless frontier, awash with years Eternal pilgrim, brimming with tears. So this is survival.
Side B
2.	A Semblance Waning	11:38	Show lyrics
	I am the iota, the fragile reminder The most meager piece, a fragment enduring The left behind and carried forth But this scrap is empty, hardly the strongest Still standing for it could endure I am like chaff, a reed that is bruised The smoldering flax and flickering wick I’m utterly hollow - devoid not pious The one who has tasted and can’t be restored As if some descendant of my very self I roam and scrounge and fight for life A shard of some former glory I scavenge in search of reason, motive or cause Any old morsel that I might feast Or begin laying a brick upon But what’s unearthed is nothingness The all-encompassing nullity What do I think I will uncover? What do I expect to change? Survival driven by pain and fear In efforts to save the helpless soul Answers itself to nothing at all A suspect of gravest suspicion And therein lies the great dilemma Might death provide the only rest? But I cannot cause myself to sleep The inmost always tends to err on the side of life Enduring through existence often seems to me An ailing and crippling fixation True life one cannot be freed from But rather, somehow, freed into
		25:21
Disc 2
Side A
1.	The Serpents Eats Its Tail	14:34	Show lyrics
	Survival, the only necessity in life Is surely comprised of struggle and strife An endevour of stasis and preservation Adversity the very fabric of being To be human is to hurt Pain, a condition for life Inseparable from existence It enables and disable the ability to be And so they command one another But must this cycle be unbroken? Woe, the key of continuance And survival is to live... Life through necessarily painful Is not essential in itself It needn’t happen, is a bestowing Accident or chance This, it’s most terrible wonderful secret Tis a blessing and a curse Birth seems an anathema Full of cries and wailing Humanity begins in utter discomfort How augural a welcome And so we live... i live... And here is our very burden To not abort what eventually still ends To invert the agony, the very air, And we begin to appreciate
Side B
2.	Inertia, an Ill Compeller	10:53	Show lyrics
	What then shall I say? What sermon do I have to offer Or legacy to pass on? I give no wisdom nor have I knowledge Always cleaning the slate and restarting Endlessly retracing steps Returning my soul to the start Or perhaps my own vomit Should not a brick already be laid? A monolith however poor? Though I have lived, it seems I have not learned With no foundation on which to stand But I cannot unearth the truth I fail to expose him Yet surely the laws govern nature For it exists and functions all around me Yes even in spite of me Within me and without me I ask again what is my statement? Can this current ambivalence remain? It appears sheer lunacy, if without goal Is it enough to be undead Directionless, wretched and confused? Logic whispers of my arrogance To think I could myself presume And make the great decision To end my days and simply cease Nothing left to glean But life inside me counters FOOL! the possible outcomes And paradigm shifts Who am I to make that call? Thus here I am, as if waiting In some stupor deeply lodged Between life and death itself Utterly appalled by both I see myself in this slumber Hooked up to machines And wonder ought I set it free? Or if all life however awful Is sacred and worth living.
3.	Bask in the Lingering	10:45	Show lyrics
	And now we’ve come to the crux The apex and the even horizon But I have not some epic thesis This more a rambling monologue The an illuminating treatise What is there to cull or gather From this deranged utterance? I want to say "since we are here, Might as well enjoy the ride." But find this trite and heartless For many fail and end their lives Still I cannot escape this fact Survival and conatus reign After all is said at days end Mother nature, even i, Go ever forth like it or not. Understand it or not Inertia is a mighty force Perhaps our bane is asking why And this is solely human Disaffected in knowing how We always beg the question To what avail? to what avail? Lower life has not this plague That blessed curse unique to us But ought we to suppress it Shouldn’t we instead engage? It is with grief that I report My still and ever present void I do not know why I am alive The urgency of my tortured soul Does not necessitate an answer But reason and humility Encourage me to linger So on I go, forever striving To make sense of my environment, And even enjoy it.
		36:12

Type:: Full-length
Release date:: September 6th, 2019
Catalog ID:: N/A
Version desc.:: Limited edition, various colors

Label:: Gilead Media
Format:: 2 12" vinyls (33⅓ RPM)
Limitation:: 1500 copies

Album versions

Release date	Label	Format	Description
September 6th, 2019	Gilead Media	2 12" vinyls	Limited edition, various colors
September 6th, 2019	Independent	Cassette	Limited edition
September 6th, 2019	Gilead Media	CD	Limited edition
September 6th, 2019	Gilead Media	Digital	Bandcamp

Members
Band members
A.L.N.	Everything
Miscellaneous staff
Adam Gonsalves	Mastering
Sonny Diperri	Producer, Mixing
A.L.N.	Producer, Recording, Lyrics, Layout
Mariusz Lewandowski	Artwork
Adam Bartlett	Layout
Jon Neighbors	Photography

Tracks
Disc 1
Side A
1.	Desert of Absurdity	10:14	Show lyrics
	Three lie before me: faith, death, consent. Inescapable tributary, all go through you. One will prevail, of this I am sure. Lucidity has found me, awareness is mine. The fog of distance scatters. Rugged landscape, Bizarre, unforgiving, unabashed. Beams reflect, rallying burden. Magnifying eminence that plagues. Disorienting tempo, Aridity pervading. This terrain, neither hell nor mirage, Repels fiction with its polarity. Existence undressed, Reality laid bare. A seething, wild force, pure and raw. I traced logic, drew all conclusions, And came to the crossroads of thought. The desert of absurdity, its brilliance revolting. Compels me to accept my lot. Ceaseless mining - we scour for meaning, A world devoid of purpose and truth. Thus awakes the absurd, its dissonance engulfs me.
Side B
2.	Cairn to God	18:23	Show lyrics
	Reduction to absurdity, God ground to powder, Scattered in the wind, the sand beneath my feet. Never to return, a lotus cannot slake. I recall my path. Clearly I see, God thrown down in that great arena. Fighting to follow with rigor, I allowed him to seep to my core. Copious trials produced an end, Not without the pains of birth. Dogged from the vast elapsing, I wavered in my due cessation. I won the knowledge, fully imbued, That God is counterfeit and false. My knowing is empirical, and tested, Memorialized by a towering cairn. Nostalgia for the absolute, ever potent fume, Is only a spandrel of human unfolding. Evolution’s consequence, company to chaos, To ramify, inspiring awe. Supernatural anxiety shan’t evoke belief. Acutest sense of agency, transposed by fools. Reseal the tomb.
		28:37
Disc 2
Side A
1.	Cairn to Suicide	12:44	Show lyrics
	Senselessness sings a siren’s song. Deafen your ears or be wrung by the neck. Stay. Remain. Obey the flame. Met with the godless gospel, I reappeared in the wilderness. Relief and phantom pain emerged, And so began the begging. Without the underlying current Of a mystic, guiding hand, Must I obey the call to live Or can I give way and die? Nearby I see homemade gallows, Hastily fashioned ushers of death, Created by those who came before, Unmade by their findings. I cannot commend escape, Even an enlightened one. Like faith it shies away from strife, And forfeits resolve. Both are tragic, groundless, leaps That completely miss the mark. Desperate for the oasis, Succumbing to consoling lies.
Side B
2.	The Narrowing Way	16:46	Show lyrics
	The vulnerable universe Strikes a human chord - Resound. Relate. Create. I sat at the table of suicide, Was served the ashen bread, Starvation spread on silver platter, I decided on hunger instead. Again I built a massive cairn, A sempiternal warning, And resumed my toilsome trek Through the narrowing wasteland. Remaining on that dizzying crest Is the only valid choice. Daily revolt - breath in my lungs. Absurdity is pain and beauty, Its vise obliges me to make, Harnessing its energy To give the void its colors. There is not truth but truths. Meaning is self-imposed, And life implores me to ascribe, Or else be trampled underneath.
		29:30

Type:: Collaboration
Release date:: November 20th, 2020
Catalog ID:: RELIC129
Version desc.:: Limited edition, 2 colors

Label:: Gilead Media
Format:: 12" vinyl (33⅓ RPM)
Limitation:: 1000 copies

Album versions

Release date	Label	Catalog ID	Format	Description
November 20th, 2020	Gilead Media	RELIC129	12" vinyl	Limited edition, 2 colors
November 20th, 2020	Gilead Media	RELIC129	CD	Digipak
November 20th, 2020	Gilead Media		Digital

Members
Band members
Andrew Black
Andrew Black	Unknown
מזמור
A.L.N.	Unknown
Guest/Session
Jesse Thom	Vocals (additional)
Miscellaneous staff
Andrew Black	Songwriting, Recording, Producer
Adam Gonsalves	Mastering
Emma Ruth Rundle	Photography
A.L.N.	Songwriting, Recording, Producer, Mixing

Tracks
Side A
1.	Looking At \| Looking Through	16:12
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Side B
2.	Nostalgic Dystopian	14:31
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		30:43

Type:: Full-length
Release date:: March 31st, 2012
Catalog ID:: N/A

Label:: Independent
Format:: Digital

Members
A.L.N.	Everything

Tracks
1.	I	11:35	Show lyrics
	I am the mountain, I am the tower I, the lonely throne. Feeding off the vastness and void, And nothing is tangible. I bask in unreality, Existing from of old. I cling to fragments Of a world bestowed on me, Gifted by You. I roam and search frantically. When I sought Your face All I saw was mine. Now I seek myself And cannot but see You. Ever You elude me. Haunted by my Lord. But if I pursue You... Haunted by my Lord! I built this ladder to Your feet, In it’s ruin now i weep. I am not Your faithful son I pray Your blood covers me!
2.	II	11:31	Show lyrics
	Oh, the solitude of the bitter heart, A seeming weakness, Alerting every false god To seek their prey. Their wagers and offerings, Alluring the inmost parts, Fulfill everything but the soul, Whose Author cannot be replaced. And I have tasted Him, I cannot be fooled By wolves in sheep’s clothing. You bring forth much pleasure And are almost good, But you are not Him. Oh, despair! Where am I? Where are You? Hear me yearn and pine. Let Your kindness lead me on To repentance, peace, And safety.
3.	III	20:42	Show lyrics
	Oh, this broken mind And this vacant heart. Won’t You heal me? Why won’t You heal me? Cast yourself upon Him, Wounded Healer, Savior. Thrown off a cliff, At the bottom of the sea. I’m afraid and sorry. This silence pierces, This isolation kills. There is no love, No friendship or stability, No change or hope. Save me! SAVE ME!
4.	IV	26:05	Show lyrics
	And so this desert is my home. What once looked dry and barren Begins to birth miraged fauna. And I, with amnesia, Begin to eat of this earth And scratch a living off rocks. But gnawing emptiness gently compels - A thirst, a light, A touch of Divine. It used to be strong, reminding me of The stone from which I was hewn. But now I’m a corpse, lying in battle, Decaying for darkness to feast upon. He’s winning the war! HE’S WINNING THE WAR! And I cannot remember my name. Oh my God! Can You hear me? How deep is this grace I’ve heard of passed down? What is Your heart toward me? Is it true, the words You speak? Can You meet me in The depths of this place? Or do I fall short of Your pity? I can’t change myself. I can’t rouse my heart for You. If I must pass some test, I’m doomed. Oh, to catch Your eye Or move Your hand to touch me. I’m losing my desire to see Your face. I’m losing my memory. I’m comfortably numb, This grey fucking world drips steadily. Am I Your son? Have I ever been? Or am I a bastard Living in meaningless chaos? When will this end? Oh, please God come get me, And stop at nothing. I give myself over. TAKE ME BACK SOMEHOW! This, my final plea.
		01:09:53

Type:: Full-length
Release date:: March 31st, 2012
Catalog ID:: N/A
Version desc.:: Handmade gatefold

Label:: Independent
Format:: CD

Members
Original line-up
Band members
A.L.N.	Everything

Tracks
1.	I	11:35	Show lyrics
	I am the mountain, I am the tower I, the lonely throne. Feeding off the vastness and void, And nothing is tangible. I bask in unreality, Existing from of old. I cling to fragments Of a world bestowed on me, Gifted by You. I roam and search frantically. When I sought Your face All I saw was mine. Now I seek myself And cannot but see You. Ever You elude me. Haunted by my Lord. But if I pursue You... Haunted by my Lord! I built this ladder to Your feet, In it’s ruin now i weep. I am not Your faithful son I pray Your blood covers me!
2.	II	11:31	Show lyrics
	Oh, the solitude of the bitter heart, A seeming weakness, Alerting every false god To seek their prey. Their wagers and offerings, Alluring the inmost parts, Fulfill everything but the soul, Whose Author cannot be replaced. And I have tasted Him, I cannot be fooled By wolves in sheep’s clothing. You bring forth much pleasure And are almost good, But you are not Him. Oh, despair! Where am I? Where are You? Hear me yearn and pine. Let Your kindness lead me on To repentance, peace, And safety.
3.	III	20:42	Show lyrics
	Oh, this broken mind And this vacant heart. Won’t You heal me? Why won’t You heal me? Cast yourself upon Him, Wounded Healer, Savior. Thrown off a cliff, At the bottom of the sea. I’m afraid and sorry. This silence pierces, This isolation kills. There is no love, No friendship or stability, No change or hope. Save me! SAVE ME!
4.	IV	26:05	Show lyrics
	And so this desert is my home. What once looked dry and barren Begins to birth miraged fauna. And I, with amnesia, Begin to eat of this earth And scratch a living off rocks. But gnawing emptiness gently compels - A thirst, a light, A touch of Divine. It used to be strong, reminding me of The stone from which I was hewn. But now I’m a corpse, lying in battle, Decaying for darkness to feast upon. He’s winning the war! HE’S WINNING THE WAR! And I cannot remember my name. Oh my God! Can You hear me? How deep is this grace I’ve heard of passed down? What is Your heart toward me? Is it true, the words You speak? Can You meet me in The depths of this place? Or do I fall short of Your pity? I can’t change myself. I can’t rouse my heart for You. If I must pass some test, I’m doomed. Oh, to catch Your eye Or move Your hand to touch me. I’m losing my desire to see Your face. I’m losing my memory. I’m comfortably numb, This grey fucking world drips steadily. Am I Your son? Have I ever been? Or am I a bastard Living in meaningless chaos? When will this end? Oh, please God come get me, And stop at nothing. I give myself over. TAKE ME BACK SOMEHOW! This, my final plea.
		01:09:53

Type:: Full-length
Release date:: 2015
Catalog ID:: Pesanta Urfolk 047
Version desc.:: Limited edition

Label:: Pesanta Urfolk
Format:: Cassette
Limitation:: 200 copies

Members
Original line-up
Band members
A.L.N.	Everything

Tracks
Side A
1.	I	11:35	Show lyrics
	I am the mountain, I am the tower I, the lonely throne. Feeding off the vastness and void, And nothing is tangible. I bask in unreality, Existing from of old. I cling to fragments Of a world bestowed on me, Gifted by You. I roam and search frantically. When I sought Your face All I saw was mine. Now I seek myself And cannot but see You. Ever You elude me. Haunted by my Lord. But if I pursue You... Haunted by my Lord! I built this ladder to Your feet, In it’s ruin now i weep. I am not Your faithful son I pray Your blood covers me!
2.	II	11:31	Show lyrics
	Oh, the solitude of the bitter heart, A seeming weakness, Alerting every false god To seek their prey. Their wagers and offerings, Alluring the inmost parts, Fulfill everything but the soul, Whose Author cannot be replaced. And I have tasted Him, I cannot be fooled By wolves in sheep’s clothing. You bring forth much pleasure And are almost good, But you are not Him. Oh, despair! Where am I? Where are You? Hear me yearn and pine. Let Your kindness lead me on To repentance, peace, And safety.
Side B
3.	III	20:42	Show lyrics
	Oh, this broken mind And this vacant heart. Won’t You heal me? Why won’t You heal me? Cast yourself upon Him, Wounded Healer, Savior. Thrown off a cliff, At the bottom of the sea. I’m afraid and sorry. This silence pierces, This isolation kills. There is no love, No friendship or stability, No change or hope. Save me! SAVE ME!
4.	IV	26:05	Show lyrics
	And so this desert is my home. What once looked dry and barren Begins to birth miraged fauna. And I, with amnesia, Begin to eat of this earth And scratch a living off rocks. But gnawing emptiness gently compels - A thirst, a light, A touch of Divine. It used to be strong, reminding me of The stone from which I was hewn. But now I’m a corpse, lying in battle, Decaying for darkness to feast upon. He’s winning the war! HE’S WINNING THE WAR! And I cannot remember my name. Oh my God! Can You hear me? How deep is this grace I’ve heard of passed down? What is Your heart toward me? Is it true, the words You speak? Can You meet me in The depths of this place? Or do I fall short of Your pity? I can’t change myself. I can’t rouse my heart for You. If I must pass some test, I’m doomed. Oh, to catch Your eye Or move Your hand to touch me. I’m losing my desire to see Your face. I’m losing my memory. I’m comfortably numb, This grey fucking world drips steadily. Am I Your son? Have I ever been? Or am I a bastard Living in meaningless chaos? When will this end? Oh, please God come get me, And stop at nothing. I give myself over. TAKE ME BACK SOMEHOW! This, my final plea.
		01:09:53

Type:: Full-length
Release date:: 2015
Catalog ID:: Pesanta Urfolk 047
Version desc.:: Special edition w/ enamel pin

Label:: Pesanta Urfolk
Format:: Cassette
Limitation:: 100 copies

Members
Original line-up
Band members
A.L.N.	Everything

Tracks
Side A
1.	I	11:35	Show lyrics
	I am the mountain, I am the tower I, the lonely throne. Feeding off the vastness and void, And nothing is tangible. I bask in unreality, Existing from of old. I cling to fragments Of a world bestowed on me, Gifted by You. I roam and search frantically. When I sought Your face All I saw was mine. Now I seek myself And cannot but see You. Ever You elude me. Haunted by my Lord. But if I pursue You... Haunted by my Lord! I built this ladder to Your feet, In it’s ruin now i weep. I am not Your faithful son I pray Your blood covers me!
2.	II	11:31	Show lyrics
	Oh, the solitude of the bitter heart, A seeming weakness, Alerting every false god To seek their prey. Their wagers and offerings, Alluring the inmost parts, Fulfill everything but the soul, Whose Author cannot be replaced. And I have tasted Him, I cannot be fooled By wolves in sheep’s clothing. You bring forth much pleasure And are almost good, But you are not Him. Oh, despair! Where am I? Where are You? Hear me yearn and pine. Let Your kindness lead me on To repentance, peace, And safety.
Side B
3.	III	20:42	Show lyrics
	Oh, this broken mind And this vacant heart. Won’t You heal me? Why won’t You heal me? Cast yourself upon Him, Wounded Healer, Savior. Thrown off a cliff, At the bottom of the sea. I’m afraid and sorry. This silence pierces, This isolation kills. There is no love, No friendship or stability, No change or hope. Save me! SAVE ME!
4.	IV	26:05	Show lyrics
	And so this desert is my home. What once looked dry and barren Begins to birth miraged fauna. And I, with amnesia, Begin to eat of this earth And scratch a living off rocks. But gnawing emptiness gently compels - A thirst, a light, A touch of Divine. It used to be strong, reminding me of The stone from which I was hewn. But now I’m a corpse, lying in battle, Decaying for darkness to feast upon. He’s winning the war! HE’S WINNING THE WAR! And I cannot remember my name. Oh my God! Can You hear me? How deep is this grace I’ve heard of passed down? What is Your heart toward me? Is it true, the words You speak? Can You meet me in The depths of this place? Or do I fall short of Your pity? I can’t change myself. I can’t rouse my heart for You. If I must pass some test, I’m doomed. Oh, to catch Your eye Or move Your hand to touch me. I’m losing my desire to see Your face. I’m losing my memory. I’m comfortably numb, This grey fucking world drips steadily. Am I Your son? Have I ever been? Or am I a bastard Living in meaningless chaos? When will this end? Oh, please God come get me, And stop at nothing. I give myself over. TAKE ME BACK SOMEHOW! This, my final plea.
		01:09:53

Type:: Full-length
Release date:: 2018
Catalog ID:: N/A
Version desc.:: Digipak, reissue

Label:: Independent
Format:: CD
Limitation:: 100 copies

Members
Original line-up
Band members
A.L.N.	Everything

Tracks
1.	I	11:35	Show lyrics
	I am the mountain, I am the tower I, the lonely throne. Feeding off the vastness and void, And nothing is tangible. I bask in unreality, Existing from of old. I cling to fragments Of a world bestowed on me, Gifted by You. I roam and search frantically. When I sought Your face All I saw was mine. Now I seek myself And cannot but see You. Ever You elude me. Haunted by my Lord. But if I pursue You... Haunted by my Lord! I built this ladder to Your feet, In it’s ruin now i weep. I am not Your faithful son I pray Your blood covers me!
2.	II	11:31	Show lyrics
	Oh, the solitude of the bitter heart, A seeming weakness, Alerting every false god To seek their prey. Their wagers and offerings, Alluring the inmost parts, Fulfill everything but the soul, Whose Author cannot be replaced. And I have tasted Him, I cannot be fooled By wolves in sheep’s clothing. You bring forth much pleasure And are almost good, But you are not Him. Oh, despair! Where am I? Where are You? Hear me yearn and pine. Let Your kindness lead me on To repentance, peace, And safety.
3.	III	20:42	Show lyrics
	Oh, this broken mind And this vacant heart. Won’t You heal me? Why won’t You heal me? Cast yourself upon Him, Wounded Healer, Savior. Thrown off a cliff, At the bottom of the sea. I’m afraid and sorry. This silence pierces, This isolation kills. There is no love, No friendship or stability, No change or hope. Save me! SAVE ME!
4.	IV	26:05	Show lyrics
	And so this desert is my home. What once looked dry and barren Begins to birth miraged fauna. And I, with amnesia, Begin to eat of this earth And scratch a living off rocks. But gnawing emptiness gently compels - A thirst, a light, A touch of Divine. It used to be strong, reminding me of The stone from which I was hewn. But now I’m a corpse, lying in battle, Decaying for darkness to feast upon. He’s winning the war! HE’S WINNING THE WAR! And I cannot remember my name. Oh my God! Can You hear me? How deep is this grace I’ve heard of passed down? What is Your heart toward me? Is it true, the words You speak? Can You meet me in The depths of this place? Or do I fall short of Your pity? I can’t change myself. I can’t rouse my heart for You. If I must pass some test, I’m doomed. Oh, to catch Your eye Or move Your hand to touch me. I’m losing my desire to see Your face. I’m losing my memory. I’m comfortably numb, This grey fucking world drips steadily. Am I Your son? Have I ever been? Or am I a bastard Living in meaningless chaos? When will this end? Oh, please God come get me, And stop at nothing. I give myself over. TAKE ME BACK SOMEHOW! This, my final plea.
		01:09:53

Type:: EP
Release date:: January 6th, 2013
Catalog ID:: N/A
Version desc.:: Limited edition

Label:: Independent
Format:: Cassette
Limitation:: 100 copies

Members
Band members
A.L.N.	Everything
Miscellaneous staff
A.L.N.	Logo, Design
M.S.W.	Recording
Nate Myers	Recording

Tracks
Side A
1.	V (שמם)	15:52	Show lyrics
	Still air, mind heavy, body numb. The plains lie smoldering. With mouth agape, I slowly move. Truth looms, eludes And dawns a clever mask To make one think it exists. Wasteland in all directions, I turn and walk. Blindness and confusion, plodding on. What is the light? We knew it once before. Some have soiled its name And now darkness is our god. He that looks upon us, humankind, Show us your face - let me see. Is there an Ancient name? Is God within myself? Is there a path? He that looks upon us!
2.	VI (הלך)	12:01	Show lyrics
	Nihil! Nihil! I invoke Nothing. O, Nameless God, I’m bent face down. Prostrated self, arise and breathe. Reclaim yourself, begin to live. Do i sense meaning here? In a world of lies, all is convincing. O, Faceless Truth - O, Ancient None - Make yourself known, return me home! I’ve begged and pleaded. I’ve wept and sought out death. I’ve listened, I’ve waited ... Now I turn and simply walk. My searching eye begins to flicker. Life that is true, fan into flame!
Side B
1.	V (שמם)	15:52	Show lyrics
	Still air, mind heavy, body numb. The plains lie smoldering. With mouth agape, I slowly move. Truth looms, eludes And dawns a clever mask To make one think it exists. Wasteland in all directions, I turn and walk. Blindness and confusion, plodding on. What is the light? We knew it once before. Some have soiled its name And now darkness is our god. He that looks upon us, humankind, Show us your face - let me see. Is there an Ancient name? Is God within myself? Is there a path? He that looks upon us!
2.	VI (הלך)	12:01	Show lyrics
	Nihil! Nihil! I invoke Nothing. O, Nameless God, I’m bent face down. Prostrated self, arise and breathe. Reclaim yourself, begin to live. Do i sense meaning here? In a world of lies, all is convincing. O, Faceless Truth - O, Ancient None - Make yourself known, return me home! I’ve begged and pleaded. I’ve wept and sought out death. I’ve listened, I’ve waited ... Now I turn and simply walk. My searching eye begins to flicker. Life that is true, fan into flame!
		27:53

Type:: EP
Release date:: January 6th, 2015
Catalog ID:: N/A
Version desc.:: Limited edition

Label:: Independent
Format:: 12" vinyl (33⅓ RPM)
Limitation:: 400 copies

Members
Original line-up
Band members
A.L.N.	Everything
Miscellaneous staff
A.L.N.	Logo, Design
M.S.W.	Recording
Nate Myers	Recording

Tracks
Side A
1.	V (שמם)	15:52	Show lyrics
	Still air, mind heavy, body numb. The plains lie smoldering. With mouth agape, I slowly move. Truth looms, eludes And dawns a clever mask To make one think it exists. Wasteland in all directions, I turn and walk. Blindness and confusion, plodding on. What is the light? We knew it once before. Some have soiled its name And now darkness is our god. He that looks upon us, humankind, Show us your face - let me see. Is there an Ancient name? Is God within myself? Is there a path? He that looks upon us!
Side B
2.	VI (הלך)	12:01	Show lyrics
	Nihil! Nihil! I invoke Nothing. O, Nameless God, I’m bent face down. Prostrated self, arise and breathe. Reclaim yourself, begin to live. Do i sense meaning here? In a world of lies, all is convincing. O, Faceless Truth - O, Ancient None - Make yourself known, return me home! I’ve begged and pleaded. I’ve wept and sought out death. I’ve listened, I’ve waited ... Now I turn and simply walk. My searching eye begins to flicker. Life that is true, fan into flame!
		27:53

Type:: Split
Release date:: January 23rd, 2014
Catalog ID:: N/A

Label:: Independent
Format:: CD

Members
Band members
Hell
M.S.W.	Everything
מזמור
A.L.N.	Everything
Guest/Session
A.L.N.	Vocals
M.O.S.	Viola
Asia	Harp
Lilly	Violin
Miscellaneous staff
Edgar McRae	Mastering
M.S.W.	Recording
M.S.W.	Recording
Edgar McRae	Mastering

Tracks
1.	Hell - Foetorem Timere	15:54	Show lyrics
	your bones turn to ash words became gargling drones out of sight out of mind silence the poisonous group trapped by a panicked sage describe an unknown world my bones turn to powder words became gargling moans the pressure never let up
2.	מזמור - VII - Epistemological Rupture	15:19	Show lyrics
	we perceive a god living to eat the heart out that we might become like it we observe a man wicked in himself and ponder the innate a thirst has driven us to madness many are the ways of the desperate labor with joy on your towers as i tear down the high places and bellow your praise turns to ash in your mouth and grief was the door to my liberation man is equal man is one from the wretch in the pit to the zealot on the mountain all are ants shouting at the universe just as foolish as we are wise distance is immeasurable answers are infinity prideful man must be struck down mourn accept again again humility alone shows promise woe to us
		31:13

Type:: Split
Release date:: March 2014
Catalog ID:: N/A
Version desc.:: Limited edition

Label:: Independent
Format:: Cassette
Limitation:: 300 copies

Members
Original line-up
Band members
Hell
M.S.W.	Everything
מזמור
A.L.N.	Everything
Guest/Session
Asia	Harp
Lilly	Violin
A.L.N.	Vocals
M.O.S.	Viola
Miscellaneous staff
Edgar McRae	Mastering
M.S.W.	Recording
M.S.W.	Recording
Edgar McRae	Mastering

Tracks
Side A
1.	Hell - Foetorem Timere	15:54	Show lyrics
	your bones turn to ash words became gargling drones out of sight out of mind silence the poisonous group trapped by a panicked sage describe an unknown world my bones turn to powder words became gargling moans the pressure never let up
Side B
2.	מזמור - VII - Epistemological Rupture	15:19	Show lyrics
	we perceive a god living to eat the heart out that we might become like it we observe a man wicked in himself and ponder the innate a thirst has driven us to madness many are the ways of the desperate labor with joy on your towers as i tear down the high places and bellow your praise turns to ash in your mouth and grief was the door to my liberation man is equal man is one from the wretch in the pit to the zealot on the mountain all are ants shouting at the universe just as foolish as we are wise distance is immeasurable answers are infinity prideful man must be struck down mourn accept again again humility alone shows promise woe to us
		31:13

Type:: Split
Release date:: 2016
Catalog ID:: N/A
Version desc.:: Limited edition

Label:: Independent
Format:: Cassette
Limitation:: 200 copies

Members
Original line-up
Band members
Hell
M.S.W.	Everything
מזמור
A.L.N.	Everything
Guest/Session
Asia	Harp
Lilly	Violin
A.L.N.	Vocals
M.O.S.	Viola
Miscellaneous staff
Edgar McRae	Mastering
M.S.W.	Recording
M.S.W.	Recording
Edgar McRae	Mastering

Tracks
Side A
1.	Hell - Foetorem Timere	15:54	Show lyrics
	your bones turn to ash words became gargling drones out of sight out of mind silence the poisonous group trapped by a panicked sage describe an unknown world my bones turn to powder words became gargling moans the pressure never let up
Side B
2.	מזמור - VII - Epistemological Rupture	15:19	Show lyrics
	we perceive a god living to eat the heart out that we might become like it we observe a man wicked in himself and ponder the innate a thirst has driven us to madness many are the ways of the desperate labor with joy on your towers as i tear down the high places and bellow your praise turns to ash in your mouth and grief was the door to my liberation man is equal man is one from the wretch in the pit to the zealot on the mountain all are ants shouting at the universe just as foolish as we are wise distance is immeasurable answers are infinity prideful man must be struck down mourn accept again again humility alone shows promise woe to us
		31:13

Type:: Single
Release date:: June 25th, 2014
Catalog ID:: GSR006
Version desc.:: Limited edition

Label:: GreySun Records
Format:: Cassette
Limitation:: 200 copies

Members
Band members
A.L.N.	Everything
Guest/Session
Jessica Carroll	Vocals (additional)
Miscellaneous staff
Nate Myers	Recording
Edgar McRae	Mixing, Mastering

Tracks
Side A
1.	VIII-Orual	16:12
	(loading lyrics...)
Side B
1.	VIII-Orual	16:12
	(loading lyrics...)
		16:12

Type:: Single
Release date:: June 24th, 2014
Catalog ID:: N/A
Version desc.:: Bandcamp

Label:: Independent
Format:: Digital

Members
Original line-up
Band members
A.L.N.	Everything
Guest/Session
Jessica Carroll	Vocals (additional)
Miscellaneous staff
Nate Myers	Recording
Edgar McRae	Mixing, Mastering

Tracks
1.	Sick	04:37
	(loading lyrics...)
2.	Duality, Unity, Finality	10:27
	(loading lyrics...)
		15:04

Type:: Full-length
Release date:: August 12th, 2016
Catalog ID:: N/A
Version desc.:: Bandcamp

Label:: Gilead Media
Format:: Digital

Members
Band members
A.L.N.	Everything
Miscellaneous staff
Adam Bartlett	Layout
Adam Gonsalves	Mastering
Sonny Diperri	Mixing

Tracks
1.	I. Woe Regains My Substance	13:38	Show lyrics
	Awakening on the other side of catharsis, Returning from a coma of unknowable extent, Baffled, aghast, dumbfounded. A sort of "enter scene I repossess body, reason and sentience. My sorrow a ready mnemonic. Like bitterness wafted under-nose I’m birthed again Into my own awareness That black dog and that old friend And I begin to remember... In place to assassinate his holiness I was supposed to arrive, pass through, Cease, or retire, have learned, or come home to graduate But the alleged rite of passage eludes me There is only another horizon This memoir more a saga than a simple tale Beginning and end seem synonyms Impossible to trace and nevertheless infinite There is always another horizon. Set up to slaughter god, but now it’s time I kill I, entitled to my death and passing Now pass nothing but time Endless frontier, awash with years Eternal pilgrim, brimming with tears. So this is survival.
2.	II. A Semblance Waning	11:35	Show lyrics
	I am the iota, the fragile reminder The most meager piece, a fragment enduring The left behind and carried forth But this scrap is empty, hardly the strongest Still standing for it could endure I am like chaff, a reed that is bruised The smoldering flax and flickering wick I’m utterly hollow - devoid not pious The one who has tasted and can’t be restored As if some descendant of my very self I roam and scrounge and fight for life A shard of some former glory I scavenge in search of reason, motive or cause Any old morsel that I might feast Or begin laying a brick upon But what’s unearthed is nothingness The all-encompassing nullity What do I think I will uncover? What do I expect to change? Survival driven by pain and fear In efforts to save the helpless soul Answers itself to nothing at all A suspect of gravest suspicion And therein lies the great dilemma Might death provide the only rest? But I cannot cause myself to sleep The inmost always tends to err on the side of life Enduring through existence often seems to me An ailing and crippling fixation True life one cannot be freed from But rather, somehow, freed into
3.	III. The Serpent Eats Its Tail	14:39	Show lyrics
	Survival, the only necessity in life Is surely comprised of struggle and strife An endevour of stasis and preservation Adversity the very fabric of being To be human is to hurt Pain, a condition for life Inseparable from existence It enables and disable the ability to be And so they command one another But must this cycle be unbroken? Woe, the key of continuance And survival is to live... Life through necessarily painful Is not essential in itself It needn’t happen, is a bestowing Accident or chance This, it’s most terrible wonderful secret Tis a blessing and a curse Birth seems an anathema Full of cries and wailing Humanity begins in utter discomfort How augural a welcome And so we live... i live... And here is our very burden To not abort what eventually still ends To invert the agony, the very air, And we begin to appreciate
4.	IV. Inertia, an Ill Compeller	10:54	Show lyrics
	What then shall I say? What sermon do I have to offer Or legacy to pass on? I give no wisdom nor have I knowledge Always cleaning the slate and restarting Endlessly retracing steps Returning my soul to the start Or perhaps my own vomit Should not a brick already be laid? A monolith however poor? Though I have lived, it seems I have not learned With no foundation on which to stand But I cannot unearth the truth I fail to expose him Yet surely the laws govern nature For it exists and functions all around me Yes even in spite of me Within me and without me I ask again what is my statement? Can this current ambivalence remain? It appears sheer lunacy, if without goal Is it enough to be undead Directionless, wretched and confused? Logic whispers of my arrogance To think I could myself presume And make the great decision To end my days and simply cease Nothing left to glean But life inside me counters FOOL! the possible outcomes And paradigm shifts Who am I to make that call? Thus here I am, as if waiting In some stupor deeply lodged Between life and death itself Utterly appalled by both I see myself in this slumber Hooked up to machines And wonder ought I set it free? Or if all life however awful Is sacred and worth living.
5.	V. Bask in the Lingering	10:37	Show lyrics
	And now we’ve come to the crux The apex and the even horizon But I have not some epic thesis This more a rambling monologue The an illuminating treatise What is there to cull or gather From this deranged utterance? I want to say "since we are here, Might as well enjoy the ride." But find this trite and heartless For many fail and end their lives Still I cannot escape this fact Survival and conatus reign After all is said at days end Mother nature, even i, Go ever forth like it or not. Understand it or not Inertia is a mighty force Perhaps our bane is asking why And this is solely human Disaffected in knowing how We always beg the question To what avail? to what avail? Lower life has not this plague That blessed curse unique to us But ought we to suppress it Shouldn’t we instead engage? It is with grief that I report My still and ever present void I do not know why I am alive The urgency of my tortured soul Does not necessitate an answer But reason and humility Encourage me to linger So on I go, forever striving To make sense of my environment, And even enjoy it.
		01:01:23

Type:: Full-length
Release date:: 2016
Catalog ID:: N/A
Version desc.:: Limited edition

Label:: Independent
Format:: Cassette
Limitation:: 200 copies

Members
Original line-up
Band members
A.L.N.	Everything
Miscellaneous staff
Adam Bartlett	Layout
Adam Gonsalves	Mastering
Sonny Diperri	Mixing

Tracks
Side A
1.	I. Woe Regains My Substance	13:38	Show lyrics
	Awakening on the other side of catharsis, Returning from a coma of unknowable extent, Baffled, aghast, dumbfounded. A sort of "enter scene I repossess body, reason and sentience. My sorrow a ready mnemonic. Like bitterness wafted under-nose I’m birthed again Into my own awareness That black dog and that old friend And I begin to remember... In place to assassinate his holiness I was supposed to arrive, pass through, Cease, or retire, have learned, or come home to graduate But the alleged rite of passage eludes me There is only another horizon This memoir more a saga than a simple tale Beginning and end seem synonyms Impossible to trace and nevertheless infinite There is always another horizon. Set up to slaughter god, but now it’s time I kill I, entitled to my death and passing Now pass nothing but time Endless frontier, awash with years Eternal pilgrim, brimming with tears. So this is survival.
2.	II. A Semblance Waning	11:35	Show lyrics
	I am the iota, the fragile reminder The most meager piece, a fragment enduring The left behind and carried forth But this scrap is empty, hardly the strongest Still standing for it could endure I am like chaff, a reed that is bruised The smoldering flax and flickering wick I’m utterly hollow - devoid not pious The one who has tasted and can’t be restored As if some descendant of my very self I roam and scrounge and fight for life A shard of some former glory I scavenge in search of reason, motive or cause Any old morsel that I might feast Or begin laying a brick upon But what’s unearthed is nothingness The all-encompassing nullity What do I think I will uncover? What do I expect to change? Survival driven by pain and fear In efforts to save the helpless soul Answers itself to nothing at all A suspect of gravest suspicion And therein lies the great dilemma Might death provide the only rest? But I cannot cause myself to sleep The inmost always tends to err on the side of life Enduring through existence often seems to me An ailing and crippling fixation True life one cannot be freed from But rather, somehow, freed into
Side B
3.	III. The Serpent Eats Its Tail	14:39	Show lyrics
	Survival, the only necessity in life Is surely comprised of struggle and strife An endevour of stasis and preservation Adversity the very fabric of being To be human is to hurt Pain, a condition for life Inseparable from existence It enables and disable the ability to be And so they command one another But must this cycle be unbroken? Woe, the key of continuance And survival is to live... Life through necessarily painful Is not essential in itself It needn’t happen, is a bestowing Accident or chance This, it’s most terrible wonderful secret Tis a blessing and a curse Birth seems an anathema Full of cries and wailing Humanity begins in utter discomfort How augural a welcome And so we live... i live... And here is our very burden To not abort what eventually still ends To invert the agony, the very air, And we begin to appreciate
4.	IV. Inertia, an Ill Compeller	10:54	Show lyrics
	What then shall I say? What sermon do I have to offer Or legacy to pass on? I give no wisdom nor have I knowledge Always cleaning the slate and restarting Endlessly retracing steps Returning my soul to the start Or perhaps my own vomit Should not a brick already be laid? A monolith however poor? Though I have lived, it seems I have not learned With no foundation on which to stand But I cannot unearth the truth I fail to expose him Yet surely the laws govern nature For it exists and functions all around me Yes even in spite of me Within me and without me I ask again what is my statement? Can this current ambivalence remain? It appears sheer lunacy, if without goal Is it enough to be undead Directionless, wretched and confused? Logic whispers of my arrogance To think I could myself presume And make the great decision To end my days and simply cease Nothing left to glean But life inside me counters FOOL! the possible outcomes And paradigm shifts Who am I to make that call? Thus here I am, as if waiting In some stupor deeply lodged Between life and death itself Utterly appalled by both I see myself in this slumber Hooked up to machines And wonder ought I set it free? Or if all life however awful Is sacred and worth living.
5.	V. Bask in the Lingering	10:37	Show lyrics
	And now we’ve come to the crux The apex and the even horizon But I have not some epic thesis This more a rambling monologue The an illuminating treatise What is there to cull or gather From this deranged utterance? I want to say "since we are here, Might as well enjoy the ride." But find this trite and heartless For many fail and end their lives Still I cannot escape this fact Survival and conatus reign After all is said at days end Mother nature, even i, Go ever forth like it or not. Understand it or not Inertia is a mighty force Perhaps our bane is asking why And this is solely human Disaffected in knowing how We always beg the question To what avail? to what avail? Lower life has not this plague That blessed curse unique to us But ought we to suppress it Shouldn’t we instead engage? It is with grief that I report My still and ever present void I do not know why I am alive The urgency of my tortured soul Does not necessitate an answer But reason and humility Encourage me to linger So on I go, forever striving To make sense of my environment, And even enjoy it.
		01:01:23

Type:: Full-length
Release date:: September 2016
Catalog ID:: RELIC 78
Version desc.:: Limited edition

Label:: Gilead Media
Format:: 2 12" vinyls (33⅓ RPM)
Limitation:: 1000 copies

Members
Original line-up
Band members
A.L.N.	Everything
Miscellaneous staff
Adam Bartlett	Layout
Adam Gonsalves	Mastering
Sonny Diperri	Mixing

Tracks
Disc 1
Side A
1.	I. Woe Regains My Substance	13:38	Show lyrics
	Awakening on the other side of catharsis, Returning from a coma of unknowable extent, Baffled, aghast, dumbfounded. A sort of "enter scene I repossess body, reason and sentience. My sorrow a ready mnemonic. Like bitterness wafted under-nose I’m birthed again Into my own awareness That black dog and that old friend And I begin to remember... In place to assassinate his holiness I was supposed to arrive, pass through, Cease, or retire, have learned, or come home to graduate But the alleged rite of passage eludes me There is only another horizon This memoir more a saga than a simple tale Beginning and end seem synonyms Impossible to trace and nevertheless infinite There is always another horizon. Set up to slaughter god, but now it’s time I kill I, entitled to my death and passing Now pass nothing but time Endless frontier, awash with years Eternal pilgrim, brimming with tears. So this is survival.
Side B
2.	II. A Semblance Waning	11:35	Show lyrics
	I am the iota, the fragile reminder The most meager piece, a fragment enduring The left behind and carried forth But this scrap is empty, hardly the strongest Still standing for it could endure I am like chaff, a reed that is bruised The smoldering flax and flickering wick I’m utterly hollow - devoid not pious The one who has tasted and can’t be restored As if some descendant of my very self I roam and scrounge and fight for life A shard of some former glory I scavenge in search of reason, motive or cause Any old morsel that I might feast Or begin laying a brick upon But what’s unearthed is nothingness The all-encompassing nullity What do I think I will uncover? What do I expect to change? Survival driven by pain and fear In efforts to save the helpless soul Answers itself to nothing at all A suspect of gravest suspicion And therein lies the great dilemma Might death provide the only rest? But I cannot cause myself to sleep The inmost always tends to err on the side of life Enduring through existence often seems to me An ailing and crippling fixation True life one cannot be freed from But rather, somehow, freed into
		25:13
Disc 2
Side A
1.	III. The Serpent Eats Its Tail	14:39	Show lyrics
	Survival, the only necessity in life Is surely comprised of struggle and strife An endevour of stasis and preservation Adversity the very fabric of being To be human is to hurt Pain, a condition for life Inseparable from existence It enables and disable the ability to be And so they command one another But must this cycle be unbroken? Woe, the key of continuance And survival is to live... Life through necessarily painful Is not essential in itself It needn’t happen, is a bestowing Accident or chance This, it’s most terrible wonderful secret Tis a blessing and a curse Birth seems an anathema Full of cries and wailing Humanity begins in utter discomfort How augural a welcome And so we live... i live... And here is our very burden To not abort what eventually still ends To invert the agony, the very air, And we begin to appreciate
Side B
2.	IV. Inertia, an Ill Compeller	10:54	Show lyrics
	What then shall I say? What sermon do I have to offer Or legacy to pass on? I give no wisdom nor have I knowledge Always cleaning the slate and restarting Endlessly retracing steps Returning my soul to the start Or perhaps my own vomit Should not a brick already be laid? A monolith however poor? Though I have lived, it seems I have not learned With no foundation on which to stand But I cannot unearth the truth I fail to expose him Yet surely the laws govern nature For it exists and functions all around me Yes even in spite of me Within me and without me I ask again what is my statement? Can this current ambivalence remain? It appears sheer lunacy, if without goal Is it enough to be undead Directionless, wretched and confused? Logic whispers of my arrogance To think I could myself presume And make the great decision To end my days and simply cease Nothing left to glean But life inside me counters FOOL! the possible outcomes And paradigm shifts Who am I to make that call? Thus here I am, as if waiting In some stupor deeply lodged Between life and death itself Utterly appalled by both I see myself in this slumber Hooked up to machines And wonder ought I set it free? Or if all life however awful Is sacred and worth living.
3.	V. Bask in the Lingering	10:37	Show lyrics
	And now we’ve come to the crux The apex and the even horizon But I have not some epic thesis This more a rambling monologue The an illuminating treatise What is there to cull or gather From this deranged utterance? I want to say "since we are here, Might as well enjoy the ride." But find this trite and heartless For many fail and end their lives Still I cannot escape this fact Survival and conatus reign After all is said at days end Mother nature, even i, Go ever forth like it or not. Understand it or not Inertia is a mighty force Perhaps our bane is asking why And this is solely human Disaffected in knowing how We always beg the question To what avail? to what avail? Lower life has not this plague That blessed curse unique to us But ought we to suppress it Shouldn’t we instead engage? It is with grief that I report My still and ever present void I do not know why I am alive The urgency of my tortured soul Does not necessitate an answer But reason and humility Encourage me to linger So on I go, forever striving To make sense of my environment, And even enjoy it.
		36:10

Type:: Full-length
Release date:: May 7th, 2018
Catalog ID:: RELIC 78
Version desc.:: Reissue

Label:: Gilead Media
Format:: 2 12" vinyls (33⅓ RPM)

Members
Original line-up
Band members
A.L.N.	Everything
Miscellaneous staff
Adam Bartlett	Layout
Adam Gonsalves	Mastering
Sonny Diperri	Mixing

Tracks
Disc 1
Side A
1.	I. Woe Regains My Substance	13:38	Show lyrics
	Awakening on the other side of catharsis, Returning from a coma of unknowable extent, Baffled, aghast, dumbfounded. A sort of "enter scene I repossess body, reason and sentience. My sorrow a ready mnemonic. Like bitterness wafted under-nose I’m birthed again Into my own awareness That black dog and that old friend And I begin to remember... In place to assassinate his holiness I was supposed to arrive, pass through, Cease, or retire, have learned, or come home to graduate But the alleged rite of passage eludes me There is only another horizon This memoir more a saga than a simple tale Beginning and end seem synonyms Impossible to trace and nevertheless infinite There is always another horizon. Set up to slaughter god, but now it’s time I kill I, entitled to my death and passing Now pass nothing but time Endless frontier, awash with years Eternal pilgrim, brimming with tears. So this is survival.
Side B
2.	II. A Semblance Waning	11:35	Show lyrics
	I am the iota, the fragile reminder The most meager piece, a fragment enduring The left behind and carried forth But this scrap is empty, hardly the strongest Still standing for it could endure I am like chaff, a reed that is bruised The smoldering flax and flickering wick I’m utterly hollow - devoid not pious The one who has tasted and can’t be restored As if some descendant of my very self I roam and scrounge and fight for life A shard of some former glory I scavenge in search of reason, motive or cause Any old morsel that I might feast Or begin laying a brick upon But what’s unearthed is nothingness The all-encompassing nullity What do I think I will uncover? What do I expect to change? Survival driven by pain and fear In efforts to save the helpless soul Answers itself to nothing at all A suspect of gravest suspicion And therein lies the great dilemma Might death provide the only rest? But I cannot cause myself to sleep The inmost always tends to err on the side of life Enduring through existence often seems to me An ailing and crippling fixation True life one cannot be freed from But rather, somehow, freed into
		25:13
Disc 2
Side A
1.	III. The Serpent Eats Its Tail	14:39	Show lyrics
	Survival, the only necessity in life Is surely comprised of struggle and strife An endevour of stasis and preservation Adversity the very fabric of being To be human is to hurt Pain, a condition for life Inseparable from existence It enables and disable the ability to be And so they command one another But must this cycle be unbroken? Woe, the key of continuance And survival is to live... Life through necessarily painful Is not essential in itself It needn’t happen, is a bestowing Accident or chance This, it’s most terrible wonderful secret Tis a blessing and a curse Birth seems an anathema Full of cries and wailing Humanity begins in utter discomfort How augural a welcome And so we live... i live... And here is our very burden To not abort what eventually still ends To invert the agony, the very air, And we begin to appreciate
Side B
2.	IV. Inertia, an Ill Compeller	10:54	Show lyrics
	What then shall I say? What sermon do I have to offer Or legacy to pass on? I give no wisdom nor have I knowledge Always cleaning the slate and restarting Endlessly retracing steps Returning my soul to the start Or perhaps my own vomit Should not a brick already be laid? A monolith however poor? Though I have lived, it seems I have not learned With no foundation on which to stand But I cannot unearth the truth I fail to expose him Yet surely the laws govern nature For it exists and functions all around me Yes even in spite of me Within me and without me I ask again what is my statement? Can this current ambivalence remain? It appears sheer lunacy, if without goal Is it enough to be undead Directionless, wretched and confused? Logic whispers of my arrogance To think I could myself presume And make the great decision To end my days and simply cease Nothing left to glean But life inside me counters FOOL! the possible outcomes And paradigm shifts Who am I to make that call? Thus here I am, as if waiting In some stupor deeply lodged Between life and death itself Utterly appalled by both I see myself in this slumber Hooked up to machines And wonder ought I set it free? Or if all life however awful Is sacred and worth living.
3.	V. Bask in the Lingering	10:37	Show lyrics
	And now we’ve come to the crux The apex and the even horizon But I have not some epic thesis This more a rambling monologue The an illuminating treatise What is there to cull or gather From this deranged utterance? I want to say "since we are here, Might as well enjoy the ride." But find this trite and heartless For many fail and end their lives Still I cannot escape this fact Survival and conatus reign After all is said at days end Mother nature, even i, Go ever forth like it or not. Understand it or not Inertia is a mighty force Perhaps our bane is asking why And this is solely human Disaffected in knowing how We always beg the question To what avail? to what avail? Lower life has not this plague That blessed curse unique to us But ought we to suppress it Shouldn’t we instead engage? It is with grief that I report My still and ever present void I do not know why I am alive The urgency of my tortured soul Does not necessitate an answer But reason and humility Encourage me to linger So on I go, forever striving To make sense of my environment, And even enjoy it.
		36:10

Type:: Full-length
Release date:: July 11th, 2018
Catalog ID:: RELIC 78

Label:: Gilead Media
Format:: CD

Members
Original line-up
Band members
A.L.N.	Everything
Miscellaneous staff
Adam Bartlett	Layout
Adam Gonsalves	Mastering
Sonny Diperri	Mixing

Tracks
1.	I. Woe Regains My Substance	13:38	Show lyrics
	Awakening on the other side of catharsis, Returning from a coma of unknowable extent, Baffled, aghast, dumbfounded. A sort of "enter scene I repossess body, reason and sentience. My sorrow a ready mnemonic. Like bitterness wafted under-nose I’m birthed again Into my own awareness That black dog and that old friend And I begin to remember... In place to assassinate his holiness I was supposed to arrive, pass through, Cease, or retire, have learned, or come home to graduate But the alleged rite of passage eludes me There is only another horizon This memoir more a saga than a simple tale Beginning and end seem synonyms Impossible to trace and nevertheless infinite There is always another horizon. Set up to slaughter god, but now it’s time I kill I, entitled to my death and passing Now pass nothing but time Endless frontier, awash with years Eternal pilgrim, brimming with tears. So this is survival.
2.	II. A Semblance Waning	11:35	Show lyrics
	I am the iota, the fragile reminder The most meager piece, a fragment enduring The left behind and carried forth But this scrap is empty, hardly the strongest Still standing for it could endure I am like chaff, a reed that is bruised The smoldering flax and flickering wick I’m utterly hollow - devoid not pious The one who has tasted and can’t be restored As if some descendant of my very self I roam and scrounge and fight for life A shard of some former glory I scavenge in search of reason, motive or cause Any old morsel that I might feast Or begin laying a brick upon But what’s unearthed is nothingness The all-encompassing nullity What do I think I will uncover? What do I expect to change? Survival driven by pain and fear In efforts to save the helpless soul Answers itself to nothing at all A suspect of gravest suspicion And therein lies the great dilemma Might death provide the only rest? But I cannot cause myself to sleep The inmost always tends to err on the side of life Enduring through existence often seems to me An ailing and crippling fixation True life one cannot be freed from But rather, somehow, freed into
3.	III. The Serpent Eats Its Tail	14:39	Show lyrics
	Survival, the only necessity in life Is surely comprised of struggle and strife An endevour of stasis and preservation Adversity the very fabric of being To be human is to hurt Pain, a condition for life Inseparable from existence It enables and disable the ability to be And so they command one another But must this cycle be unbroken? Woe, the key of continuance And survival is to live... Life through necessarily painful Is not essential in itself It needn’t happen, is a bestowing Accident or chance This, it’s most terrible wonderful secret Tis a blessing and a curse Birth seems an anathema Full of cries and wailing Humanity begins in utter discomfort How augural a welcome And so we live... i live... And here is our very burden To not abort what eventually still ends To invert the agony, the very air, And we begin to appreciate
4.	IV. Inertia, an Ill Compeller	10:54	Show lyrics
	What then shall I say? What sermon do I have to offer Or legacy to pass on? I give no wisdom nor have I knowledge Always cleaning the slate and restarting Endlessly retracing steps Returning my soul to the start Or perhaps my own vomit Should not a brick already be laid? A monolith however poor? Though I have lived, it seems I have not learned With no foundation on which to stand But I cannot unearth the truth I fail to expose him Yet surely the laws govern nature For it exists and functions all around me Yes even in spite of me Within me and without me I ask again what is my statement? Can this current ambivalence remain? It appears sheer lunacy, if without goal Is it enough to be undead Directionless, wretched and confused? Logic whispers of my arrogance To think I could myself presume And make the great decision To end my days and simply cease Nothing left to glean But life inside me counters FOOL! the possible outcomes And paradigm shifts Who am I to make that call? Thus here I am, as if waiting In some stupor deeply lodged Between life and death itself Utterly appalled by both I see myself in this slumber Hooked up to machines And wonder ought I set it free? Or if all life however awful Is sacred and worth living.
5.	V. Bask in the Lingering	10:37	Show lyrics
	And now we’ve come to the crux The apex and the even horizon But I have not some epic thesis This more a rambling monologue The an illuminating treatise What is there to cull or gather From this deranged utterance? I want to say "since we are here, Might as well enjoy the ride." But find this trite and heartless For many fail and end their lives Still I cannot escape this fact Survival and conatus reign After all is said at days end Mother nature, even i, Go ever forth like it or not. Understand it or not Inertia is a mighty force Perhaps our bane is asking why And this is solely human Disaffected in knowing how We always beg the question To what avail? to what avail? Lower life has not this plague That blessed curse unique to us But ought we to suppress it Shouldn’t we instead engage? It is with grief that I report My still and ever present void I do not know why I am alive The urgency of my tortured soul Does not necessitate an answer But reason and humility Encourage me to linger So on I go, forever striving To make sense of my environment, And even enjoy it.
		01:01:23

Type:: Single
Release date:: May 4th, 2017
Catalog ID:: N/A
Version desc.:: Bandcamp

Label:: Independent
Format:: Digital

Members
Band members
A.L.N.	Everything
Miscellaneous staff
Adam Tucke	Mastering
A.L.N.	Recording, Mixing
Blial Cabal	Artwork

Tracks
1.	This Unabating Wakefulness	15:03	Show lyrics
	I desperately long to find a place to rest. At long last to lay my tired head - Weary with a frantic pain, Manic from this heavy yoke. Like an old diviner my heart projects - A mass of fear, worry, doubt, and shame. I tremble, boil, and bubble over. My burning eyes burst inside my pounding skull. And i realize how far I must still go - How disheartening this length of life, This prolonged panic.
		15:03

Type:: Single
Release date:: May 7th, 2018
Catalog ID:: RELIC 103

Label:: Gilead Media
Format:: 12" vinyl

Members
Original line-up
Band members
A.L.N.	Everything
Miscellaneous staff
Adam Tucke	Mastering
A.L.N.	Recording, Mixing
Blial Cabal	Artwork

Tracks
Single-sided
1.	This Unabating Wakefulness	15:03	Show lyrics
	I desperately long to find a place to rest. At long last to lay my tired head - Weary with a frantic pain, Manic from this heavy yoke. Like an old diviner my heart projects - A mass of fear, worry, doubt, and shame. I tremble, boil, and bubble over. My burning eyes burst inside my pounding skull. And i realize how far I must still go - How disheartening this length of life, This prolonged panic.
		15:03

Type:: Compilation
Release date:: October 3rd, 2018
Catalog ID:: N/A
Version desc.:: Limited edition

Label:: Independent
Format:: CD
Limitation:: 100 copies

Members
Band members
A.L.N.	Everything
Guest/Session
M.S.W.	Vocals (additional) on track VII
Miscellaneous staff
A.L.N.	Songwriting, Engineering (track V)
Jordan Huston	Engineering (track V)
Nate Myers	Engineering (tracks VI, VIII)
M.S.W.	Engineering (tracks VI, VII)
Edgar McRae	Engineering (track VIII), Mastering (tracks V, VI and VII)
Sonny Diperri	Engineering (track IX)
Adam Gonsalves	Mastering (tracks VIII, IX)
Bryan Proteau	Artwork

Tracks
1.	V - שמם	15:52	Show lyrics
	Still air, mind heavy, body numb. The plains lie smoldering. With mouth agape, I slowly move. Truth looms, eludes And dawns a clever mask To make one think it exists. Wasteland in all directions, I turn and walk. Blindness and confusion, plodding on. What is the light? We knew it once before. Some have soiled its name And now darkness is our god. He that looks upon us, humankind, Show us your face - let me see. Is there an Ancient name? Is God within myself? Is there a path? He that looks upon us!
2.	VI - הלך	12:01	Show lyrics
	Nihil! Nihil! I invoke Nothing. O, Nameless God, I’m bent face down. Prostrated self, arise and breathe. Reclaim yourself, begin to live. Do i sense meaning here? In a world of lies, all is convincing. O, Faceless Truth - O, Ancient None - Make yourself known, return me home! I’ve begged and pleaded. I’ve wept and sought out death. I’ve listened, I’ve waited ... Now I turn and simply walk. My searching eye begins to flicker. Life that is true, fan into flame!
3.	VII - Epistemological Rupture	15:19	Show lyrics
	we perceive a god living to eat the heart out that we might become like it we observe a man wicked in himself and ponder the innate a thirst has driven us to madness many are the ways of the desperate labor with joy on your towers as i tear down the high places and bellow your praise turns to ash in your mouth and grief was the door to my liberation man is equal man is one from the wretch in the pit to the zealot on the mountain all are ants shouting at the universe just as foolish as we are wise distance is immeasurable answers are infinity prideful man must be struck down mourn accept again again humility alone shows promise woe to us
4.	VIII - Orual	16:07	Show lyrics
	I want to confess as best I can, but my heart is void. The void is a mirror - I see my face and feel loathing and horror. My indifference to men has shut me out. I live in a world of ghosts, a prisoner in my dreams. Yet you do not want to die? Yes, I do. What are you waiting for? Knowledge. You want a guarantee. Call it what you will. Is it so hard to conceive of God With one’s senses? Why must He hide himself in a mist of vague promises and invisible miracles? Why can I not kill the God within me? Why does He go on living in a painful, humiliating way? I want to tear Him out of my heart. But He remains a mocking reality, Which I cannot get rid of. I want knowledge, not belief. And not surmise - I want knowledge. This life, a senseless terror - No man can live with Death and know Everything is for nothing. Oh, I see - we must make an idol of fear And call it God. I know it is the same for all, but I want to use my respite For one significant action.
5.	IX - Crestfallen Usurper	15:33	Show lyrics
	Other gods? Other masters? Humankind is a bastard! A time with no father, an earth with no mother, A rhyme without reason, an effect without cause. I peered over Chasm’s edge, To Wit’s end am I brought. To describe the nothingness felt, that palpable Void, Offends its terrible majesty. For script would mar this horrid great. And yet that’s what I must commit. Because I saw... and now must do The atrocious and inconceivable. Since nothing is but total naught, I now assume the throne of God. For I must, to live on, create Something out of this Nothing. Thus is the task before all man, Who awaken, screaming, into this world. We have not choice - No, forth already we move, Continuing as if toward a mountain. But only ever as if. If no end exists - no terminus - Why still proceed? Why must I play the pilgrim and the god? The locusts surely have no king And so accedes the apostate. But this exigency is vanity.
		01:14:52

Type:: Compilation
Release date:: 2020
Catalog ID:: N/A

Label:: Gilead Media
Format:: 3 12" vinyls (33⅓ RPM)

Members
Original line-up
Band members
A.L.N.	Everything
Guest/Session
M.S.W.	Vocals (additional) on track VII
Miscellaneous staff
Adam Gonsalves	Mastering (tracks VIII, IX)
A.L.N.	Songwriting, Engineering (track V)
Bryan Proteau	Artwork
Jordan Huston	Engineering (track V)
Nate Myers	Engineering (tracks VI, VIII)
M.S.W.	Engineering (tracks VI, VII)
Edgar McRae	Engineering (track VIII), Mastering (tracks V, VI and VII)
Sonny Diperri	Engineering (track IX)

Tracks
Disc 1
Side A
1.	V - שמם	15:52	Show lyrics
	Still air, mind heavy, body numb. The plains lie smoldering. With mouth agape, I slowly move. Truth looms, eludes And dawns a clever mask To make one think it exists. Wasteland in all directions, I turn and walk. Blindness and confusion, plodding on. What is the light? We knew it once before. Some have soiled its name And now darkness is our god. He that looks upon us, humankind, Show us your face - let me see. Is there an Ancient name? Is God within myself? Is there a path? He that looks upon us!
Side B
2.	VI - הלך	12:01	Show lyrics
	Nihil! Nihil! I invoke Nothing. O, Nameless God, I’m bent face down. Prostrated self, arise and breathe. Reclaim yourself, begin to live. Do i sense meaning here? In a world of lies, all is convincing. O, Faceless Truth - O, Ancient None - Make yourself known, return me home! I’ve begged and pleaded. I’ve wept and sought out death. I’ve listened, I’ve waited ... Now I turn and simply walk. My searching eye begins to flicker. Life that is true, fan into flame!
		27:53
Disc 2
Side A
1.	VII - Epistemological Rupture	15:19	Show lyrics
	we perceive a god living to eat the heart out that we might become like it we observe a man wicked in himself and ponder the innate a thirst has driven us to madness many are the ways of the desperate labor with joy on your towers as i tear down the high places and bellow your praise turns to ash in your mouth and grief was the door to my liberation man is equal man is one from the wretch in the pit to the zealot on the mountain all are ants shouting at the universe just as foolish as we are wise distance is immeasurable answers are infinity prideful man must be struck down mourn accept again again humility alone shows promise woe to us
Side B
2.	VIII - Orual	16:07	Show lyrics
	I want to confess as best I can, but my heart is void. The void is a mirror - I see my face and feel loathing and horror. My indifference to men has shut me out. I live in a world of ghosts, a prisoner in my dreams. Yet you do not want to die? Yes, I do. What are you waiting for? Knowledge. You want a guarantee. Call it what you will. Is it so hard to conceive of God With one’s senses? Why must He hide himself in a mist of vague promises and invisible miracles? Why can I not kill the God within me? Why does He go on living in a painful, humiliating way? I want to tear Him out of my heart. But He remains a mocking reality, Which I cannot get rid of. I want knowledge, not belief. And not surmise - I want knowledge. This life, a senseless terror - No man can live with Death and know Everything is for nothing. Oh, I see - we must make an idol of fear And call it God. I know it is the same for all, but I want to use my respite For one significant action.
		31:26
Disc 3
Single-sided
1.	IX - Crestfallen Usurper	15:33	Show lyrics
	Other gods? Other masters? Humankind is a bastard! A time with no father, an earth with no mother, A rhyme without reason, an effect without cause. I peered over Chasm’s edge, To Wit’s end am I brought. To describe the nothingness felt, that palpable Void, Offends its terrible majesty. For script would mar this horrid great. And yet that’s what I must commit. Because I saw... and now must do The atrocious and inconceivable. Since nothing is but total naught, I now assume the throne of God. For I must, to live on, create Something out of this Nothing. Thus is the task before all man, Who awaken, screaming, into this world. We have not choice - No, forth already we move, Continuing as if toward a mountain. But only ever as if. If no end exists - no terminus - Why still proceed? Why must I play the pilgrim and the god? The locusts surely have no king And so accedes the apostate. But this exigency is vanity.
		15:33

Type:: Full-length
Release date:: September 6th, 2019
Catalog ID:: N/A
Version desc.:: Limited edition, various colors

Label:: Gilead Media
Format:: 2 12" vinyls (33⅓ RPM)
Limitation:: 1500 copies

Members
Band members
A.L.N.	Everything
Miscellaneous staff
Adam Gonsalves	Mastering
Sonny Diperri	Producer, Mixing
A.L.N.	Producer, Recording, Lyrics, Layout
Mariusz Lewandowski	Artwork
Adam Bartlett	Layout
Jon Neighbors	Photography

Tracks
Disc 1
Side A
1.	Desert of Absurdity	10:14	Show lyrics
	Three lie before me: faith, death, consent. Inescapable tributary, all go through you. One will prevail, of this I am sure. Lucidity has found me, awareness is mine. The fog of distance scatters. Rugged landscape, Bizarre, unforgiving, unabashed. Beams reflect, rallying burden. Magnifying eminence that plagues. Disorienting tempo, Aridity pervading. This terrain, neither hell nor mirage, Repels fiction with its polarity. Existence undressed, Reality laid bare. A seething, wild force, pure and raw. I traced logic, drew all conclusions, And came to the crossroads of thought. The desert of absurdity, its brilliance revolting. Compels me to accept my lot. Ceaseless mining - we scour for meaning, A world devoid of purpose and truth. Thus awakes the absurd, its dissonance engulfs me.
Side B
2.	Cairn to God	18:23	Show lyrics
	Reduction to absurdity, God ground to powder, Scattered in the wind, the sand beneath my feet. Never to return, a lotus cannot slake. I recall my path. Clearly I see, God thrown down in that great arena. Fighting to follow with rigor, I allowed him to seep to my core. Copious trials produced an end, Not without the pains of birth. Dogged from the vast elapsing, I wavered in my due cessation. I won the knowledge, fully imbued, That God is counterfeit and false. My knowing is empirical, and tested, Memorialized by a towering cairn. Nostalgia for the absolute, ever potent fume, Is only a spandrel of human unfolding. Evolution’s consequence, company to chaos, To ramify, inspiring awe. Supernatural anxiety shan’t evoke belief. Acutest sense of agency, transposed by fools. Reseal the tomb.
		28:37
Disc 2
Side A
1.	Cairn to Suicide	12:44	Show lyrics
	Senselessness sings a siren’s song. Deafen your ears or be wrung by the neck. Stay. Remain. Obey the flame. Met with the godless gospel, I reappeared in the wilderness. Relief and phantom pain emerged, And so began the begging. Without the underlying current Of a mystic, guiding hand, Must I obey the call to live Or can I give way and die? Nearby I see homemade gallows, Hastily fashioned ushers of death, Created by those who came before, Unmade by their findings. I cannot commend escape, Even an enlightened one. Like faith it shies away from strife, And forfeits resolve. Both are tragic, groundless, leaps That completely miss the mark. Desperate for the oasis, Succumbing to consoling lies.
Side B
2.	The Narrowing Way	16:46	Show lyrics
	The vulnerable universe Strikes a human chord - Resound. Relate. Create. I sat at the table of suicide, Was served the ashen bread, Starvation spread on silver platter, I decided on hunger instead. Again I built a massive cairn, A sempiternal warning, And resumed my toilsome trek Through the narrowing wasteland. Remaining on that dizzying crest Is the only valid choice. Daily revolt - breath in my lungs. Absurdity is pain and beauty, Its vise obliges me to make, Harnessing its energy To give the void its colors. There is not truth but truths. Meaning is self-imposed, And life implores me to ascribe, Or else be trampled underneath.
		29:30

Type:: Full-length
Release date:: September 6th, 2019
Catalog ID:: N/A
Version desc.:: Limited edition

Label:: Independent
Format:: Cassette
Limitation:: 200 copies

Members
Original line-up
Band members
A.L.N.	Everything
Miscellaneous staff
Adam Gonsalves	Mastering
Sonny Diperri	Producer, Mixing
A.L.N.	Producer, Recording, Lyrics, Layout
Mariusz Lewandowski	Artwork
Adam Bartlett	Layout
Jon Neighbors	Photography

Tracks
Side A
1.	Desert of Absurdity	10:14	Show lyrics
	Three lie before me: faith, death, consent. Inescapable tributary, all go through you. One will prevail, of this I am sure. Lucidity has found me, awareness is mine. The fog of distance scatters. Rugged landscape, Bizarre, unforgiving, unabashed. Beams reflect, rallying burden. Magnifying eminence that plagues. Disorienting tempo, Aridity pervading. This terrain, neither hell nor mirage, Repels fiction with its polarity. Existence undressed, Reality laid bare. A seething, wild force, pure and raw. I traced logic, drew all conclusions, And came to the crossroads of thought. The desert of absurdity, its brilliance revolting. Compels me to accept my lot. Ceaseless mining - we scour for meaning, A world devoid of purpose and truth. Thus awakes the absurd, its dissonance engulfs me.
2.	Cairn to God	18:23	Show lyrics
	Reduction to absurdity, God ground to powder, Scattered in the wind, the sand beneath my feet. Never to return, a lotus cannot slake. I recall my path. Clearly I see, God thrown down in that great arena. Fighting to follow with rigor, I allowed him to seep to my core. Copious trials produced an end, Not without the pains of birth. Dogged from the vast elapsing, I wavered in my due cessation. I won the knowledge, fully imbued, That God is counterfeit and false. My knowing is empirical, and tested, Memorialized by a towering cairn. Nostalgia for the absolute, ever potent fume, Is only a spandrel of human unfolding. Evolution’s consequence, company to chaos, To ramify, inspiring awe. Supernatural anxiety shan’t evoke belief. Acutest sense of agency, transposed by fools. Reseal the tomb.
Side B
3.	Cairn to Suicide	12:44	Show lyrics
	Senselessness sings a siren’s song. Deafen your ears or be wrung by the neck. Stay. Remain. Obey the flame. Met with the godless gospel, I reappeared in the wilderness. Relief and phantom pain emerged, And so began the begging. Without the underlying current Of a mystic, guiding hand, Must I obey the call to live Or can I give way and die? Nearby I see homemade gallows, Hastily fashioned ushers of death, Created by those who came before, Unmade by their findings. I cannot commend escape, Even an enlightened one. Like faith it shies away from strife, And forfeits resolve. Both are tragic, groundless, leaps That completely miss the mark. Desperate for the oasis, Succumbing to consoling lies.
4.	The Narrowing Way	16:46	Show lyrics
	The vulnerable universe Strikes a human chord - Resound. Relate. Create. I sat at the table of suicide, Was served the ashen bread, Starvation spread on silver platter, I decided on hunger instead. Again I built a massive cairn, A sempiternal warning, And resumed my toilsome trek Through the narrowing wasteland. Remaining on that dizzying crest Is the only valid choice. Daily revolt - breath in my lungs. Absurdity is pain and beauty, Its vise obliges me to make, Harnessing its energy To give the void its colors. There is not truth but truths. Meaning is self-imposed, And life implores me to ascribe, Or else be trampled underneath.
		58:07

Type:: Full-length
Release date:: September 6th, 2019
Catalog ID:: N/A
Version desc.:: Limited edition

Label:: Gilead Media
Format:: CD
Limitation:: 500 copies

Members
Original line-up
Band members
A.L.N.	Everything
Miscellaneous staff
Adam Gonsalves	Mastering
Sonny Diperri	Producer, Mixing
A.L.N.	Producer, Recording, Lyrics, Layout
Mariusz Lewandowski	Artwork
Adam Bartlett	Layout
Jon Neighbors	Photography

Tracks
1.	Desert of Absurdity	10:14	Show lyrics
	Three lie before me: faith, death, consent. Inescapable tributary, all go through you. One will prevail, of this I am sure. Lucidity has found me, awareness is mine. The fog of distance scatters. Rugged landscape, Bizarre, unforgiving, unabashed. Beams reflect, rallying burden. Magnifying eminence that plagues. Disorienting tempo, Aridity pervading. This terrain, neither hell nor mirage, Repels fiction with its polarity. Existence undressed, Reality laid bare. A seething, wild force, pure and raw. I traced logic, drew all conclusions, And came to the crossroads of thought. The desert of absurdity, its brilliance revolting. Compels me to accept my lot. Ceaseless mining - we scour for meaning, A world devoid of purpose and truth. Thus awakes the absurd, its dissonance engulfs me.
2.	Cairn to God	18:23	Show lyrics
	Reduction to absurdity, God ground to powder, Scattered in the wind, the sand beneath my feet. Never to return, a lotus cannot slake. I recall my path. Clearly I see, God thrown down in that great arena. Fighting to follow with rigor, I allowed him to seep to my core. Copious trials produced an end, Not without the pains of birth. Dogged from the vast elapsing, I wavered in my due cessation. I won the knowledge, fully imbued, That God is counterfeit and false. My knowing is empirical, and tested, Memorialized by a towering cairn. Nostalgia for the absolute, ever potent fume, Is only a spandrel of human unfolding. Evolution’s consequence, company to chaos, To ramify, inspiring awe. Supernatural anxiety shan’t evoke belief. Acutest sense of agency, transposed by fools. Reseal the tomb.
3.	Cairn to Suicide	12:44	Show lyrics
	Senselessness sings a siren’s song. Deafen your ears or be wrung by the neck. Stay. Remain. Obey the flame. Met with the godless gospel, I reappeared in the wilderness. Relief and phantom pain emerged, And so began the begging. Without the underlying current Of a mystic, guiding hand, Must I obey the call to live Or can I give way and die? Nearby I see homemade gallows, Hastily fashioned ushers of death, Created by those who came before, Unmade by their findings. I cannot commend escape, Even an enlightened one. Like faith it shies away from strife, And forfeits resolve. Both are tragic, groundless, leaps That completely miss the mark. Desperate for the oasis, Succumbing to consoling lies.
4.	The Narrowing Way	16:46	Show lyrics
	The vulnerable universe Strikes a human chord - Resound. Relate. Create. I sat at the table of suicide, Was served the ashen bread, Starvation spread on silver platter, I decided on hunger instead. Again I built a massive cairn, A sempiternal warning, And resumed my toilsome trek Through the narrowing wasteland. Remaining on that dizzying crest Is the only valid choice. Daily revolt - breath in my lungs. Absurdity is pain and beauty, Its vise obliges me to make, Harnessing its energy To give the void its colors. There is not truth but truths. Meaning is self-imposed, And life implores me to ascribe, Or else be trampled underneath.
		58:07

Type:: Full-length
Release date:: September 6th, 2019
Catalog ID:: N/A
Version desc.:: Bandcamp

Label:: Gilead Media
Format:: Digital

Members
Original line-up
Band members
A.L.N.	Everything
Miscellaneous staff
Adam Gonsalves	Mastering
Sonny Diperri	Producer, Mixing
A.L.N.	Producer, Recording, Lyrics, Layout
Mariusz Lewandowski	Artwork
Adam Bartlett	Layout
Jon Neighbors	Photography

Tracks
1.	Desert of Absurdity	10:14	Show lyrics
	Three lie before me: faith, death, consent. Inescapable tributary, all go through you. One will prevail, of this I am sure. Lucidity has found me, awareness is mine. The fog of distance scatters. Rugged landscape, Bizarre, unforgiving, unabashed. Beams reflect, rallying burden. Magnifying eminence that plagues. Disorienting tempo, Aridity pervading. This terrain, neither hell nor mirage, Repels fiction with its polarity. Existence undressed, Reality laid bare. A seething, wild force, pure and raw. I traced logic, drew all conclusions, And came to the crossroads of thought. The desert of absurdity, its brilliance revolting. Compels me to accept my lot. Ceaseless mining - we scour for meaning, A world devoid of purpose and truth. Thus awakes the absurd, its dissonance engulfs me.
2.	Cairn to God	18:23	Show lyrics
	Reduction to absurdity, God ground to powder, Scattered in the wind, the sand beneath my feet. Never to return, a lotus cannot slake. I recall my path. Clearly I see, God thrown down in that great arena. Fighting to follow with rigor, I allowed him to seep to my core. Copious trials produced an end, Not without the pains of birth. Dogged from the vast elapsing, I wavered in my due cessation. I won the knowledge, fully imbued, That God is counterfeit and false. My knowing is empirical, and tested, Memorialized by a towering cairn. Nostalgia for the absolute, ever potent fume, Is only a spandrel of human unfolding. Evolution’s consequence, company to chaos, To ramify, inspiring awe. Supernatural anxiety shan’t evoke belief. Acutest sense of agency, transposed by fools. Reseal the tomb.
3.	Cairn to Suicide	12:44	Show lyrics
	Senselessness sings a siren’s song. Deafen your ears or be wrung by the neck. Stay. Remain. Obey the flame. Met with the godless gospel, I reappeared in the wilderness. Relief and phantom pain emerged, And so began the begging. Without the underlying current Of a mystic, guiding hand, Must I obey the call to live Or can I give way and die? Nearby I see homemade gallows, Hastily fashioned ushers of death, Created by those who came before, Unmade by their findings. I cannot commend escape, Even an enlightened one. Like faith it shies away from strife, And forfeits resolve. Both are tragic, groundless, leaps That completely miss the mark. Desperate for the oasis, Succumbing to consoling lies.
4.	The Narrowing Way	16:46	Show lyrics
	The vulnerable universe Strikes a human chord - Resound. Relate. Create. I sat at the table of suicide, Was served the ashen bread, Starvation spread on silver platter, I decided on hunger instead. Again I built a massive cairn, A sempiternal warning, And resumed my toilsome trek Through the narrowing wasteland. Remaining on that dizzying crest Is the only valid choice. Daily revolt - breath in my lungs. Absurdity is pain and beauty, Its vise obliges me to make, Harnessing its energy To give the void its colors. There is not truth but truths. Meaning is self-imposed, And life implores me to ascribe, Or else be trampled underneath.
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Type:: Collaboration
Release date:: November 20th, 2020
Catalog ID:: RELIC129
Version desc.:: Limited edition, 2 colors

Label:: Gilead Media
Format:: 12" vinyl (33⅓ RPM)
Limitation:: 1000 copies

Members
Band members
Andrew Black
Andrew Black	Unknown
מזמור
A.L.N.	Unknown
Guest/Session
Jesse Thom	Vocals (additional)
Miscellaneous staff
Andrew Black	Songwriting, Recording, Producer
Adam Gonsalves	Mastering
Emma Ruth Rundle	Photography
A.L.N.	Songwriting, Recording, Producer, Mixing

Tracks
Side A
1.	Looking At \| Looking Through	16:12
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Side B
2.	Nostalgic Dystopian	14:31
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		30:43

Type:: Collaboration
Release date:: November 20th, 2020
Catalog ID:: RELIC129
Version desc.:: Digipak

Label:: Gilead Media
Format:: CD

Members
Original line-up
Band members
Andrew Black
Andrew Black	Unknown
מזמור
A.L.N.	Unknown
Guest/Session
Jesse Thom	Vocals (additional)
Miscellaneous staff
Andrew Black	Songwriting, Recording, Producer
Adam Gonsalves	Mastering
Emma Ruth Rundle	Photography
A.L.N.	Songwriting, Recording, Producer, Mixing

Tracks
1.	Looking At \| Looking Through	16:12
	(loading lyrics...)
2.	Nostalgic Dystopian	14:31
	(loading lyrics...)
		30:43

Type:: Collaboration
Release date:: November 20th, 2020
Catalog ID:: N/A

Label:: Gilead Media
Format:: Digital

Members
Original line-up
Band members
Andrew Black
Andrew Black	Unknown
מזמור
A.L.N.	Unknown
Guest/Session
Jesse Thom	Vocals (additional)
Miscellaneous staff
Andrew Black	Songwriting, Recording, Producer
Adam Gonsalves	Mastering
Emma Ruth Rundle	Photography
A.L.N.	Songwriting, Recording, Producer, Mixing

Tracks
1.	Looking At \| Looking Through	16:12
	(loading lyrics...)
2.	Nostalgic Dystopian	14:31
	(loading lyrics...)
		30:43

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