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Abandoned by Light
Members | |
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Current | |
Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals (2013-present) |
Member(bands): Nokturnal Ritual, Forsaken Prophet, Man-Eating Fish, Ruins in Paradise | |
Past | |
Morgomir | Guitars (2013-?) |
Member(bands): Revolution in Paradise |
# | Discography | Type | Year | |
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1 | Cold and Eternal | Demo | 2013 | Show album |
2 | Bleak and Dark Days | Split | 2013 | Show album |
3 | And Dusk Did Crawl Out to Witness the Suicide of the Sun... | Demo | 2013 | Show album |
4 | Mournful Cries Pierce the Silence, Serenading the Coming Suicide | Demo | 2013 | Show album |
5 | On Broken and Rotted Dreams, Suicide Took Flight | Demo | 2013 | Show album |
6 | Wandering Through a Nocturnal Sorrow | Demo | 2013 | Show album |
7 | Black Despair | Split | 2014 | Show album |
8 | This Is Where It Ends | Demo | 2014 | Show album |
9 | Fortvivlan min arvedel | Single | 2014 | Show album |
10 | Life O’ Despicable Life | Demo | 2014 | Show album |
11 | Songs to Inspire Your Suicide | EP | 2015 | Show album |
12 | Mental Silhouettes in Shards | Split | 2015 | Show album |
13 | No God, No Sun, No Future | Full-length | 2015 | Show album |
14 | Nocturnal Toxin & Carnage / Abandoned by Light | Split | 2015 | Show album |
15 | To Walk the World of Shadows, Surrounded by Dead Trees | Full-length | 2015 | Show album |
16 | Fire Paved Skies Darken | Single | 2016 | Show album |
17 | The Angel Experiment | Full-length | 2016 | Show album |
18 | Ardens in Nomine Angeli Satanae | Split | 2016 | Show album |
19 | Svenskt vemod (Hypothermia cover) | Single | 2016 | Show album |
20 | Deep Whispers from the Mind | Split | 2016 | Show album |
21 | The Art of Nihilistic Devotion | Split | 2016 | Show album |
22 | Tearing Away the Veil of Night... To Expose the Face of the Deep | Single | 2016 | Show album |
23 | Becoming the Dark... Leaving All Light | Split | 2016 | Show album |
24 | Broken Mirrors to the Stars | Full-length | 2016 | Show album |
25 | Fragile Concept of Time and Decay | Split | 2016 | Show album |
26 | Enclosing Claustrophobic Tendrils | Split | 2016 | Show album |
27 | UK Black Metal Assault | Split | 2017 | Show album |
28 | As Witness to the Passing of Aeons | EP | 2017 | Show album |
29 | Melancholia | Full-length | 2017 | Show album |
30 | The Inevitable Descent of Silence... | Split | 2017 | Show album |
31 | Journey Through the Everlasting Kingdom of Bone, Eclipsed by the Bloodied Moon | Single | 2017 | Show album |
32 | And Here I Stand, Betwixt Light and Dark | Full-length | 2017 | Show album |
33 | A National Acrobat (Black Sabbath cover) | Single | 2018 | Show album |
34 | In Roaring He Shall Rise | Split | 2018 | Show album |
35 | Our Fortress Is the Rain: The Angel Experiment Part II | Full-length | 2018 | Show album |
36 | She Walked in Beauty, Like the Night, Beneath Amethyst Stars: Theme and Variations on Love, Life and the Eternal Turn of the Sun | Demo | 2019 | Show album |
37 | In Praise of Shadows Past | Compilation | 2019 | Show album |
38 | Algor Mortis | Full-length | 2020 | Show album |
39 | La Nuit | Single | 2020 | Show album |
40 | Omnes Relinquite Spes | Split | 2020 | Show album |
Cold and Eternal
Members | |
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Band members | |
Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Karhmul | Songwriting, Lyrics |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Unto Darkness | 00:43 | instrumental |
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2. | The Flood | 03:02 | Show lyrics |
As I sit and wait for the flood My soul breaks down and weeps Wound upon wound bleed me out As I lay in the ashes of sanctuary Summoning the last vestiges of life In the husk of my frame Cut out the bleeding within What is life but the road to death? Sitting, waiting for the flood Invisible to the outside world bleeding on the broken earth Cut apart by silent knives Drowning in the sorrows Conjured from imagination Dying on the cross of my eternal sin This is the sound of perpetual hatred Suicide to crush the mind and end my damnation Cry out to the silence Scream unto your existence This is the ending of it all This is the beginning Of my eternal night |
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3. | Death, the Elixir of Life | 09:13 | Show lyrics |
Lying on the cold floor In the abyss of nothing The living clipped my wings Whilst the dead looked on and laughed Silent is the landscape Devoid of the human plague Cold is my current life Cold like the grave My death is in your eyes Looking out at me Cold, unforgiving, forever Like a virus in my heart Draining all of my life I am the husk the angels leave behind Now is the end Cut out the cancer from the world Drink the poison from the cup It’s an elixir, we all must drain Death embraces with cold arms Suicide leads the way, noose in hand Everyone needs to kill themselves Life is no excuse Take this blade I offer you Free yourself from the misery The misery, the cruel God has thrust on you Do it, and watch the shackles, break down around you Piece by piece, they broke you No-one to pick up your shards Like tears your blood cascades Pooling at your feet What more is there to live for? When everything that you see breaks Take me by the hand And the open wrist Death is written in red A score that your misery writes Now that you can see it, clear in the night Were all better off dead |
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4. | Requiem of Blood | 07:48 | Show lyrics |
My requiem is written in blood Dripping from the edges of my mind Despair is leading me by the hand To the place, where the dead Still dream of what they were Death gazes from your eyes Inevitable and painful A dreadful purge of all mankind This is the ending of another life The bloody requiem sounds eternal Splitting the night time cries Join me in ending your life Your aspiration is to die As this ending sounds in the dark Through scarlet tinged eyes, they mourn A being no longer able to perceive After we are dust and ashes How are we received? My bloody requiem tells my life All that I have tried and failed The things that I have hated and loathed Told through a score of cuts and wounds Forever to sound my darkened time |
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5. | Swansong for the Sad | 08:20 | Show lyrics |
A scar that steals all the light Words carved into flesh Sadness that swallows all life Too few drugs to take all the pain Beaten and broken from birth A life cursed from the start To lie under the shadow of despair Never to see the light of day The blade glides through the flesh A razor guided by misery Words of hate carved deep Sorrow bleeds from the wound Dripping onto the floor Why is it all filled with sorrow? This life that you are left with Isolated from the cheerful Never to feel in kind But look into the tunnel The darkness all around you There is a light at the end of it If only you could reach Raise your crisscrossed arms To grasp for the hope you seek Life may yet reward you For the misery you have received Rise towards the light Open your wings to the sun Rise towards a new life Leave me here in the dark Leave for the life you deserve |
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6. | Isolation and Sadness | 08:57 | Show lyrics |
Denounced from happiness Renounced from cheer My future crushed under the iron Of inevitable death and dust behold the darkened rotting womb Where suicide grows I am a puppet dancing To a cruel Gods beat Misery jerks on the strings Breaking my bones cruelly Sick, perverted and violent Their hands covered in blood I live a life to be proved wrong A journey through this damnation My pain is growing day by day No drug, blade or burn takes it away Isolation and sadness are all that is consistent The only thing I can rely on forever Nothing is more pure than this i hunger for the feel of dark death Bleach my soul to remove the stains A never ending wish for this end To the isolation and sadness I feel I give up, there is no more use for this life |
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38:03 |
Bleak and Dark Days
Members | |
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Abandoned by Light | |
Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Abandoned by Light - Into Darkness, I Fall | ||
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2. | Abandoned by Light - Isolation and Sadness | ||
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3. | Abandoned by Light - The Flood | ||
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4. | Unhappy - Majestic Black Sky, Mercy on Us | ||
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5. | Unhappy - Night of the Demons | ||
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6. | Unhappy - Ölüm | ||
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7. | Unhappy - Crawling in the Dark | ||
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And Dusk Did Crawl Out to Witness the Suicide of the Sun...
Members | |
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Band members | |
Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Guest/Session | |
Dago | Guitars, Bass (track 5) |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Chapter 1 - Sorrow, a Causal Effect | 01:44 | Show lyrics |
All good times must come to an end No joy can last forever Everyone must experience some sadness More so some than others Time brings death to all things pure And so the story of happiness comes to an end |
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2. | Into Darkness, I Fall | 07:49 | Show lyrics |
Into the darkness I fall Like Alice through the looking glass Like a great House of Usher, I broke Images of sadness surround me Telling a tale of woe Traumas and triggers befall me Stealing the last of myself away I wasn’t always this sad But if home is where the heart is Then I belong in hell Curse my broken mind Fractured and left to rot Every day, the same old agony Nothing to make me raise my head the world has lost all its colour All I see are shades of melancholy Bitter is the taste of existence I am just a frame of flesh Drifting through a solitary existence Forged from the beatings of life Into the shape of something darker Folded like paper, into the shape of death How could I come to this? Fallen from grace so far and fast Like an angel from the light of God I now lie with broken wings on the hard earth In this hell built for my own personal damnation But there is yet further to fall Like Alice through the looking glass I fall into a world not my own Pushed and punched through life Hope lies beyond my reach All my Gods are dead or lies No help from them to come I will rise though To crush the world that broke me To expose the lies of heaven I must bring them hell |
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3. | The Flood | 03:02 | Show lyrics |
As I sit and wait for the flood My soul breaks down and weeps Wound upon wound bleed me out As I lay in the ashes of sanctuary Summoning the last vestiges of life In the husk of my frame Cut out the bleeding within What is life but the road to death? Sitting, waiting for the flood Invisible to the outside world bleeding on the broken earth Cut apart by silent knives Drowning in the sorrows Conjured from imagination Dying on the cross of my eternal sin This is the sound of perpetual hatred Suicide to crush the mind and end my damnation Cry out to the silence Scream unto your existence This is the ending of it all This is the beginning Of my eternal night |
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4. | Chapter 2 - Pain Is Growing | 01:44 | instrumental |
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5. | King of Cuts | 11:56 | Show lyrics |
Into the veil of oblivion I ride, crowned King of Cuts Drifting through the shadow of depression Into the murky waters of the dark sea Memories of light fade away Into the dark dusk of my teary path Alone, alone, always alone I ride Along to the bitter sweet death of day This is my fate I realise The King of Cuts, in a darkened place Ignorant steps into the unknown Forgotten dreams of sailing into the light Damned unto an existence in this place Where even hope is too afraid to stay Here to reign, a monarchy of wounds Until the end, where death will be supreme Torment is always here with me Determined to steal my fire Should it ever rise again to shine I am suspended, unable to truly die Until the shackles are broken and I am truly free King of Cuts, of a shadowy place I reign alone, in a kingdom of memory Never will I rise from my place Never will I see the day shine The King of Cuts, memories left abandoned In this murky realm of death I am alone |
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6. | Death, the Elixir of Life | 09:16 | Show lyrics |
Lying on the cold floor In the abyss of nothing The living clipped my wings Whilst the dead looked on and laughed Silent is the landscape Devoid of the human plague Cold is my current life Cold like the grave My death is in your eyes Looking out at me Cold, unforgiving, forever Like a virus in my heart Draining all of my life I am the husk the angels leave behind Now is the end Cut out the cancer from the world Drink the poison from the cup It’s an elixir, we all must drain Death embraces with cold arms Suicide leads the way, noose in hand Everyone needs to kill themselves Life is no excuse Take this blade I offer you Free yourself from the misery The misery, the cruel God has thrust on you Do it, and watch the shackles, break down around you Piece by piece, they broke you No-one to pick up your shards Like tears your blood cascades Pooling at your feet What more is there to live for? When everything that you see breaks Take me by the hand And the open wrist Death is written in red A score that your misery writes Now that you can see it, clear in the night Were all better off dead |
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7. | With Loathing on My Lips | 03:13 | Show lyrics |
You are the one I hate For what you have done to me I despise your presence in my life A parasite leeching of my existence Your eyes reflect my anger Projected onto you again Contempt is what feel for you For all the wrong you have created If you manifest in front of me I will be the last thing you see I will spit venom into your eyes It’s less than you deserve I will cast you from your self-made throne You are nothing, least of all a God Avert your eyes from me So that I may grind you into the earth This world is our graves But you will make it first I will shatter your soul into shards And leave you in the dirt You are the one I hate For what you have done to me I swear to tear your world asunder The world has lost all its colour So i will hurt it and paint it fucking black This is the evil misanthropy Committed by moonlight |
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8. | A Life No Longer My Own | 05:12 | Show lyrics |
Lying on a bed of rusting nails My life dripping and running down my wrists Stars that once shined so bright Fade into an ever-darkening blackness Tears run down my pale complexion I recognise this life, but its no longer my own Rising from the painful throne Looking into a bleak and barren landscape Where once their dwelt life And laughter once moved the silence Now I dwell in a realm of cracked mirrors Each reflects a separate mistake Dark whispers guide my bladed hand Telling that beauty is only a razor deep Painting a new realm of red for me to dwell One forged from pain and wounds Where do I go from here This nothingness around me I no longer have control, this is not my life Fallen from the land of plentiful life Into the hellish world of perpetual midnight Where creatures of a multitude of horrors Take flight on broken, rotted dreams A collision of violence and depression Fuels the fire that lights the soul tonight Watching this unfold from afar Seeing my body function at another’s command Whilst the shining stars above die out One by one by one till none remain Frost forever falls on my broken and cracked skin In this life no longer my own |
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9. | Chapter 3 - Darkness Is Coming | 02:40 | instrumental |
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10. | Requiem of Blood | 07:48 | Show lyrics |
My requiem is written in blood Dripping from the edges of my mind Despair is leading me by the hand To the place, where the dead Still dream of what they were Death gazes from your eyes Inevitable and painful A dreadful purge of all mankind This is the ending of another life The bloody requiem sounds eternal Splitting the night time cries Join me in ending your life Your aspiration is to die As this ending sounds in the dark Through scarlet tinged eyes, they mourn A being no longer able to perceive After we are dust and ashes How are we received? My bloody requiem tells my life All that I have tried and failed The things that I have hated and loathed Told through a score of cuts and wounds Forever to sound my darkened time |
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11. | Isolation and Sadness | 08:57 | Show lyrics |
Denounced from happiness Renounced from cheer My future crushed under the iron Of inevitable death and dust behold the darkened rotting womb Where suicide grows I am a puppet dancing To a cruel Gods beat Misery jerks on the strings Breaking my bones cruelly Sick, perverted and violent Their hands covered in blood I live a life to be proved wrong A journey through this damnation My pain is growing day by day No drug, blade or burn takes it away Isolation and sadness are all that is consistent The only thing I can rely on forever Nothing is more pure than this i hunger for the feel of dark death Bleach my soul to remove the stains A never ending wish for this end To the isolation and sadness I feel I give up, there is no more use for this life |
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12. | Swansong for the Sad | 08:20 | Show lyrics |
A scar that steals all the light Words carved into flesh Sadness that swallows all life Too few drugs to take all the pain Beaten and broken from birth A life cursed from the start To lie under the shadow of despair Never to see the light of day The blade glides through the flesh A razor guided by misery Words of hate carved deep Sorrow bleeds from the wound Dripping onto the floor Why is it all filled with sorrow? This life that you are left with Isolated from the cheerful Never to feel in kind But look into the tunnel The darkness all around you There is a light at the end of it If only you could reach Raise your crisscrossed arms To grasp for the hope you seek Life may yet reward you For the misery you have received Rise towards the light Open your wings to the sun Rise towards a new life Leave me here in the dark Leave for the life you deserve |
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13. | An Age of Recovery | 02:48 | Show lyrics |
I have stepped from the darkness Into a warm light I now see the world in a truer form However, this is not over I may have won the battle But I am not safe yet, now begins An age of recovery, till I can once again Find true happiness And so a new story starts out |
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Mournful Cries Pierce the Silence, Serenading the Coming Suicide
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Band members | |
Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Karhmul | Lyrics |
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1. | Arriving, at the End of a Life | 01:20 | instrumental |
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2. | Desolation, Darkness, Despair | 04:29 | Show lyrics |
I cut myself into shreds and pieces To see how much feeling remains How much I still have to lose to the silence I walk alone into a darkened world Where pain is the sensation That lets you know your still here Still so fucking alive I can’t go on like this anymore Alone, isolated from the rest of the world Nobody cares about me, no-one They couldn’t give a damn if I live or die I’m trying to show you all That the world is a place of bleakness With these fifty wounds in my body I’ll prove myself to the hate I feel Seeing this dark paradise around me Where all the smiles are fake and forced And blood flows like thick wine |
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3. | Alone in the Circle of the Living | 03:46 | Show lyrics |
Miserable, alone, drowning in sadness I love you, but you will never know The icy daggers of pain, that one by one Plunge into my heart and soul Ending the last beatings of life in me Why do I feel so isolated? Alone in the circle of the living A ghost amongst the masses that dwell Maybe the dead would be better for me? Accept me for the tortured vessel that I am Why do you hide from me in the dark? Do you not know how I feel inside? I live for you, breath for you, cut myself for you Maybe I should kill myself? To let you know I am alone anyway, without you Alone in the circle of the living |
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09:35 |
On Broken and Rotted Dreams, Suicide Took Flight
Album versions
Release date | Label | Catalog ID | Format | Description |
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September 5th, 2013 | Independent | Digital | ||
April 10th, 2014 | Senseless Life Records | Digital |
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Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Noisome Screams of a Life Undone | 02:10 | instrumental |
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2. | .Live.Hate.Die.Repeat. | 07:41 | Show lyrics |
The soul in the darkness awoken Calling out for the self destruction to begin Crying out for you to kill yourself To end the perpetual misery That like the air and black sky Is always their in your life Live, hate, die, repeat, the existence That you have created is not one at all So end it now, and return to the realm of feeling When life is a struggle for happiness Is it truly one at all? Or is it a prologned exposure to suffering That you cling to for the familiar pain For the comfort of routine in the day When all other joys are taken from you You still have your self loathing Live, hate, die, repeat once more It’s no way to live, so kill yourself now Live, hate, die, repeat Perpetual misery guiding you through hell Live, hate, die, repeat Endless torment in a husk of life Live, hate, die, repeat Suicide to escape, suicide to die Live, hate, die, repeat Live, hate, die, repeat Some fucking life |
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3. | The Dominion of Sadness, Arrived | 04:33 | Show lyrics |
The world is dying around me Everywhere there are graves Of those who never deserved life anyway Violent cries arise everywhere of Those who cling to their existence Afraid of what lies beyond the veil of this reality Where they will be judged on the failures that were Their miserable lives A blackened sky appears Heralding the coming of a dark era Where all the wounds that time and skin buried and hid Will come to the surface Thick, red testimonies to the misery received As mine soul blackens, dies and breaks free I scream to the heavens that I never followed That my life will soon be over and I buried As this shitty world dies around me I watch the blood drain from my body and Begin to pool around me A reservoir of pain leaving my body Through a score of paper thin wounds Self inflicted, a way to end this world And bring forth the dominion of sadness That will preside over my corpse Till I become one with the earth And the darkness becomes eternal |
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4. | Frost at a Funeral | 06:47 | Show lyrics |
Eyes grow dim Being drifting away Wasted years before my eyes A, cold deathly feeling settles in Soon I shall be nought but Frost at a funeral Where did my life go? years slip by like water Through old and rotted hands I cry for the lost, but it won’t return Soon I shall be nought but Frost at a funeral World grows dim again Cold settles on my heart This time it is here forever As I leave this world, I do so alone I have gone, the pain is over I am now, frost at my funeral There is frost at my funeral But no-one to see |
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5. | Please Kill Me Now!!! | 04:36 | Show lyrics |
Mind torn open Soul exposed Heart ripped asunder Misery inside out This is the life I know live alone One of desolation Please kill me now Wrists slashed apart A sign of sadness My being is dead Soon I shall be too Tortured by depression Broken and beaten into The shape of suicide Please kill me now Abandoned Left alone to die Skin burnt and torn A husk of existence Hollow for so long Suicide is an answer To the unspoken prayer Please kill me now |
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6. | A Love That Hurts Me So... | 12:43 | Show lyrics |
I’m cutting myself again Trying to take this pain away Trying to drown it all, in the wave I’m hurting so much, hurting for you This love is taking my life away Why did you go? This obsessive love is breaking me So i’m cutting again, cutting for you I’m taking drugs again Trying to numb myself to the pain Trying to break myself, all at once I’m dying again, dying for you Why did you go? My obsessive love for you is painful So i’m taking drugs again, just for you Burning, searing pain, this feeling Why did you have to go? And leave me I love you, do you now know? This pain inside my soul, it’s all for you The scars that dot my body, a sea of testimonies to your divinity This is killing me though This love that hurts me so This obsessive love is ending me This love that hurts is killing me, from the inside out This obsessive love is ending me So i’ll get it over and done Before the feelings all stop and I Become a hollow shell, so very numb This love that hurts will end I’m starving myself again Trying to mutilate myself, for you Trying to bruise the soul beneath, for you I’m wasting away, dying for you Why did you go? My obsessive love for you is ruining me So i’m starving myself again, just for you This obsessive love is ending me This love that hurts is killing me, from the inside out This obsessive love is ending me So i’ll get it over and done Before the feelings all stop and I Become a hollow shell, so very numb This love that hurts will end |
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7. | Life Is a String of Wounds | 04:43 | Show lyrics |
Life is a string of wounds Holding together that which was never meant to be Keeping the sufferings intact So that we may relive them, when all is dark And we are at our most miserable When the wrist is at its most bloodied A diary of scars, showing what we really are What the f*ck is wrong with me? Inside my soul is a dark and growing pain Sprouting out its decaying wings Covered in scabs, cuts and bloodied lines And on these rotted wings, suicide took flight Wounding me from the inside out Dragging me down into my misery well Life is a string of wounds And we are nothing in ourselves Bleed the soul, to remove the soiling of life The stain created by continued existence The blade is a vessel, leading to some pleasures Numb yourself, go somewhere life cannot hurt you You have suffered enough, time to sleep Where the sadness cannot find you Life is a string of wounds Time to cut the cordf And drift into the comfort of oblivion |
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8. | When Hope Became Eclipsed by Death | 07:25 | Show lyrics |
Gazing sadly through December rain Seeing my life reflected in the harsh elements Torn away, blown away and reformed once more To suffer again Once in it I saw beauty, beauty in the shimmer Now I only see death, death of the Summer That day when hope became eclipsed by death Nostalgia for the past, days spent in light and warmth Before they became blurred with night And darkness was my illumination into depression Remembering the days when I loved and laughed Before frost settled in my heart and my soul was blackened And the sink was stained and the razor bloodied Where mirrors were uncracked and skin unblemished Before life was stained with the shit of others And humanity wasn’t so f*cking dull and worthless Rising up to kill the beast that looms above Taste the pain of a thousand different cuts The beast that is the promise of tomorrow The one that took my hope for a future recovery And replaced it with the shadow of sadness The thought placed within my mind to kill yourself Please kill yourself and end the reign of misery That cruelly broke your spirit with iron heels And eclipsed your hope with a sweet promise of death A noose, a knife, a socket, a gun All tools on that cold December eve When the rain reflected my multitude of pains Why did you allow yourself to live this long? Under the dark blanket of melancholy That has lingered so long in my bleakest soul When I could have ended the pain long ago So tonight, on this stormy night, when the rain lays I shall kill myself, and find peace at last Tonight, death will complete its eclipse of hope And hope will lay down and die, but it will be glad |
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9. | Misanthropic Black Metal Noise | 01:35 | Show lyrics |
I hate you I hate you all I hate myself I hate this bloody life Please kill me now Lest I learn to love again And forget the reason that I began To detest you all I hate you I hate this world I hate humanity I will crush you all I will show you your faults I will bring you all to your bloody Knees before I die |
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10. | Nostalgia (Nocturnal Depression cover) | 04:00 | Show lyrics |
Nostalgia And once again despair is kissing me With her cold ghostly lips My own destruction is leading me to my grave That I digged for many times And once again I’m becoming a spectral thought Forgotten, sad, miserable shit As I fall into the black spheres among lonely memories You’ve broken us, piece by piece The score of my soundtrack is written by blood Music of suicide written in red I did it myself, my wrists are also opened And like my tears, it’s cascading Everything has been lost behind us On my kness, hands on my face The sun is appearing into the spring morning Where I’m lying there’s just nothing than my dust Now you don’t care about him You live on the other side of feelings But our February snow is now covering my lifeless body |
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56:13 |
Wandering Through a Nocturnal Sorrow
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Band members | |
Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Karhmul | Songwriting, Lyrics |
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1. | Wandering Through a Nocturnal Sorrow | 06:29 | Show lyrics |
Under the moonlit darkness After everything I’ve suffered A razorblade romance ending in cuts After the sacrifice of blood I’ve given I no longer feel emotions anymore Time repeats my painful experience So I just cut some more Wandering through a nocturnal sorrow Endlessly climbing through shadow Fighting for the end of time to begin A life that is broken cannot be fixed The more I hurt, the further I die All that is heard are my own screams in silence But the silence will never reply to my cries Fading into the cold breeze Becoming a solitary single thought In the mind of an old and dying man A misanthropic self awareness spawned of tragedy Wandering through this nocturnal sorrow Finding a place to lay in the lonely ground Until the December snows embrace my lifeless body Wandering through this nocturnal sorrow I wander no more, life has gone And the end has come |
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2. | Broken Mirrors and Cracked Dreams | 05:59 | Show lyrics |
Dusty dirty wounds repressing my hate melancholic memories press on my soul Staring into bleakness, a void in my eyes I disturb myself with my depressive thoughts I couldn’t care about my life anymore I watch my life go by through broken mirrors I watch my life unfold through cracked dreams I’m a frozen spirit trapped in this realm Put a bloody bullet through my blind eyes So I can see the stars again Und dies ist, wie ich sterben Umgeben von zerbrochenen speigeln und rissig träume (And this is how I die Surrounded by broken mirrors and cracked dreams) |
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3. | We’re All Better Off Dead (Nocturnal Depression cover) | 06:02 | Show lyrics |
I’m drowning into the waters of the oversight shadows embracing me and the cold devouring me cause all of you had illustrated the insignificance of being A life withour values, a useless thing No one likes us or you above or under when you’ll break the chains and open your eyes, reject their words We are nothing than empty wrecks sinking down and reaching the depths into an ocean of despair We are worthless lives lead by our sufferings Think about our existence: we are all better off dead I was born with stigmata on hand and I use it to feed your hate May you think to hurt me but you’re human crap that I manipulate What we’ve done, our experiences and past memories Are carved on our skins as scars of an inner tormented suffering We are nothing than empty wrecks, we are worthless lives We’re all better off dead |
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18:30 |
Black Despair
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Abandoned by Light | |
Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Tearfall | |
Silence | Bass |
Bethrezen | Guitars, Vocals |
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1. | Tearfall - Narcotic Coma | 03:13 | |
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2. | Tearfall - Rigentibus | 03:30 | |
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3. | Slumber Forest - I Lost Myself | 04:12 | |
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4. | Slumber Forest - Butterflies | 02:13 | |
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5. | Abandoned by Light - Live.Hate.Die.Repeat. | 07:41 | |
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6. | Abandoned by Light - Nostalgia (Nocturnal Depression cover) | 04:00 | |
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24:49 |
This Is Where It Ends
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Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Sorrowful Whispers on the Wind | 01:31 | instrumental |
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2. | Under the Black Sky... Alone | 06:16 | Show lyrics |
The rose has been blackened By a torment known only to me The beauty has long since been withered By isolation that has broken the core I lie in the ashes of a fallen life Burned to the ground by hate An agonising depression I feel Under the black sky, I cry alone Look into my eyes, see the grief For the world that I see die Watch as your life starts to fall apart Leaving the debris at your feet A skeleton of a world you used to rule I am mourning for my happiness As I watched it wither and die in my arms Under the black sky, I watched it burn Breathing in, the scent of loneliness As I walk the deserted streets of death Every time I think about life, I die inside The thought of continuing fills me with despair I long to reach out to others, to re-join them But I know I’ll never achieve my goal in time Before I leave this world, in isolation it will be Under the black sky, under the black sky, alone |
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3. | I Am Not Me, I Am Not Them | 05:35 | Show lyrics |
I am not me I am not them A ghost on the wind Drifting through the nether A lost and solitary thought A soundtrack of blood To the musical parody of life Written from the open wrist of man An illustrated insignificance to the world Should I lay in the dust, and leave Then who would mourn my end? This is where it starts This is where I will end All the flames of my life Put out by the rain For I will never be me And I will never be them The walls of safety I built over time Have all crumbled to dust, mere memories My vision has long been clouded I see nought but the black of time Time I have left in front of me The grapes of my wrath Grow fat on their vines Feeding on the hate in my heart Look up to the heavens, spat on by God In these, my winters of discontent My soul is withering and passing on I am not me; I don’t think I ever was I am not them; I don’t want to ever be I am a smear, on the canvas of depression Ready to disappear into the mist Here, on my knees, in the shards I am not me I am not them |
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4. | Cages of Regret | 04:25 | Show lyrics |
The dirt is soaked beneath me By the tears I shed for my life The dirt is soaked beneath me By the blood I shed for my sorrows No place to go, an eternity ahead Trapped in this place I wait Trapped by my cage of regret Dark shadows gather in my mind Filling in the gaps between thoughts Expanding through the void in me Replacing it with sounds of hate Hate for you, and hate for me No pleasure can be likened The kind I feel in the dark The sky black above me Reflecting nothing but myself Lying in the dirt in my cage of regret Only my torments for company Nowhere to go, no one to lead me Out of this cage of regret I put myself in Nowhere to go but down, and I’m already at the bottom |
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5. | In the Eye of a Slipknot | 04:48 | Show lyrics |
Led through life by our suffering Picked up through a thousand mistakes Made as we attempt to make ourselves into Something more than we were made to be Stigmatised by those that we cared for Gazing sadly through the eye of a slipknot As I stop giving a shit, and start been what I am Dead to the world, nothing in myself Wasted times, everything is destroyed Falling like autumn leaves around me Decaying into nothingness as I watch My heart is desecrated by thoughts of suicide Sorrow wraps me in ghostly wings Leading me to the end, I saw it in my dreams I saw death in its eyes, in the eye of a slipknot I hear your voice in my head, echoing Despairing words creeping through my thoughts This life of suffering, shards deep in my veins Is one you have led yourself, torn asunder Fading away into the fog, I watch you die Under the night sky, the stars lighting your path Crying, I watch the last good thing leave me Led through life by our suffering Picked up through a thousand mistakes Made as we attempt to make ourselves into Something more than we were made to be Stigmatised by those that we cared for Gazing sadly through the eye of a slipknot As I stop giving a shit, and start been what I am Dead to the world, nothing in myself The stars light my path to suicide As I stare towards my death Life behind me, pushing me off Through the eye of a slipknot Towards a blackness I’ve always known |
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6. | Deep into the Soul, This Sorrow Stabs | 04:29 | Show lyrics |
Hopeless and alone, on the edge of an abyss Opened to the elements, hoping to be dragged Into the vortex beneath, oblivions maw opened Living in the name of emptiness, worthlessness There is a void inside, and it cries lies at me Trapped in this prison of mirrors, reflections Reflections of a multitude of sins and horrors Contributing to the abuse I receive daily Take hold the knife, fear whispers to me That should I fail, I will have to start over Deep into the soul, this sorrow stabs And I with it Lifeless and cold, alone in the darkness Tears fall like ice cold rain down my face Blood from my wrists joins it on the floor In the dirt, where I reside, a monarchy of pain My eyes no longer see light, only the night sky Illuminates my path, the dying stars above shining Shining on a life filled with pain and terrors The knife in my hand whispers for silence Silence to reign over my life, for eternity Deep into the soul, this sorrow stabs And I die |
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7. | Empty Cries of Isolation | 08:50 | Show lyrics |
Back to the dark I walk Following the path set by life’s decline For every fucking step I take Takes me further from the pain I want to be killed, I want to kill I scream out my anger, hated and grief But no-one is there to hear, abandoned With empty cries of isolation ringing In my ears, as I head towards my suicide This is my madness A handicap I wear on my sleeve They showed me a world I could have And I burned it to ash, scattered in the wind Your world is pathetic, worthless I’ll break the smile on your face And make you wear Christ’s crown of lies Breaking the skin beneath let the blood flow Face what I’ve done, and bleed in the darkness Sorrow pulses from within, breaking free Abandoned by all, left in the dirt A human life, worthless to me, broken The black candle of my life is flickering Dripping like my tears, rolling down the face Lost in the maze of my mind, bashing on the walls Desperate to escape from my own self hate On my knees, screaming, crying, disturbed By my empty cries of isolation, echoing in my chamber On my mortuary slab, alone Dust collecting on my lonely corpse Blood clotting in my veins, decaying I’m still trapped in my mind Calling out to the world that won’t hear A world that will never come for me Alone, with my empty cries of isolation |
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35:54 |
Fortvivlan min arvedel
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Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Fortvivlan min arvedel (Shining cover) | 06:59 | Show lyrics |
Jag ser svart, min syn den är fördunklad Ingen tro och inget hopp och ingen kärlek Jag ser svart, gator, hus och torg Jag ser svart, och ingenting betyder någonting Förvivlan, varthän jag går och varthän jag ser Förtvivlan, min arvedel Och jag vet att allt det jag säger och gör Att allt det är fel Men lik förbannat så skriker min kropp Efter mer, och mer, och mer, och mer, och mer Krossad och skadad och bruten itu Systematiskt raserar jag allting som någonsin betytt något för mig Med ett leende maniskt likt en autobahn bred Inser jag slutligen svaret till varför jag inte vill leva något mer Därför att ingenting, ingenting spelar någon roll Nej, ingenting spelar någon roll |
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06:59 |
Life O’ Despicable Life
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Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Guest/Session | |
Anthony Matthews | Vocals (track 3) |
Lame Bastard | Vocals (track 5) |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Karhmul | Lyrics |
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1. | Inner Misanthropic Distortion | 05:45 | |
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2. | And the Light Within Me Died… | 05:46 | |
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3. | Fading Through Dark Mists | 05:20 | |
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4. | Scars of Memories | 05:26 | |
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5. | To the Plague That Is Man… | 07:00 | |
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6. | Lost Within These Walls | 05:53 | |
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7. | Fortvivlan min arvedel (Shining cover) | 06:58 | Show lyrics |
Jag ser svart, min syn den är fördunklad Ingen tro och inget hopp och ingen kärlek Jag ser svart, gator, hus och torg Jag ser svart, och ingenting betyder någonting Förvivlan, varthän jag går och varthän jag ser Förtvivlan, min arvedel Och jag vet att allt det jag säger och gör Att allt det är fel Men lik förbannat så skriker min kropp Efter mer, och mer, och mer, och mer, och mer Krossad och skadad och bruten itu Systematiskt raserar jag allting som någonsin betytt något för mig Med ett leende maniskt likt en autobahn bred Inser jag slutligen svaret till varför jag inte vill leva något mer Därför att ingenting, ingenting spelar någon roll Nej, ingenting spelar någon roll |
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42:08 |
Songs to Inspire Your Suicide
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Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Guest/Session | |
Oliver Dahlbäck | Drums |
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1. | Nostalgia (Re-recorded Nocturnal Depression cover) | 03:53 | |
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2. | Lost Wisdom (Re-recorded Burzum cover) | 04:27 | Show lyrics |
While we may believe our world - our reality to be that is - is but one manifestation of the essence Other planes lie beyond the reach of normal sense and common roads But they are no less real than what we see or touch or feel Denied by the blind church ’cause these are not the words of God - the same God that burnt the knowing |
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3. | Seven Tears Are Flowing to the River (Nargaroth cover) | 15:00 | |
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23:20 |
Mental Silhouettes in Shards
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Desperation | |
Thane | Drums |
Gorlim | Vocals |
Mørkevind Helvete | Bass, Vocals |
Tzachitxz | Guitars |
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1. | Desperation - Sad Moon | 16:39 | Show lyrics |
Nobody can hear the silence that screams suicide Alone and cold Left to rot my only light is gone forever No hope is life Hear my pain Become a powerful immense emotional pain Im bleeding in a corner To Death My life, a perfect trip to suffering I failed again I lost my hope Goodbye light Cause ill embrace a darker path Since this day I will live in my shadow I feel my blood freeze in my veins I walk through winter snow And feel how this pain Is bringing me on my knees I want to die Frozen and forgotten |
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2. | Desperation - Kill Me Before I Do Myself | 03:51 | |
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3. | Abandoned by Light - Cold and Eternal | 06:36 | |
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4. | Abandoned by Light - And Dusk Did Crawl Out to Witness the Suicide of the Sun... | 05:23 | |
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5. | Abandoned by Light - On Broken and Rotted Dreams, Suicide Took Flight | 07:22 | |
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39:51 |
No God, No Sun, No Future
Album versions
Release date | Label | Catalog ID | Format | Description |
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April 14th, 2015 | Independent | Digital | ||
April 14th, 2015 | Depressive Illusions Records | Digital | ||
April 14th, 2015 | Depressive Illusions Records | cut 2036 | CD | Limited edition, CD-R |
June 25th, 2015 | Amenti Records | cut 12 | CD | Slimcase, CD-R |
June 25th, 2015 | Amenti Records | Digital |
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Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
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Oliver Dahlbäck | Drums |
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1. | Cold and Eternal | 06:36 | Show lyrics |
Frost covered panes, coat the world in mist Reaching out to grasp the future just beyond my reach Drowning in the fog of my clouded thoughts Everything around me is destroyed The cold arms of anguish, embrace me in the deathly arms The lips of suicide kiss my forehead, telling me its time Time to die again, and again, and again and again Nothing survives in my world of shadow Mere memories of the sun lighting me Arriving to the end of a life as everything continues Without me, the rest keep on surviving Ignorant to the misery that stalks us all Waiting to embrace us all, drag us down To the hell that surrounds us on earth Living on the other side of feeling Watching the world continue to turn without me They don’t care about me, the man they turned Into the husk that remains, cascading tears Turn to dust at my feet, blowing through the trees Down into the grave, that I dug many times before Deeper and deeper, to escape the world of pain that lurks above Wandering through streets of no colour, grey to the horizon Purposeless in direction, people on either side, faceless I’ve become so numb, I don’t feel their touch Become so tired, so much more aware of myself The blood in my veins, burning like coals in a furnace of hatred The skin, torn to expose what was once human beneath Time to die, nevermore to feel, again, and again, and again This death to me, cold and eternal |
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2. | And Dusk Did Crawl Out to Witness the Suicide of the Sun... | 05:23 | Show lyrics |
The sun sets, coating the world in a deep darkness As tears fall down my face, to fade into nothingness in the earth On my knees I pray, as I inhale the sweet scent of night Crisp to the face, cold to the bone I stagger towards death Fleeing from everything that hurt, and made me this way Lost in the streets where once I dwelled, Memories return, directing a new future for me to find One where I will not feel my agonies, sheer darkness Voices inside my head, companions till the end I tried so hard, and got so far, but now it doesn’t matter I lay by the side of rail-lines, feeling the earth turn beneath Watching stars go by, lights about to die in the heavens No God to accompany them, no force would condemn me to this My life of endless torment, where pain is the constant Now it is time to rest, time to leave it behind As dusk crawls out to witness the suicide of the sun So too will it witness mine, my retreat from life I feel the end approaching, walking up the tracks Cigarette butt in hand, I see the lights approaching Like opening gates to heaven, they appear I jump from life, and death |
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3. | Mournful Cries Pierce the Silence. Serenading the Coming Suicide | 05:12 | Show lyrics |
Arriving, tortured into the world again Laid in a hospital bed, tears for the life I still lead Cursed to a state of purgatory in the ward of body and mind Vague images before my eyes, fleeting memories I want a blade, to pleasure the flesh with wounds and tears To feel is to die, to die is to never feel again Draped in anonymity, a patient on the ward of sorrow Lying on a bed of despair, never rising Why am I alive? Why do I survive in this torment? I hear the voices, whispers and influences on my mind Telling me I failed, but that there is still chance to die To decrease into nothingness, to leave them behind To live this life of suffering is to not live at all Repeated molestation by injustices This is not the meaning of my being But I cannot find what is |
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4. | On Broken and Rotted Dreams, Suicide Took Flight | 10:21 | Show lyrics |
A lone night in my asylum, my mind On an inpatient ward, trapped A world of pain, where feelings burn like embers Dying in a winters breeze In solitude, forgotten by all, I reside In corridors and dark corners, I reside Suicidal thoughts, thoughts of leaving Accompany me through my day alone Bladed tongues lick the skin, pain leaves Till the tool is taken from me by overseers Then left to melancholic resignations of defeat Alone again, in dusty corridors to dwell Death desire, and lonely tears, no pill to take them A lone night in my asylum, my mind Isolated from the world outside my window A danger to myself, inside or out, I will die I toy with my razorblade, flirting with the skin Teasing open the skin, to let lose my anger Running down my arms, I feel it ebb to nothing At night, broken and rotted dreams leave, suicide takes flight Carrying me away to a darkness Embraced like a lost friend, I follow it to nothing But then I wake, holding only the empty air Crying for what is lost, happiness and content A lone night in my asylum, my mind On an inpatient ward, trapped A world of pain, where feelings burn like embers Dying in a winters breeze In solitude, forgotten by all, I reside In corridors and dark corners, I reside Suicidal thoughts, thoughts of leaving Accompany me through my day alone When I sleep, they return to me, voices telling me to let go and die On broken and rotted dreams, suicide took flight And I try to follow, but only to wake again, and repeat it all To live, hate, die and repeat. |
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5. | Wandering Through a Nocturnal Sorrow | 04:52 | Show lyrics |
A v of black swans sweep through the horizons past my frost coated window pane Cold is my soul, untold the forever present pain, leaving me alone inside A bleak red August nights, leading me hope for the grave Laid bare in my mind, a catacomb to my tomb, rotting rose in the rain Sick and weak, dosed up on drugs, numb to the rest of my world Fire scorched visions, death and destruction from my actions Wandering through these catacombs of the grande danse macabre My brothers and sisters of agony skulk along the walls Wandering through this nocturnal sorrow, rotting rose in the rain Drifting through this nether world of pains and despair Doctors cling to my bloody arms, speak of recovery and relief I believe nothing, devoid of trust and full of malevolence to my keeper Darkness dwells where once I had life, a void sucking in my hopes Time passes in my whitewashed cell, meaningless periods elapse My isolated world turns on, day and night merge into one grand hell A beast with seven heads and seven crowns lurks above me A puppet to his strings, throwing me onwards, down to dark domain Wandering through a nocturnal sorrow, towards realms I’ve never seen Encompassed by the blanket of darkness, forever holding me This netherworld, divorced from all others, where I reside, no fairytale |
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6. | This is Where It Ends... | 05:25 | Show lyrics |
Now it is time, for oblivion to flow in, like high tide To carry me away into the deep black depths The voice from within, calling me down To where the corpses will lurk, in shallow ground I am trapped by my reflection, telling all lies, revealing all I am the reason to hate myself, my own mind The blood in my veins, the beat of my heart, hatred Forever haunted by my failures, my ideas, my mistakes Never let go, remember them all, a presence in my head Carry me away, please carry me away to the depths My weakness, fear of what lurks beyond this reality But my destiny is to die in anonymity, amongst the masses By my own hand I must die, no others but mine, this is my fate I will never be free from this asylum, so I must make my end This is where it ends, I realise, this is where it ends Entranced by moonlight Lie back, wait for darkness My Screams draw them This Is Where It Ends |
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7. | Life O’ Despicable Life | 06:47 | Show lyrics |
Once more into the masses, once more towards them I want nothing to do with these shadows, but they are here Released amongst the populace, deemed one of them I still feel the thoughts of suicide, pressed in my mind But I try to resist, try to cling to what this is Once more towards the sunlight, blinding my eyes Life O’ Despicable Life, why must you resist? I try to fight, and fight for you, but always you leave And I fall back into the dirt I find myself calling home And realise, we’re all better off dead Once more into the masses, once more towards them I want nothing to do with these shadows, but they are here Released amongst the populace, deemed one of them I still feel the thoughts of suicide, pressed in my mind But I try to resist, try to cling to what this is Once more wandering, trying to find where I belong No avail, these streets are lonely for me, all the people nothing I don’t recognise these places, though I’ve been here before It is all just mist and fog, clouding my eyes to the lies Life O’ Despicable Life, is this what you want for me? Once more into the masses, once more towards them I want nothing to do with these shadows, but they are here Released amongst the populace, deemed one of them I still feel the thoughts of suicide, pressed in my mind But I try to resist, try to cling to what this is |
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8. | No God, No Sun, No Future | 06:22 | Show lyrics |
This is where it all began, the frost covered panes My world coated in mist, blanketing the sky Wandering through it all, unbeknownst to the people I feel the end approaching, though I wish to stay Dusk crawling out, to witness my life unfold Pieces come together, creating a picture of woe My self-extinction, horrors blinding the beauty Faith lost to my being, no longer my own Falling into myself, bid my body farewell Voices drowning out the my thoughts No God, No Sun, No Future, it’s all here Climbing higher, beyond mortal pain Hidden in plain sight, the tortured soul Crying out for help, tears frozen to the wind Bleak coated world, devoid of colour, nowhere I am still here, but for how long, I know not No God, No Sun, No Future, where it all began The embrace of death, cold and comforting Her arms embraced me, inviting me in But I never was to follow, fortunes changed This is where it all began, the frost covered panes My world coated in mist, blanketing the sky Wandering through it all, unbeknownst to the people I feel the end approaching, though I wish to stay |
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50:58 |
Nocturnal Toxin & Carnage / Abandoned by Light
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Abandoned by Light | |
Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Nocturnal Toxin & Carnage | |
Wraith | Everything |
Guest/Session | |
Oliver Dahlbäck | Drums |
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1. | Abandoned by Light - Negation of the Human | 05:34 | |
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2. | Abandoned by Light - Inner Misanthropic Distortion (Re-Recorded) | 06:17 | |
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3. | Abandoned by Light - The Eternal Kiss of Night On My Dying Soul | 06:20 | |
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4. | Nocturnal Toxin & Carnage - Vortex of Loneliness | 09:30 | |
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5. | Nocturnal Toxin & Carnage - Beginning of the End | 09:30 | |
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6. | Nocturnal Toxin & Carnage - Eternity | 11:08 | |
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48:19 |
To Walk the World of Shadows, Surrounded by Dead Trees
Album versions
Release date | Label | Catalog ID | Format | Description |
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September 10th, 2015 | Independent | Digital | ||
September 2015 | Black Lion Records | CD | CD-R, Limited edition |
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Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals, Lyrics |
Guest/Session | |
Oliver Dahlbäck | Drums, Programming |
Wraith | Vocals (track 5) |
Enrique García | Vocals (track 2) |
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1. | Soliloquy of a Suicidal Soul | 07:20 | Show lyrics |
Your God is dead here, bled like the lamb No longer dwells in my head, the liar you hold dear My life is no reflection of his love, hate in my heart I hold my head high, raise my fist in proclamation The God of man is dead, and so shall his host die My eternal sorrow, caused by his hand My score is written in my blood, taken from the chalice I saw my suffering, reflected in the darkness beyond Inspiration to end it, put my life in the hand of fate Through the noose to the other side, become the spirit Scream to the Heaven, hear my voice Poison, frothing forward, accuser, hatred to host Vengeance for the multitude of pains I have I smile as the temples burn, retribution My scars, a sign to the injustice of his vision Your God is dead here, bled like the lamb No longer dwells in my head, the liar you hold dear My life is no reflection of his love, hate in my heart I hold my head high, raise my fist in proclamation The God of man is dead, and so shall his host die |
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2. | Shadow Clad Memories of Sorrow | 05:27 | Show lyrics |
Fading through mist shrouded memories Towards the blackness that lurks between worlds Shadow clad memories of sorrow, hanging over me Tendrils clawing at my mind, ensnaring all being Hear begins the darkness, and here it will end me Frozen images on my consciousness Memories of days long past, misery within Still, cold and dead, the human soul Crystalline tears, chilling to the touch The man that I was, dead to the now Hatred to yourself and me Happiness is short lived, flying away Hatred is eternal, forever against you Broken mirrors of me projected Onto the weakened frame of you Shadow clad memories of sorrow Laying in cold December rains, dying Cold against my skin, frozen to my face Memories of the world before my dark Never to return, forever lost to the past This is the darkness of my world, forever Shadow clad memories of sorrow, taking me down Through hell, through the bleakness of night Never to return to the light of the above Shadow clad memories of sorrow, eternal sorrow |
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3. | To Walk the World of Shadows, Surrounded by Dead Trees | 06:29 | Show lyrics |
Midnight tolling of the blackened bell Dark shadows sounding the deepening Ageing conifer embracing deep evil Suffocating melancholy, down in the soul The call of the forest sounds through Walking the world of eternal black Lost in the maze the world created Waiting for the call of nature to set me free Sun blotted out by the canopy of trees Natures breath blows through the leaves I feel the caress on my skin, on my soul I walk this world of shadows, surrounded Grey clouds cover the darkening heaven Rain washing the earth clean, human scum fleeing Lightning strikes the tolling blackened bell Sounding the hour throughout the deep I take no heed, surrounded by natures folk Walking away, surrounded by dead trees As the darkness deepens over the forest I make my way towards the deep waters within Wading into the depths within, the deep blackness As it falls over me, stare towards the abyss within A V of black swans overhead, sing songs of my demise As I walk into the depths, surrounded by dead trees Midnight tolling of the blackened bell Dark shadows sounding the deepening Ageing conifer embracing deep evil As I wade into the depth and darkness The call of the forest sounds through Walking the world of shadows, surrounded by dead trees |
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4. | Snow Falling on Desolate White Mountains | 07:39 | Show lyrics |
Far away from the world I left At the world peak, isolated and safe I behold the beauty of nature, serene Snow falling on desolate white mountains The power of nature, ancient giants of the realm As I walk through the range, beholding Frost forming on the edges of my vision Time quickening and so short, awaiting my end Up amongst the white mountains, dying Embracing the cold of the air, awaiting Amongst the cold and mysterious realm One with the lonely withering moon This life is fleeting, but the mountain everlasting Overlooking the ending of the worlds Forever one with the heavens it pierces Far away from the world I left At the world peak, isolated and safe I behold the beauty of nature, serene Snow falling on desolate white mountains The power of nature, ancient giants of the realm Visages of creatures melt into the dawn Foxes flee to forgotten shelters, await the return Of the darkness that they move in As the sun rises in the eastern skies I lay in the frost, the snow, and the cold I will become a part of the realm Into the world and the mountains embrace Forever a part of the landscape That feeds the wild plant and beast Snow falling on desolate white mountains The last thing I will see |
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5. | To Fade Through Twilight Smoke, into Ashes | 05:13 | Show lyrics |
I know the weaknesses that dwell within The mirror that lurks beyond won’t let them be As humanity walks through their perpetual twilight Fading through twilight smoke, into ashes I fall back into the mist that lurks between worlds Bloodied sigils painted on mirrored walls Summon forth the black hatred of them From utter bleakness calls forth death Call upon the secrets of old Black cloaked reaper waits for me, smiling Walking amongst nightmares of mind Black death sweeps me up through twilight Hells doors open, and carry me through Oblivion opens her maw, and swallows Through the circles I fall, into the fires Bloody tears stream my face, falling to dirt As I stare through turmoil towards the world I know the weaknesses that dwell within Leaving me less than what I hoped to be I know I don’t belong, and so I retreat To fade through twilight smoke, into ashes |
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6. | Until There is Nothing Left to Feel | 07:34 | Show lyrics |
I see the reapers of light approaching Their wings on fire, licking the sky Cold hands stretch out to hold me And cry upon my shoulders, knowing There is nothing left of the man inside Leading to the darkness Between the dreams and awakening I know this realm well, home from home I flay my skin, let loose the inside Until there is nothing left to feel Where are you now life? You were never wholly here I raise my eyes to the heaven Staring into the blackness Ice rain falls on my face, numb I see the reapers of light approaching Their wings on fire, licking the sky Cold hands stretch out to hold me No tears left to shed for me, knowing There is nothing left to feel inside |
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7. | Spectres of Dust | 06:19 | Show lyrics |
Spectres of dust blow past my eyes Memories that dwindle into nothing I thought I saw the faces, But they never appear Spectres of dust on the wind Once again they appear Haunting apparitions of things past Tears cascade as I kneel Closing my eyes to the pain But they dwell in my mind, no escape Spectres of dust arise from the earth As I walk down the frozen path Figures between trees and worlds Accusing stares fall on me Knowing the things that I failed They don’t care about me On the other side of feelings they linger The memories of the life The one I never lived, ghosts Spectres of dust, everlasting Spectres of dust blow past my eyes Memories that dwindle into nothing I thought I saw the faces, But they never appear Spectres of dust on the wind |
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46:01 |
Fire Paved Skies Darken
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Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Miscellaneous staff | |
Oliver Dahlbäck | Mixing |
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1. | Fire Paved Skies Darken | 07:07 | Show lyrics |
Breaking light, on the dawning horizon Shattering the illusion of the night Crackling illumination as sun cuts through Apocalyptic thunder sounding the day The world keeled over into the abyss Dwindling light of stars in the heavens As they burn out in universal hellfire Demonic voice roars from the deep Signalling the sky to fall upon us Fire paved skies darkening the earth Rotting bridges fall into churning water And buildings topple into the milling streets Cliffs fall onto bloodstained beaches And trees burn in abandoned forest As the world keels over and dies Breaking light, on the dawning horizon Shattering the illusion of the night Crackling illumination as sun cuts through Apocalyptic thunder sounding the day The world keeled over into the abyss |
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07:07 |
The Angel Experiment
Album versions
Release date | Label | Catalog ID | Format | Description |
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February 1st, 2016 | Independent | Digital | ||
February 1st, 2016 | Black Lion Records | CD |
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Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Fire Paved Skies Darken | 07:07 | Show lyrics |
Breaking light, on the dawning horizon Shattering the illusion of the night Crackling illumination as sun cuts through Apocalyptic thunder sounding the day The world keeled over into the abyss Dwindling light of stars in the heavens As they burn out in universal hellfire Demonic voice roars from the deep Signalling the sky to fall upon us Fire paved skies darkening the earth Rotting bridges fall into churning water And buildings topple into the milling streets Cliffs fall onto bloodstained beaches And trees burn in abandoned forest As the world keels over and dies Into the black void of the emptiness As fire paved skies darken above The abyss of eternity is filled with pain As the lives of many are lost to time The day the fire paved skies came |
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2. | The Angel Experiment | 09:28 | Show lyrics |
The dead soul that lurks inside Will never see the light outside the walls The walls that lurk within, built through time Wings will never spread through wind To feel the warm kiss of the sun This is the angel experiment That never got to fly away As seasons change and life dies I live inside the cage of time and lies Outside my walls I know not what dwells Condemned to the darkness within As snow falls throughout the land deep In my prison of mirrors I see not the change To grow old and die my fate is sealed The angel experiment, down in hell Never to walk through woodland realms Time is the overseer of all things in life Wings that only feel the dark, never to fly free Heavenly perversion, left to decay inside The angel experiment that never will see The world of man, that breathes outside The dead soul that lurks inside Will never see the light outside the walls The walls that lurk within, built through time Wings will never spread through wind To feel the warm kiss of the sun This is the angel experiment That never got to fly away As seasons change and life dies I live inside the cage of time and lies I cry into the dirty floor of the prison The blood from my many pains soaked in grief I want to break free from this evil realm The sun on my wings, through the sky The angel experiment, to finally be free |
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3. | The Last of Us | 06:36 | Show lyrics |
Leaving the darkened place behind Fifteen years of despair abandoned As I witness the worlds end around me Frozen images, of my torment before Spread winds to the fire tainted sky Far away from the prison of dark To the world of destruction and grief That I finally see before me now Where nothing lives, nothing grows I am the last of us, the last alive The once beautiful world that I pictured Is nothing more than burnt rubble I would weep for the death of it all But my soul is already to scarred to feel So I continue to fly away, the last of us The ashen rain that falls from heaven Coating my face in the dust of the dead I search from the green of Gaia’s domain But everything is darkened, dead and gone In this new perpetual twilight, despair deepens The last of us, the last of life, here On top of the peak of the world, watching Dark clouds pass above, foreboding But only I will see their passing through For I am there |
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4. | Waking to a World of Deepening Nightmares | 06:51 | Show lyrics |
Awaken, in the world of deepening nightmares In the once luscious graveyard of the forest realm Alone, in the world of increasing dark and cold I wander through the corpses of the trees Feeling the sorrow that emanates from the depths Breath held in bated moments, in darkness The words in my mind, leaving a scar, bloody Fire scorched ground, cold to the touch Lonely feelings, scratch at my thoughts Never before have I felt this sorrow, so deep Despair hammers into my soul, nothing left This dead world, devastated woodland here It holds nothing for me, no life, no happiness I feel the walls of my mind caving in on me Ive woken to a world of deepening nightmares Awaken, in the world of deepening nightmares In the once luscious graveyard of the forest realm Alone, abandoned by a place exorcised of life I wander through the desecrated landscape Feeling the sorrow that emanates from the depths |
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5. | Nearing the Darkened Stars | 01:33 | instrumental |
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6. | Burying Myself in Blood Soaked Sands | 07:57 | Show lyrics |
Spread my ash soaked wings to the moon Leaving the broken woods behind, forever Soaring into the blackened sky, no life here As I keep nearing the darkened stars Land on the coast, stare to the black sea I feel the sand beneath my feet, stained I long to curl into myself, and embrace darkness To bury myself in the blood soaked sands As I pass the skeletons of what once was Tears fall down my face, freezing on my cheeks I never saw the world, when beauty reigned Only the bones of the past, burning beneath I watch the moon pass over the skies As I lay in the life soaked sands beneath Illuminating the beach in deep crimson And wait for the oceans chilling tidal embrace I wander up the coastal line alone Hoping for a sign of life beyond my own As I feel the nights chill give way to dawn I long to bury myself in the blood soaked sands |
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7. | Ghosts in the Lake Reach to the Soul | 07:07 | Show lyrics |
Mirrored eyes and glassy thoughts Stare from the murky waters of the lake Specters swell from beneath the surface Dripping hands and clawing nails pull the air As ghosts in the lake reach to the soul Above I watch the water ebb and flow Droplets cascade to the surface Ripples spread through time and matter To all corners of the body, back to the center The cycle repeated without change to reality Beneath the surface they watch the sky The passage of time undisturbed by thought The ghosts of the lake, the unsettled mind Longing to be above, to see what is lost To see the moon and the sun pass the horizon Stepping to the edge of the lake below Staring down into the deep abyss of the depths I kneel and run my hand across the surface The cold chill seeps up my arm and my soul As the ghosts of the lake reach into my being Mirrored eyes and glassy thoughts Stare from the murky waters of the lake Specters swell from beneath the surface Dripping hands and clawing nails pull the air As ghosts in the lake reach to the soul |
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8. | Mine Dying Light | 07:52 | Show lyrics |
The purpose of my life is unknown The reason to continue this solitude Is beyond the reasoning of my mind The loneliness I feel is all consuming Mine dying light is fading continuously The wanderer of solitude if my being The gatekeeper of the path of oblivion Holding my wings in close to my body The only comfort I continue to feel Mine dying light begins to flicker and die I think back to the dreams in my cell Of a bustling world full of life and laughter Lying shattered around me, a stain remains The blood and ash of the world around Continues to feel alien to myself Transcending into depths of despair My numbing to the existence deepens Mine dying light is rising within To consume my mind and soul A shattered creature I wander the earth The purpose of my life is unknown The reason to continue this solitude Is beyond the reasoning of my mind The loneliness I feel is all consuming Mine dying light is fading continuously |
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9. | Howling Wolves on Forest Cliffs | 06:50 | Show lyrics |
Howling wolves on forest cliffs Signal the end of what has being The life of lies and denial is at an end The last of us on this corpse world Will cease to exist tonight Though life continues as wolves howl It is nothing for me to be No-one to talk to but dead No-one to hold but dead Is nothing to cling on to Away from hope and longing I make my way to the end No memories of life to enjoy Not even a name to call me No-one here to miss me Howling wolves on forest cliffs Serenading an angel dies today Another life ends amongst the ruins The last of us on this corpse world Will cease to exist tonight |
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10. | Paradise Lost as Harmony Breaks | 07:26 | Show lyrics |
As the sun falls from the heavens into night I make my way towards oblivions embrace No longer content to live this life of pain I will find my dead man’s sleep today Amongst the ruins of the woods I first found I will lay my soul and body to rest Never given a chance to live my life I will take my fate back into my own hands My hopes of paradise lost as harmony breaks Today the last angel will fall from heaven Into the dark soil of the earth beneath To lay my corpse amongst rock and root The decaying forces of nature will have me As I create my own grave amongst tree corpses I search for an implement of my demise I am but flesh and bone, nothing eternal As the sun falls from the heavens into night I lay amongst the branches and roots Life ended with bark and rocks from here Blood from my veins seeps into the earth Tonight the angel experiment will die Paradise lost as harmony breaks |
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01:08:47 |
Ardens in Nomine Angeli Satanae
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Abandoned by Light | |
Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Scorge | |
Garnak | All instruments, Vocals |
Lilith | Unknown |
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1. | Abandoned by Light - Broken Glass Trail | 09:00 | Show lyrics |
Eleven feeble shards press into my veins Pressing hatred and weight to collapse Finding the darkest place that I know To crawl into the deepest crevices And hide away from the wretched sun Making my way through life slowly Across a broken glass trail I crawl The dancing shadows of dusks embrace And the rolling drums of the thunder ride In natures woodland embrace The vastness of my sorrow widens To hold the entire world in its hand Distant bleating of woodlands heart As I crawl further into my cocoon of safety Hiding from the broken glass trail In natures comforting woodland embrace The terrible embrace of the burning flame Is put to rest under the torrent of purifying rain In my sanctuary amongst the rocks and briar I find my slumber whilst the night rages on |
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2. | Abandoned by Light - Don’t Go (Happy Days cover) | 05:40 | Show lyrics |
I thought you were everything I thought you were the one But once again I’m still blind By the fake mask of life Again I fell for its trap Again I fell for its lies And now you are leaving And I’m begging you to stay What we had was something special What’s going on? It’s getting hard to breathe I’m torn open I’m on my knees, asking you to stay and not to leave Please don’t go Please don’t go |
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3. | Scorge - In the Land of Pigs to Die | 03:59 | |
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4. | Scorge - My Pain (Corrosive Weekend for My Filthy Body) | 07:10 | |
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25:49 |
Svenskt vemod (Hypothermia cover)
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Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Svenskt vemod (Hypothermia cover) | 04:13 | instrumental |
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04:13 |
Deep Whispers from the Mind
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Abandoned by Light | |
Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Forgotten Soul | |
Plague | Bass |
Wraith | Guitars, Vocals |
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1. | Forgotten Soul - That Pale Sun, That Pale End | 04:57 | Show lyrics |
How low/ it hangs/ mocking my/ death/ the end is nigh/ the hounds/ can smell it/ And the hunter comes/ His pets smell it/ on me/ I look up/ that pale sun/ That pale end/ white and so/ alone now/ In life/ in death/ I was never meant/ I could never feel/ I could never see/ My face/ ruined by some/ now he/ will hunt me/ but I shall/ never give chase/ I lay on/ my broken back/ looking up/ as the shadow/ draws closer/ That pale sun/ That pale end. | |||
2. | Abandoned by Light - Sterile Nails and Thunderbowels (Silencer cover) | 06:26 | Show lyrics |
Vast souls And inhumans, Bitten by infected jaws Abandoned minds And corpses Lurking with moulded eyes Lacerated bodies Without mourners Nodding in gallows Crushed skulls Tasting the Fur Of dying cats Needles, injecting pain Flammable skin And deadly thirst Beyond mind Is sleep to be found Leap, leap, leap, leap From life, Leave yourself, Die with me |
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11:23 |
The Art of Nihilistic Devotion
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Abandoned by Light | |
Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Nattkaos | |
Ezra Nattkaos | Everything |
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1. | Nattkaos - The Art of Nihilistic Devotion (Part 1) | 07:46 | |
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2. | Abandoned by Light - The Art of Nihilistic Devotion (Part 2) | 09:00 | Show lyrics |
Lonely hearts breaking down Descending into a shadow beneath Destruction of the self to grow Into something beyond the norm Nearing the stars above you Ascending beyond the consciousness The art of nihilistic devotion Breaking through the chains of man Mediocrity of mankind broken Negating the veil that they place On the vision of the urban world Destruction of the self to grow beyond Enslaved to the morals and wills That society places on your life Misanthropic values to be embraced To separate yourself from the weak |
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16:46 |
Tearing Away the Veil of Night... To Expose the Face of the Deep
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Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Tearing Away the Veil of Night... | 16:08 | Show lyrics |
A dreamlike veil seeps over reality A tremble that grows in the dark Vivid hallucinations over my vision That threaten my subconscious To tear away the face of the deep I leave your world once more To fall into the vacuum of time To leave only you standing alone I fail you in life, and so shall now For eternity between dawn and death Kneeling on battered broken skin Before the void that lays beyond That tears away the veil of night Leaving wounds on exposed memory Beyond mind and thought it lingers Lost inside my darkened mind Away from the breaking dawn You’ll find me dying between dreams Petty, helpless with bleeding eyes Turning away from the time and light |
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2. | ...to Expose the Face of the Deep | 08:58 | |
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25:06 |
Becoming the Dark... Leaving All Light
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Abandoned by Light | |
Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Forgotten Soul | |
Plague | Bass |
Wraith | Guitars, Vocals |
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1. | Forgotten Soul - Rituals on That Winter Night | 05:00 | Show lyrics |
The cold embrace of the hoofed one. True Satanic workings. A night not long ago, the candles were lit. Black flames summon him, coming to darkness, the winter was in full bloom. Emerges from the fog. Whispers about true evil and suicide. My life work, a dream, to most a nightmare, to me beauty. All life extinguished. When that day comes my mission would be complete. The TRUE Satanic Ritual. | |||
2. | Abandoned by Light - Violating the Soulless Shrine of Failure | 07:53 | Show lyrics |
Blind faith clings to my eyes, blinding Causing me to continue forward Even when all my hopes have died And my voice has long since been silent Violating the soulless shrine of failure By maiming myself, the cowering flock A choir of regret and dead dreams sings Echoing through the chamber of my mind My days have turned to blackness Degenerated into the shit beneath No matter how far I climb away I will always fall back down into it I know my sickness has no cure And my eyes will never see again Blind faith clings to my heart, dragging Dragging me upwards to fall once more |
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12:53 |
Broken Mirrors to the Stars
Album versions
Release date | Label | Catalog ID | Format | Description |
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September 10th, 2016 | Independent | Digital | Bandcamp | |
September 10th, 2016 | Silentium in Foresta Records | SIF094 | 2CD | 2 Disc Digipak |
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Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals, Lyrics |
Guest/Session | |
Wraith | Vocals (track 17) |
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1. | Broken Glass Trail | 08:51 | Show lyrics |
Eleven feeble shards press into my veins Pressing hatred and weight to collapse Finding the darkest place that I know To crawl into the deepest crevices And hide away from the wretched sun Making my way through life slowly Across a broken glass trail I crawl The dancing shadows of dusks embrace And the rolling drums of the thunder ride In natures woodland embrace The vastness of my sorrow widens To hold the entire world in its hand Distant bleating of woodlands heart As I crawl further into my cocoon of safety Hiding from the broken glass trail In natures comforting woodland embrace The terrible embrace of the burning flame Is put to rest under the torrent of purifying rain In my sanctuary amongst the rocks and briar I find my slumber whilst the night rages on |
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2. | Seven Tears Are Flowing to the River (Nargaroth cover) | 15:01 | Show lyrics |
Seven Tears are flowing to the river And six of ’em are mine: Und ich kostete den fremden Saft, Der sich mit meinigem vermengte, Um zu deuten in ihm jene Kraft, Die an so viele ich verschenkte. Und Freud war er in meinen Mund Und ich stürzt’ in tiefe See’ Und es schmerzt die alte Wunde, Die geifernd lacht in all dem Weh’. Doch als die Flut seinen Leichnam barg, Nachdem er Trän’ verlor, sechs an der Zahl Das Wasser ward zu seinem Sarg, Eine Sieb’te sich ergoß,... aus Qual. Und als der Fluß die Trän’ geleitet, Hin zu ew’gen Meer, Ward ihm endlich Lieb’ bereitet. Doch das er weiß wohl nimmer mehr. Und könnt die Zeit verkehrt nun fließen Und sei nur Traum der ganze Schmerz, Wird er um sie die Arme schließen Und Liebe sei um beider Herz... |
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3. | Frost Tinted Rose in the Sleeping Fields | 05:52 | Show lyrics |
Hindered by restless thoughts at night Submitting to the amber light of evening Wandering through dreamlike states Searching for the end of my ache Fantasising for the home I left Ending the bitter fire that burns Searching for the sleeping fields To fall and descend into slumber Where have my passions gone? Carried away down winding streams Beginning again on this unnamed plane I saw your face in the frost tinted rose The light of the lunar cycle on the oasis Illuminating the endless corpse road Leading to the nirvana of sleeping fields Where I may find you on the face of the rose My mind is laced with bitter thoughts Remembering something said long ago Misplaced memories tinted with smoke Misled prayers to heal an unknown wound |
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4. | Nackskott (Lifelover cover) | 03:01 | Show lyrics |
Rynkor, celluliter, hängbröst och rinnande mascara Falska léenden blandade med mundiarré Kassörskan är en hora på deltid Hennes vänlighet är suspekt Teddybjörnen trånar efter att få suga av Ett barnasinnes humor vrålar ut i skratt Tristessen kommer som en flod, jag söker en utväg Leksakskatten har spagetti i mun, ingen vet vad det är Vad finns att hämta här? Oväsen uppstår när kaoset bryter ut Elden döper småbarn när jag spränger skiten i luften Tycker du som jag, så rider vi För då känn för då känn för då känner jag mej jag mej fri Lille häst lille häst vilka skutt du tar Sitter svans sitter svans sitter svansen ändå ändå kvar Så far och flyg och ryk och ränn och bom sicka bom ä du me’på den så spring och skrik och kom igen och bom sicka bom ut i mässingen Och tut och tjut och tjosan sen Och bom sicka bom va’de’small i den |
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5. | Death of a Silent God | 08:58 | Show lyrics |
On the edge of darkness, looking in As I stare into the abyss of bleakness Shooting stars, tears from the sky falling I hear no sound, and see no colours The god of the silent, in an empty kingdom The vision that was planted in my brain It still remains, a cancer that slowly grows A vision of a man, turning to the empty cold Collar turned to the shadow, fading through mists Stepping away from the lights of clarity The vision grows still more, filling me Ten thousand people in a silent mass Eyes closed from the truth of their misguidance And minds locked away, scared of what they may find If they but looked beyond what they wish to see No-one dared to break the fragile silence They do not know what they may learn Were they but to speak and share a thought? As they bow in prayer to the gods they made For answers that in their hearts they wish not to know The mindless masses that the visions shows Make my heart swell with hatred for them and me For I am but another of the masses, unknowing Searching for everything and hoping to find nothing The dying God of the silent vigil to his herd |
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6. | Sterile Nails & Thunderbowels (Silencer cover) | 06:26 | Show lyrics |
Vast souls And inhumans, Bitten by infected jaws Abandoned minds And corpses Lurking with moulded eyes Lacerated bodies Without mourners Nodding in gallows Crushed skulls Tasting the Fur Of dying cats Needles, injecting pain Flammable skin And deadly thirst Beyond mind Is sleep to be found Leap, leap, leap, leap From life, Leave yourself, Die with me |
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7. | The Eternal Sleep of the Dead | 06:13 | Show lyrics |
Through necropolis steeped in darkness The spirit crawling into the tomb As fragile feelings of hope slither away A broken sensation claws at the brain Pain, sorrow, misguided dreams The sensation grows ever larger Encompassing the eyes that search For anything beyond the anguish inside The last journey of a shadow Where dead angels lay rotten My tomb lies surrounded by it As razor breaks the fevered skin The end that waits for all of us It lies within the spewing tomb Nothing stops the darkness growing The turn from day to night will come When the moment of eternity Breaks the dawn of your death And suicidal angels stand vigil Over the eternal sleep of the dead Cemeteries of dead shadows The end that beckons to you Follow the tormented whispers Into the depths of oblivion once more |
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8. | Don’t Go (Happy Days cover) | 05:40 | Show lyrics |
I thought you were everything I thought you were the one But once again I’m still blind By the fake mask of life Again I fell for its trap Again I fell for its lies And now you are leaving And I’m begging you to stay What we had was something special What’s going on? It’s getting hard to breathe I’m torn open I’m on my knees, asking you to stay and not to leave Please don’t go Please don’t go |
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9. | Tearing Away the Veil of Night... | 16:10 | Show lyrics |
A dreamlike veil seeps over reality A tremble that grows in the dark Vivid hallucinations over my vision That threaten my subconscious To tear away the face of the deep I leave your world once more To fall into the vacuum of time To leave only you standing alone I fail you in life, and so shall now For eternity between dawn and death Kneeling on battered broken skin Before the void that lays beyond That tears away the veil of night Leaving wounds on exposed memory Beyond mind and thought it lingers Lost inside my darkened mind Away from the breaking dawn You’ll find me dying between dreams Petty, helpless with bleeding eyes Turning away from the time and light |
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10. | ...to Expose the Face of the Deep | 09:00 | |
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11. | Broken Mirrors to the Stars | 10:39 | Show lyrics |
As the moon crests the top of the cloud line And illuminates the world, bathed in dark I stare into the other realm, through shadow Through smoke and blackened ash I gaze Through broken mirrors I look to the stars Hatred flows through my veins, infernal As the last vestiges of love and life burn away Sorrow desecrates the heart that beats As I long to fade away through twilight Through broken mirrors to the stars As the world outside my window Is plunged into a deathlike silence A black requiem for the coming of dusk Honed by the baying of night time beasts Honouring the coming hour of night As the air grows cold I hear them The sounds of misery and sadness Penetrating the blanket of night time Their moonlit laments flowing down To where I stare up into the stars waiting As the moon crests the tops to the cloud line The time has come for me to depart from it To join the other world, through shadow Through blood, tears and blackened ash Through broken mirrors to the stars |
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12. | .M.K. | 05:16 | instrumental |
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13. | Violating the Soulless Shrine of Failure | 07:52 | Show lyrics |
Blind faith clings to my eyes, blinding Causing me to continue forward Even when all my hopes have died And my voice has long since been silent Violating the soulless shrine of failure By maiming myself, the cowering flock A choir of regret and dead dreams sings Echoing through the chamber of my mind My days have turned to blackness Degenerated into the shit beneath No matter how far I climb away I will always fall back down into it I know my sickness has no cure And my eyes will never see again Blind faith clings to my heart, dragging Dragging me upwards to fall once more |
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14. | Nostalgia (Nocturnal Depression cover) | 04:50 | Show lyrics |
Once again despair is kissing me With her cold ghostly lips My own destruction is leading me to my grave That I digged for many times And once again I’m becoming a spectral thought Forgotten, sad, miserable shit As I fall into the black spheres among lonely memories You’ve broken us, piece by piece The score of my soundtrack is written by blood Music of suicide written in red I did it myself, my wrists are also opened And like my tears, it’s cascading Everything has been lost behind us On my kness, hands on my face The sun is appearing into the spring morning Where I’m lying there’s just nothing than my dust Now you don’t care about him You live on the other side of feelings But our February snow is now covering my lifeless body |
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15. | Abandoned by Light | 12:39 | Show lyrics |
December cold settles in deep Frost coats the vales in white The crunch beneath my feet Breaking the reverie of my journey Cutting through my silent thoughts Wandering through the nocturnal mist The sun consumed by the dark clouds Reverie returns, as I ponder the meaning Of this life, this journey, this world around I, he who was abandoned by light, wanderer My cries fall onto the silence around My identity begins to crumble inside Torn away on the cold winds of winter Abandoned by light, I fall through shadow Who am I? Another soul amongst the many Time slows to a standstill, the wind slows I sit, the cold settling in my bones Trying to find the self that I have lost Abandoned by my life, nameless wanderer The lies I have accepted have broken, and I am nothing Laying down in the December frosts Staring into the darkest skies above me The god I was taught to love, left me here The life I was told to love, is not mine to love And everything has now gone, abandoned by light |
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16. | Lost Wisdom (Burzum cover) | 04:27 | Show lyrics |
While we may believe our world - our reality to be that is - is but one manifestation of the essence Other planes lie beyond the reach of normal sense and common roads But they are no less real than what we see or touch or feel Denied by the blind church ’cause these are not the words of God - the same God that burnt the knowing |
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17. | The Shimmering Radiance of the Dawning Horizon | 10:13 | Show lyrics |
The morning mist spreads it cold embrace out Holding the dawning world in its chilling hold Empty streets, undisturbed silences, hollow The world that greets my gaze is forgotten Under the shimmering radiance of the dawn Solitary figure under the gloom of street lamps Wanderer in the sea of fog and silent hills Tarmac roads and concrete alleys long forgotten Paths to alternate realities and thoughts abandoned My journey through suburban nightmares To reach the end, the end of the silence To accomplish nothing in the early years Destined to be a faceless entity in this world Nothing but fleeting periphery to time and space A wanderer amongst the masses and the worthless As the morning mist begins to recede back Returning to the weary embrace of the earth I reach the edge of this place, and stare out Across the end of the world, to the beauty Of the shimmering embrace of the dawning horizon |
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02:21:08 |
Fragile Concept of Time and Decay
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Abandoned by Light | |
Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Mortua Nix - [untitled] | 01:00 | instrumental |
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2. | Mortua Nix - [untitled] | 01:46 | instrumental |
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3. | Mortua Nix - [untitled] | 01:27 | instrumental |
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4. | Mortua Nix - [untitled] | 02:27 | instrumental |
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5. | Mortua Nix - [untitled] | 03:56 | instrumental |
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6. | Mortua Nix - [untitled] | 00:15 | instrumental |
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7. | Abandoned by Light - We’re All Better Off Dead (Nocturnal Depression cover) | 05:49 | Show lyrics |
I’m drowning into the waters of the oversight Shadows embracing me and the cold devouring me Cause all of you had illustrated the insignificance of being A life without values, a useless thing No one likes us or you above or under When you’ll break the chains and open your eyes, reject their words We are nothing than empty wrecks Sinking down and reaching the depths into an ocean of despair We are worthless lives lead by our sufferings Think about our existence: we are all better off dead I was born with stigmata on hand and I use it to feed your hate May you think to hurt me But you’re human crap that I manipulate What we’ve done, our experiences and past memories Are carved on our skins As scars of an inner tormented suffering We are nothing than empty wrecks, we are worthless lives |
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16:40 |
Enclosing Claustrophobic Tendrils
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Abandoned by Light | |
Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Mortua Nix - The Mariana Trench | 00:30 | instrumental |
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2. | Abandoned by Light - Derisory | 00:31 | |
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3. | In7ergAlA,ct1n3n Kei7T¤ - Intergalaktisen Makkarasopan Nebula Collapse, De Acuerdo? (Excerpt) | 00:30 | |
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01:31 |
UK Black Metal Assault
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Abandoned by Light | |
Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Plagis | |
Plagues | All instruments, Vocals |
Guest/Session | |
Nemesis | Guitars (track 4) |
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1. | PanzerKrieg - A Last Hope | 02:40 | |
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2. | PanzerKrieg - Fate of Thor | 03:36 | |
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3. | Plagis - The Night Is Forever | 04:30 | Show lyrics |
You see me now A specter A shadow Of an angel now fallen I haunt the living plain Neither live or dead From a land in between Where its forever cold The night is forever The night is still young The bells forever ring Descent has only begun The night is still living The night is still young I’m most complete Yet so undone! Count me in with an evil smile Walk upon my grave Take refuge in my place of mourning Hallowed by my name Curse upon my grave Curse! I cannot be saved Me! Redemption is my place Curse! As blood runs down my face The night is forever The night is still young The bells forever ring Descent has only begun The night is still living The night is still young I’m most complete Yet so undone! Yet the clock strike 12 As the vermin dwells And world erupts in the pits of Hell Buildings crumble People yell Reeking of that awful smell As time turns to cinder All ends now They’ll simply beg and wonder how They came and put you in your place The shadows they dwell, the outer race Fear not demons From ground not sky Death from below not on high Bells chiming as chaos impounds Before that old, wicked droning sound The night is forever The night is still young The bells forever ring Descent has only begun The night is still living The night is still young I’m most complete Yet so undone! |
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4. | Plagis - Year Zero (Ghost cover) | 03:59 | Show lyrics |
[Belial, Behemoth, Beelzebub, Asmodeus, Satanas, Lucifer Belial, Behemoth, Beelzebub, Asmodeus, Satanas, Lucifer] Since dawn of time The fate of men is that of lice Equal as parasites And moving without eyes A day of reckoning When penence is to burn Count down together now And say the words That you will learn Hell Satan - Archangelo Hell Satan - Welcome year zero Hell Satan - Archangelo Hell Satan - Welcome year zero [Belial, Behemoth, Beelzebub, Asmodeus, Satanas, Lucifer] Crest fallen kings and queens Comforting in their faith Unbeknownst to them Is the presence of the wraith Since fate of men is equal To the fate of lice As new dawn rises You shall recognize Now behold the lord of flies Hell Satan - Archangelo Hell Satan - Welcome year zero Hell Satan He will tremble the nations Kingdoms to fall one by one Victim to fall for temptations A daughter to fall for a son The ancient serpent deceiver The masses standing in awe He will ascend to the heavens Above the stars of god Hell Satan - Arcangelo Hell Satan - Welcome year zero Hell Satan - Archangelo Hell Satan - Welcome year zero |
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5. | Abandoned by Light - I Shalt Become the Veil of Darkness | 11:32 | Show lyrics |
Dark shadows enclose upon us Ensnaring my soul with cold tendrils Sickening melancholy holds me down Drowning me in suffocating black I feel the call of the deepening beyond The decaying and rotting future Soaked in festering clotting blood The radiating hatred from the shadows I shalt become the veil of darkness I hover above the plane of existence The fog of hope between me and them Once trusted faith turns to ash and dust I shalt become the veil of darkness Falling into the trance by the moon Screaming into the blackness and dark Exiting through the void of bleakness Becoming the deep veil of darkness Consumed by the dark hatred Marked by the shadows of the heart Lobotomised by tortured thoughts The evils branded on to my soul I shalt become the veil of darkness I shalt become the veil of night |
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26:17 |
As Witness to the Passing of Aeons
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Karhmul | All instruments |
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1. | Life Returns | 03:31 | instrumental |
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2. | As Witness to the Passing of Aeons | 05:50 | instrumental |
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3. | Lamenting the Rising Sun | 04:36 | instrumental |
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4. | Dust in the Snow | 04:17 | instrumental |
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18:14 |
Melancholia
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May 30th, 2017 | Independent | Digital | ||
June 15th, 2017 | Cvlminis | CD | Pro CD-R, Limited edition | |
June 15th, 2017 | Cvlminis | Digital | Bandcamp |
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Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
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Plagues | Vocals (track 3) |
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1. | Melancholia (The Beginning) | 08:47 | Show lyrics |
Engulfed and devolved Bitter thoughts whispered Outwards into the darkness Asphyxiated by the chasm Of the winds and the rain Red stained skies dwindle Into the blackness of night-time Illuminated by the rising moon The dreariness is never ending Caressed by the dying embers The tempest continues outward Lashing rain drowning all sight Withering illusions in my eyes Unable to walk alone again Engulfed by my melancholia Icy winds pull at my frail being Tearing my spirit into the abyss There will be no peace ever here Dark clouds form on the edges Beckoning into the bleakness Engulfed and devolved Lost to the winds of time Swallowed by the shadows Asphyxiated by the chasm Of the open maw of despair |
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2. | Astral Corpse of a Dead Sun | 09:03 | Show lyrics |
Lightning perpetually strikes down Endless crashing cacophony of sound Human colour fades, and light dies Into the bewildering darkness it fades Tortured and torched voices scream Abysmal depths are flooded again And plundered till nothing remains Symphonies of agony sounding out Calling to the dead souls that rise A genocide of life beginning at the end Crucified minds and mutilated spirits Ripped out of sundered restless beings Raped of humanity by endless misfortune Cursed revelations spawned of degeneration The leviathan of misery gnaws at the bone Internal forces bid farewell to light Dreams darkened by twilight endless Fade into oblivion, die and rot Consumed and marked by shadow On the astral corpse of a dead sun Guided by anguish and old sins Enslaved by disdain for existence Drowning in flooded abysmal depths Castles of utopia brought down Crumbling in the eyes of the dead Cursed revelations witnessed In the blackened eyes Of an astral corpse of a dead sun |
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3. | Splinters of Shadow | 09:39 | Show lyrics |
Eternally falling deeper and deeper Into the suffocating emptiness below Into the fire that eternally burns within Scalding flames violating the skies The darkness was always there Rising till it has consumed it all Blackening and destroying Till it became ashes in the wind Far beyond the walls of safety Forged of shattered bone and pain And layered in broken angel wings Despairing starved hands break skin The promises of a grand deceiver Have led them down a burning road A cross bathed in the tears of the masses Marks the point at which we were lost All that was begun is ending As the fire rises to consume All that was planned is dying As the sky fades to blackness The spire that raped the skies Is brought down to the dirt Embraced by mulling corpse hands The grand deceiver is bleeding Splinters of shadows forced deep inside Breaking the skin, and infecting the flesh With terrible words and perverse ideals A crown of scars heralding my demise Dragging you down, further than ever Into the worm infested earth, rotting Far beyond the cracked walls of safety Forged from countless broken hearts |
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4. | Autumn Colours Fade to Black | 06:37 | instrumental |
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5. | The Midnight Raven Calls Out to the Forgotten Depths | 08:50 | Show lyrics |
Clinging to the root of your mind Infecting and diseasing your blood Nesting inside and draining your soul Corroding away at your life and smile Blackening your vision, closing your eyes Falling through darkened fogs The air becomes colder again As night embraces the world With a cold, unfeeling embrace Suffering screams rise from the deep This is existence as you know it Everything that was is now not Autumnal colours fade to black As the call of the void grows strong And the darkness grows eternal The midnight ravens call out Towards the forgotten depths That swallow the light cast down And darkness covers the soul Singing the funereal dirge of life The abysmal pendulum swings Casting judgement upon the soul Beckoning the end on black wings To come and lay its hand upon you |
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6. | Shed the Skin to Receive the World | 08:04 | Show lyrics |
A spirit of torment screaming out Painted in the blood of its sins Bearing the wounds of the darkness Lacerated veins witness force Forged of the fabric of night Violent and jagged edges Slice at the edges of the sun To remove the light from us The screams dying away at last Into silent despair at this life Phantom pains become reality Regretful wanderer of empty silence Shed the skin to receive the world And bear the agonised fruit of life Nightmares scratch claw marks deep A worm that seeks the light Worthless creature of pity Creeping back from its shame To crawl into the throat of purity And hide from wretched light A deep, violent self-extinction Born from the womb of horrors Ghosts of hope, raped of bodies Shed the skin, to receive the end Free the guilt and pain bleeding Vanishing eyes from empty skulls Plucked tongues, ripped and tossed The burdens of consciousness abandoned Raising limbs forged of wounds higher Shed the skin to receive the world again |
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7. | Mourning (The End) | 12:42 | Show lyrics |
Solace has departed once more Embraced by the cold arms of grief Her smile painted with silver brushes Forged of frozen crystal funereal tears Of those left behind in February snows Life is killing him once again, sinking deeper Dreams become nightmares filling the void Utterances of forgotten prayers long dead Memories of misplaced smiles since drowned In the tears and rain that fell from the sky As the sun lowers to mourn the end And night rises, draining misleading sunsets Closing your eyes to see the darkening light As the dawning moon reflects on the grave Where your disease and trauma still fester As the flesh becomes lost and disposed The soul no longer lingering in wooden prison The pain returned unto the abusing world Leaving only memories to rot in open wounds Cancerously growing to claim remaining lights Malignant prophecies of human suffering Irrelevant and sad lives become mere shadow Inner sanctuary, hiding from dawning realities Are torn down, raped once more of meaning Mourning the end of another forgotten soul Weeping for nothing, and for no-one Last thoughts leave, drift from the world Becoming dwindling starts, fading to apathy As obsidian pupils observe the passing aeons And the voices of the wind become whispers Malignant prophecies of human suffering Irrelevant identities become mere shadow Inner sanctuary, hiding from the abuses Is torn down, raped of all its meaning And its end is shown in shattered memory |
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8. | Depression - Part I (Abyssic Hate cover) | 12:46 | Show lyrics |
Far beyond the walls of all safety in a land Disgusting as the highest of God’s heavens Starved hands keep appearing - clawing Tearing shreds out of the flesh and mind And as the sands crawl their unchanging path All means seemingly focus towards the end There is no reason to live anymore when the reason cannot be attained But the solace lay beyond the darkness In a land where light and life dwell Yet soon will come death and the numbing fires Only then will my mind lie to rest For I am alone on this world Enslaved and surrounded by the living dead Yet still I stand tall as I bleed Deep from within the cuts upon my skin |
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9. | The Music of the Night (Phantom of the Opera cover) | 07:33 | Show lyrics |
Night-time sharpens, heightens each sensation Darkness stirs and wakes imagination Silently the senses abandon their defenses Slowly, gently, night unfurls its splendor Grasp it, sense it, tremulous and tender Turn your face away from the garish light of day Turn your thoughts away from cold, unfeeling light And listen to the music of the night Close your eyes and surrender to your darkest dreams Purge your thoughts of the life you knew before Close your eyes, let your spirit start to soar! And you’ll live as you’ve never lived before Softly, deftly, music shall surround you Feel it, hear it, closing in around you Open up your mind, let your fantasies unwind In this darkness which you know you cannot fight The darkness of the music of the night Let your mind start a journey to a strange new world Leave all thoughts of the world you knew before Let your soul take you where you long to be Only then can you belong to me Floating, falling, sweet intoxication Touch me, trust me, savor each sensation Let the dream begin, let your darker side give in To the power of the music that I write The power of the music of the night You alone can make my song take flight Help me make the music of the night |
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01:24:01 |
The Inevitable Descent of Silence...
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June 14th, 2017 | Independent | Digital | ||
March 30th, 2018 | Cvlminis | CD | Pro CD-R, Limited edition | |
March 30th, 2018 | Cvlminis | Digital | Bandcamp |
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Abandoned by Light | |
Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Nicrotek | |
Bobby Deathstars | Digital instruments, All instruments |
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1. | Nicrotek - Persistence of Memory | 06:59 | |
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2. | Nicrotek - The Deciding Moments | 05:20 | |
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3. | Abandoned by Light - Summoning Annihilation from Infernos Maw | 11:05 | Show lyrics |
It rises again, the twisted sense of dread Blossoming into ash laden skulls Eyes turned towards the depths of hatred Where the darkness once was content Whispered curses and prayers unknown To try and summon remaining hope From the chasm where it lay to die Castrated and betrayed, dwelling in loathing The wound is reopened, tasting despair An offering to the uncaring shadowy sky True treachery, unbeknownst it came out Puncturing the soul, and draining it of light It rises again, the twisted sense of dread Blossoming into ash laden skulls Eyes turned towards the depths of hatred Where the darkness once was content The whispers of the night wind Commands the heart to cease and die Lest life continue and consume it all Transform under the moon into nothing The wound is reopened, betrayed again Summoning annihilation from infernos maw Treachery came from cross and the spire Raping and defiling the soul, and draining it of light |
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4. | Abandoned by Light - Mental Central Dialog (Lifelover Cover) | 04:06 | Show lyrics |
Jag finner inga svar - Finns det några svar? Jag finner inga svar - Finns det några svar? Jag finner inga svar - Det finns inga svar! |
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27:30 |
Journey Through the Everlasting Kingdom of Bone, Eclipsed by the Bloodied Moon
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Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Journey Through the Everlasting Kingdom of Bone, Eclipsed by the Bloodied Moon | 08:37 | Show lyrics |
Stars fade within the eye of the mind Gods die, under the decaying temples touch Bodies wither and collapse, visions of eternity blinding Enter the kingdom of bone, where time reigns undying Dead hands reach from the decaying light To claw at the wretched, hated living souls To lead them down to the eternal sleep A dismal dreary universe, devoid of breath The accursed cold grounds of the earth A grave formed of the dying breaths Of thousands falling into unknown spheres Absconding from the abyss of existence Lamenting final prayers pulled away Torn and reformed on funeral winds Falling into realms forgotten by man Lit by solitary light of the bloodied moon Aeons pass in swirling vortexes Formed of bloodied sigils and scars On suicidal abysmal wings reborn in dust Shepherding in the tormented rebirth of eternity Stars fade and the mind frays and dies Gods die, under the decaying temples touch The bloodied moon shines high, agonised screams fade Enter the kingdom of bone, eternal in time |
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2. | Malfeitor (Watain cover) | 06:57 | Show lyrics |
By the blessing of shunned Gods the cord of life was deformed, twisted into a noose to strangle the miscarriage of the I upon which he shall feast that was spawned by the semen of horror’s fertile as his many limbs extend across the Abyss thirteen horns and a million tusks in a thousand jaws that breathe only to chew the chains that tie him to Assiah and titan is their strength Metamorphosphordus malformation your’s is the call I follow astride the wings of Death to the crossroads Malfeitor, the master and servant in unity at one with the Abyss when in your possession I am against the blindness of men thine eyes have been granted immunity so that my sight be clear when wielding the Sword of the Damned For I am begotten of the virgin whore as truth and torment, priest and warrior now behold as I pervert and destroy their law as the image of my philius moists the labia of Shekinah for dark are the desires that dwell within my heart and the Devil is in my kiss |
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15:34 |
And Here I Stand, Betwixt Light and Dark
Album versions
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November 25th, 2017 | Independent | Digital | ||
March 30th, 2018 | Cvlminis | Digital | Bandcamp | |
April 30th, 2018 | Cvlminis | CD | Pro CD-R, Limited edition |
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Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Caressed by the Dying Embers | 03:26 | instrumental |
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2. | Trepidation | 07:16 | Show lyrics |
Desperate screams to embittered darkness Ripped from the throat by oppressive winds Air stolen from lungs with immaterial hands Collapse into the earth, regretful eyes dark With trepidation, steps are taken from light Grey shadowy clouds coat the enflamed skies Marking the point where chaos embraced And enshrouding hands reached into oblivion The black wispy tendrils of hatred entangle Piercing the night-time, haunting those who sleep A spectral abysm that forever creeps forward Encircling the heart and tightening its grasp Deeper into the unknown, fragile steps occur Guided by fleeting lights, and glassy whispers With trepidation, falling into blackness again Unable to rise and breath, join the dark eternally In the dark grey ruins, under a sky that weeps Night falls upon a dying cold sun that bleeds This is where the soul flees to die in the dirt With trepidation, the body falls into the void |
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3. | Summoning Annihilation from Infernos Maw | 11:05 | Show lyrics |
It rises again, the twisted sense of dread Blossoming into ash laden skulls Eyes turned towards the depths of hatred Where the darkness once was content Whispered curses and prayers unknown To try and summon remaining hope From the chasm where it lay to die Castrated and betrayed, dwelling in loathing The wound is reopened, tasting despair An offering to the uncaring shadowy sky True treachery, unbeknownst it came out Puncturing the soul, and draining it of light It rises again, the twisted sense of dread Blossoming into ash laden skulls Eyes turned towards the depths of hatred Where the darkness once was content The whispers of the night wind Commands the heart to cease and die Lest life continue and consume it all Transform under the moon into nothing The wound is reopened, betrayed again Summoning annihilation from infernos maw Treachery came from cross and the spire Raping and defiling the soul, and draining it of light |
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4. | Journey Through the Everlasting Kingdom of Bone, Eclipsed by the Bloodied Moon | 08:37 | Show lyrics |
Stars fade within the eye of the mind Gods die, under the decaying temples touch Bodies wither and collapse, visions of eternity blinding Enter the kingdom of bone, where time reigns undying Dead hands reach from the decaying light To claw at the wretched, hated living souls To lead them down to the eternal sleep A dismal dreary universe, devoid of breath The accursed cold grounds of the earth A grave formed of the dying breaths Of thousands falling into unknown spheres Absconding from the abyss of existence Lamenting final prayers pulled away Torn and reformed on funeral winds Falling into realms forgotten by man Lit by solitary light of the bloodied moon Aeons pass in swirling vortexes Formed of bloodied sigils and scars On suicidal abysmal wings reborn in dust Shepherding in the tormented rebirth of eternity Stars fade and the mind frays and dies Gods die, under the decaying temples touch The bloodied moon shines high, agonised screams fade Enter the kingdom of bone, eternal in time |
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5. | Lucem ac Tenebras | 02:03 | instrumental |
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6. | And Here I Stand, Betwixt Light and Dark | 14:07 | Show lyrics |
Part 1: Light Raising my arms towards the birthing sun Dragged away from the shadowy realms To bask into the dawning glow around A world unknown to those once blind Trees release an emerald glow outward That falls upon our faces made glistening Turned into jewels under the suns gaze Standing in the light, warmth returning Where I once stood, such joy did not exist Here amongst the world of living souls Where I followed your glow through night The shadows have retreated once more Part 2: Dark Your tears fall as rain, nourishing Falling on my face as I rise to see From the bottom of this pit I stare Your eyes glisten as crystal under the moon Turning away from your gaze Towards the ensnaring shadows And the pull of the pale starlight Illuminating my decaying realm of despair Nightmares begin shaping reality And the light grows fainter Here I stand betwixt light and dark Pulled one way, and then the other And here I stand betwixt light and dark Bewitched by the blackness surrounding But dragged towards light by glistening souls Before falling once more into the beneath |
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7. | Turning Towards the Black Cascade | 09:06 | Show lyrics |
Obsidian steps leading towards truth Carrying forward the seed into the light Eyes open to witness the turn of the sun And hands stretch forth towards the earth Turning towards the black cascade Bloodied and broken bodies contorted To witness the endless expanse of oblivion Miniscule figures under the hand of Gods Celestial chariot pulling the moon forward Stars cast recklessly into the blackness Hands reach from the earth towards the deep Portraits in the heavens brought downward Sacred fires eternally burning in shadow Blind children wrapped in blankets of stars Eyes turned towards the endless expanse The hand of the Gods brought down again Collapsing upon the obsidian steps Turning towards the black cascade The seed decayed and crumbled to dust The hands grow old and wither in light Turning towards the black cascade Discarded eyes watch the fires dwindling As heavens fall and become dust in time Phantasmal celestials fade into unlit past Celestial chariot chasing the dwindling sun Stars abandoned to burn into the night Hands reach from the earth towards the deep The secrets of the moon reflected in black seas |
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8. | Desolation | 10:08 | Show lyrics |
The light of the black candle flickers Casting a growing shadow across the way Illuminating dead eyes, crystallised Shimmering in the tears forming in ice Unhallowed vastlands, formed by memory Skeletal forests, reaching into the fog A world of desolation forming inside the frame Reaching ever outward, spreading its wings Jaded eyes and melancholic thoughts Growing ever colder, dejected and lifeless The hands reach forward, clutching the fog Seeping from the vessel, empty and unformed The black candle goes out, wispy smoke rises Desolation moves ever forward, spreading The vessel falls to its knees, dust trailing beneath The wings envelop the frame, the cycle complete |
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9. | Golden Number (Ghost Bath cover) | 07:28 | |
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10. | Nattens Barn (Myrkur cover) | 06:05 | |
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01:19:21 |
A National Acrobat (Black Sabbath cover)
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Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | A National Acrobat (Black Sabbath cover) | 06:47 | Show lyrics |
I am the world that hides the universal secret of all time Destruction of the empty spaces is my one and only crime I’ve lived a thousand times I found out what it means to be believed The thoughts and images The unborn child that never was conceived When little worlds collide I’m trapped inside my embryonic cell And flashing memories are cast into a neverending well The name that scorns the face The child that never see the cause of man The deathly darkness that Belies the fate of those who never ran Well I know it’s hard for you to know the reason why And I know you’ll understand more when it’s time to die Don’t believe the life you have will be your only one You have to let your body sleep to let your soul live on Hate has given life to you and now it’s your concern Unseen eye of inner life will make your soul return Still I look but not to touch the seeds of life are sown Curtain of the future falls, the secret stays unknown Just remember hate is life and love is living death Treat your life for what it’s worth and live for every breath Looking back I’ve lived and learned but now I’m wondering Here I wait and only guess what this next life will bring |
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06:47 |
In Roaring He Shall Rise
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Abandoned by Light | |
Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Plagis | |
Plagues | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Plagis - Down You Come | 03:40 | |
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2. | Plagis - From the Depths | 03:45 | |
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3. | Plagis - When We are Free | 03:45 | |
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4. | Plagis - .Live.Hate.Die.Repeat. (Abandoned by Light cover) | 07:34 | |
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5. | Abandoned by Light - Made as a Statue to the Glory of Wrath | 08:31 | Show lyrics |
Cut down the sacred sun Burn out the dawning stars And let its pain spread outward As a crimson portent of doom Under the dwindling light Of an uncertain splintered moon Shattered inhuman thoughts Took wing and became life The eyes that would see Wounds across this reality Merged with the womb of night And birthed darkness once again Piercing where they might The deep knives carve through Slashing thought and will And draping them across worlds Made as a statue to the glory of wrath Unable to break the chains Chains of this dying reality Scream into the void and dead suns |
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6. | Abandoned by Light - Abstract Decay of All Things | 09:59 | Show lyrics |
I broke the silence I crossed the chasm Of all things To claim the stars That stretched beyond Dismal winds are falling The voice of the aether speaks Revealing the answer To the question yet unasked The chasm parted before me Tear you down to set you free The sanctuary of your inner sanctum Dwindles into the bleakness of night The seeds of your own suffering Sown in the malicious darkness Chosen by no-one we are But I will reach across the void To cross the chasm once again Away from the light you fell Into the gap between all things So unhallowed are those Who fell towards the stars The ghosts of mourning The storm inside their beings broken Nothing left but their disdain |
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7. | Abandoned by Light - Hung High, Weapons Drawn (Plagis cover) | 04:20 | |
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41:34 |
Our Fortress Is the Rain: The Angel Experiment Part II
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Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Formed in the Cocoon of Times End | 01:53 | instrumental |
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2. | Awaken (To a World of Deepening Nightmares) | 09:15 | Show lyrics |
My eyes open in pain Lying in the nuclear snows Stained red with my essence and sorrow Agony encircles my wounds Wretched life remaining inside Rising to my knees screaming Tears forming in bloodshot eyes Releasing my despair to the world Lifeless and broken I remain this night Closer to the edge, a lost spirit Screaming to the celestial space Praying for salvation, to cease The lone angel, a vigil of the world A future that isn’t mine Spreading my frost tinted wings I remove myself from the world Towards the blood tinted skies The smell of ash and cold remaining No salvation or solution, a life far away |
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3. | In the Graveyard of Roots and Trees | 07:42 | Show lyrics |
Drifting through the skies Watching the world below A hollow corpse shell Where once life dwelt Landing beneath a canopy Of blood, ash and dying leaves I imagine a world in bloom And curse the wretched life I lead Little remains of what once was Shallow reminders of days long past A world I never got to witness Images and sounds now extinct Despair plunges its blade once more The dark and cold encircling my soul Falling in this graveyard of blood and trees Holding myself tight I lay and die Time never stops, though nothing passes Nothing left to see the seasons change Or watch the ebb and flow of the waters Only my eyes see the pointless passing moments In this graveyard of roots and trees |
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4. | He Who Would Swallow God | 09:05 | Show lyrics |
Watching the light sink away The last of my strength draining with it My heat replaced with stone My soul dipped in blood and hatred A voice from the dark aether speaks A shape forming in the midnight mists Cloaked in the nighttime and hooded in fog A voice dripping with malice comes forth It speaks of a world before myself of suffering and debasement Of tongue and sword in perpetual feud Born of the souring visions and wrath It was born to cleanse the world To rebirth it all without life To give nature time to reclaim its words fell as glass upon me Sanity shattered by hammer blown words I was born to a mutilated world of horror birthed into a noose closing slowly around I swore to create my own vengeance The aether voice grew silent once more As i vomited forth foul utterances Basking in my own hatred and bestial desire I would take to the heavens and burn them down He who would swallow God He who formed me to suffer Who cut the world apart before me Who burned my life before it began |
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5. | Our Fortress Is the Rain (Part I) | 01:36 | instrumental |
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6. | Our Fortress Is the Rain (Part II) | 07:21 | Show lyrics |
Falling Down I keep falling The air ripped from my lungs Suffocating, desperate Descending from on high Falling My wings keep struggling To catch the freezing wind Frozen tears clinging to my face Descending towards my tomb Spiraling ever downward Through spheres of hatred A morning star cast to the Earth Born in fire and rising through ash Icy rain descends, blanket of cold A scythe cutting the curtain of reality Retreating to solace and isolation My only fortress is the darkness A conspiracy against all life The shadow of no light hanging Infesting every moment with hate and mourning My self extinction brought to pass My only fortress is the rain Welcoming the darkness once more Turning my gaze eternally inward Towards the familiar loathing and despair Taking solace in familiar hatred |
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7. | A Glimpse into a Dark Eternity (Where Worms Reign as Kings) | 09:41 | Show lyrics |
The pale icy moon illuminates Rain mixing with blood and ash And pale lifeless figures rising from night Lifeless eyes gazing through myself Lost and mutilated in a world That stands in perfect silence A heavy suffocating atmosphere With ghosts wandering freely They offer me a vision of futures Where worms reign as kings above all They rise from the graven earth Moving through sulfurous fog A dark eternity before them Their eyes upon the angel of misery The coldness of their gaze piercing As they show me these cold futures My screams pierce the night blanket Take me away from this suffering Lead me away from this darkness But the figures just fade away, back into night |
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8. | The Angel Experiment (Part II) - Reborn in Dying Flames | 08:22 | Show lyrics |
Veins filled with the serum of torment Eyes weeping the tears of prophecy Ears echoing the anguish of nations Surrounded by the graves of all men The Angel Experiment receiving the world Formed in the cocoon of times end At the birth of a new dying aeon When fire ravaged millennia of sin Wearing the ashen crown of darkness When Gods hand smite the cosmos These eyes have taken in the land And vomited back the blood and hate Born witness to the accuser and adversary Walked the fire paved skies and scorched earth Dipped in the pool of destruction and bathed Futile is the attempt to reason the chaos Accept each blow as it comes forward But bow before no Go, instead merge with darkness Be reborn in the dying flames of his kingdom I have tasted the growing sour fruit of suffering Born the scars of perpetual anguish Embraced the blisters of my existence Spreading ashen wings to the moonlight The Angel Experiment will finally be free |
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9. | Ghosts of Grace (Nachtmystium cover) | 04:39 | Show lyrics |
The alleys of hell where we wonder What’s eternal, now it begins The fate of the earth, where we were born No last echo, pull the plug And the storm left nothing And the storm left all And the storm took nothing And the storm took all The winds of disease burn your fields So unhallowed, so unclean The face of extinction raw and pestilent White with terror, tainted eyes And the storm left nothing And the storm left all And the storm took nothing And the storm took all The ghosts of grace want your bones Your spirit left for dead The cause of the mourning, lay in grace Like nations raped with praise And the storm left nothing And the storm left all And the storm took nothing And the storm took all |
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59:34 |
She Walked in Beauty, Like the Night, Beneath Amethyst Stars: Theme and Variations on Love, Life and the Eternal Turn of the Sun
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Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | She Walked in Beauty, Like the Night, Beneath Amethyst Stars | 44:58 | Show lyrics |
A single flower blooming in darkened fog Blossoming towards the allure of the sun Pursuing the earth in celestial eternity Shimmering colours against the grey void Shapes flowing across the canvas of light Radiant in the surrounding maelstrom A gentle flower blooming in eternity Crossing the world to follow spiralling dreams Through the breaking of daylight You have mesmerised my soul Dancing, weaving and gliding Through palaces of the mind Pushing back all of the darkness Relentless in pursuit of eternity Rising beneath eclipsing lunar phases Blooming beneath the burning soils Embracing the coming of new dawns Turning towards the sun She walked in beauty, like the night Beneath a blanket of amethyst stars The light of Summer and the eternal sun Shining on blooming thoughts and moments Till hands reached up to touch the sky Her light shines across the stars |
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44:58 |
In Praise of Shadows Past
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Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Det som en gang var (Burzum cover) | 14:45 | Show lyrics |
Imellom buskene vi stirret På de som minnet om andre tider Og fortalte at håpet var borte For alltid... Vi hørte alvesang og vann Som sildret Det som en gang var er nu borte Alt blodet... All lengsel og sorg som Hersket Og de følelser som kunne Røres Er vekk... For alltid... Vi døde ikke... Vi har aldri levd |
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2. | The Glorious Moment (Nachtmystium cover) | 05:27 | |
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3. | It’s Darker than You Think (Carpathian Forest cover) | 04:43 | Show lyrics |
My cold goddess of the night Squirming under my spiked fist She’s giving me all carnal delights Submit yourself and drink my blood I am the bringer of hate Evil reigns supreme on earth Defenders of the blackest faith Which strengthen my inner glow Mind expanding inner journey From a grim and bitter soul Misanthropic violent hellblast It’s darker than you think... For seemingly endless time There is still blood on the old oak This is where you come to die Over three hundred years old And still stretching towards the sky The hangman’s oak... Burning, bleeding, dying From the inside Hitting, whipping, kicking The corpse of Christ Reading, learning, seeing All knowledge of evil Watching, waiting, observing My fallen angel... I am the mortal guide With spiritual possessions I have seen the other side And I have sold my soul I have no earthly tombstone And I have no christian grave I am a misanthrope I am not a fucking slave |
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4. | Transilvanian Hunger (Darkthrone cover) | 06:04 | Show lyrics |
Transilvanian hunger cold, soul Your hands are cruel... to haunt, to haunt The mountains are cold... soul, cold Careful pale, forever at night Take me can’t you feel the call Embrace me eternally in your daylight slumber To be draped by the shadow of your morbid palace Oh, hate living... The only heat is warm blood So pure... So cold Transilvanian hunger Hail to the true, intense vampires A story made for divine fulfillment To be the one’s breathing a wind of sorrow Sorrow and fright the dearest katharsis Beautiful evil self to be the morbid count A part of a pact that is delightfully immortal Feel the call freeze you with the uppermost desire Transilvanian hunger, my mountain is cold So pure... Evil, cold Transilvanian hunger |
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5. | Svenskt Vemod (Hypothermia cover) | 04:45 | instrumental |
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6. | Nostalgia (Nocturnal Depression cover) | 16:36 | Show lyrics |
And once again despair is kissing me With her cold ghostly lips My own destruction is leading me to my grave That I digged for many times And once again I’m becoming a spectral thought Forgotten, sad, miserable shit As I fall into the black spheres among lonely memories You’ve broken us, piece by piece The score of my soundtrack is written by blood Music of suicide written in red I did it myself, my wrists are also opened And like my tears, it’s cascading Everything has been lost behind us On my kness, hands on my face The sun is appearing into the spring morning Where I’m lying there’s just nothing than my dust Now you don’t care about him You live on the other side of feelings But our February snow is now covering my lifeless body |
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52:20 |
Algor Mortis
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Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Beneath the Grey Skies (Dark and Forlorn Silences) | 02:04 | instrumental |
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2. | When Darkness Consumes Their Eyes | 08:44 | Show lyrics |
Blank eyes and gaunt expressions Staring from lifeless husks Lobotomised and without form Viewing without sight to canvas of stars Seeing no light, only blackness Thus they were defiled again Semen of devils pulsing in veins Shrinking beneath the weight of infinite Nameless and without form Worshiping the uncaring void beneath Dragged under the burning expanse Of guilt and burdened by the weight Of vast nothingness and despair Brought low by chains of own design When darkness consumed their eyes Crawing through the mire of defeat Dead eyes locked to the ground Shuffling through thick fog of toxicants A soiled carcass drifting through Ever downward to blacker hells beneath |
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3. | Hail the Final Breath of God | 06:55 | Show lyrics |
Fire raged in the halls of divinity Consuming the sickness within Screaming voices howled in liberation Their souls expanding and reaching out Hailing the final breath of God Closing eyes and silent prayers Hands lowered to crawl in the dirt Abandoned and destitute sanctuaries Left to rot and collapse into the past Their pathways now fall silent in ruin Let chaos sound trumpets of triumph Hailing the final breath of God Man can rise from his bloodied knees And crane their necks towards the stars The smoke of their torment rising Let blood fall from the deep skies A cascade to quench the thirst of man Let it be as a sign, a black mark on hearts That have long dwelled within lost lands Let it beget the flame that will ignite worlds Glistening beneath a bloodied moon The gates of heaven torn down left to solitary decay, buried by time Trapped betwixt light and dark Worms crawling over broken angel wings |
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4. | Through Chaos and the Closing of the Light | 09:05 | Show lyrics |
Through chaos and the closing of the light Meandering through atrocious visions Slipping away through claustrophobic spaces Trapped between desires and reality Until the light takes you away once more Heads bowed to push every forward Assailed by endless tempests of dark Hopes and dreams bleeding from eyes The dances of yesterday are memories The sun extinguished and rains never comes Through chaos you attempt to rise Through the closing of the light you squint To see futures where only dark lurks You extinguished all the stars into black The flesh is devoured and hives swarm Behind your eyes they grow and writhe Beneath the skin they penetrate deeper Changing, mutating you become one A grotesque, something new and unclean Your name is nowehere and nothing remains Visions of possibility disappear on winds Torn away and ripped from clasping hands You cannot see the dawn, days never come Your reflection something unfamiliar and new Through chaos and the closing of the light you are no more |
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5. | Eternal Illuminations | 04:08 | instrumental |
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6. | Radiant Sickness | 08:02 | Show lyrics |
Floating above spheres of doubt Dak clouds blocking illusive moonlight I cannot see beyond my realities Shapes malformed in the mists Souls out-wearing their bodies Time stands eternally still As the curtain of my minds mire lifts And all world’s reveal themselves Enchanted by my nocturnal melody My radiant sickness comes forth Still in the emptiness and silence Celestial truths cascade above me Washed with magnificent storms The field ever growing and forming This radiant sickness that takes me Time returns as it must do And the day returns all to soon Hearts beat to the fading melody The feelings of sanctuary pass The veil falls one again, obscuring |
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7. | Defiling the Godhead | 07:23 | Show lyrics |
It was born again To dance across the stars To revel and writhe Within the broken and gone To defile the Godhead And grind the crown to dust To feel the creeping cold An move in empty spaces It was born again To dance an infants dance To tend the embers of rebirth To pull the celestial to dirt To deform the Godhead And place naught in place And fall to emptiness To gaze with vacant face A door left open unlocked A light from within growing Once buried now birthed anew Beating bright dancing on a grave |
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8. | I Am a Throne Made from Dust | 08:39 | Show lyrics |
Where are you bright futures? Fading away in the fog and mire Falling through dead flesh Through the grey, though pain Kissed by moonlight and laid to sleep My kingdom shimmers and dissipates Laments reaching through night I am a throne made from dust Nothing remains draped beneath dusk The world vanishes into deathlike silence Shadows and fog drift toward me Rising through the dusk and soils Cloaking futures that once were seen Rememberance of the kingdom that was Now I am a throne made from dust Impermanent Fleeting Evanescent Fading Falling into the darkness again Fighting against the growing silence The cold burns against my naked flesh Darkness enshrouded me once more No way out, the world vanishes again My kingdom has fade to fog and nought I am a throne made from dust |
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9. | Blood for All Tears Shed | 10:52 | Show lyrics |
A pathetic fallacy Birthed from rotten eyes Silver gates forever closed Heaven growing darker Angels of lunacy cackle For blood for all tears shed Melt yourself beyond sanity Arise new avatar of chaotic intent Raise yourself beyond humanity Tear down the silver gates Take blood for all tears shed Scarred malformations Twisted and writhing deformed By nightmare cataclysms of the past Revulsion of the world beyond Blood for all tears shed anew Betrayed and broken down Spit on and soaked in defeat All tongues towards this hell To make and break this future From the ashes birth new destinies The world you left behind Forgotten through mires of time Forward through birthing fires Past frozen moons and raging suns To take blood for all tears shed |
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10. | Enter the Eternal Fire (Bathory cover) | 06:56 | Show lyrics |
Leave the world of mortals to walk Into the mist to stalk unto the other side Plains of otherness The utter emptiness Where time have ceased and dark and light collide Crossing the river of death and water cold Slowly walking up the bridge The jewelled bridge I walk for what seems a lifetime In the night it’s jewels glow There on the other side On shore of no return The one for me awaits Cannot avoid the eyes In which the fire burns Comed this far it is too late And he calls my name First a whispering then louder And he wants me to follow And to enter the eternal fire...... I walk this endless night His eyes the only light Repeatedly he whispers my name Fingers move and twist Through crimson thick dark mist And voices cry of agony and pain Close now to his kingdom The bleak world dark and still I follow the voice whispering my name Approach the gate of sin Opened up to let me in and there, he stand in flames The price now I must pay For eternity my soul his claim For years of pleasures, victory and gold The one who stand in flames Now rise and walk my way And reach out for my soul And he calls my name First a whispering then louder And he wants me to follow And to fall down. The eternal fire...... I stand at the jaws of the pit The heat scorch my flesh The fall seem never to end My hair burn My eyes can’t see The flames slowly eat my soul The pain tears my mind Hear my cries oh Lord Have mercy oh Lord This can’t be Raging flames all over me Inferno of heat Oh no, oh no, oh noooooo, noooooo, noooooo...... |
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01:12:48 |
La Nuit
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Karhmul | All instruments |
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1. | La Nuit | 20:50 | instrumental |
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20:50 |
Omnes Relinquite Spes
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Abandoned by Light | |
Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Ghosts in Gold | |
The New Messiah | Everything |
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1. | Abandoned by Light - The Delirium of Negation | 08:31 | Show lyrics |
Your voice forever permeates the fog Pulling me under to icy depths again To twist and writhe within the cold Fading in and out of mine world Sinking into frozen depths again Your presence coats the horizon Blanketing glistening futures from sight All roads return to your familiar embrace Though their pathways are all obscured And I know not from where I begin Enraptured in the delirium of negation Betrothed to the pale allure of demise A moonlit serenade to immortal death A prayer unto chilled binds of loneliness Whose feverish hold will never leave me And in this my desolation and end The sun did no longer shine upon us The day came, went and once more came But no dawn could break the nocturne And no light could pierce the dark gloom My heart is chilled with selfish prayer Eyes coated with fogs of angstful longing Lungs filled with the acrid smokes Of Edens burning in solemn disquiet My life turned to bitter ashes floating on dead winds |
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2. | Abandoned by Light - Lost Within These Walls (demo re-recording) | 05:47 | Show lyrics |
In my journey through the darkness I fell through a void within myself One that I will fill with hatred And use to burn you to the ground Your God may forgive all your sins But I will never You will never be free of me When I climb the forest of my sorrows And return to the world of man Lost within these walls, fortress of the mind I wait for the sun to shine through the haze To light the path that I should take But the light never arrives The thoughts in my head, a torture I bear Screaming, but I hear nothing Cutting, but never bleeding Breathing, but never living I am truly dead, one with the corpses I hate Run from the heavens, may they never find you Followed by your mistakes, may they torment you Fall on your knees and pray, may they never be answered I wish you nothing but damnation, to live with your pain Your pathetic excuse for an existence will continue forever So you may never find peace, for what you did to me In my journey through the darkness I fell through a void within myself One that I will fill with hatred And use to burn your dreams to the ground Your God may forgive all your sins But I will never You will never be free of me When I climb the forest of my sorrows And return to the world of man |
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3. | Ghosts in Gold - Upon My Return | 04:04 | |
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4. | Ghosts in Gold - Devotion and the Dead | 04:25 | |
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22:47 |
On Broken and Rotted Dreams, Suicide Took Flight
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Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Noisome Screams of a Life Undone | 02:10 | instrumental |
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2. | .Live.Hate.Die.Repeat. | 07:41 | Show lyrics |
The soul in the darkness awoken Calling out for the self destruction to begin Crying out for you to kill yourself To end the perpetual misery That like the air and black sky Is always their in your life Live, hate, die, repeat, the existence That you have created is not one at all So end it now, and return to the realm of feeling When life is a struggle for happiness Is it truly one at all? Or is it a prologned exposure to suffering That you cling to for the familiar pain For the comfort of routine in the day When all other joys are taken from you You still have your self loathing Live, hate, die, repeat once more It’s no way to live, so kill yourself now Live, hate, die, repeat Perpetual misery guiding you through hell Live, hate, die, repeat Endless torment in a husk of life Live, hate, die, repeat Suicide to escape, suicide to die Live, hate, die, repeat Live, hate, die, repeat Some fucking life |
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3. | The Dominion of Sadness, Arrived | 04:33 | Show lyrics |
The world is dying around me Everywhere there are graves Of those who never deserved life anyway Violent cries arise everywhere of Those who cling to their existence Afraid of what lies beyond the veil of this reality Where they will be judged on the failures that were Their miserable lives A blackened sky appears Heralding the coming of a dark era Where all the wounds that time and skin buried and hid Will come to the surface Thick, red testimonies to the misery received As mine soul blackens, dies and breaks free I scream to the heavens that I never followed That my life will soon be over and I buried As this shitty world dies around me I watch the blood drain from my body and Begin to pool around me A reservoir of pain leaving my body Through a score of paper thin wounds Self inflicted, a way to end this world And bring forth the dominion of sadness That will preside over my corpse Till I become one with the earth And the darkness becomes eternal |
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4. | Frost at a Funeral | 06:47 | Show lyrics |
Eyes grow dim Being drifting away Wasted years before my eyes A, cold deathly feeling settles in Soon I shall be nought but Frost at a funeral Where did my life go? years slip by like water Through old and rotted hands I cry for the lost, but it won’t return Soon I shall be nought but Frost at a funeral World grows dim again Cold settles on my heart This time it is here forever As I leave this world, I do so alone I have gone, the pain is over I am now, frost at my funeral There is frost at my funeral But no-one to see |
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5. | Please Kill Me Now!!! | 04:36 | Show lyrics |
Mind torn open Soul exposed Heart ripped asunder Misery inside out This is the life I know live alone One of desolation Please kill me now Wrists slashed apart A sign of sadness My being is dead Soon I shall be too Tortured by depression Broken and beaten into The shape of suicide Please kill me now Abandoned Left alone to die Skin burnt and torn A husk of existence Hollow for so long Suicide is an answer To the unspoken prayer Please kill me now |
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6. | A Love That Hurts Me So... | 12:43 | Show lyrics |
I’m cutting myself again Trying to take this pain away Trying to drown it all, in the wave I’m hurting so much, hurting for you This love is taking my life away Why did you go? This obsessive love is breaking me So i’m cutting again, cutting for you I’m taking drugs again Trying to numb myself to the pain Trying to break myself, all at once I’m dying again, dying for you Why did you go? My obsessive love for you is painful So i’m taking drugs again, just for you Burning, searing pain, this feeling Why did you have to go? And leave me I love you, do you now know? This pain inside my soul, it’s all for you The scars that dot my body, a sea of testimonies to your divinity This is killing me though This love that hurts me so This obsessive love is ending me This love that hurts is killing me, from the inside out This obsessive love is ending me So i’ll get it over and done Before the feelings all stop and I Become a hollow shell, so very numb This love that hurts will end I’m starving myself again Trying to mutilate myself, for you Trying to bruise the soul beneath, for you I’m wasting away, dying for you Why did you go? My obsessive love for you is ruining me So i’m starving myself again, just for you This obsessive love is ending me This love that hurts is killing me, from the inside out This obsessive love is ending me So i’ll get it over and done Before the feelings all stop and I Become a hollow shell, so very numb This love that hurts will end |
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7. | Life Is a String of Wounds | 04:43 | Show lyrics |
Life is a string of wounds Holding together that which was never meant to be Keeping the sufferings intact So that we may relive them, when all is dark And we are at our most miserable When the wrist is at its most bloodied A diary of scars, showing what we really are What the f*ck is wrong with me? Inside my soul is a dark and growing pain Sprouting out its decaying wings Covered in scabs, cuts and bloodied lines And on these rotted wings, suicide took flight Wounding me from the inside out Dragging me down into my misery well Life is a string of wounds And we are nothing in ourselves Bleed the soul, to remove the soiling of life The stain created by continued existence The blade is a vessel, leading to some pleasures Numb yourself, go somewhere life cannot hurt you You have suffered enough, time to sleep Where the sadness cannot find you Life is a string of wounds Time to cut the cordf And drift into the comfort of oblivion |
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8. | When Hope Became Eclipsed by Death | 07:25 | Show lyrics |
Gazing sadly through December rain Seeing my life reflected in the harsh elements Torn away, blown away and reformed once more To suffer again Once in it I saw beauty, beauty in the shimmer Now I only see death, death of the Summer That day when hope became eclipsed by death Nostalgia for the past, days spent in light and warmth Before they became blurred with night And darkness was my illumination into depression Remembering the days when I loved and laughed Before frost settled in my heart and my soul was blackened And the sink was stained and the razor bloodied Where mirrors were uncracked and skin unblemished Before life was stained with the shit of others And humanity wasn’t so f*cking dull and worthless Rising up to kill the beast that looms above Taste the pain of a thousand different cuts The beast that is the promise of tomorrow The one that took my hope for a future recovery And replaced it with the shadow of sadness The thought placed within my mind to kill yourself Please kill yourself and end the reign of misery That cruelly broke your spirit with iron heels And eclipsed your hope with a sweet promise of death A noose, a knife, a socket, a gun All tools on that cold December eve When the rain reflected my multitude of pains Why did you allow yourself to live this long? Under the dark blanket of melancholy That has lingered so long in my bleakest soul When I could have ended the pain long ago So tonight, on this stormy night, when the rain lays I shall kill myself, and find peace at last Tonight, death will complete its eclipse of hope And hope will lay down and die, but it will be glad |
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9. | Misanthropic Black Metal Noise | 01:35 | Show lyrics |
I hate you I hate you all I hate myself I hate this bloody life Please kill me now Lest I learn to love again And forget the reason that I began To detest you all I hate you I hate this world I hate humanity I will crush you all I will show you your faults I will bring you all to your bloody Knees before I die |
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10. | Nostalgia (Nocturnal Depression cover) | 04:00 | Show lyrics |
Nostalgia And once again despair is kissing me With her cold ghostly lips My own destruction is leading me to my grave That I digged for many times And once again I’m becoming a spectral thought Forgotten, sad, miserable shit As I fall into the black spheres among lonely memories You’ve broken us, piece by piece The score of my soundtrack is written by blood Music of suicide written in red I did it myself, my wrists are also opened And like my tears, it’s cascading Everything has been lost behind us On my kness, hands on my face The sun is appearing into the spring morning Where I’m lying there’s just nothing than my dust Now you don’t care about him You live on the other side of feelings But our February snow is now covering my lifeless body |
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56:13 |
On Broken and Rotted Dreams, Suicide Took Flight
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Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Noisome Screams of a Life Undone | 02:10 | instrumental |
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2. | .Live.Hate.Die.Repeat. | 07:41 | Show lyrics |
The soul in the darkness awoken Calling out for the self destruction to begin Crying out for you to kill yourself To end the perpetual misery That like the air and black sky Is always their in your life Live, hate, die, repeat, the existence That you have created is not one at all So end it now, and return to the realm of feeling When life is a struggle for happiness Is it truly one at all? Or is it a prologned exposure to suffering That you cling to for the familiar pain For the comfort of routine in the day When all other joys are taken from you You still have your self loathing Live, hate, die, repeat once more It’s no way to live, so kill yourself now Live, hate, die, repeat Perpetual misery guiding you through hell Live, hate, die, repeat Endless torment in a husk of life Live, hate, die, repeat Suicide to escape, suicide to die Live, hate, die, repeat Live, hate, die, repeat Some fucking life |
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3. | The Dominion of Sadness, Arrived | 04:33 | Show lyrics |
The world is dying around me Everywhere there are graves Of those who never deserved life anyway Violent cries arise everywhere of Those who cling to their existence Afraid of what lies beyond the veil of this reality Where they will be judged on the failures that were Their miserable lives A blackened sky appears Heralding the coming of a dark era Where all the wounds that time and skin buried and hid Will come to the surface Thick, red testimonies to the misery received As mine soul blackens, dies and breaks free I scream to the heavens that I never followed That my life will soon be over and I buried As this shitty world dies around me I watch the blood drain from my body and Begin to pool around me A reservoir of pain leaving my body Through a score of paper thin wounds Self inflicted, a way to end this world And bring forth the dominion of sadness That will preside over my corpse Till I become one with the earth And the darkness becomes eternal |
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4. | Frost at a Funeral | 06:47 | Show lyrics |
Eyes grow dim Being drifting away Wasted years before my eyes A, cold deathly feeling settles in Soon I shall be nought but Frost at a funeral Where did my life go? years slip by like water Through old and rotted hands I cry for the lost, but it won’t return Soon I shall be nought but Frost at a funeral World grows dim again Cold settles on my heart This time it is here forever As I leave this world, I do so alone I have gone, the pain is over I am now, frost at my funeral There is frost at my funeral But no-one to see |
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5. | Please Kill Me Now!!! | 04:36 | Show lyrics |
Mind torn open Soul exposed Heart ripped asunder Misery inside out This is the life I know live alone One of desolation Please kill me now Wrists slashed apart A sign of sadness My being is dead Soon I shall be too Tortured by depression Broken and beaten into The shape of suicide Please kill me now Abandoned Left alone to die Skin burnt and torn A husk of existence Hollow for so long Suicide is an answer To the unspoken prayer Please kill me now |
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6. | A Love That Hurts Me So... | 12:43 | Show lyrics |
I’m cutting myself again Trying to take this pain away Trying to drown it all, in the wave I’m hurting so much, hurting for you This love is taking my life away Why did you go? This obsessive love is breaking me So i’m cutting again, cutting for you I’m taking drugs again Trying to numb myself to the pain Trying to break myself, all at once I’m dying again, dying for you Why did you go? My obsessive love for you is painful So i’m taking drugs again, just for you Burning, searing pain, this feeling Why did you have to go? And leave me I love you, do you now know? This pain inside my soul, it’s all for you The scars that dot my body, a sea of testimonies to your divinity This is killing me though This love that hurts me so This obsessive love is ending me This love that hurts is killing me, from the inside out This obsessive love is ending me So i’ll get it over and done Before the feelings all stop and I Become a hollow shell, so very numb This love that hurts will end I’m starving myself again Trying to mutilate myself, for you Trying to bruise the soul beneath, for you I’m wasting away, dying for you Why did you go? My obsessive love for you is ruining me So i’m starving myself again, just for you This obsessive love is ending me This love that hurts is killing me, from the inside out This obsessive love is ending me So i’ll get it over and done Before the feelings all stop and I Become a hollow shell, so very numb This love that hurts will end |
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7. | Life Is a String of Wounds | 04:43 | Show lyrics |
Life is a string of wounds Holding together that which was never meant to be Keeping the sufferings intact So that we may relive them, when all is dark And we are at our most miserable When the wrist is at its most bloodied A diary of scars, showing what we really are What the f*ck is wrong with me? Inside my soul is a dark and growing pain Sprouting out its decaying wings Covered in scabs, cuts and bloodied lines And on these rotted wings, suicide took flight Wounding me from the inside out Dragging me down into my misery well Life is a string of wounds And we are nothing in ourselves Bleed the soul, to remove the soiling of life The stain created by continued existence The blade is a vessel, leading to some pleasures Numb yourself, go somewhere life cannot hurt you You have suffered enough, time to sleep Where the sadness cannot find you Life is a string of wounds Time to cut the cordf And drift into the comfort of oblivion |
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8. | When Hope Became Eclipsed by Death | 07:25 | Show lyrics |
Gazing sadly through December rain Seeing my life reflected in the harsh elements Torn away, blown away and reformed once more To suffer again Once in it I saw beauty, beauty in the shimmer Now I only see death, death of the Summer That day when hope became eclipsed by death Nostalgia for the past, days spent in light and warmth Before they became blurred with night And darkness was my illumination into depression Remembering the days when I loved and laughed Before frost settled in my heart and my soul was blackened And the sink was stained and the razor bloodied Where mirrors were uncracked and skin unblemished Before life was stained with the shit of others And humanity wasn’t so f*cking dull and worthless Rising up to kill the beast that looms above Taste the pain of a thousand different cuts The beast that is the promise of tomorrow The one that took my hope for a future recovery And replaced it with the shadow of sadness The thought placed within my mind to kill yourself Please kill yourself and end the reign of misery That cruelly broke your spirit with iron heels And eclipsed your hope with a sweet promise of death A noose, a knife, a socket, a gun All tools on that cold December eve When the rain reflected my multitude of pains Why did you allow yourself to live this long? Under the dark blanket of melancholy That has lingered so long in my bleakest soul When I could have ended the pain long ago So tonight, on this stormy night, when the rain lays I shall kill myself, and find peace at last Tonight, death will complete its eclipse of hope And hope will lay down and die, but it will be glad |
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9. | Misanthropic Black Metal Noise | 01:35 | Show lyrics |
I hate you I hate you all I hate myself I hate this bloody life Please kill me now Lest I learn to love again And forget the reason that I began To detest you all I hate you I hate this world I hate humanity I will crush you all I will show you your faults I will bring you all to your bloody Knees before I die |
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10. | Nostalgia (Nocturnal Depression cover) | 04:00 | Show lyrics |
Nostalgia And once again despair is kissing me With her cold ghostly lips My own destruction is leading me to my grave That I digged for many times And once again I’m becoming a spectral thought Forgotten, sad, miserable shit As I fall into the black spheres among lonely memories You’ve broken us, piece by piece The score of my soundtrack is written by blood Music of suicide written in red I did it myself, my wrists are also opened And like my tears, it’s cascading Everything has been lost behind us On my kness, hands on my face The sun is appearing into the spring morning Where I’m lying there’s just nothing than my dust Now you don’t care about him You live on the other side of feelings But our February snow is now covering my lifeless body |
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56:13 |
No God, No Sun, No Future
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Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Guest/Session | |
Oliver Dahlbäck | Drums |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Cold and Eternal | 06:36 | Show lyrics |
Frost covered panes, coat the world in mist Reaching out to grasp the future just beyond my reach Drowning in the fog of my clouded thoughts Everything around me is destroyed The cold arms of anguish, embrace me in the deathly arms The lips of suicide kiss my forehead, telling me its time Time to die again, and again, and again and again Nothing survives in my world of shadow Mere memories of the sun lighting me Arriving to the end of a life as everything continues Without me, the rest keep on surviving Ignorant to the misery that stalks us all Waiting to embrace us all, drag us down To the hell that surrounds us on earth Living on the other side of feeling Watching the world continue to turn without me They don’t care about me, the man they turned Into the husk that remains, cascading tears Turn to dust at my feet, blowing through the trees Down into the grave, that I dug many times before Deeper and deeper, to escape the world of pain that lurks above Wandering through streets of no colour, grey to the horizon Purposeless in direction, people on either side, faceless I’ve become so numb, I don’t feel their touch Become so tired, so much more aware of myself The blood in my veins, burning like coals in a furnace of hatred The skin, torn to expose what was once human beneath Time to die, nevermore to feel, again, and again, and again This death to me, cold and eternal |
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2. | And Dusk Did Crawl Out to Witness the Suicide of the Sun... | 05:23 | Show lyrics |
The sun sets, coating the world in a deep darkness As tears fall down my face, to fade into nothingness in the earth On my knees I pray, as I inhale the sweet scent of night Crisp to the face, cold to the bone I stagger towards death Fleeing from everything that hurt, and made me this way Lost in the streets where once I dwelled, Memories return, directing a new future for me to find One where I will not feel my agonies, sheer darkness Voices inside my head, companions till the end I tried so hard, and got so far, but now it doesn’t matter I lay by the side of rail-lines, feeling the earth turn beneath Watching stars go by, lights about to die in the heavens No God to accompany them, no force would condemn me to this My life of endless torment, where pain is the constant Now it is time to rest, time to leave it behind As dusk crawls out to witness the suicide of the sun So too will it witness mine, my retreat from life I feel the end approaching, walking up the tracks Cigarette butt in hand, I see the lights approaching Like opening gates to heaven, they appear I jump from life, and death |
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3. | Mournful Cries Pierce the Silence. Serenading the Coming Suicide | 05:12 | Show lyrics |
Arriving, tortured into the world again Laid in a hospital bed, tears for the life I still lead Cursed to a state of purgatory in the ward of body and mind Vague images before my eyes, fleeting memories I want a blade, to pleasure the flesh with wounds and tears To feel is to die, to die is to never feel again Draped in anonymity, a patient on the ward of sorrow Lying on a bed of despair, never rising Why am I alive? Why do I survive in this torment? I hear the voices, whispers and influences on my mind Telling me I failed, but that there is still chance to die To decrease into nothingness, to leave them behind To live this life of suffering is to not live at all Repeated molestation by injustices This is not the meaning of my being But I cannot find what is |
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4. | On Broken and Rotted Dreams, Suicide Took Flight | 10:21 | Show lyrics |
A lone night in my asylum, my mind On an inpatient ward, trapped A world of pain, where feelings burn like embers Dying in a winters breeze In solitude, forgotten by all, I reside In corridors and dark corners, I reside Suicidal thoughts, thoughts of leaving Accompany me through my day alone Bladed tongues lick the skin, pain leaves Till the tool is taken from me by overseers Then left to melancholic resignations of defeat Alone again, in dusty corridors to dwell Death desire, and lonely tears, no pill to take them A lone night in my asylum, my mind Isolated from the world outside my window A danger to myself, inside or out, I will die I toy with my razorblade, flirting with the skin Teasing open the skin, to let lose my anger Running down my arms, I feel it ebb to nothing At night, broken and rotted dreams leave, suicide takes flight Carrying me away to a darkness Embraced like a lost friend, I follow it to nothing But then I wake, holding only the empty air Crying for what is lost, happiness and content A lone night in my asylum, my mind On an inpatient ward, trapped A world of pain, where feelings burn like embers Dying in a winters breeze In solitude, forgotten by all, I reside In corridors and dark corners, I reside Suicidal thoughts, thoughts of leaving Accompany me through my day alone When I sleep, they return to me, voices telling me to let go and die On broken and rotted dreams, suicide took flight And I try to follow, but only to wake again, and repeat it all To live, hate, die and repeat. |
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5. | Wandering Through a Nocturnal Sorrow | 04:52 | Show lyrics |
A v of black swans sweep through the horizons past my frost coated window pane Cold is my soul, untold the forever present pain, leaving me alone inside A bleak red August nights, leading me hope for the grave Laid bare in my mind, a catacomb to my tomb, rotting rose in the rain Sick and weak, dosed up on drugs, numb to the rest of my world Fire scorched visions, death and destruction from my actions Wandering through these catacombs of the grande danse macabre My brothers and sisters of agony skulk along the walls Wandering through this nocturnal sorrow, rotting rose in the rain Drifting through this nether world of pains and despair Doctors cling to my bloody arms, speak of recovery and relief I believe nothing, devoid of trust and full of malevolence to my keeper Darkness dwells where once I had life, a void sucking in my hopes Time passes in my whitewashed cell, meaningless periods elapse My isolated world turns on, day and night merge into one grand hell A beast with seven heads and seven crowns lurks above me A puppet to his strings, throwing me onwards, down to dark domain Wandering through a nocturnal sorrow, towards realms I’ve never seen Encompassed by the blanket of darkness, forever holding me This netherworld, divorced from all others, where I reside, no fairytale |
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6. | This is Where It Ends... | 05:25 | Show lyrics |
Now it is time, for oblivion to flow in, like high tide To carry me away into the deep black depths The voice from within, calling me down To where the corpses will lurk, in shallow ground I am trapped by my reflection, telling all lies, revealing all I am the reason to hate myself, my own mind The blood in my veins, the beat of my heart, hatred Forever haunted by my failures, my ideas, my mistakes Never let go, remember them all, a presence in my head Carry me away, please carry me away to the depths My weakness, fear of what lurks beyond this reality But my destiny is to die in anonymity, amongst the masses By my own hand I must die, no others but mine, this is my fate I will never be free from this asylum, so I must make my end This is where it ends, I realise, this is where it ends Entranced by moonlight Lie back, wait for darkness My Screams draw them This Is Where It Ends |
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7. | Life O’ Despicable Life | 06:47 | Show lyrics |
Once more into the masses, once more towards them I want nothing to do with these shadows, but they are here Released amongst the populace, deemed one of them I still feel the thoughts of suicide, pressed in my mind But I try to resist, try to cling to what this is Once more towards the sunlight, blinding my eyes Life O’ Despicable Life, why must you resist? I try to fight, and fight for you, but always you leave And I fall back into the dirt I find myself calling home And realise, we’re all better off dead Once more into the masses, once more towards them I want nothing to do with these shadows, but they are here Released amongst the populace, deemed one of them I still feel the thoughts of suicide, pressed in my mind But I try to resist, try to cling to what this is Once more wandering, trying to find where I belong No avail, these streets are lonely for me, all the people nothing I don’t recognise these places, though I’ve been here before It is all just mist and fog, clouding my eyes to the lies Life O’ Despicable Life, is this what you want for me? Once more into the masses, once more towards them I want nothing to do with these shadows, but they are here Released amongst the populace, deemed one of them I still feel the thoughts of suicide, pressed in my mind But I try to resist, try to cling to what this is |
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8. | No God, No Sun, No Future | 06:22 | Show lyrics |
This is where it all began, the frost covered panes My world coated in mist, blanketing the sky Wandering through it all, unbeknownst to the people I feel the end approaching, though I wish to stay Dusk crawling out, to witness my life unfold Pieces come together, creating a picture of woe My self-extinction, horrors blinding the beauty Faith lost to my being, no longer my own Falling into myself, bid my body farewell Voices drowning out the my thoughts No God, No Sun, No Future, it’s all here Climbing higher, beyond mortal pain Hidden in plain sight, the tortured soul Crying out for help, tears frozen to the wind Bleak coated world, devoid of colour, nowhere I am still here, but for how long, I know not No God, No Sun, No Future, where it all began The embrace of death, cold and comforting Her arms embraced me, inviting me in But I never was to follow, fortunes changed This is where it all began, the frost covered panes My world coated in mist, blanketing the sky Wandering through it all, unbeknownst to the people I feel the end approaching, though I wish to stay |
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50:58 |
No God, No Sun, No Future
Members | |
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Guest/Session | |
Oliver Dahlbäck | Drums |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Cold and Eternal | 06:36 | Show lyrics |
Frost covered panes, coat the world in mist Reaching out to grasp the future just beyond my reach Drowning in the fog of my clouded thoughts Everything around me is destroyed The cold arms of anguish, embrace me in the deathly arms The lips of suicide kiss my forehead, telling me its time Time to die again, and again, and again and again Nothing survives in my world of shadow Mere memories of the sun lighting me Arriving to the end of a life as everything continues Without me, the rest keep on surviving Ignorant to the misery that stalks us all Waiting to embrace us all, drag us down To the hell that surrounds us on earth Living on the other side of feeling Watching the world continue to turn without me They don’t care about me, the man they turned Into the husk that remains, cascading tears Turn to dust at my feet, blowing through the trees Down into the grave, that I dug many times before Deeper and deeper, to escape the world of pain that lurks above Wandering through streets of no colour, grey to the horizon Purposeless in direction, people on either side, faceless I’ve become so numb, I don’t feel their touch Become so tired, so much more aware of myself The blood in my veins, burning like coals in a furnace of hatred The skin, torn to expose what was once human beneath Time to die, nevermore to feel, again, and again, and again This death to me, cold and eternal |
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2. | And Dusk Did Crawl Out to Witness the Suicide of the Sun... | 05:23 | Show lyrics |
The sun sets, coating the world in a deep darkness As tears fall down my face, to fade into nothingness in the earth On my knees I pray, as I inhale the sweet scent of night Crisp to the face, cold to the bone I stagger towards death Fleeing from everything that hurt, and made me this way Lost in the streets where once I dwelled, Memories return, directing a new future for me to find One where I will not feel my agonies, sheer darkness Voices inside my head, companions till the end I tried so hard, and got so far, but now it doesn’t matter I lay by the side of rail-lines, feeling the earth turn beneath Watching stars go by, lights about to die in the heavens No God to accompany them, no force would condemn me to this My life of endless torment, where pain is the constant Now it is time to rest, time to leave it behind As dusk crawls out to witness the suicide of the sun So too will it witness mine, my retreat from life I feel the end approaching, walking up the tracks Cigarette butt in hand, I see the lights approaching Like opening gates to heaven, they appear I jump from life, and death |
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3. | Mournful Cries Pierce the Silence. Serenading the Coming Suicide | 05:12 | Show lyrics |
Arriving, tortured into the world again Laid in a hospital bed, tears for the life I still lead Cursed to a state of purgatory in the ward of body and mind Vague images before my eyes, fleeting memories I want a blade, to pleasure the flesh with wounds and tears To feel is to die, to die is to never feel again Draped in anonymity, a patient on the ward of sorrow Lying on a bed of despair, never rising Why am I alive? Why do I survive in this torment? I hear the voices, whispers and influences on my mind Telling me I failed, but that there is still chance to die To decrease into nothingness, to leave them behind To live this life of suffering is to not live at all Repeated molestation by injustices This is not the meaning of my being But I cannot find what is |
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4. | On Broken and Rotted Dreams, Suicide Took Flight | 10:21 | Show lyrics |
A lone night in my asylum, my mind On an inpatient ward, trapped A world of pain, where feelings burn like embers Dying in a winters breeze In solitude, forgotten by all, I reside In corridors and dark corners, I reside Suicidal thoughts, thoughts of leaving Accompany me through my day alone Bladed tongues lick the skin, pain leaves Till the tool is taken from me by overseers Then left to melancholic resignations of defeat Alone again, in dusty corridors to dwell Death desire, and lonely tears, no pill to take them A lone night in my asylum, my mind Isolated from the world outside my window A danger to myself, inside or out, I will die I toy with my razorblade, flirting with the skin Teasing open the skin, to let lose my anger Running down my arms, I feel it ebb to nothing At night, broken and rotted dreams leave, suicide takes flight Carrying me away to a darkness Embraced like a lost friend, I follow it to nothing But then I wake, holding only the empty air Crying for what is lost, happiness and content A lone night in my asylum, my mind On an inpatient ward, trapped A world of pain, where feelings burn like embers Dying in a winters breeze In solitude, forgotten by all, I reside In corridors and dark corners, I reside Suicidal thoughts, thoughts of leaving Accompany me through my day alone When I sleep, they return to me, voices telling me to let go and die On broken and rotted dreams, suicide took flight And I try to follow, but only to wake again, and repeat it all To live, hate, die and repeat. |
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5. | Wandering Through a Nocturnal Sorrow | 04:52 | Show lyrics |
A v of black swans sweep through the horizons past my frost coated window pane Cold is my soul, untold the forever present pain, leaving me alone inside A bleak red August nights, leading me hope for the grave Laid bare in my mind, a catacomb to my tomb, rotting rose in the rain Sick and weak, dosed up on drugs, numb to the rest of my world Fire scorched visions, death and destruction from my actions Wandering through these catacombs of the grande danse macabre My brothers and sisters of agony skulk along the walls Wandering through this nocturnal sorrow, rotting rose in the rain Drifting through this nether world of pains and despair Doctors cling to my bloody arms, speak of recovery and relief I believe nothing, devoid of trust and full of malevolence to my keeper Darkness dwells where once I had life, a void sucking in my hopes Time passes in my whitewashed cell, meaningless periods elapse My isolated world turns on, day and night merge into one grand hell A beast with seven heads and seven crowns lurks above me A puppet to his strings, throwing me onwards, down to dark domain Wandering through a nocturnal sorrow, towards realms I’ve never seen Encompassed by the blanket of darkness, forever holding me This netherworld, divorced from all others, where I reside, no fairytale |
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6. | This is Where It Ends... | 05:25 | Show lyrics |
Now it is time, for oblivion to flow in, like high tide To carry me away into the deep black depths The voice from within, calling me down To where the corpses will lurk, in shallow ground I am trapped by my reflection, telling all lies, revealing all I am the reason to hate myself, my own mind The blood in my veins, the beat of my heart, hatred Forever haunted by my failures, my ideas, my mistakes Never let go, remember them all, a presence in my head Carry me away, please carry me away to the depths My weakness, fear of what lurks beyond this reality But my destiny is to die in anonymity, amongst the masses By my own hand I must die, no others but mine, this is my fate I will never be free from this asylum, so I must make my end This is where it ends, I realise, this is where it ends Entranced by moonlight Lie back, wait for darkness My Screams draw them This Is Where It Ends |
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7. | Life O’ Despicable Life | 06:47 | Show lyrics |
Once more into the masses, once more towards them I want nothing to do with these shadows, but they are here Released amongst the populace, deemed one of them I still feel the thoughts of suicide, pressed in my mind But I try to resist, try to cling to what this is Once more towards the sunlight, blinding my eyes Life O’ Despicable Life, why must you resist? I try to fight, and fight for you, but always you leave And I fall back into the dirt I find myself calling home And realise, we’re all better off dead Once more into the masses, once more towards them I want nothing to do with these shadows, but they are here Released amongst the populace, deemed one of them I still feel the thoughts of suicide, pressed in my mind But I try to resist, try to cling to what this is Once more wandering, trying to find where I belong No avail, these streets are lonely for me, all the people nothing I don’t recognise these places, though I’ve been here before It is all just mist and fog, clouding my eyes to the lies Life O’ Despicable Life, is this what you want for me? Once more into the masses, once more towards them I want nothing to do with these shadows, but they are here Released amongst the populace, deemed one of them I still feel the thoughts of suicide, pressed in my mind But I try to resist, try to cling to what this is |
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8. | No God, No Sun, No Future | 06:22 | Show lyrics |
This is where it all began, the frost covered panes My world coated in mist, blanketing the sky Wandering through it all, unbeknownst to the people I feel the end approaching, though I wish to stay Dusk crawling out, to witness my life unfold Pieces come together, creating a picture of woe My self-extinction, horrors blinding the beauty Faith lost to my being, no longer my own Falling into myself, bid my body farewell Voices drowning out the my thoughts No God, No Sun, No Future, it’s all here Climbing higher, beyond mortal pain Hidden in plain sight, the tortured soul Crying out for help, tears frozen to the wind Bleak coated world, devoid of colour, nowhere I am still here, but for how long, I know not No God, No Sun, No Future, where it all began The embrace of death, cold and comforting Her arms embraced me, inviting me in But I never was to follow, fortunes changed This is where it all began, the frost covered panes My world coated in mist, blanketing the sky Wandering through it all, unbeknownst to the people I feel the end approaching, though I wish to stay |
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50:58 |
No God, No Sun, No Future
Members | |
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Guest/Session | |
Oliver Dahlbäck | Drums |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Cold and Eternal | 06:36 | Show lyrics |
Frost covered panes, coat the world in mist Reaching out to grasp the future just beyond my reach Drowning in the fog of my clouded thoughts Everything around me is destroyed The cold arms of anguish, embrace me in the deathly arms The lips of suicide kiss my forehead, telling me its time Time to die again, and again, and again and again Nothing survives in my world of shadow Mere memories of the sun lighting me Arriving to the end of a life as everything continues Without me, the rest keep on surviving Ignorant to the misery that stalks us all Waiting to embrace us all, drag us down To the hell that surrounds us on earth Living on the other side of feeling Watching the world continue to turn without me They don’t care about me, the man they turned Into the husk that remains, cascading tears Turn to dust at my feet, blowing through the trees Down into the grave, that I dug many times before Deeper and deeper, to escape the world of pain that lurks above Wandering through streets of no colour, grey to the horizon Purposeless in direction, people on either side, faceless I’ve become so numb, I don’t feel their touch Become so tired, so much more aware of myself The blood in my veins, burning like coals in a furnace of hatred The skin, torn to expose what was once human beneath Time to die, nevermore to feel, again, and again, and again This death to me, cold and eternal |
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2. | And Dusk Did Crawl Out to Witness the Suicide of the Sun... | 05:23 | Show lyrics |
The sun sets, coating the world in a deep darkness As tears fall down my face, to fade into nothingness in the earth On my knees I pray, as I inhale the sweet scent of night Crisp to the face, cold to the bone I stagger towards death Fleeing from everything that hurt, and made me this way Lost in the streets where once I dwelled, Memories return, directing a new future for me to find One where I will not feel my agonies, sheer darkness Voices inside my head, companions till the end I tried so hard, and got so far, but now it doesn’t matter I lay by the side of rail-lines, feeling the earth turn beneath Watching stars go by, lights about to die in the heavens No God to accompany them, no force would condemn me to this My life of endless torment, where pain is the constant Now it is time to rest, time to leave it behind As dusk crawls out to witness the suicide of the sun So too will it witness mine, my retreat from life I feel the end approaching, walking up the tracks Cigarette butt in hand, I see the lights approaching Like opening gates to heaven, they appear I jump from life, and death |
|||
3. | Mournful Cries Pierce the Silence. Serenading the Coming Suicide | 05:12 | Show lyrics |
Arriving, tortured into the world again Laid in a hospital bed, tears for the life I still lead Cursed to a state of purgatory in the ward of body and mind Vague images before my eyes, fleeting memories I want a blade, to pleasure the flesh with wounds and tears To feel is to die, to die is to never feel again Draped in anonymity, a patient on the ward of sorrow Lying on a bed of despair, never rising Why am I alive? Why do I survive in this torment? I hear the voices, whispers and influences on my mind Telling me I failed, but that there is still chance to die To decrease into nothingness, to leave them behind To live this life of suffering is to not live at all Repeated molestation by injustices This is not the meaning of my being But I cannot find what is |
|||
4. | On Broken and Rotted Dreams, Suicide Took Flight | 10:21 | Show lyrics |
A lone night in my asylum, my mind On an inpatient ward, trapped A world of pain, where feelings burn like embers Dying in a winters breeze In solitude, forgotten by all, I reside In corridors and dark corners, I reside Suicidal thoughts, thoughts of leaving Accompany me through my day alone Bladed tongues lick the skin, pain leaves Till the tool is taken from me by overseers Then left to melancholic resignations of defeat Alone again, in dusty corridors to dwell Death desire, and lonely tears, no pill to take them A lone night in my asylum, my mind Isolated from the world outside my window A danger to myself, inside or out, I will die I toy with my razorblade, flirting with the skin Teasing open the skin, to let lose my anger Running down my arms, I feel it ebb to nothing At night, broken and rotted dreams leave, suicide takes flight Carrying me away to a darkness Embraced like a lost friend, I follow it to nothing But then I wake, holding only the empty air Crying for what is lost, happiness and content A lone night in my asylum, my mind On an inpatient ward, trapped A world of pain, where feelings burn like embers Dying in a winters breeze In solitude, forgotten by all, I reside In corridors and dark corners, I reside Suicidal thoughts, thoughts of leaving Accompany me through my day alone When I sleep, they return to me, voices telling me to let go and die On broken and rotted dreams, suicide took flight And I try to follow, but only to wake again, and repeat it all To live, hate, die and repeat. |
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5. | Wandering Through a Nocturnal Sorrow | 04:52 | Show lyrics |
A v of black swans sweep through the horizons past my frost coated window pane Cold is my soul, untold the forever present pain, leaving me alone inside A bleak red August nights, leading me hope for the grave Laid bare in my mind, a catacomb to my tomb, rotting rose in the rain Sick and weak, dosed up on drugs, numb to the rest of my world Fire scorched visions, death and destruction from my actions Wandering through these catacombs of the grande danse macabre My brothers and sisters of agony skulk along the walls Wandering through this nocturnal sorrow, rotting rose in the rain Drifting through this nether world of pains and despair Doctors cling to my bloody arms, speak of recovery and relief I believe nothing, devoid of trust and full of malevolence to my keeper Darkness dwells where once I had life, a void sucking in my hopes Time passes in my whitewashed cell, meaningless periods elapse My isolated world turns on, day and night merge into one grand hell A beast with seven heads and seven crowns lurks above me A puppet to his strings, throwing me onwards, down to dark domain Wandering through a nocturnal sorrow, towards realms I’ve never seen Encompassed by the blanket of darkness, forever holding me This netherworld, divorced from all others, where I reside, no fairytale |
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6. | This is Where It Ends... | 05:25 | Show lyrics |
Now it is time, for oblivion to flow in, like high tide To carry me away into the deep black depths The voice from within, calling me down To where the corpses will lurk, in shallow ground I am trapped by my reflection, telling all lies, revealing all I am the reason to hate myself, my own mind The blood in my veins, the beat of my heart, hatred Forever haunted by my failures, my ideas, my mistakes Never let go, remember them all, a presence in my head Carry me away, please carry me away to the depths My weakness, fear of what lurks beyond this reality But my destiny is to die in anonymity, amongst the masses By my own hand I must die, no others but mine, this is my fate I will never be free from this asylum, so I must make my end This is where it ends, I realise, this is where it ends Entranced by moonlight Lie back, wait for darkness My Screams draw them This Is Where It Ends |
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7. | Life O’ Despicable Life | 06:47 | Show lyrics |
Once more into the masses, once more towards them I want nothing to do with these shadows, but they are here Released amongst the populace, deemed one of them I still feel the thoughts of suicide, pressed in my mind But I try to resist, try to cling to what this is Once more towards the sunlight, blinding my eyes Life O’ Despicable Life, why must you resist? I try to fight, and fight for you, but always you leave And I fall back into the dirt I find myself calling home And realise, we’re all better off dead Once more into the masses, once more towards them I want nothing to do with these shadows, but they are here Released amongst the populace, deemed one of them I still feel the thoughts of suicide, pressed in my mind But I try to resist, try to cling to what this is Once more wandering, trying to find where I belong No avail, these streets are lonely for me, all the people nothing I don’t recognise these places, though I’ve been here before It is all just mist and fog, clouding my eyes to the lies Life O’ Despicable Life, is this what you want for me? Once more into the masses, once more towards them I want nothing to do with these shadows, but they are here Released amongst the populace, deemed one of them I still feel the thoughts of suicide, pressed in my mind But I try to resist, try to cling to what this is |
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8. | No God, No Sun, No Future | 06:22 | Show lyrics |
This is where it all began, the frost covered panes My world coated in mist, blanketing the sky Wandering through it all, unbeknownst to the people I feel the end approaching, though I wish to stay Dusk crawling out, to witness my life unfold Pieces come together, creating a picture of woe My self-extinction, horrors blinding the beauty Faith lost to my being, no longer my own Falling into myself, bid my body farewell Voices drowning out the my thoughts No God, No Sun, No Future, it’s all here Climbing higher, beyond mortal pain Hidden in plain sight, the tortured soul Crying out for help, tears frozen to the wind Bleak coated world, devoid of colour, nowhere I am still here, but for how long, I know not No God, No Sun, No Future, where it all began The embrace of death, cold and comforting Her arms embraced me, inviting me in But I never was to follow, fortunes changed This is where it all began, the frost covered panes My world coated in mist, blanketing the sky Wandering through it all, unbeknownst to the people I feel the end approaching, though I wish to stay |
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50:58 |
No God, No Sun, No Future
Members | |
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Guest/Session | |
Oliver Dahlbäck | Drums |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Cold and Eternal | 06:36 | Show lyrics |
Frost covered panes, coat the world in mist Reaching out to grasp the future just beyond my reach Drowning in the fog of my clouded thoughts Everything around me is destroyed The cold arms of anguish, embrace me in the deathly arms The lips of suicide kiss my forehead, telling me its time Time to die again, and again, and again and again Nothing survives in my world of shadow Mere memories of the sun lighting me Arriving to the end of a life as everything continues Without me, the rest keep on surviving Ignorant to the misery that stalks us all Waiting to embrace us all, drag us down To the hell that surrounds us on earth Living on the other side of feeling Watching the world continue to turn without me They don’t care about me, the man they turned Into the husk that remains, cascading tears Turn to dust at my feet, blowing through the trees Down into the grave, that I dug many times before Deeper and deeper, to escape the world of pain that lurks above Wandering through streets of no colour, grey to the horizon Purposeless in direction, people on either side, faceless I’ve become so numb, I don’t feel their touch Become so tired, so much more aware of myself The blood in my veins, burning like coals in a furnace of hatred The skin, torn to expose what was once human beneath Time to die, nevermore to feel, again, and again, and again This death to me, cold and eternal |
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2. | And Dusk Did Crawl Out to Witness the Suicide of the Sun... | 05:23 | Show lyrics |
The sun sets, coating the world in a deep darkness As tears fall down my face, to fade into nothingness in the earth On my knees I pray, as I inhale the sweet scent of night Crisp to the face, cold to the bone I stagger towards death Fleeing from everything that hurt, and made me this way Lost in the streets where once I dwelled, Memories return, directing a new future for me to find One where I will not feel my agonies, sheer darkness Voices inside my head, companions till the end I tried so hard, and got so far, but now it doesn’t matter I lay by the side of rail-lines, feeling the earth turn beneath Watching stars go by, lights about to die in the heavens No God to accompany them, no force would condemn me to this My life of endless torment, where pain is the constant Now it is time to rest, time to leave it behind As dusk crawls out to witness the suicide of the sun So too will it witness mine, my retreat from life I feel the end approaching, walking up the tracks Cigarette butt in hand, I see the lights approaching Like opening gates to heaven, they appear I jump from life, and death |
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3. | Mournful Cries Pierce the Silence. Serenading the Coming Suicide | 05:12 | Show lyrics |
Arriving, tortured into the world again Laid in a hospital bed, tears for the life I still lead Cursed to a state of purgatory in the ward of body and mind Vague images before my eyes, fleeting memories I want a blade, to pleasure the flesh with wounds and tears To feel is to die, to die is to never feel again Draped in anonymity, a patient on the ward of sorrow Lying on a bed of despair, never rising Why am I alive? Why do I survive in this torment? I hear the voices, whispers and influences on my mind Telling me I failed, but that there is still chance to die To decrease into nothingness, to leave them behind To live this life of suffering is to not live at all Repeated molestation by injustices This is not the meaning of my being But I cannot find what is |
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4. | On Broken and Rotted Dreams, Suicide Took Flight | 10:21 | Show lyrics |
A lone night in my asylum, my mind On an inpatient ward, trapped A world of pain, where feelings burn like embers Dying in a winters breeze In solitude, forgotten by all, I reside In corridors and dark corners, I reside Suicidal thoughts, thoughts of leaving Accompany me through my day alone Bladed tongues lick the skin, pain leaves Till the tool is taken from me by overseers Then left to melancholic resignations of defeat Alone again, in dusty corridors to dwell Death desire, and lonely tears, no pill to take them A lone night in my asylum, my mind Isolated from the world outside my window A danger to myself, inside or out, I will die I toy with my razorblade, flirting with the skin Teasing open the skin, to let lose my anger Running down my arms, I feel it ebb to nothing At night, broken and rotted dreams leave, suicide takes flight Carrying me away to a darkness Embraced like a lost friend, I follow it to nothing But then I wake, holding only the empty air Crying for what is lost, happiness and content A lone night in my asylum, my mind On an inpatient ward, trapped A world of pain, where feelings burn like embers Dying in a winters breeze In solitude, forgotten by all, I reside In corridors and dark corners, I reside Suicidal thoughts, thoughts of leaving Accompany me through my day alone When I sleep, they return to me, voices telling me to let go and die On broken and rotted dreams, suicide took flight And I try to follow, but only to wake again, and repeat it all To live, hate, die and repeat. |
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5. | Wandering Through a Nocturnal Sorrow | 04:52 | Show lyrics |
A v of black swans sweep through the horizons past my frost coated window pane Cold is my soul, untold the forever present pain, leaving me alone inside A bleak red August nights, leading me hope for the grave Laid bare in my mind, a catacomb to my tomb, rotting rose in the rain Sick and weak, dosed up on drugs, numb to the rest of my world Fire scorched visions, death and destruction from my actions Wandering through these catacombs of the grande danse macabre My brothers and sisters of agony skulk along the walls Wandering through this nocturnal sorrow, rotting rose in the rain Drifting through this nether world of pains and despair Doctors cling to my bloody arms, speak of recovery and relief I believe nothing, devoid of trust and full of malevolence to my keeper Darkness dwells where once I had life, a void sucking in my hopes Time passes in my whitewashed cell, meaningless periods elapse My isolated world turns on, day and night merge into one grand hell A beast with seven heads and seven crowns lurks above me A puppet to his strings, throwing me onwards, down to dark domain Wandering through a nocturnal sorrow, towards realms I’ve never seen Encompassed by the blanket of darkness, forever holding me This netherworld, divorced from all others, where I reside, no fairytale |
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6. | This is Where It Ends... | 05:25 | Show lyrics |
Now it is time, for oblivion to flow in, like high tide To carry me away into the deep black depths The voice from within, calling me down To where the corpses will lurk, in shallow ground I am trapped by my reflection, telling all lies, revealing all I am the reason to hate myself, my own mind The blood in my veins, the beat of my heart, hatred Forever haunted by my failures, my ideas, my mistakes Never let go, remember them all, a presence in my head Carry me away, please carry me away to the depths My weakness, fear of what lurks beyond this reality But my destiny is to die in anonymity, amongst the masses By my own hand I must die, no others but mine, this is my fate I will never be free from this asylum, so I must make my end This is where it ends, I realise, this is where it ends Entranced by moonlight Lie back, wait for darkness My Screams draw them This Is Where It Ends |
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7. | Life O’ Despicable Life | 06:47 | Show lyrics |
Once more into the masses, once more towards them I want nothing to do with these shadows, but they are here Released amongst the populace, deemed one of them I still feel the thoughts of suicide, pressed in my mind But I try to resist, try to cling to what this is Once more towards the sunlight, blinding my eyes Life O’ Despicable Life, why must you resist? I try to fight, and fight for you, but always you leave And I fall back into the dirt I find myself calling home And realise, we’re all better off dead Once more into the masses, once more towards them I want nothing to do with these shadows, but they are here Released amongst the populace, deemed one of them I still feel the thoughts of suicide, pressed in my mind But I try to resist, try to cling to what this is Once more wandering, trying to find where I belong No avail, these streets are lonely for me, all the people nothing I don’t recognise these places, though I’ve been here before It is all just mist and fog, clouding my eyes to the lies Life O’ Despicable Life, is this what you want for me? Once more into the masses, once more towards them I want nothing to do with these shadows, but they are here Released amongst the populace, deemed one of them I still feel the thoughts of suicide, pressed in my mind But I try to resist, try to cling to what this is |
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8. | No God, No Sun, No Future | 06:22 | Show lyrics |
This is where it all began, the frost covered panes My world coated in mist, blanketing the sky Wandering through it all, unbeknownst to the people I feel the end approaching, though I wish to stay Dusk crawling out, to witness my life unfold Pieces come together, creating a picture of woe My self-extinction, horrors blinding the beauty Faith lost to my being, no longer my own Falling into myself, bid my body farewell Voices drowning out the my thoughts No God, No Sun, No Future, it’s all here Climbing higher, beyond mortal pain Hidden in plain sight, the tortured soul Crying out for help, tears frozen to the wind Bleak coated world, devoid of colour, nowhere I am still here, but for how long, I know not No God, No Sun, No Future, where it all began The embrace of death, cold and comforting Her arms embraced me, inviting me in But I never was to follow, fortunes changed This is where it all began, the frost covered panes My world coated in mist, blanketing the sky Wandering through it all, unbeknownst to the people I feel the end approaching, though I wish to stay |
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50:58 |
No God, No Sun, No Future
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Guest/Session | |
Oliver Dahlbäck | Drums |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Cold and Eternal | 06:36 | Show lyrics |
Frost covered panes, coat the world in mist Reaching out to grasp the future just beyond my reach Drowning in the fog of my clouded thoughts Everything around me is destroyed The cold arms of anguish, embrace me in the deathly arms The lips of suicide kiss my forehead, telling me its time Time to die again, and again, and again and again Nothing survives in my world of shadow Mere memories of the sun lighting me Arriving to the end of a life as everything continues Without me, the rest keep on surviving Ignorant to the misery that stalks us all Waiting to embrace us all, drag us down To the hell that surrounds us on earth Living on the other side of feeling Watching the world continue to turn without me They don’t care about me, the man they turned Into the husk that remains, cascading tears Turn to dust at my feet, blowing through the trees Down into the grave, that I dug many times before Deeper and deeper, to escape the world of pain that lurks above Wandering through streets of no colour, grey to the horizon Purposeless in direction, people on either side, faceless I’ve become so numb, I don’t feel their touch Become so tired, so much more aware of myself The blood in my veins, burning like coals in a furnace of hatred The skin, torn to expose what was once human beneath Time to die, nevermore to feel, again, and again, and again This death to me, cold and eternal |
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2. | And Dusk Did Crawl Out to Witness the Suicide of the Sun... | 05:23 | Show lyrics |
The sun sets, coating the world in a deep darkness As tears fall down my face, to fade into nothingness in the earth On my knees I pray, as I inhale the sweet scent of night Crisp to the face, cold to the bone I stagger towards death Fleeing from everything that hurt, and made me this way Lost in the streets where once I dwelled, Memories return, directing a new future for me to find One where I will not feel my agonies, sheer darkness Voices inside my head, companions till the end I tried so hard, and got so far, but now it doesn’t matter I lay by the side of rail-lines, feeling the earth turn beneath Watching stars go by, lights about to die in the heavens No God to accompany them, no force would condemn me to this My life of endless torment, where pain is the constant Now it is time to rest, time to leave it behind As dusk crawls out to witness the suicide of the sun So too will it witness mine, my retreat from life I feel the end approaching, walking up the tracks Cigarette butt in hand, I see the lights approaching Like opening gates to heaven, they appear I jump from life, and death |
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3. | Mournful Cries Pierce the Silence. Serenading the Coming Suicide | 05:12 | Show lyrics |
Arriving, tortured into the world again Laid in a hospital bed, tears for the life I still lead Cursed to a state of purgatory in the ward of body and mind Vague images before my eyes, fleeting memories I want a blade, to pleasure the flesh with wounds and tears To feel is to die, to die is to never feel again Draped in anonymity, a patient on the ward of sorrow Lying on a bed of despair, never rising Why am I alive? Why do I survive in this torment? I hear the voices, whispers and influences on my mind Telling me I failed, but that there is still chance to die To decrease into nothingness, to leave them behind To live this life of suffering is to not live at all Repeated molestation by injustices This is not the meaning of my being But I cannot find what is |
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4. | On Broken and Rotted Dreams, Suicide Took Flight | 10:21 | Show lyrics |
A lone night in my asylum, my mind On an inpatient ward, trapped A world of pain, where feelings burn like embers Dying in a winters breeze In solitude, forgotten by all, I reside In corridors and dark corners, I reside Suicidal thoughts, thoughts of leaving Accompany me through my day alone Bladed tongues lick the skin, pain leaves Till the tool is taken from me by overseers Then left to melancholic resignations of defeat Alone again, in dusty corridors to dwell Death desire, and lonely tears, no pill to take them A lone night in my asylum, my mind Isolated from the world outside my window A danger to myself, inside or out, I will die I toy with my razorblade, flirting with the skin Teasing open the skin, to let lose my anger Running down my arms, I feel it ebb to nothing At night, broken and rotted dreams leave, suicide takes flight Carrying me away to a darkness Embraced like a lost friend, I follow it to nothing But then I wake, holding only the empty air Crying for what is lost, happiness and content A lone night in my asylum, my mind On an inpatient ward, trapped A world of pain, where feelings burn like embers Dying in a winters breeze In solitude, forgotten by all, I reside In corridors and dark corners, I reside Suicidal thoughts, thoughts of leaving Accompany me through my day alone When I sleep, they return to me, voices telling me to let go and die On broken and rotted dreams, suicide took flight And I try to follow, but only to wake again, and repeat it all To live, hate, die and repeat. |
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5. | Wandering Through a Nocturnal Sorrow | 04:52 | Show lyrics |
A v of black swans sweep through the horizons past my frost coated window pane Cold is my soul, untold the forever present pain, leaving me alone inside A bleak red August nights, leading me hope for the grave Laid bare in my mind, a catacomb to my tomb, rotting rose in the rain Sick and weak, dosed up on drugs, numb to the rest of my world Fire scorched visions, death and destruction from my actions Wandering through these catacombs of the grande danse macabre My brothers and sisters of agony skulk along the walls Wandering through this nocturnal sorrow, rotting rose in the rain Drifting through this nether world of pains and despair Doctors cling to my bloody arms, speak of recovery and relief I believe nothing, devoid of trust and full of malevolence to my keeper Darkness dwells where once I had life, a void sucking in my hopes Time passes in my whitewashed cell, meaningless periods elapse My isolated world turns on, day and night merge into one grand hell A beast with seven heads and seven crowns lurks above me A puppet to his strings, throwing me onwards, down to dark domain Wandering through a nocturnal sorrow, towards realms I’ve never seen Encompassed by the blanket of darkness, forever holding me This netherworld, divorced from all others, where I reside, no fairytale |
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6. | This is Where It Ends... | 05:25 | Show lyrics |
Now it is time, for oblivion to flow in, like high tide To carry me away into the deep black depths The voice from within, calling me down To where the corpses will lurk, in shallow ground I am trapped by my reflection, telling all lies, revealing all I am the reason to hate myself, my own mind The blood in my veins, the beat of my heart, hatred Forever haunted by my failures, my ideas, my mistakes Never let go, remember them all, a presence in my head Carry me away, please carry me away to the depths My weakness, fear of what lurks beyond this reality But my destiny is to die in anonymity, amongst the masses By my own hand I must die, no others but mine, this is my fate I will never be free from this asylum, so I must make my end This is where it ends, I realise, this is where it ends Entranced by moonlight Lie back, wait for darkness My Screams draw them This Is Where It Ends |
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7. | Life O’ Despicable Life | 06:47 | Show lyrics |
Once more into the masses, once more towards them I want nothing to do with these shadows, but they are here Released amongst the populace, deemed one of them I still feel the thoughts of suicide, pressed in my mind But I try to resist, try to cling to what this is Once more towards the sunlight, blinding my eyes Life O’ Despicable Life, why must you resist? I try to fight, and fight for you, but always you leave And I fall back into the dirt I find myself calling home And realise, we’re all better off dead Once more into the masses, once more towards them I want nothing to do with these shadows, but they are here Released amongst the populace, deemed one of them I still feel the thoughts of suicide, pressed in my mind But I try to resist, try to cling to what this is Once more wandering, trying to find where I belong No avail, these streets are lonely for me, all the people nothing I don’t recognise these places, though I’ve been here before It is all just mist and fog, clouding my eyes to the lies Life O’ Despicable Life, is this what you want for me? Once more into the masses, once more towards them I want nothing to do with these shadows, but they are here Released amongst the populace, deemed one of them I still feel the thoughts of suicide, pressed in my mind But I try to resist, try to cling to what this is |
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8. | No God, No Sun, No Future | 06:22 | Show lyrics |
This is where it all began, the frost covered panes My world coated in mist, blanketing the sky Wandering through it all, unbeknownst to the people I feel the end approaching, though I wish to stay Dusk crawling out, to witness my life unfold Pieces come together, creating a picture of woe My self-extinction, horrors blinding the beauty Faith lost to my being, no longer my own Falling into myself, bid my body farewell Voices drowning out the my thoughts No God, No Sun, No Future, it’s all here Climbing higher, beyond mortal pain Hidden in plain sight, the tortured soul Crying out for help, tears frozen to the wind Bleak coated world, devoid of colour, nowhere I am still here, but for how long, I know not No God, No Sun, No Future, where it all began The embrace of death, cold and comforting Her arms embraced me, inviting me in But I never was to follow, fortunes changed This is where it all began, the frost covered panes My world coated in mist, blanketing the sky Wandering through it all, unbeknownst to the people I feel the end approaching, though I wish to stay |
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50:58 |
To Walk the World of Shadows, Surrounded by Dead Trees
Members | |
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Band members | |
Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals, Lyrics |
Guest/Session | |
Oliver Dahlbäck | Drums, Programming |
Wraith | Vocals (track 5) |
Enrique García | Vocals (track 2) |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Soliloquy of a Suicidal Soul | 07:20 | Show lyrics |
Your God is dead here, bled like the lamb No longer dwells in my head, the liar you hold dear My life is no reflection of his love, hate in my heart I hold my head high, raise my fist in proclamation The God of man is dead, and so shall his host die My eternal sorrow, caused by his hand My score is written in my blood, taken from the chalice I saw my suffering, reflected in the darkness beyond Inspiration to end it, put my life in the hand of fate Through the noose to the other side, become the spirit Scream to the Heaven, hear my voice Poison, frothing forward, accuser, hatred to host Vengeance for the multitude of pains I have I smile as the temples burn, retribution My scars, a sign to the injustice of his vision Your God is dead here, bled like the lamb No longer dwells in my head, the liar you hold dear My life is no reflection of his love, hate in my heart I hold my head high, raise my fist in proclamation The God of man is dead, and so shall his host die |
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2. | Shadow Clad Memories of Sorrow | 05:27 | Show lyrics |
Fading through mist shrouded memories Towards the blackness that lurks between worlds Shadow clad memories of sorrow, hanging over me Tendrils clawing at my mind, ensnaring all being Hear begins the darkness, and here it will end me Frozen images on my consciousness Memories of days long past, misery within Still, cold and dead, the human soul Crystalline tears, chilling to the touch The man that I was, dead to the now Hatred to yourself and me Happiness is short lived, flying away Hatred is eternal, forever against you Broken mirrors of me projected Onto the weakened frame of you Shadow clad memories of sorrow Laying in cold December rains, dying Cold against my skin, frozen to my face Memories of the world before my dark Never to return, forever lost to the past This is the darkness of my world, forever Shadow clad memories of sorrow, taking me down Through hell, through the bleakness of night Never to return to the light of the above Shadow clad memories of sorrow, eternal sorrow |
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3. | To Walk the World of Shadows, Surrounded by Dead Trees | 06:29 | Show lyrics |
Midnight tolling of the blackened bell Dark shadows sounding the deepening Ageing conifer embracing deep evil Suffocating melancholy, down in the soul The call of the forest sounds through Walking the world of eternal black Lost in the maze the world created Waiting for the call of nature to set me free Sun blotted out by the canopy of trees Natures breath blows through the leaves I feel the caress on my skin, on my soul I walk this world of shadows, surrounded Grey clouds cover the darkening heaven Rain washing the earth clean, human scum fleeing Lightning strikes the tolling blackened bell Sounding the hour throughout the deep I take no heed, surrounded by natures folk Walking away, surrounded by dead trees As the darkness deepens over the forest I make my way towards the deep waters within Wading into the depths within, the deep blackness As it falls over me, stare towards the abyss within A V of black swans overhead, sing songs of my demise As I walk into the depths, surrounded by dead trees Midnight tolling of the blackened bell Dark shadows sounding the deepening Ageing conifer embracing deep evil As I wade into the depth and darkness The call of the forest sounds through Walking the world of shadows, surrounded by dead trees |
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4. | Snow Falling on Desolate White Mountains | 07:39 | Show lyrics |
Far away from the world I left At the world peak, isolated and safe I behold the beauty of nature, serene Snow falling on desolate white mountains The power of nature, ancient giants of the realm As I walk through the range, beholding Frost forming on the edges of my vision Time quickening and so short, awaiting my end Up amongst the white mountains, dying Embracing the cold of the air, awaiting Amongst the cold and mysterious realm One with the lonely withering moon This life is fleeting, but the mountain everlasting Overlooking the ending of the worlds Forever one with the heavens it pierces Far away from the world I left At the world peak, isolated and safe I behold the beauty of nature, serene Snow falling on desolate white mountains The power of nature, ancient giants of the realm Visages of creatures melt into the dawn Foxes flee to forgotten shelters, await the return Of the darkness that they move in As the sun rises in the eastern skies I lay in the frost, the snow, and the cold I will become a part of the realm Into the world and the mountains embrace Forever a part of the landscape That feeds the wild plant and beast Snow falling on desolate white mountains The last thing I will see |
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5. | To Fade Through Twilight Smoke, into Ashes | 05:13 | Show lyrics |
I know the weaknesses that dwell within The mirror that lurks beyond won’t let them be As humanity walks through their perpetual twilight Fading through twilight smoke, into ashes I fall back into the mist that lurks between worlds Bloodied sigils painted on mirrored walls Summon forth the black hatred of them From utter bleakness calls forth death Call upon the secrets of old Black cloaked reaper waits for me, smiling Walking amongst nightmares of mind Black death sweeps me up through twilight Hells doors open, and carry me through Oblivion opens her maw, and swallows Through the circles I fall, into the fires Bloody tears stream my face, falling to dirt As I stare through turmoil towards the world I know the weaknesses that dwell within Leaving me less than what I hoped to be I know I don’t belong, and so I retreat To fade through twilight smoke, into ashes |
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6. | Until There is Nothing Left to Feel | 07:34 | Show lyrics |
I see the reapers of light approaching Their wings on fire, licking the sky Cold hands stretch out to hold me And cry upon my shoulders, knowing There is nothing left of the man inside Leading to the darkness Between the dreams and awakening I know this realm well, home from home I flay my skin, let loose the inside Until there is nothing left to feel Where are you now life? You were never wholly here I raise my eyes to the heaven Staring into the blackness Ice rain falls on my face, numb I see the reapers of light approaching Their wings on fire, licking the sky Cold hands stretch out to hold me No tears left to shed for me, knowing There is nothing left to feel inside |
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7. | Spectres of Dust | 06:19 | Show lyrics |
Spectres of dust blow past my eyes Memories that dwindle into nothing I thought I saw the faces, But they never appear Spectres of dust on the wind Once again they appear Haunting apparitions of things past Tears cascade as I kneel Closing my eyes to the pain But they dwell in my mind, no escape Spectres of dust arise from the earth As I walk down the frozen path Figures between trees and worlds Accusing stares fall on me Knowing the things that I failed They don’t care about me On the other side of feelings they linger The memories of the life The one I never lived, ghosts Spectres of dust, everlasting Spectres of dust blow past my eyes Memories that dwindle into nothing I thought I saw the faces, But they never appear Spectres of dust on the wind |
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46:01 |
To Walk the World of Shadows, Surrounded by Dead Trees
Members | |
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals, Lyrics |
Guest/Session | |
Oliver Dahlbäck | Drums, Programming |
Wraith | Vocals (track 5) |
Enrique García | Vocals (track 2) |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Soliloquy of a Suicidal Soul | 07:20 | Show lyrics |
Your God is dead here, bled like the lamb No longer dwells in my head, the liar you hold dear My life is no reflection of his love, hate in my heart I hold my head high, raise my fist in proclamation The God of man is dead, and so shall his host die My eternal sorrow, caused by his hand My score is written in my blood, taken from the chalice I saw my suffering, reflected in the darkness beyond Inspiration to end it, put my life in the hand of fate Through the noose to the other side, become the spirit Scream to the Heaven, hear my voice Poison, frothing forward, accuser, hatred to host Vengeance for the multitude of pains I have I smile as the temples burn, retribution My scars, a sign to the injustice of his vision Your God is dead here, bled like the lamb No longer dwells in my head, the liar you hold dear My life is no reflection of his love, hate in my heart I hold my head high, raise my fist in proclamation The God of man is dead, and so shall his host die |
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2. | Shadow Clad Memories of Sorrow | 05:27 | Show lyrics |
Fading through mist shrouded memories Towards the blackness that lurks between worlds Shadow clad memories of sorrow, hanging over me Tendrils clawing at my mind, ensnaring all being Hear begins the darkness, and here it will end me Frozen images on my consciousness Memories of days long past, misery within Still, cold and dead, the human soul Crystalline tears, chilling to the touch The man that I was, dead to the now Hatred to yourself and me Happiness is short lived, flying away Hatred is eternal, forever against you Broken mirrors of me projected Onto the weakened frame of you Shadow clad memories of sorrow Laying in cold December rains, dying Cold against my skin, frozen to my face Memories of the world before my dark Never to return, forever lost to the past This is the darkness of my world, forever Shadow clad memories of sorrow, taking me down Through hell, through the bleakness of night Never to return to the light of the above Shadow clad memories of sorrow, eternal sorrow |
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3. | To Walk the World of Shadows, Surrounded by Dead Trees | 06:29 | Show lyrics |
Midnight tolling of the blackened bell Dark shadows sounding the deepening Ageing conifer embracing deep evil Suffocating melancholy, down in the soul The call of the forest sounds through Walking the world of eternal black Lost in the maze the world created Waiting for the call of nature to set me free Sun blotted out by the canopy of trees Natures breath blows through the leaves I feel the caress on my skin, on my soul I walk this world of shadows, surrounded Grey clouds cover the darkening heaven Rain washing the earth clean, human scum fleeing Lightning strikes the tolling blackened bell Sounding the hour throughout the deep I take no heed, surrounded by natures folk Walking away, surrounded by dead trees As the darkness deepens over the forest I make my way towards the deep waters within Wading into the depths within, the deep blackness As it falls over me, stare towards the abyss within A V of black swans overhead, sing songs of my demise As I walk into the depths, surrounded by dead trees Midnight tolling of the blackened bell Dark shadows sounding the deepening Ageing conifer embracing deep evil As I wade into the depth and darkness The call of the forest sounds through Walking the world of shadows, surrounded by dead trees |
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4. | Snow Falling on Desolate White Mountains | 07:39 | Show lyrics |
Far away from the world I left At the world peak, isolated and safe I behold the beauty of nature, serene Snow falling on desolate white mountains The power of nature, ancient giants of the realm As I walk through the range, beholding Frost forming on the edges of my vision Time quickening and so short, awaiting my end Up amongst the white mountains, dying Embracing the cold of the air, awaiting Amongst the cold and mysterious realm One with the lonely withering moon This life is fleeting, but the mountain everlasting Overlooking the ending of the worlds Forever one with the heavens it pierces Far away from the world I left At the world peak, isolated and safe I behold the beauty of nature, serene Snow falling on desolate white mountains The power of nature, ancient giants of the realm Visages of creatures melt into the dawn Foxes flee to forgotten shelters, await the return Of the darkness that they move in As the sun rises in the eastern skies I lay in the frost, the snow, and the cold I will become a part of the realm Into the world and the mountains embrace Forever a part of the landscape That feeds the wild plant and beast Snow falling on desolate white mountains The last thing I will see |
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5. | To Fade Through Twilight Smoke, into Ashes | 05:13 | Show lyrics |
I know the weaknesses that dwell within The mirror that lurks beyond won’t let them be As humanity walks through their perpetual twilight Fading through twilight smoke, into ashes I fall back into the mist that lurks between worlds Bloodied sigils painted on mirrored walls Summon forth the black hatred of them From utter bleakness calls forth death Call upon the secrets of old Black cloaked reaper waits for me, smiling Walking amongst nightmares of mind Black death sweeps me up through twilight Hells doors open, and carry me through Oblivion opens her maw, and swallows Through the circles I fall, into the fires Bloody tears stream my face, falling to dirt As I stare through turmoil towards the world I know the weaknesses that dwell within Leaving me less than what I hoped to be I know I don’t belong, and so I retreat To fade through twilight smoke, into ashes |
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6. | Until There is Nothing Left to Feel | 07:34 | Show lyrics |
I see the reapers of light approaching Their wings on fire, licking the sky Cold hands stretch out to hold me And cry upon my shoulders, knowing There is nothing left of the man inside Leading to the darkness Between the dreams and awakening I know this realm well, home from home I flay my skin, let loose the inside Until there is nothing left to feel Where are you now life? You were never wholly here I raise my eyes to the heaven Staring into the blackness Ice rain falls on my face, numb I see the reapers of light approaching Their wings on fire, licking the sky Cold hands stretch out to hold me No tears left to shed for me, knowing There is nothing left to feel inside |
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7. | Spectres of Dust | 06:19 | Show lyrics |
Spectres of dust blow past my eyes Memories that dwindle into nothing I thought I saw the faces, But they never appear Spectres of dust on the wind Once again they appear Haunting apparitions of things past Tears cascade as I kneel Closing my eyes to the pain But they dwell in my mind, no escape Spectres of dust arise from the earth As I walk down the frozen path Figures between trees and worlds Accusing stares fall on me Knowing the things that I failed They don’t care about me On the other side of feelings they linger The memories of the life The one I never lived, ghosts Spectres of dust, everlasting Spectres of dust blow past my eyes Memories that dwindle into nothing I thought I saw the faces, But they never appear Spectres of dust on the wind |
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46:01 |
The Angel Experiment
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Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Fire Paved Skies Darken | 07:07 | Show lyrics |
Breaking light, on the dawning horizon Shattering the illusion of the night Crackling illumination as sun cuts through Apocalyptic thunder sounding the day The world keeled over into the abyss Dwindling light of stars in the heavens As they burn out in universal hellfire Demonic voice roars from the deep Signalling the sky to fall upon us Fire paved skies darkening the earth Rotting bridges fall into churning water And buildings topple into the milling streets Cliffs fall onto bloodstained beaches And trees burn in abandoned forest As the world keels over and dies Into the black void of the emptiness As fire paved skies darken above The abyss of eternity is filled with pain As the lives of many are lost to time The day the fire paved skies came |
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2. | The Angel Experiment | 09:28 | Show lyrics |
The dead soul that lurks inside Will never see the light outside the walls The walls that lurk within, built through time Wings will never spread through wind To feel the warm kiss of the sun This is the angel experiment That never got to fly away As seasons change and life dies I live inside the cage of time and lies Outside my walls I know not what dwells Condemned to the darkness within As snow falls throughout the land deep In my prison of mirrors I see not the change To grow old and die my fate is sealed The angel experiment, down in hell Never to walk through woodland realms Time is the overseer of all things in life Wings that only feel the dark, never to fly free Heavenly perversion, left to decay inside The angel experiment that never will see The world of man, that breathes outside The dead soul that lurks inside Will never see the light outside the walls The walls that lurk within, built through time Wings will never spread through wind To feel the warm kiss of the sun This is the angel experiment That never got to fly away As seasons change and life dies I live inside the cage of time and lies I cry into the dirty floor of the prison The blood from my many pains soaked in grief I want to break free from this evil realm The sun on my wings, through the sky The angel experiment, to finally be free |
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3. | The Last of Us | 06:36 | Show lyrics |
Leaving the darkened place behind Fifteen years of despair abandoned As I witness the worlds end around me Frozen images, of my torment before Spread winds to the fire tainted sky Far away from the prison of dark To the world of destruction and grief That I finally see before me now Where nothing lives, nothing grows I am the last of us, the last alive The once beautiful world that I pictured Is nothing more than burnt rubble I would weep for the death of it all But my soul is already to scarred to feel So I continue to fly away, the last of us The ashen rain that falls from heaven Coating my face in the dust of the dead I search from the green of Gaia’s domain But everything is darkened, dead and gone In this new perpetual twilight, despair deepens The last of us, the last of life, here On top of the peak of the world, watching Dark clouds pass above, foreboding But only I will see their passing through For I am there |
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4. | Waking to a World of Deepening Nightmares | 06:51 | Show lyrics |
Awaken, in the world of deepening nightmares In the once luscious graveyard of the forest realm Alone, in the world of increasing dark and cold I wander through the corpses of the trees Feeling the sorrow that emanates from the depths Breath held in bated moments, in darkness The words in my mind, leaving a scar, bloody Fire scorched ground, cold to the touch Lonely feelings, scratch at my thoughts Never before have I felt this sorrow, so deep Despair hammers into my soul, nothing left This dead world, devastated woodland here It holds nothing for me, no life, no happiness I feel the walls of my mind caving in on me Ive woken to a world of deepening nightmares Awaken, in the world of deepening nightmares In the once luscious graveyard of the forest realm Alone, abandoned by a place exorcised of life I wander through the desecrated landscape Feeling the sorrow that emanates from the depths |
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5. | Nearing the Darkened Stars | 01:33 | instrumental |
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6. | Burying Myself in Blood Soaked Sands | 07:57 | Show lyrics |
Spread my ash soaked wings to the moon Leaving the broken woods behind, forever Soaring into the blackened sky, no life here As I keep nearing the darkened stars Land on the coast, stare to the black sea I feel the sand beneath my feet, stained I long to curl into myself, and embrace darkness To bury myself in the blood soaked sands As I pass the skeletons of what once was Tears fall down my face, freezing on my cheeks I never saw the world, when beauty reigned Only the bones of the past, burning beneath I watch the moon pass over the skies As I lay in the life soaked sands beneath Illuminating the beach in deep crimson And wait for the oceans chilling tidal embrace I wander up the coastal line alone Hoping for a sign of life beyond my own As I feel the nights chill give way to dawn I long to bury myself in the blood soaked sands |
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7. | Ghosts in the Lake Reach to the Soul | 07:07 | Show lyrics |
Mirrored eyes and glassy thoughts Stare from the murky waters of the lake Specters swell from beneath the surface Dripping hands and clawing nails pull the air As ghosts in the lake reach to the soul Above I watch the water ebb and flow Droplets cascade to the surface Ripples spread through time and matter To all corners of the body, back to the center The cycle repeated without change to reality Beneath the surface they watch the sky The passage of time undisturbed by thought The ghosts of the lake, the unsettled mind Longing to be above, to see what is lost To see the moon and the sun pass the horizon Stepping to the edge of the lake below Staring down into the deep abyss of the depths I kneel and run my hand across the surface The cold chill seeps up my arm and my soul As the ghosts of the lake reach into my being Mirrored eyes and glassy thoughts Stare from the murky waters of the lake Specters swell from beneath the surface Dripping hands and clawing nails pull the air As ghosts in the lake reach to the soul |
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8. | Mine Dying Light | 07:52 | Show lyrics |
The purpose of my life is unknown The reason to continue this solitude Is beyond the reasoning of my mind The loneliness I feel is all consuming Mine dying light is fading continuously The wanderer of solitude if my being The gatekeeper of the path of oblivion Holding my wings in close to my body The only comfort I continue to feel Mine dying light begins to flicker and die I think back to the dreams in my cell Of a bustling world full of life and laughter Lying shattered around me, a stain remains The blood and ash of the world around Continues to feel alien to myself Transcending into depths of despair My numbing to the existence deepens Mine dying light is rising within To consume my mind and soul A shattered creature I wander the earth The purpose of my life is unknown The reason to continue this solitude Is beyond the reasoning of my mind The loneliness I feel is all consuming Mine dying light is fading continuously |
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9. | Howling Wolves on Forest Cliffs | 06:50 | Show lyrics |
Howling wolves on forest cliffs Signal the end of what has being The life of lies and denial is at an end The last of us on this corpse world Will cease to exist tonight Though life continues as wolves howl It is nothing for me to be No-one to talk to but dead No-one to hold but dead Is nothing to cling on to Away from hope and longing I make my way to the end No memories of life to enjoy Not even a name to call me No-one here to miss me Howling wolves on forest cliffs Serenading an angel dies today Another life ends amongst the ruins The last of us on this corpse world Will cease to exist tonight |
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10. | Paradise Lost as Harmony Breaks | 07:26 | Show lyrics |
As the sun falls from the heavens into night I make my way towards oblivions embrace No longer content to live this life of pain I will find my dead man’s sleep today Amongst the ruins of the woods I first found I will lay my soul and body to rest Never given a chance to live my life I will take my fate back into my own hands My hopes of paradise lost as harmony breaks Today the last angel will fall from heaven Into the dark soil of the earth beneath To lay my corpse amongst rock and root The decaying forces of nature will have me As I create my own grave amongst tree corpses I search for an implement of my demise I am but flesh and bone, nothing eternal As the sun falls from the heavens into night I lay amongst the branches and roots Life ended with bark and rocks from here Blood from my veins seeps into the earth Tonight the angel experiment will die Paradise lost as harmony breaks |
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01:08:47 |
The Angel Experiment
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Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
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1. | Fire Paved Skies Darken | 07:07 | Show lyrics |
Breaking light, on the dawning horizon Shattering the illusion of the night Crackling illumination as sun cuts through Apocalyptic thunder sounding the day The world keeled over into the abyss Dwindling light of stars in the heavens As they burn out in universal hellfire Demonic voice roars from the deep Signalling the sky to fall upon us Fire paved skies darkening the earth Rotting bridges fall into churning water And buildings topple into the milling streets Cliffs fall onto bloodstained beaches And trees burn in abandoned forest As the world keels over and dies Into the black void of the emptiness As fire paved skies darken above The abyss of eternity is filled with pain As the lives of many are lost to time The day the fire paved skies came |
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2. | The Angel Experiment | 09:28 | Show lyrics |
The dead soul that lurks inside Will never see the light outside the walls The walls that lurk within, built through time Wings will never spread through wind To feel the warm kiss of the sun This is the angel experiment That never got to fly away As seasons change and life dies I live inside the cage of time and lies Outside my walls I know not what dwells Condemned to the darkness within As snow falls throughout the land deep In my prison of mirrors I see not the change To grow old and die my fate is sealed The angel experiment, down in hell Never to walk through woodland realms Time is the overseer of all things in life Wings that only feel the dark, never to fly free Heavenly perversion, left to decay inside The angel experiment that never will see The world of man, that breathes outside The dead soul that lurks inside Will never see the light outside the walls The walls that lurk within, built through time Wings will never spread through wind To feel the warm kiss of the sun This is the angel experiment That never got to fly away As seasons change and life dies I live inside the cage of time and lies I cry into the dirty floor of the prison The blood from my many pains soaked in grief I want to break free from this evil realm The sun on my wings, through the sky The angel experiment, to finally be free |
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3. | The Last of Us | 06:36 | Show lyrics |
Leaving the darkened place behind Fifteen years of despair abandoned As I witness the worlds end around me Frozen images, of my torment before Spread winds to the fire tainted sky Far away from the prison of dark To the world of destruction and grief That I finally see before me now Where nothing lives, nothing grows I am the last of us, the last alive The once beautiful world that I pictured Is nothing more than burnt rubble I would weep for the death of it all But my soul is already to scarred to feel So I continue to fly away, the last of us The ashen rain that falls from heaven Coating my face in the dust of the dead I search from the green of Gaia’s domain But everything is darkened, dead and gone In this new perpetual twilight, despair deepens The last of us, the last of life, here On top of the peak of the world, watching Dark clouds pass above, foreboding But only I will see their passing through For I am there |
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4. | Waking to a World of Deepening Nightmares | 06:51 | Show lyrics |
Awaken, in the world of deepening nightmares In the once luscious graveyard of the forest realm Alone, in the world of increasing dark and cold I wander through the corpses of the trees Feeling the sorrow that emanates from the depths Breath held in bated moments, in darkness The words in my mind, leaving a scar, bloody Fire scorched ground, cold to the touch Lonely feelings, scratch at my thoughts Never before have I felt this sorrow, so deep Despair hammers into my soul, nothing left This dead world, devastated woodland here It holds nothing for me, no life, no happiness I feel the walls of my mind caving in on me Ive woken to a world of deepening nightmares Awaken, in the world of deepening nightmares In the once luscious graveyard of the forest realm Alone, abandoned by a place exorcised of life I wander through the desecrated landscape Feeling the sorrow that emanates from the depths |
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5. | Nearing the Darkened Stars | 01:33 | instrumental |
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6. | Burying Myself in Blood Soaked Sands | 07:57 | Show lyrics |
Spread my ash soaked wings to the moon Leaving the broken woods behind, forever Soaring into the blackened sky, no life here As I keep nearing the darkened stars Land on the coast, stare to the black sea I feel the sand beneath my feet, stained I long to curl into myself, and embrace darkness To bury myself in the blood soaked sands As I pass the skeletons of what once was Tears fall down my face, freezing on my cheeks I never saw the world, when beauty reigned Only the bones of the past, burning beneath I watch the moon pass over the skies As I lay in the life soaked sands beneath Illuminating the beach in deep crimson And wait for the oceans chilling tidal embrace I wander up the coastal line alone Hoping for a sign of life beyond my own As I feel the nights chill give way to dawn I long to bury myself in the blood soaked sands |
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7. | Ghosts in the Lake Reach to the Soul | 07:07 | Show lyrics |
Mirrored eyes and glassy thoughts Stare from the murky waters of the lake Specters swell from beneath the surface Dripping hands and clawing nails pull the air As ghosts in the lake reach to the soul Above I watch the water ebb and flow Droplets cascade to the surface Ripples spread through time and matter To all corners of the body, back to the center The cycle repeated without change to reality Beneath the surface they watch the sky The passage of time undisturbed by thought The ghosts of the lake, the unsettled mind Longing to be above, to see what is lost To see the moon and the sun pass the horizon Stepping to the edge of the lake below Staring down into the deep abyss of the depths I kneel and run my hand across the surface The cold chill seeps up my arm and my soul As the ghosts of the lake reach into my being Mirrored eyes and glassy thoughts Stare from the murky waters of the lake Specters swell from beneath the surface Dripping hands and clawing nails pull the air As ghosts in the lake reach to the soul |
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8. | Mine Dying Light | 07:52 | Show lyrics |
The purpose of my life is unknown The reason to continue this solitude Is beyond the reasoning of my mind The loneliness I feel is all consuming Mine dying light is fading continuously The wanderer of solitude if my being The gatekeeper of the path of oblivion Holding my wings in close to my body The only comfort I continue to feel Mine dying light begins to flicker and die I think back to the dreams in my cell Of a bustling world full of life and laughter Lying shattered around me, a stain remains The blood and ash of the world around Continues to feel alien to myself Transcending into depths of despair My numbing to the existence deepens Mine dying light is rising within To consume my mind and soul A shattered creature I wander the earth The purpose of my life is unknown The reason to continue this solitude Is beyond the reasoning of my mind The loneliness I feel is all consuming Mine dying light is fading continuously |
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9. | Howling Wolves on Forest Cliffs | 06:50 | Show lyrics |
Howling wolves on forest cliffs Signal the end of what has being The life of lies and denial is at an end The last of us on this corpse world Will cease to exist tonight Though life continues as wolves howl It is nothing for me to be No-one to talk to but dead No-one to hold but dead Is nothing to cling on to Away from hope and longing I make my way to the end No memories of life to enjoy Not even a name to call me No-one here to miss me Howling wolves on forest cliffs Serenading an angel dies today Another life ends amongst the ruins The last of us on this corpse world Will cease to exist tonight |
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10. | Paradise Lost as Harmony Breaks | 07:26 | Show lyrics |
As the sun falls from the heavens into night I make my way towards oblivions embrace No longer content to live this life of pain I will find my dead man’s sleep today Amongst the ruins of the woods I first found I will lay my soul and body to rest Never given a chance to live my life I will take my fate back into my own hands My hopes of paradise lost as harmony breaks Today the last angel will fall from heaven Into the dark soil of the earth beneath To lay my corpse amongst rock and root The decaying forces of nature will have me As I create my own grave amongst tree corpses I search for an implement of my demise I am but flesh and bone, nothing eternal As the sun falls from the heavens into night I lay amongst the branches and roots Life ended with bark and rocks from here Blood from my veins seeps into the earth Tonight the angel experiment will die Paradise lost as harmony breaks |
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01:08:47 |
Broken Mirrors to the Stars
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Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals, Lyrics |
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Wraith | Vocals (track 17) |
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1. | Broken Glass Trail | 08:51 | Show lyrics |
Eleven feeble shards press into my veins Pressing hatred and weight to collapse Finding the darkest place that I know To crawl into the deepest crevices And hide away from the wretched sun Making my way through life slowly Across a broken glass trail I crawl The dancing shadows of dusks embrace And the rolling drums of the thunder ride In natures woodland embrace The vastness of my sorrow widens To hold the entire world in its hand Distant bleating of woodlands heart As I crawl further into my cocoon of safety Hiding from the broken glass trail In natures comforting woodland embrace The terrible embrace of the burning flame Is put to rest under the torrent of purifying rain In my sanctuary amongst the rocks and briar I find my slumber whilst the night rages on |
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2. | Seven Tears Are Flowing to the River (Nargaroth cover) | 15:01 | Show lyrics |
Seven Tears are flowing to the river And six of ’em are mine: Und ich kostete den fremden Saft, Der sich mit meinigem vermengte, Um zu deuten in ihm jene Kraft, Die an so viele ich verschenkte. Und Freud war er in meinen Mund Und ich stürzt’ in tiefe See’ Und es schmerzt die alte Wunde, Die geifernd lacht in all dem Weh’. Doch als die Flut seinen Leichnam barg, Nachdem er Trän’ verlor, sechs an der Zahl Das Wasser ward zu seinem Sarg, Eine Sieb’te sich ergoß,... aus Qual. Und als der Fluß die Trän’ geleitet, Hin zu ew’gen Meer, Ward ihm endlich Lieb’ bereitet. Doch das er weiß wohl nimmer mehr. Und könnt die Zeit verkehrt nun fließen Und sei nur Traum der ganze Schmerz, Wird er um sie die Arme schließen Und Liebe sei um beider Herz... |
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3. | Frost Tinted Rose in the Sleeping Fields | 05:52 | Show lyrics |
Hindered by restless thoughts at night Submitting to the amber light of evening Wandering through dreamlike states Searching for the end of my ache Fantasising for the home I left Ending the bitter fire that burns Searching for the sleeping fields To fall and descend into slumber Where have my passions gone? Carried away down winding streams Beginning again on this unnamed plane I saw your face in the frost tinted rose The light of the lunar cycle on the oasis Illuminating the endless corpse road Leading to the nirvana of sleeping fields Where I may find you on the face of the rose My mind is laced with bitter thoughts Remembering something said long ago Misplaced memories tinted with smoke Misled prayers to heal an unknown wound |
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4. | Nackskott (Lifelover cover) | 03:01 | Show lyrics |
Rynkor, celluliter, hängbröst och rinnande mascara Falska léenden blandade med mundiarré Kassörskan är en hora på deltid Hennes vänlighet är suspekt Teddybjörnen trånar efter att få suga av Ett barnasinnes humor vrålar ut i skratt Tristessen kommer som en flod, jag söker en utväg Leksakskatten har spagetti i mun, ingen vet vad det är Vad finns att hämta här? Oväsen uppstår när kaoset bryter ut Elden döper småbarn när jag spränger skiten i luften Tycker du som jag, så rider vi För då känn för då känn för då känner jag mej jag mej fri Lille häst lille häst vilka skutt du tar Sitter svans sitter svans sitter svansen ändå ändå kvar Så far och flyg och ryk och ränn och bom sicka bom ä du me’på den så spring och skrik och kom igen och bom sicka bom ut i mässingen Och tut och tjut och tjosan sen Och bom sicka bom va’de’small i den |
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5. | Death of a Silent God | 08:58 | Show lyrics |
On the edge of darkness, looking in As I stare into the abyss of bleakness Shooting stars, tears from the sky falling I hear no sound, and see no colours The god of the silent, in an empty kingdom The vision that was planted in my brain It still remains, a cancer that slowly grows A vision of a man, turning to the empty cold Collar turned to the shadow, fading through mists Stepping away from the lights of clarity The vision grows still more, filling me Ten thousand people in a silent mass Eyes closed from the truth of their misguidance And minds locked away, scared of what they may find If they but looked beyond what they wish to see No-one dared to break the fragile silence They do not know what they may learn Were they but to speak and share a thought? As they bow in prayer to the gods they made For answers that in their hearts they wish not to know The mindless masses that the visions shows Make my heart swell with hatred for them and me For I am but another of the masses, unknowing Searching for everything and hoping to find nothing The dying God of the silent vigil to his herd |
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6. | Sterile Nails & Thunderbowels (Silencer cover) | 06:26 | Show lyrics |
Vast souls And inhumans, Bitten by infected jaws Abandoned minds And corpses Lurking with moulded eyes Lacerated bodies Without mourners Nodding in gallows Crushed skulls Tasting the Fur Of dying cats Needles, injecting pain Flammable skin And deadly thirst Beyond mind Is sleep to be found Leap, leap, leap, leap From life, Leave yourself, Die with me |
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7. | The Eternal Sleep of the Dead | 06:13 | Show lyrics |
Through necropolis steeped in darkness The spirit crawling into the tomb As fragile feelings of hope slither away A broken sensation claws at the brain Pain, sorrow, misguided dreams The sensation grows ever larger Encompassing the eyes that search For anything beyond the anguish inside The last journey of a shadow Where dead angels lay rotten My tomb lies surrounded by it As razor breaks the fevered skin The end that waits for all of us It lies within the spewing tomb Nothing stops the darkness growing The turn from day to night will come When the moment of eternity Breaks the dawn of your death And suicidal angels stand vigil Over the eternal sleep of the dead Cemeteries of dead shadows The end that beckons to you Follow the tormented whispers Into the depths of oblivion once more |
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8. | Don’t Go (Happy Days cover) | 05:40 | Show lyrics |
I thought you were everything I thought you were the one But once again I’m still blind By the fake mask of life Again I fell for its trap Again I fell for its lies And now you are leaving And I’m begging you to stay What we had was something special What’s going on? It’s getting hard to breathe I’m torn open I’m on my knees, asking you to stay and not to leave Please don’t go Please don’t go |
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9. | Tearing Away the Veil of Night... | 16:10 | Show lyrics |
A dreamlike veil seeps over reality A tremble that grows in the dark Vivid hallucinations over my vision That threaten my subconscious To tear away the face of the deep I leave your world once more To fall into the vacuum of time To leave only you standing alone I fail you in life, and so shall now For eternity between dawn and death Kneeling on battered broken skin Before the void that lays beyond That tears away the veil of night Leaving wounds on exposed memory Beyond mind and thought it lingers Lost inside my darkened mind Away from the breaking dawn You’ll find me dying between dreams Petty, helpless with bleeding eyes Turning away from the time and light |
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10. | ...to Expose the Face of the Deep | 09:00 | |
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11. | Broken Mirrors to the Stars | 10:39 | Show lyrics |
As the moon crests the top of the cloud line And illuminates the world, bathed in dark I stare into the other realm, through shadow Through smoke and blackened ash I gaze Through broken mirrors I look to the stars Hatred flows through my veins, infernal As the last vestiges of love and life burn away Sorrow desecrates the heart that beats As I long to fade away through twilight Through broken mirrors to the stars As the world outside my window Is plunged into a deathlike silence A black requiem for the coming of dusk Honed by the baying of night time beasts Honouring the coming hour of night As the air grows cold I hear them The sounds of misery and sadness Penetrating the blanket of night time Their moonlit laments flowing down To where I stare up into the stars waiting As the moon crests the tops to the cloud line The time has come for me to depart from it To join the other world, through shadow Through blood, tears and blackened ash Through broken mirrors to the stars |
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12. | .M.K. | 05:16 | instrumental |
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13. | Violating the Soulless Shrine of Failure | 07:52 | Show lyrics |
Blind faith clings to my eyes, blinding Causing me to continue forward Even when all my hopes have died And my voice has long since been silent Violating the soulless shrine of failure By maiming myself, the cowering flock A choir of regret and dead dreams sings Echoing through the chamber of my mind My days have turned to blackness Degenerated into the shit beneath No matter how far I climb away I will always fall back down into it I know my sickness has no cure And my eyes will never see again Blind faith clings to my heart, dragging Dragging me upwards to fall once more |
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14. | Nostalgia (Nocturnal Depression cover) | 04:50 | Show lyrics |
Once again despair is kissing me With her cold ghostly lips My own destruction is leading me to my grave That I digged for many times And once again I’m becoming a spectral thought Forgotten, sad, miserable shit As I fall into the black spheres among lonely memories You’ve broken us, piece by piece The score of my soundtrack is written by blood Music of suicide written in red I did it myself, my wrists are also opened And like my tears, it’s cascading Everything has been lost behind us On my kness, hands on my face The sun is appearing into the spring morning Where I’m lying there’s just nothing than my dust Now you don’t care about him You live on the other side of feelings But our February snow is now covering my lifeless body |
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15. | Abandoned by Light | 12:39 | Show lyrics |
December cold settles in deep Frost coats the vales in white The crunch beneath my feet Breaking the reverie of my journey Cutting through my silent thoughts Wandering through the nocturnal mist The sun consumed by the dark clouds Reverie returns, as I ponder the meaning Of this life, this journey, this world around I, he who was abandoned by light, wanderer My cries fall onto the silence around My identity begins to crumble inside Torn away on the cold winds of winter Abandoned by light, I fall through shadow Who am I? Another soul amongst the many Time slows to a standstill, the wind slows I sit, the cold settling in my bones Trying to find the self that I have lost Abandoned by my life, nameless wanderer The lies I have accepted have broken, and I am nothing Laying down in the December frosts Staring into the darkest skies above me The god I was taught to love, left me here The life I was told to love, is not mine to love And everything has now gone, abandoned by light |
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16. | Lost Wisdom (Burzum cover) | 04:27 | Show lyrics |
While we may believe our world - our reality to be that is - is but one manifestation of the essence Other planes lie beyond the reach of normal sense and common roads But they are no less real than what we see or touch or feel Denied by the blind church ’cause these are not the words of God - the same God that burnt the knowing |
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17. | The Shimmering Radiance of the Dawning Horizon | 10:13 | Show lyrics |
The morning mist spreads it cold embrace out Holding the dawning world in its chilling hold Empty streets, undisturbed silences, hollow The world that greets my gaze is forgotten Under the shimmering radiance of the dawn Solitary figure under the gloom of street lamps Wanderer in the sea of fog and silent hills Tarmac roads and concrete alleys long forgotten Paths to alternate realities and thoughts abandoned My journey through suburban nightmares To reach the end, the end of the silence To accomplish nothing in the early years Destined to be a faceless entity in this world Nothing but fleeting periphery to time and space A wanderer amongst the masses and the worthless As the morning mist begins to recede back Returning to the weary embrace of the earth I reach the edge of this place, and stare out Across the end of the world, to the beauty Of the shimmering embrace of the dawning horizon |
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02:21:08 |
Broken Mirrors to the Stars
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Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals, Lyrics |
Guest/Session | |
Wraith | Vocals (track 17) |
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Disc 1 | |||
1. | Broken Glass Trail | 08:51 | Show lyrics |
Eleven feeble shards press into my veins Pressing hatred and weight to collapse Finding the darkest place that I know To crawl into the deepest crevices And hide away from the wretched sun Making my way through life slowly Across a broken glass trail I crawl The dancing shadows of dusks embrace And the rolling drums of the thunder ride In natures woodland embrace The vastness of my sorrow widens To hold the entire world in its hand Distant bleating of woodlands heart As I crawl further into my cocoon of safety Hiding from the broken glass trail In natures comforting woodland embrace The terrible embrace of the burning flame Is put to rest under the torrent of purifying rain In my sanctuary amongst the rocks and briar I find my slumber whilst the night rages on |
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2. | Frost Tinted Rose in the Sleeping Fields | 05:52 | Show lyrics |
Hindered by restless thoughts at night Submitting to the amber light of evening Wandering through dreamlike states Searching for the end of my ache Fantasising for the home I left Ending the bitter fire that burns Searching for the sleeping fields To fall and descend into slumber Where have my passions gone? Carried away down winding streams Beginning again on this unnamed plane I saw your face in the frost tinted rose The light of the lunar cycle on the oasis Illuminating the endless corpse road Leading to the nirvana of sleeping fields Where I may find you on the face of the rose My mind is laced with bitter thoughts Remembering something said long ago Misplaced memories tinted with smoke Misled prayers to heal an unknown wound |
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3. | Death of a Silent God | 08:58 | Show lyrics |
On the edge of darkness, looking in As I stare into the abyss of bleakness Shooting stars, tears from the sky falling I hear no sound, and see no colours The god of the silent, in an empty kingdom The vision that was planted in my brain It still remains, a cancer that slowly grows A vision of a man, turning to the empty cold Collar turned to the shadow, fading through mists Stepping away from the lights of clarity The vision grows still more, filling me Ten thousand people in a silent mass Eyes closed from the truth of their misguidance And minds locked away, scared of what they may find If they but looked beyond what they wish to see No-one dared to break the fragile silence They do not know what they may learn Were they but to speak and share a thought? As they bow in prayer to the gods they made For answers that in their hearts they wish not to know The mindless masses that the visions shows Make my heart swell with hatred for them and me For I am but another of the masses, unknowing Searching for everything and hoping to find nothing The dying God of the silent vigil to his herd |
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4. | The Eternal Sleep of the Dead | 06:13 | Show lyrics |
Through necropolis steeped in darkness The spirit crawling into the tomb As fragile feelings of hope slither away A broken sensation claws at the brain Pain, sorrow, misguided dreams The sensation grows ever larger Encompassing the eyes that search For anything beyond the anguish inside The last journey of a shadow Where dead angels lay rotten My tomb lies surrounded by it As razor breaks the fevered skin The end that waits for all of us It lies within the spewing tomb Nothing stops the darkness growing The turn from day to night will come When the moment of eternity Breaks the dawn of your death And suicidal angels stand vigil Over the eternal sleep of the dead Cemeteries of dead shadows The end that beckons to you Follow the tormented whispers Into the depths of oblivion once more |
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5. | Tearing Away the Veil of Night... | 16:10 | Show lyrics |
A dreamlike veil seeps over reality A tremble that grows in the dark Vivid hallucinations over my vision That threaten my subconscious To tear away the face of the deep I leave your world once more To fall into the vacuum of time To leave only you standing alone I fail you in life, and so shall now For eternity between dawn and death Kneeling on battered broken skin Before the void that lays beyond That tears away the veil of night Leaving wounds on exposed memory Beyond mind and thought it lingers Lost inside my darkened mind Away from the breaking dawn You’ll find me dying between dreams Petty, helpless with bleeding eyes Turning away from the time and light |
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6. | ...to Expose the Face of the Deep | 09:00 | |
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7. | Broken Mirrors to the Stars | 10:39 | Show lyrics |
As the moon crests the top of the cloud line And illuminates the world, bathed in dark I stare into the other realm, through shadow Through smoke and blackened ash I gaze Through broken mirrors I look to the stars Hatred flows through my veins, infernal As the last vestiges of love and life burn away Sorrow desecrates the heart that beats As I long to fade away through twilight Through broken mirrors to the stars As the world outside my window Is plunged into a deathlike silence A black requiem for the coming of dusk Honed by the baying of night time beasts Honouring the coming hour of night As the air grows cold I hear them The sounds of misery and sadness Penetrating the blanket of night time Their moonlit laments flowing down To where I stare up into the stars waiting As the moon crests the tops to the cloud line The time has come for me to depart from it To join the other world, through shadow Through blood, tears and blackened ash Through broken mirrors to the stars |
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8. | .M.K. | 05:16 | instrumental |
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1. | Violating the Soulless Shrine of Failure | 07:52 | Show lyrics |
Blind faith clings to my eyes, blinding Causing me to continue forward Even when all my hopes have died And my voice has long since been silent Violating the soulless shrine of failure By maiming myself, the cowering flock A choir of regret and dead dreams sings Echoing through the chamber of my mind My days have turned to blackness Degenerated into the shit beneath No matter how far I climb away I will always fall back down into it I know my sickness has no cure And my eyes will never see again Blind faith clings to my heart, dragging Dragging me upwards to fall once more |
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2. | Abandoned by Light | 12:39 | Show lyrics |
December cold settles in deep Frost coats the vales in white The crunch beneath my feet Breaking the reverie of my journey Cutting through my silent thoughts Wandering through the nocturnal mist The sun consumed by the dark clouds Reverie returns, as I ponder the meaning Of this life, this journey, this world around I, he who was abandoned by light, wanderer My cries fall onto the silence around My identity begins to crumble inside Torn away on the cold winds of winter Abandoned by light, I fall through shadow Who am I? Another soul amongst the many Time slows to a standstill, the wind slows I sit, the cold settling in my bones Trying to find the self that I have lost Abandoned by my life, nameless wanderer The lies I have accepted have broken, and I am nothing Laying down in the December frosts Staring into the darkest skies above me The god I was taught to love, left me here The life I was told to love, is not mine to love And everything has now gone, abandoned by light |
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3. | The Shimmering Radiance of the Dawning Horizon | 10:39 | Show lyrics |
The morning mist spreads its cold embrace out Holding the dawning world in its chilling hold Empty streets, undisturbed silences, hollow The world that greets my gaze is forgotten Under the shimmering radiance of the dawn Solitary figure under the gloom of street lamps Wanderer in the sea of fog and silent hills Tarmac roads and concrete alleys long forgotten Paths to alternate realities and thoughts abandoned My journey through suburban nightmares To reach the end, the end of the silence To accomplish nothing in the early years Destined to be a faceless entity in this world Nothing but fleeting periphery to time and space A wanderer amongst the masses and the worthless As the morning mist begins to recede back Returning to the weary embrace of the earth I reach the edge of this place, and stare out Across the end of the world, to the beauty Of the shimmering embrace of the dawning horizon |
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4. | Seven Tears are Flowing to the River (Nargaroth Cover) | 15:01 | Show lyrics |
Seven Tears are flowing to the river And six of ’em are mine: Und ich kostete den fremden Saft, Der sich mit meinigem vermengte, Um zu deuten in ihm jene Kraft, Die an so viele ich verschenkte. Und Freud war er in meinen Mund Und ich stürzt’ in tiefe See’ Und es schmerzt die alte Wunde, Die geifernd lacht in all dem Weh’. Doch als die Flut seinen Leichnam barg, Nachdem er Trän’ verlor, sechs an der Zahl Das Wasser ward zu seinem Sarg, Eine Sieb’te sich ergoß,... aus Qual. Und als der Fluß die Trän’ geleitet, Hin zu ew’gen Meer, Ward ihm endlich Lieb’ bereitet. Doch das er weiß wohl nimmer mehr. Und könnt die Zeit verkehrt nun fließen Und sei nur Traum der ganze Schmerz, Wird er um sie die Arme schließen Und Liebe sei um beider Herz... |
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5. | Nackskott (Lifelover Cover) | 03:01 | Show lyrics |
Rynkor, celluliter, hängbröst och rinnande mascara Falska léenden blandade med mundiarré Kassörskan är en hora på deltid Hennes vänlighet är suspekt Teddybjörnen trånar efter att få suga av Ett barnasinnes humor vrålar ut i skratt Tristessen kommer som en flod, jag söker en utväg Leksakskatten har spagetti i mun, ingen vet vad det är Vad finns att hämta här? Oväsen uppstår när kaoset bryter ut Elden döper småbarn när jag spränger skiten i luften Tycker du som jag, så rider vi För då känn för då känn för då känner jag mej jag mej fri Lille häst lille häst vilka skutt du tar Sitter svans sitter svans sitter svansen ändå ändå kvar Så far och flyg och ryk och ränn och bom sicka bom ä du me’på den så spring och skrik och kom igen och bom sicka bom ut i mässingen Och tut och tjut och tjosan sen Och bom sicka bom va’de’small i den |
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6. | Sterile Nails & Thunderbowels (Silencer Cover) | 06:26 | Show lyrics |
Vast souls And inhumans, Bitten by infected jaws Abandoned minds And corpses Lurking with moulded eyes Lacerated bodies Without mourners Nodding in gallows Crushed skulls Tasting the Fur Of dying cats Needles, injecting pain Flammable skin And deadly thirst Beyond mind Is sleep to be found Leap, leap, leap, leap From life, Leave yourself, Die with me |
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7. | Don’t Go (Happy Days Cover) | 05:40 | Show lyrics |
Vast souls And inhumans, Bitten by infected jaws Abandoned minds And corpses Lurking with moulded eyes Lacerated bodies Without mourners Nodding in gallows Crushed skulls Tasting the Fur Of dying cats Needles, injecting pain Flammable skin And deadly thirst Beyond mind Is sleep to be found Leap, leap, leap, leap From life, Leave yourself, Die with me |
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8. | Nostalgia (Nocturnal Depression Cover) | 04:50 | Show lyrics |
Once again despair is kissing me With her cold ghostly lips My own destruction is leading me to my grave That I digged for many times And once again I’m becoming a spectral thought Forgotten, sad, miserable shit As I fall into the black spheres among lonely memories You’ve broken us, piece by piece The score of my soundtrack is written by blood Music of suicide written in red I did it myself, my wrists are also opened And like my tears, it’s cascading Everything has been lost behind us On my kness, hands on my face The sun is appearing into the spring morning Where I’m lying there’s just nothing than my dust Now you don’t care about him You live on the other side of feelings But our February snow is now covering my lifeless body |
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9. | Lost Wisdom (Burzum Cover) | 04:27 | Show lyrics |
While we may believe our world - our reality to be that is - is but one manifestation of the essence Other planes lie beyond the reach of normal sense and common roads But they are no less real than what we see or touch or feel Denied by the blind church ’cause these are not the words of God - the same God that burnt the knowing |
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01:10:35 |
Melancholia
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Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
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Plagues | Vocals (track 3) |
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1. | Melancholia (The Beginning) | 08:47 | Show lyrics |
Engulfed and devolved Bitter thoughts whispered Outwards into the darkness Asphyxiated by the chasm Of the winds and the rain Red stained skies dwindle Into the blackness of night-time Illuminated by the rising moon The dreariness is never ending Caressed by the dying embers The tempest continues outward Lashing rain drowning all sight Withering illusions in my eyes Unable to walk alone again Engulfed by my melancholia Icy winds pull at my frail being Tearing my spirit into the abyss There will be no peace ever here Dark clouds form on the edges Beckoning into the bleakness Engulfed and devolved Lost to the winds of time Swallowed by the shadows Asphyxiated by the chasm Of the open maw of despair |
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2. | Astral Corpse of a Dead Sun | 09:03 | Show lyrics |
Lightning perpetually strikes down Endless crashing cacophony of sound Human colour fades, and light dies Into the bewildering darkness it fades Tortured and torched voices scream Abysmal depths are flooded again And plundered till nothing remains Symphonies of agony sounding out Calling to the dead souls that rise A genocide of life beginning at the end Crucified minds and mutilated spirits Ripped out of sundered restless beings Raped of humanity by endless misfortune Cursed revelations spawned of degeneration The leviathan of misery gnaws at the bone Internal forces bid farewell to light Dreams darkened by twilight endless Fade into oblivion, die and rot Consumed and marked by shadow On the astral corpse of a dead sun Guided by anguish and old sins Enslaved by disdain for existence Drowning in flooded abysmal depths Castles of utopia brought down Crumbling in the eyes of the dead Cursed revelations witnessed In the blackened eyes Of an astral corpse of a dead sun |
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3. | Splinters of Shadow | 09:39 | Show lyrics |
Eternally falling deeper and deeper Into the suffocating emptiness below Into the fire that eternally burns within Scalding flames violating the skies The darkness was always there Rising till it has consumed it all Blackening and destroying Till it became ashes in the wind Far beyond the walls of safety Forged of shattered bone and pain And layered in broken angel wings Despairing starved hands break skin The promises of a grand deceiver Have led them down a burning road A cross bathed in the tears of the masses Marks the point at which we were lost All that was begun is ending As the fire rises to consume All that was planned is dying As the sky fades to blackness The spire that raped the skies Is brought down to the dirt Embraced by mulling corpse hands The grand deceiver is bleeding Splinters of shadows forced deep inside Breaking the skin, and infecting the flesh With terrible words and perverse ideals A crown of scars heralding my demise Dragging you down, further than ever Into the worm infested earth, rotting Far beyond the cracked walls of safety Forged from countless broken hearts |
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4. | Autumn Colours Fade to Black | 06:37 | instrumental |
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5. | The Midnight Raven Calls Out to the Forgotten Depths | 08:50 | Show lyrics |
Clinging to the root of your mind Infecting and diseasing your blood Nesting inside and draining your soul Corroding away at your life and smile Blackening your vision, closing your eyes Falling through darkened fogs The air becomes colder again As night embraces the world With a cold, unfeeling embrace Suffering screams rise from the deep This is existence as you know it Everything that was is now not Autumnal colours fade to black As the call of the void grows strong And the darkness grows eternal The midnight ravens call out Towards the forgotten depths That swallow the light cast down And darkness covers the soul Singing the funereal dirge of life The abysmal pendulum swings Casting judgement upon the soul Beckoning the end on black wings To come and lay its hand upon you |
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6. | Shed the Skin to Receive the World | 08:04 | Show lyrics |
A spirit of torment screaming out Painted in the blood of its sins Bearing the wounds of the darkness Lacerated veins witness force Forged of the fabric of night Violent and jagged edges Slice at the edges of the sun To remove the light from us The screams dying away at last Into silent despair at this life Phantom pains become reality Regretful wanderer of empty silence Shed the skin to receive the world And bear the agonised fruit of life Nightmares scratch claw marks deep A worm that seeks the light Worthless creature of pity Creeping back from its shame To crawl into the throat of purity And hide from wretched light A deep, violent self-extinction Born from the womb of horrors Ghosts of hope, raped of bodies Shed the skin, to receive the end Free the guilt and pain bleeding Vanishing eyes from empty skulls Plucked tongues, ripped and tossed The burdens of consciousness abandoned Raising limbs forged of wounds higher Shed the skin to receive the world again |
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7. | Mourning (The End) | 12:42 | Show lyrics |
Solace has departed once more Embraced by the cold arms of grief Her smile painted with silver brushes Forged of frozen crystal funereal tears Of those left behind in February snows Life is killing him once again, sinking deeper Dreams become nightmares filling the void Utterances of forgotten prayers long dead Memories of misplaced smiles since drowned In the tears and rain that fell from the sky As the sun lowers to mourn the end And night rises, draining misleading sunsets Closing your eyes to see the darkening light As the dawning moon reflects on the grave Where your disease and trauma still fester As the flesh becomes lost and disposed The soul no longer lingering in wooden prison The pain returned unto the abusing world Leaving only memories to rot in open wounds Cancerously growing to claim remaining lights Malignant prophecies of human suffering Irrelevant and sad lives become mere shadow Inner sanctuary, hiding from dawning realities Are torn down, raped once more of meaning Mourning the end of another forgotten soul Weeping for nothing, and for no-one Last thoughts leave, drift from the world Becoming dwindling starts, fading to apathy As obsidian pupils observe the passing aeons And the voices of the wind become whispers Malignant prophecies of human suffering Irrelevant identities become mere shadow Inner sanctuary, hiding from the abuses Is torn down, raped of all its meaning And its end is shown in shattered memory |
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8. | Depression - Part I (Abyssic Hate cover) | 12:46 | Show lyrics |
Far beyond the walls of all safety in a land Disgusting as the highest of God’s heavens Starved hands keep appearing - clawing Tearing shreds out of the flesh and mind And as the sands crawl their unchanging path All means seemingly focus towards the end There is no reason to live anymore when the reason cannot be attained But the solace lay beyond the darkness In a land where light and life dwell Yet soon will come death and the numbing fires Only then will my mind lie to rest For I am alone on this world Enslaved and surrounded by the living dead Yet still I stand tall as I bleed Deep from within the cuts upon my skin |
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9. | The Music of the Night (Phantom of the Opera cover) | 07:33 | Show lyrics |
Night-time sharpens, heightens each sensation Darkness stirs and wakes imagination Silently the senses abandon their defenses Slowly, gently, night unfurls its splendor Grasp it, sense it, tremulous and tender Turn your face away from the garish light of day Turn your thoughts away from cold, unfeeling light And listen to the music of the night Close your eyes and surrender to your darkest dreams Purge your thoughts of the life you knew before Close your eyes, let your spirit start to soar! And you’ll live as you’ve never lived before Softly, deftly, music shall surround you Feel it, hear it, closing in around you Open up your mind, let your fantasies unwind In this darkness which you know you cannot fight The darkness of the music of the night Let your mind start a journey to a strange new world Leave all thoughts of the world you knew before Let your soul take you where you long to be Only then can you belong to me Floating, falling, sweet intoxication Touch me, trust me, savor each sensation Let the dream begin, let your darker side give in To the power of the music that I write The power of the music of the night You alone can make my song take flight Help me make the music of the night |
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01:24:01 |
Melancholia
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Guest/Session | |
Plagues | Vocals (track 3) |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Melancholia (The Beginning) | 08:47 | Show lyrics |
Engulfed and devolved Bitter thoughts whispered Outwards into the darkness Asphyxiated by the chasm Of the winds and the rain Red stained skies dwindle Into the blackness of night-time Illuminated by the rising moon The dreariness is never ending Caressed by the dying embers The tempest continues outward Lashing rain drowning all sight Withering illusions in my eyes Unable to walk alone again Engulfed by my melancholia Icy winds pull at my frail being Tearing my spirit into the abyss There will be no peace ever here Dark clouds form on the edges Beckoning into the bleakness Engulfed and devolved Lost to the winds of time Swallowed by the shadows Asphyxiated by the chasm Of the open maw of despair |
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2. | Astral Corpse of a Dead Sun | 09:03 | Show lyrics |
Lightning perpetually strikes down Endless crashing cacophony of sound Human colour fades, and light dies Into the bewildering darkness it fades Tortured and torched voices scream Abysmal depths are flooded again And plundered till nothing remains Symphonies of agony sounding out Calling to the dead souls that rise A genocide of life beginning at the end Crucified minds and mutilated spirits Ripped out of sundered restless beings Raped of humanity by endless misfortune Cursed revelations spawned of degeneration The leviathan of misery gnaws at the bone Internal forces bid farewell to light Dreams darkened by twilight endless Fade into oblivion, die and rot Consumed and marked by shadow On the astral corpse of a dead sun Guided by anguish and old sins Enslaved by disdain for existence Drowning in flooded abysmal depths Castles of utopia brought down Crumbling in the eyes of the dead Cursed revelations witnessed In the blackened eyes Of an astral corpse of a dead sun |
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3. | Splinters of Shadow | 09:39 | Show lyrics |
Eternally falling deeper and deeper Into the suffocating emptiness below Into the fire that eternally burns within Scalding flames violating the skies The darkness was always there Rising till it has consumed it all Blackening and destroying Till it became ashes in the wind Far beyond the walls of safety Forged of shattered bone and pain And layered in broken angel wings Despairing starved hands break skin The promises of a grand deceiver Have led them down a burning road A cross bathed in the tears of the masses Marks the point at which we were lost All that was begun is ending As the fire rises to consume All that was planned is dying As the sky fades to blackness The spire that raped the skies Is brought down to the dirt Embraced by mulling corpse hands The grand deceiver is bleeding Splinters of shadows forced deep inside Breaking the skin, and infecting the flesh With terrible words and perverse ideals A crown of scars heralding my demise Dragging you down, further than ever Into the worm infested earth, rotting Far beyond the cracked walls of safety Forged from countless broken hearts |
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4. | Autumn Colours Fade to Black | 06:37 | instrumental |
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5. | The Midnight Raven Calls Out to the Forgotten Depths | 08:50 | Show lyrics |
Clinging to the root of your mind Infecting and diseasing your blood Nesting inside and draining your soul Corroding away at your life and smile Blackening your vision, closing your eyes Falling through darkened fogs The air becomes colder again As night embraces the world With a cold, unfeeling embrace Suffering screams rise from the deep This is existence as you know it Everything that was is now not Autumnal colours fade to black As the call of the void grows strong And the darkness grows eternal The midnight ravens call out Towards the forgotten depths That swallow the light cast down And darkness covers the soul Singing the funereal dirge of life The abysmal pendulum swings Casting judgement upon the soul Beckoning the end on black wings To come and lay its hand upon you |
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6. | Shed the Skin to Receive the World | 08:04 | Show lyrics |
A spirit of torment screaming out Painted in the blood of its sins Bearing the wounds of the darkness Lacerated veins witness force Forged of the fabric of night Violent and jagged edges Slice at the edges of the sun To remove the light from us The screams dying away at last Into silent despair at this life Phantom pains become reality Regretful wanderer of empty silence Shed the skin to receive the world And bear the agonised fruit of life Nightmares scratch claw marks deep A worm that seeks the light Worthless creature of pity Creeping back from its shame To crawl into the throat of purity And hide from wretched light A deep, violent self-extinction Born from the womb of horrors Ghosts of hope, raped of bodies Shed the skin, to receive the end Free the guilt and pain bleeding Vanishing eyes from empty skulls Plucked tongues, ripped and tossed The burdens of consciousness abandoned Raising limbs forged of wounds higher Shed the skin to receive the world again |
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7. | Mourning (The End) | 12:42 | Show lyrics |
Solace has departed once more Embraced by the cold arms of grief Her smile painted with silver brushes Forged of frozen crystal funereal tears Of those left behind in February snows Life is killing him once again, sinking deeper Dreams become nightmares filling the void Utterances of forgotten prayers long dead Memories of misplaced smiles since drowned In the tears and rain that fell from the sky As the sun lowers to mourn the end And night rises, draining misleading sunsets Closing your eyes to see the darkening light As the dawning moon reflects on the grave Where your disease and trauma still fester As the flesh becomes lost and disposed The soul no longer lingering in wooden prison The pain returned unto the abusing world Leaving only memories to rot in open wounds Cancerously growing to claim remaining lights Malignant prophecies of human suffering Irrelevant and sad lives become mere shadow Inner sanctuary, hiding from dawning realities Are torn down, raped once more of meaning Mourning the end of another forgotten soul Weeping for nothing, and for no-one Last thoughts leave, drift from the world Becoming dwindling starts, fading to apathy As obsidian pupils observe the passing aeons And the voices of the wind become whispers Malignant prophecies of human suffering Irrelevant identities become mere shadow Inner sanctuary, hiding from the abuses Is torn down, raped of all its meaning And its end is shown in shattered memory |
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8. | Depression - Part I (Abyssic Hate cover) | 12:46 | Show lyrics |
Far beyond the walls of all safety in a land Disgusting as the highest of God’s heavens Starved hands keep appearing - clawing Tearing shreds out of the flesh and mind And as the sands crawl their unchanging path All means seemingly focus towards the end There is no reason to live anymore when the reason cannot be attained But the solace lay beyond the darkness In a land where light and life dwell Yet soon will come death and the numbing fires Only then will my mind lie to rest For I am alone on this world Enslaved and surrounded by the living dead Yet still I stand tall as I bleed Deep from within the cuts upon my skin |
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01:16:28 |
Melancholia
Members | |
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Guest/Session | |
Plagues | Vocals (track 3) |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Melancholia (The Beginning) | 08:47 | Show lyrics |
Engulfed and devolved Bitter thoughts whispered Outwards into the darkness Asphyxiated by the chasm Of the winds and the rain Red stained skies dwindle Into the blackness of night-time Illuminated by the rising moon The dreariness is never ending Caressed by the dying embers The tempest continues outward Lashing rain drowning all sight Withering illusions in my eyes Unable to walk alone again Engulfed by my melancholia Icy winds pull at my frail being Tearing my spirit into the abyss There will be no peace ever here Dark clouds form on the edges Beckoning into the bleakness Engulfed and devolved Lost to the winds of time Swallowed by the shadows Asphyxiated by the chasm Of the open maw of despair |
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2. | Astral Corpse of a Dead Sun | 09:03 | Show lyrics |
Lightning perpetually strikes down Endless crashing cacophony of sound Human colour fades, and light dies Into the bewildering darkness it fades Tortured and torched voices scream Abysmal depths are flooded again And plundered till nothing remains Symphonies of agony sounding out Calling to the dead souls that rise A genocide of life beginning at the end Crucified minds and mutilated spirits Ripped out of sundered restless beings Raped of humanity by endless misfortune Cursed revelations spawned of degeneration The leviathan of misery gnaws at the bone Internal forces bid farewell to light Dreams darkened by twilight endless Fade into oblivion, die and rot Consumed and marked by shadow On the astral corpse of a dead sun Guided by anguish and old sins Enslaved by disdain for existence Drowning in flooded abysmal depths Castles of utopia brought down Crumbling in the eyes of the dead Cursed revelations witnessed In the blackened eyes Of an astral corpse of a dead sun |
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3. | Splinters of Shadow | 09:39 | Show lyrics |
Eternally falling deeper and deeper Into the suffocating emptiness below Into the fire that eternally burns within Scalding flames violating the skies The darkness was always there Rising till it has consumed it all Blackening and destroying Till it became ashes in the wind Far beyond the walls of safety Forged of shattered bone and pain And layered in broken angel wings Despairing starved hands break skin The promises of a grand deceiver Have led them down a burning road A cross bathed in the tears of the masses Marks the point at which we were lost All that was begun is ending As the fire rises to consume All that was planned is dying As the sky fades to blackness The spire that raped the skies Is brought down to the dirt Embraced by mulling corpse hands The grand deceiver is bleeding Splinters of shadows forced deep inside Breaking the skin, and infecting the flesh With terrible words and perverse ideals A crown of scars heralding my demise Dragging you down, further than ever Into the worm infested earth, rotting Far beyond the cracked walls of safety Forged from countless broken hearts |
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4. | Autumn Colours Fade to Black | 06:37 | instrumental |
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5. | The Midnight Raven Calls Out to the Forgotten Depths | 08:50 | Show lyrics |
Clinging to the root of your mind Infecting and diseasing your blood Nesting inside and draining your soul Corroding away at your life and smile Blackening your vision, closing your eyes Falling through darkened fogs The air becomes colder again As night embraces the world With a cold, unfeeling embrace Suffering screams rise from the deep This is existence as you know it Everything that was is now not Autumnal colours fade to black As the call of the void grows strong And the darkness grows eternal The midnight ravens call out Towards the forgotten depths That swallow the light cast down And darkness covers the soul Singing the funereal dirge of life The abysmal pendulum swings Casting judgement upon the soul Beckoning the end on black wings To come and lay its hand upon you |
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6. | Shed the Skin to Receive the World | 08:04 | Show lyrics |
A spirit of torment screaming out Painted in the blood of its sins Bearing the wounds of the darkness Lacerated veins witness force Forged of the fabric of night Violent and jagged edges Slice at the edges of the sun To remove the light from us The screams dying away at last Into silent despair at this life Phantom pains become reality Regretful wanderer of empty silence Shed the skin to receive the world And bear the agonised fruit of life Nightmares scratch claw marks deep A worm that seeks the light Worthless creature of pity Creeping back from its shame To crawl into the throat of purity And hide from wretched light A deep, violent self-extinction Born from the womb of horrors Ghosts of hope, raped of bodies Shed the skin, to receive the end Free the guilt and pain bleeding Vanishing eyes from empty skulls Plucked tongues, ripped and tossed The burdens of consciousness abandoned Raising limbs forged of wounds higher Shed the skin to receive the world again |
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7. | Mourning (The End) | 12:42 | Show lyrics |
Solace has departed once more Embraced by the cold arms of grief Her smile painted with silver brushes Forged of frozen crystal funereal tears Of those left behind in February snows Life is killing him once again, sinking deeper Dreams become nightmares filling the void Utterances of forgotten prayers long dead Memories of misplaced smiles since drowned In the tears and rain that fell from the sky As the sun lowers to mourn the end And night rises, draining misleading sunsets Closing your eyes to see the darkening light As the dawning moon reflects on the grave Where your disease and trauma still fester As the flesh becomes lost and disposed The soul no longer lingering in wooden prison The pain returned unto the abusing world Leaving only memories to rot in open wounds Cancerously growing to claim remaining lights Malignant prophecies of human suffering Irrelevant and sad lives become mere shadow Inner sanctuary, hiding from dawning realities Are torn down, raped once more of meaning Mourning the end of another forgotten soul Weeping for nothing, and for no-one Last thoughts leave, drift from the world Becoming dwindling starts, fading to apathy As obsidian pupils observe the passing aeons And the voices of the wind become whispers Malignant prophecies of human suffering Irrelevant identities become mere shadow Inner sanctuary, hiding from the abuses Is torn down, raped of all its meaning And its end is shown in shattered memory |
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8. | Depression - Part I (Abyssic Hate cover) | 12:46 | Show lyrics |
Far beyond the walls of all safety in a land Disgusting as the highest of God’s heavens Starved hands keep appearing - clawing Tearing shreds out of the flesh and mind And as the sands crawl their unchanging path All means seemingly focus towards the end There is no reason to live anymore when the reason cannot be attained But the solace lay beyond the darkness In a land where light and life dwell Yet soon will come death and the numbing fires Only then will my mind lie to rest For I am alone on this world Enslaved and surrounded by the living dead Yet still I stand tall as I bleed Deep from within the cuts upon my skin |
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01:16:28 |
The Inevitable Descent of Silence...
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Abandoned by Light | |
Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Nicrotek | |
Bobby Deathstars | Digital instruments, All instruments |
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1. | Nicrotek - Persistence of Memory | 06:59 | |
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2. | Nicrotek - The Deciding Moments | 05:20 | |
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3. | Abandoned by Light - Summoning Annihilation from Infernos Maw | 11:05 | Show lyrics |
It rises again, the twisted sense of dread Blossoming into ash laden skulls Eyes turned towards the depths of hatred Where the darkness once was content Whispered curses and prayers unknown To try and summon remaining hope From the chasm where it lay to die Castrated and betrayed, dwelling in loathing The wound is reopened, tasting despair An offering to the uncaring shadowy sky True treachery, unbeknownst it came out Puncturing the soul, and draining it of light It rises again, the twisted sense of dread Blossoming into ash laden skulls Eyes turned towards the depths of hatred Where the darkness once was content The whispers of the night wind Commands the heart to cease and die Lest life continue and consume it all Transform under the moon into nothing The wound is reopened, betrayed again Summoning annihilation from infernos maw Treachery came from cross and the spire Raping and defiling the soul, and draining it of light |
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4. | Abandoned by Light - Mental Central Dialog (Lifelover Cover) | 04:06 | Show lyrics |
Jag finner inga svar - Finns det några svar? Jag finner inga svar - Finns det några svar? Jag finner inga svar - Det finns inga svar! |
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27:30 |
The Inevitable Descent of Silence...
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Abandoned by Light | |
Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Nicrotek | |
Bobby Deathstars | Digital instruments, All instruments |
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1. | Nicrotek - Persistence of Memory | 06:59 | |
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2. | Nicrotek - The Deciding Moments | 05:20 | |
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3. | Abandoned by Light - Summoning Annihilation from Infernos Maw | 11:05 | Show lyrics |
It rises again, the twisted sense of dread Blossoming into ash laden skulls Eyes turned towards the depths of hatred Where the darkness once was content Whispered curses and prayers unknown To try and summon remaining hope From the chasm where it lay to die Castrated and betrayed, dwelling in loathing The wound is reopened, tasting despair An offering to the uncaring shadowy sky True treachery, unbeknownst it came out Puncturing the soul, and draining it of light It rises again, the twisted sense of dread Blossoming into ash laden skulls Eyes turned towards the depths of hatred Where the darkness once was content The whispers of the night wind Commands the heart to cease and die Lest life continue and consume it all Transform under the moon into nothing The wound is reopened, betrayed again Summoning annihilation from infernos maw Treachery came from cross and the spire Raping and defiling the soul, and draining it of light |
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4. | Abandoned by Light - Mental Central Dialog (Lifelover Cover) | 04:06 | Show lyrics |
Jag finner inga svar - Finns det några svar? Jag finner inga svar - Finns det några svar? Jag finner inga svar - Det finns inga svar! |
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27:30 |
The Inevitable Descent of Silence...
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Abandoned by Light | |
Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Nicrotek | |
Bobby Deathstars | Digital instruments, All instruments |
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1. | Nicrotek - Persistence of Memory | 06:59 | |
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2. | Nicrotek - The Deciding Moments | 05:20 | |
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3. | Abandoned by Light - Summoning Annihilation from Infernos Maw | 11:05 | Show lyrics |
It rises again, the twisted sense of dread Blossoming into ash laden skulls Eyes turned towards the depths of hatred Where the darkness once was content Whispered curses and prayers unknown To try and summon remaining hope From the chasm where it lay to die Castrated and betrayed, dwelling in loathing The wound is reopened, tasting despair An offering to the uncaring shadowy sky True treachery, unbeknownst it came out Puncturing the soul, and draining it of light It rises again, the twisted sense of dread Blossoming into ash laden skulls Eyes turned towards the depths of hatred Where the darkness once was content The whispers of the night wind Commands the heart to cease and die Lest life continue and consume it all Transform under the moon into nothing The wound is reopened, betrayed again Summoning annihilation from infernos maw Treachery came from cross and the spire Raping and defiling the soul, and draining it of light |
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4. | Abandoned by Light - Mental Central Dialog (Lifelover Cover) | 04:06 | Show lyrics |
Jag finner inga svar - Finns det några svar? Jag finner inga svar - Finns det några svar? Jag finner inga svar - Det finns inga svar! |
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27:30 |
And Here I Stand, Betwixt Light and Dark
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Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Caressed by the Dying Embers | 03:26 | instrumental |
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2. | Trepidation | 07:16 | Show lyrics |
Desperate screams to embittered darkness Ripped from the throat by oppressive winds Air stolen from lungs with immaterial hands Collapse into the earth, regretful eyes dark With trepidation, steps are taken from light Grey shadowy clouds coat the enflamed skies Marking the point where chaos embraced And enshrouding hands reached into oblivion The black wispy tendrils of hatred entangle Piercing the night-time, haunting those who sleep A spectral abysm that forever creeps forward Encircling the heart and tightening its grasp Deeper into the unknown, fragile steps occur Guided by fleeting lights, and glassy whispers With trepidation, falling into blackness again Unable to rise and breath, join the dark eternally In the dark grey ruins, under a sky that weeps Night falls upon a dying cold sun that bleeds This is where the soul flees to die in the dirt With trepidation, the body falls into the void |
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3. | Summoning Annihilation from Infernos Maw | 11:05 | Show lyrics |
It rises again, the twisted sense of dread Blossoming into ash laden skulls Eyes turned towards the depths of hatred Where the darkness once was content Whispered curses and prayers unknown To try and summon remaining hope From the chasm where it lay to die Castrated and betrayed, dwelling in loathing The wound is reopened, tasting despair An offering to the uncaring shadowy sky True treachery, unbeknownst it came out Puncturing the soul, and draining it of light It rises again, the twisted sense of dread Blossoming into ash laden skulls Eyes turned towards the depths of hatred Where the darkness once was content The whispers of the night wind Commands the heart to cease and die Lest life continue and consume it all Transform under the moon into nothing The wound is reopened, betrayed again Summoning annihilation from infernos maw Treachery came from cross and the spire Raping and defiling the soul, and draining it of light |
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4. | Journey Through the Everlasting Kingdom of Bone, Eclipsed by the Bloodied Moon | 08:37 | Show lyrics |
Stars fade within the eye of the mind Gods die, under the decaying temples touch Bodies wither and collapse, visions of eternity blinding Enter the kingdom of bone, where time reigns undying Dead hands reach from the decaying light To claw at the wretched, hated living souls To lead them down to the eternal sleep A dismal dreary universe, devoid of breath The accursed cold grounds of the earth A grave formed of the dying breaths Of thousands falling into unknown spheres Absconding from the abyss of existence Lamenting final prayers pulled away Torn and reformed on funeral winds Falling into realms forgotten by man Lit by solitary light of the bloodied moon Aeons pass in swirling vortexes Formed of bloodied sigils and scars On suicidal abysmal wings reborn in dust Shepherding in the tormented rebirth of eternity Stars fade and the mind frays and dies Gods die, under the decaying temples touch The bloodied moon shines high, agonised screams fade Enter the kingdom of bone, eternal in time |
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5. | Lucem ac Tenebras | 02:03 | instrumental |
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6. | And Here I Stand, Betwixt Light and Dark | 14:07 | Show lyrics |
Part 1: Light Raising my arms towards the birthing sun Dragged away from the shadowy realms To bask into the dawning glow around A world unknown to those once blind Trees release an emerald glow outward That falls upon our faces made glistening Turned into jewels under the suns gaze Standing in the light, warmth returning Where I once stood, such joy did not exist Here amongst the world of living souls Where I followed your glow through night The shadows have retreated once more Part 2: Dark Your tears fall as rain, nourishing Falling on my face as I rise to see From the bottom of this pit I stare Your eyes glisten as crystal under the moon Turning away from your gaze Towards the ensnaring shadows And the pull of the pale starlight Illuminating my decaying realm of despair Nightmares begin shaping reality And the light grows fainter Here I stand betwixt light and dark Pulled one way, and then the other And here I stand betwixt light and dark Bewitched by the blackness surrounding But dragged towards light by glistening souls Before falling once more into the beneath |
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7. | Turning Towards the Black Cascade | 09:06 | Show lyrics |
Obsidian steps leading towards truth Carrying forward the seed into the light Eyes open to witness the turn of the sun And hands stretch forth towards the earth Turning towards the black cascade Bloodied and broken bodies contorted To witness the endless expanse of oblivion Miniscule figures under the hand of Gods Celestial chariot pulling the moon forward Stars cast recklessly into the blackness Hands reach from the earth towards the deep Portraits in the heavens brought downward Sacred fires eternally burning in shadow Blind children wrapped in blankets of stars Eyes turned towards the endless expanse The hand of the Gods brought down again Collapsing upon the obsidian steps Turning towards the black cascade The seed decayed and crumbled to dust The hands grow old and wither in light Turning towards the black cascade Discarded eyes watch the fires dwindling As heavens fall and become dust in time Phantasmal celestials fade into unlit past Celestial chariot chasing the dwindling sun Stars abandoned to burn into the night Hands reach from the earth towards the deep The secrets of the moon reflected in black seas |
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8. | Desolation | 10:08 | Show lyrics |
The light of the black candle flickers Casting a growing shadow across the way Illuminating dead eyes, crystallised Shimmering in the tears forming in ice Unhallowed vastlands, formed by memory Skeletal forests, reaching into the fog A world of desolation forming inside the frame Reaching ever outward, spreading its wings Jaded eyes and melancholic thoughts Growing ever colder, dejected and lifeless The hands reach forward, clutching the fog Seeping from the vessel, empty and unformed The black candle goes out, wispy smoke rises Desolation moves ever forward, spreading The vessel falls to its knees, dust trailing beneath The wings envelop the frame, the cycle complete |
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9. | Golden Number (Ghost Bath cover) | 07:28 | |
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10. | Nattens Barn (Myrkur cover) | 06:05 | |
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01:19:21 |
And Here I Stand, Betwixt Light and Dark
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Caressed by the Dying Embers | 03:26 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
2. | Trepidation | 07:16 | Show lyrics |
Desperate screams to embittered darkness Ripped from the throat by oppressive winds Air stolen from lungs with immaterial hands Collapse into the earth, regretful eyes dark With trepidation, steps are taken from light Grey shadowy clouds coat the enflamed skies Marking the point where chaos embraced And enshrouding hands reached into oblivion The black wispy tendrils of hatred entangle Piercing the night-time, haunting those who sleep A spectral abysm that forever creeps forward Encircling the heart and tightening its grasp Deeper into the unknown, fragile steps occur Guided by fleeting lights, and glassy whispers With trepidation, falling into blackness again Unable to rise and breath, join the dark eternally In the dark grey ruins, under a sky that weeps Night falls upon a dying cold sun that bleeds This is where the soul flees to die in the dirt With trepidation, the body falls into the void |
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3. | Summoning Annihilation from Infernos Maw | 11:05 | Show lyrics |
It rises again, the twisted sense of dread Blossoming into ash laden skulls Eyes turned towards the depths of hatred Where the darkness once was content Whispered curses and prayers unknown To try and summon remaining hope From the chasm where it lay to die Castrated and betrayed, dwelling in loathing The wound is reopened, tasting despair An offering to the uncaring shadowy sky True treachery, unbeknownst it came out Puncturing the soul, and draining it of light It rises again, the twisted sense of dread Blossoming into ash laden skulls Eyes turned towards the depths of hatred Where the darkness once was content The whispers of the night wind Commands the heart to cease and die Lest life continue and consume it all Transform under the moon into nothing The wound is reopened, betrayed again Summoning annihilation from infernos maw Treachery came from cross and the spire Raping and defiling the soul, and draining it of light |
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4. | Journey Through the Everlasting Kingdom of Bone, Eclipsed by the Bloodied Moon | 08:37 | Show lyrics |
Stars fade within the eye of the mind Gods die, under the decaying temples touch Bodies wither and collapse, visions of eternity blinding Enter the kingdom of bone, where time reigns undying Dead hands reach from the decaying light To claw at the wretched, hated living souls To lead them down to the eternal sleep A dismal dreary universe, devoid of breath The accursed cold grounds of the earth A grave formed of the dying breaths Of thousands falling into unknown spheres Absconding from the abyss of existence Lamenting final prayers pulled away Torn and reformed on funeral winds Falling into realms forgotten by man Lit by solitary light of the bloodied moon Aeons pass in swirling vortexes Formed of bloodied sigils and scars On suicidal abysmal wings reborn in dust Shepherding in the tormented rebirth of eternity Stars fade and the mind frays and dies Gods die, under the decaying temples touch The bloodied moon shines high, agonised screams fade Enter the kingdom of bone, eternal in time |
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5. | Lucem ac Tenebras | 02:03 | instrumental |
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6. | And Here I Stand, Betwixt Light and Dark | 14:07 | Show lyrics |
Part 1: Light Raising my arms towards the birthing sun Dragged away from the shadowy realms To bask into the dawning glow around A world unknown to those once blind Trees release an emerald glow outward That falls upon our faces made glistening Turned into jewels under the suns gaze Standing in the light, warmth returning Where I once stood, such joy did not exist Here amongst the world of living souls Where I followed your glow through night The shadows have retreated once more Part 2: Dark Your tears fall as rain, nourishing Falling on my face as I rise to see From the bottom of this pit I stare Your eyes glisten as crystal under the moon Turning away from your gaze Towards the ensnaring shadows And the pull of the pale starlight Illuminating my decaying realm of despair Nightmares begin shaping reality And the light grows fainter Here I stand betwixt light and dark Pulled one way, and then the other And here I stand betwixt light and dark Bewitched by the blackness surrounding But dragged towards light by glistening souls Before falling once more into the beneath |
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7. | Turning Towards the Black Cascade | 09:06 | Show lyrics |
Obsidian steps leading towards truth Carrying forward the seed into the light Eyes open to witness the turn of the sun And hands stretch forth towards the earth Turning towards the black cascade Bloodied and broken bodies contorted To witness the endless expanse of oblivion Miniscule figures under the hand of Gods Celestial chariot pulling the moon forward Stars cast recklessly into the blackness Hands reach from the earth towards the deep Portraits in the heavens brought downward Sacred fires eternally burning in shadow Blind children wrapped in blankets of stars Eyes turned towards the endless expanse The hand of the Gods brought down again Collapsing upon the obsidian steps Turning towards the black cascade The seed decayed and crumbled to dust The hands grow old and wither in light Turning towards the black cascade Discarded eyes watch the fires dwindling As heavens fall and become dust in time Phantasmal celestials fade into unlit past Celestial chariot chasing the dwindling sun Stars abandoned to burn into the night Hands reach from the earth towards the deep The secrets of the moon reflected in black seas |
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8. | Desolation | 10:08 | Show lyrics |
The light of the black candle flickers Casting a growing shadow across the way Illuminating dead eyes, crystallised Shimmering in the tears forming in ice Unhallowed vastlands, formed by memory Skeletal forests, reaching into the fog A world of desolation forming inside the frame Reaching ever outward, spreading its wings Jaded eyes and melancholic thoughts Growing ever colder, dejected and lifeless The hands reach forward, clutching the fog Seeping from the vessel, empty and unformed The black candle goes out, wispy smoke rises Desolation moves ever forward, spreading The vessel falls to its knees, dust trailing beneath The wings envelop the frame, the cycle complete |
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9. | Golden Number (Ghost Bath cover) | 07:28 | |
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10. | Nattens Barn (Myrkur cover) | 06:05 | |
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01:19:21 |
And Here I Stand, Betwixt Light and Dark
Members | |
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Original line-up | |
Band members | |
Karhmul | All instruments, Vocals |
Tracks | |||
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1. | Caressed by the Dying Embers | 03:26 | instrumental |
(loading lyrics...) | |||
2. | Trepidation | 07:16 | Show lyrics |
Desperate screams to embittered darkness Ripped from the throat by oppressive winds Air stolen from lungs with immaterial hands Collapse into the earth, regretful eyes dark With trepidation, steps are taken from light Grey shadowy clouds coat the enflamed skies Marking the point where chaos embraced And enshrouding hands reached into oblivion The black wispy tendrils of hatred entangle Piercing the night-time, haunting those who sleep A spectral abysm that forever creeps forward Encircling the heart and tightening its grasp Deeper into the unknown, fragile steps occur Guided by fleeting lights, and glassy whispers With trepidation, falling into blackness again Unable to rise and breath, join the dark eternally In the dark grey ruins, under a sky that weeps Night falls upon a dying cold sun that bleeds This is where the soul flees to die in the dirt With trepidation, the body falls into the void |
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3. | Summoning Annihilation from Infernos Maw | 11:05 | Show lyrics |
It rises again, the twisted sense of dread Blossoming into ash laden skulls Eyes turned towards the depths of hatred Where the darkness once was content Whispered curses and prayers unknown To try and summon remaining hope From the chasm where it lay to die Castrated and betrayed, dwelling in loathing The wound is reopened, tasting despair An offering to the uncaring shadowy sky True treachery, unbeknownst it came out Puncturing the soul, and draining it of light It rises again, the twisted sense of dread Blossoming into ash laden skulls Eyes turned towards the depths of hatred Where the darkness once was content The whispers of the night wind Commands the heart to cease and die Lest life continue and consume it all Transform under the moon into nothing The wound is reopened, betrayed again Summoning annihilation from infernos maw Treachery came from cross and the spire Raping and defiling the soul, and draining it of light |
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4. | Journey Through the Everlasting Kingdom of Bone, Eclipsed by the Bloodied Moon | 08:37 | Show lyrics |
Stars fade within the eye of the mind Gods die, under the decaying temples touch Bodies wither and collapse, visions of eternity blinding Enter the kingdom of bone, where time reigns undying Dead hands reach from the decaying light To claw at the wretched, hated living souls To lead them down to the eternal sleep A dismal dreary universe, devoid of breath The accursed cold grounds of the earth A grave formed of the dying breaths Of thousands falling into unknown spheres Absconding from the abyss of existence Lamenting final prayers pulled away Torn and reformed on funeral winds Falling into realms forgotten by man Lit by solitary light of the bloodied moon Aeons pass in swirling vortexes Formed of bloodied sigils and scars On suicidal abysmal wings reborn in dust Shepherding in the tormented rebirth of eternity Stars fade and the mind frays and dies Gods die, under the decaying temples touch The bloodied moon shines high, agonised screams fade Enter the kingdom of bone, eternal in time |
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5. | Lucem ac Tenebras | 02:03 | instrumental |
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6. | And Here I Stand, Betwixt Light and Dark | 14:07 | Show lyrics |
Part 1: Light Raising my arms towards the birthing sun Dragged away from the shadowy realms To bask into the dawning glow around A world unknown to those once blind Trees release an emerald glow outward That falls upon our faces made glistening Turned into jewels under the suns gaze Standing in the light, warmth returning Where I once stood, such joy did not exist Here amongst the world of living souls Where I followed your glow through night The shadows have retreated once more Part 2: Dark Your tears fall as rain, nourishing Falling on my face as I rise to see From the bottom of this pit I stare Your eyes glisten as crystal under the moon Turning away from your gaze Towards the ensnaring shadows And the pull of the pale starlight Illuminating my decaying realm of despair Nightmares begin shaping reality And the light grows fainter Here I stand betwixt light and dark Pulled one way, and then the other And here I stand betwixt light and dark Bewitched by the blackness surrounding But dragged towards light by glistening souls Before falling once more into the beneath |
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7. | Turning Towards the Black Cascade | 09:06 | Show lyrics |
Obsidian steps leading towards truth Carrying forward the seed into the light Eyes open to witness the turn of the sun And hands stretch forth towards the earth Turning towards the black cascade Bloodied and broken bodies contorted To witness the endless expanse of oblivion Miniscule figures under the hand of Gods Celestial chariot pulling the moon forward Stars cast recklessly into the blackness Hands reach from the earth towards the deep Portraits in the heavens brought downward Sacred fires eternally burning in shadow Blind children wrapped in blankets of stars Eyes turned towards the endless expanse The hand of the Gods brought down again Collapsing upon the obsidian steps Turning towards the black cascade The seed decayed and crumbled to dust The hands grow old and wither in light Turning towards the black cascade Discarded eyes watch the fires dwindling As heavens fall and become dust in time Phantasmal celestials fade into unlit past Celestial chariot chasing the dwindling sun Stars abandoned to burn into the night Hands reach from the earth towards the deep The secrets of the moon reflected in black seas |
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8. | Desolation | 10:08 | Show lyrics |
The light of the black candle flickers Casting a growing shadow across the way Illuminating dead eyes, crystallised Shimmering in the tears forming in ice Unhallowed vastlands, formed by memory Skeletal forests, reaching into the fog A world of desolation forming inside the frame Reaching ever outward, spreading its wings Jaded eyes and melancholic thoughts Growing ever colder, dejected and lifeless The hands reach forward, clutching the fog Seeping from the vessel, empty and unformed The black candle goes out, wispy smoke rises Desolation moves ever forward, spreading The vessel falls to its knees, dust trailing beneath The wings envelop the frame, the cycle complete |
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9. | Golden Number (Ghost Bath cover) | 07:28 | |
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10. | Nattens Barn (Myrkur cover) | 06:05 | |
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01:19:21 |
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